Cradle to Grave
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Cradle to Grave: Chapter 41


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Story: Closed - Chapters: 67/? - Created: Aug 20, 2012 - Updated: Sep 11, 2013
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Dianna was stunned into silence, she couldn't believe what Burt was asking her. She wanted to say yes so badly but with everything with their sons at the moment, she just couldn't say yes right now. Their boys were hurting and as much as they needed to be together, they also needed to be apart, especially if they never got back together.
"Burt, our boys just broke up and they need us right now."
"So its a no?"
"It's a not right now. I would love to say yes but i don't think they can live together right now."
Burt was of course hurt by the rejection but he understood. He knew that Kurt didn't need to be around Blaine so much right now, they had school together and they had to see each other around the neighbourhood. Maybe one day.

Kurt was hanging out with Rachel who was also with Finn and Puck, so it was going to be interesting. Rachel and Finn were making out and Puck was sexting some girl, so Kurt felt like the odd one out.
"Who fancies something stronger?" Puck shouted out randomly.
"Yeah, sure why not." Finn said before reattaching himself to Rachel's lips.
Kurt felt uncomfortable and started missing Blaine more than ever. He flipped his phone in his hand and got really close to calling him but he knew that he couldn't. He sat drinking his non alcoholic drink but eventually he started feeling different, he started feeling more confident and a bit light headed. He decided to call Blaine.
"Hey babbyyyy, it's your Kurtieeee. I miss youuuuuuuu and i want you backkkk. But you cheated on me, you lying asshole and i still love you so much. I hate myself for loving you but i love youuuuuuuuuu. Blainey i love you and i need you and i love you." Kurt said drunkenly down the phone. "I want to see you and tear off all your clothes, because you want sex don't you baby? That's all you want, isn't it? You want to have sex and blow me and do dirty things because you're a dirty dirty boy who loves sexing. Are you having sex now? Is it with Sebastian? Oh you're a whore Blainey, but you're my whore and as much as i want to hate you, i can't. I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!"
Kurt hung up and got into his car and decided to find Blaine.

Blaine was sat watching tv when his phone rang and he saw he had a voicemail. He answered it and listened to Kurt's drunken messaged and his heart broke a thousand times over. Some of what Kurt said hurt him but most of it hurt because he knew how much he had hurt Kurt. He was happy to hear that Kurt still loved him, he needed to hear that but that messaged, it just tore his heart in two. He tried calling Kurt back but there was no answer. A few minutes later there was a banging on his door that made him jump. He got up and answered it, shocked to see Kurt there.
"Kurt, what are you doing here?" Blaine held the door open so Kurt could come in. He watched Kurt stumble through the door and look around.
"I've come to have sex with you, you dirty boy." Kurt began unbuttoning his shirt.
Blaine's hands stopped the unbuttoning, his heart breaking more at his broken ex. His ex, god that hurt his heart. "No sex, Kurt no. I'm sorry but stop."
"So i'm not good enough?"
"Of course you are!"
"No! I'm not! You won't have sex with me, you'll have sex with Sebastian but not me! I'm not sexy enough, you don't want me or love me. You just want sex."
Tears formed in Blaine's eyes, he wanted so badly at this moment to pause and rewind time. He could see right now the damage he had done and it hurt him so much. "If we never had sex honey, it would've been okay with me. I just love you and i want you back. Sebastian was a mistake and i never loved him or wanted him. He was just there and it happened, i wish i could take it back but i can't. I know that its you i want, not sex. I want you and to love you forever. Sebastian used me, he wanted revenge and he got it. He took the most important person in the world to me and i've lost him, maybe for good. But i love you."
Kurt kissed Blaine fiercely and for a moment Blaine responded before pulling away.
"I can't. You're drunk and you wouldn't do this sober, you wouldn't say these things sober. So lets take you home and put you to bed."
"Are you coming to bed with me?"
"We are not having sex Kurt."
"You won't snuggle with me? You don't even want to touch me now?"
Kurt was so childlike now in his hurt, the looks he was giving Blaine and his arms around himself. Blaine just wanted to take him in his arms and hold him. Blaine took Kurt's hand and led him next door where lived. Using Kurt's keys he let them in and took Kurt to bed. He removed Kurt's clothes, down to the undershirt and boxers before helping him put his pjs on. He put Kurt into bed and sat down next to him, watching as Kurt snuggled against him.
"I love you." Kurt said quietly. "I want to cuddle your shirt."
"I love you too." Blaine replied. He didn't give Kurt his shirt but he did give him his jumper, he watched as Kurt snuggled with it, before he slowly fell asleep.
Blaine sat and watched Kurt sleep, stroking his hair and face and just took in his peaceful face. But as much as he wished he could, he couldn't stay. So he tucked Kurt into bed and kissed his head before leaving, closing the door behind him.

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