“What are we going to do Burt?” Dianna cried into his shoulder. “I can’t get rid of this baby, i’d hate myself and then i’d feel anger towards my son and I don’t want that. I don’t want you to feel that towards Kurt either.”
“Our boys are mad at us; I don’t know what to do either. Kurt is the only family I have and i don’t want him to hate me, or us or the baby. I have feelings for you and I can’t deny them anymore. Kurt wanted me to find a woman and then when i do, he’s angry. I can’t win Dianna. My boy comes first always but I can’t just leave you especially in this condition.” Burt groaned in frustration. What the hell was he to do? Kurt was everything to Burt but he had a chance of a new start, a lady and a new baby in his life. He wasn’t going to cut Kurt out, he needed Kurt to understand. Burt stayed with Dianna that night so the boys had some space.

Kurt and Blaine snuggled together in Kurt’s bed that night, both of them couldn’t sleep but they didn’t speak, they just spooned. Blaine was the big spoon and Kurt was the little spoon, their bodies were pressed close together.
“Does this mean we’re going to break up?” Kurt whispered and then felt Blaine’s grip on his body tightened.
“No, we’re not going to break up because of this. If our parents marry then they marry but we’re together first so we aren’t doing anything wrong. If they marry then we’d be step brothers who got together before our parents did and if they have this baby, then their brothers will be... God this is so messed up! I can’t break up with you, I love you so much. We got together first, always remember that. I am never breaking up with you.” Blaine said before nuzzling his nose into Kurt’s neck.
“I’m not breaking up with you either. I just don’t know what to do about anything but us. I don’t want dad to hate me if they don’t have the baby, but i don’t know if i can love a child that’s my boyfriends brother as well as mine.”
“I get it, i’m the same. I need to talk to Cooper, i’ll do it tomorrow.”

“Cooper, its Blaine.” Blaine held the phone to his ear, curled up on the bed with Kurt as he spoke to his brother. “We have a serious situation here Coop and we need you here, right now.”
“What is it Blaine? What could possibly be that serious?” Cooper sighed.
“Mum split up with dad and got drunk and slept with Burt Hummel, now she’s pregnant and they’re together.”
“I’m on my way.” Cooper said and then hung up.
“Well Coops on his way.” Blaine said to Kurt who looked up at him sleepily. “He’ll sort this out, he has to. This is so messed up for us to deal with. This is supposed to be our honeymoon period but we’ve not had that yet.”
“I’m sorry.” Kurt said sadly. He really was sorry about it, he wished they were like most other couples and had at least a month of honeymoon period.
“Hey, what are you sorry about? It’s not your fault; we just had a tricky start to our relationship. Then all that Kar... really bad stuff happened and now this. Sweetie, this isn’t either of our faults. I’d love to do the dates and things like that and we will when things have settled down. I promise, we’ll do it all.”
“We will? You know in Ohio, we probably won’t get to do that.” Kurt snuggled closer.
“I’ll make sure of it. We did things as friends all the time but now we’re more than that, we should do more things.”

Kurt had been in love with Blaine for years, even though he didn’t know what the feeling was until he was told, it was always there. He never knew how Blaine felt though; he always thought that Blaine was straight especially since he saw a lot of girls flirting with him. It was always him and Blaine; they were a team and a very good one at that.
“Blainey?” Kurt said, looking at the next swing as he swung on his own. He was ten years old.
“Yeah Kurt?” Blaine was trying to swing higher than Kurt, but Kurt was fine with that because he was always worried about falling off.
“Do you know what a fag is?” Kurt’s legs crossed nervously.
“Mummy said that it means a boy loves a boy but that word is bad word. Why?”
“Someone called me it today.” Kurt said quietly.
“Do you want me to get them for you? I would, i’d get them for being mean to you, i hate seeing mean bullies hurting you.”
“Would you hate me if i was that word though?”
“I’ve never met one of them though; mummy said that they’re also called gay people which is a better word. Daddy doesn’t like them people but mummy says they’re okay.” Blaine smiled at Kurt. “Are you one of them?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never had a girlfriend so i don’t know what its like to kiss girls or boys.”
“Me either. I want to know though.”
“Blainey, do you think we should kiss to see what it’s like to kiss a boy?” Kurt suggested, stopping swinging and looking at Blaine with a hopeful look.
“I think we should.”
Kurt got off the swing and walked over to Blaine’s one, waiting for it to stop before putting his hands on Blaine’s face. They looked each other and leaned in, eyes closing and lips touching. Now this was their first kiss and to Kurt and Blaine, secretly to them it counted. Both boys always loved each other and this kiss made them feel that love more.
“How was that?” Kurt asked after pulling out of the kiss.
“I really liked it.” Blaine smiled at Kurt who still had his hands on Blaine’s face.
“I really liked it too.”

Kurt’s eyes widened as he looked up at Blaine who was looking down at him with a concerned look. Both boys had forgotten about that kiss because they were young, they thought the first time they kissed the other was that time when they had that sleepover and then the first time they both kissed each other properly was in Kurt’s room those months ago. But that wasn’t their first kiss, their first kiss when they both had feelings for each other was when they were both ten years old.
“The first time i kissed you when i knew my feelings for you, that wasn’t the one that we both kissed each other during the night we had that sleepover. It was when we were ten years old, i loved you and bullies were calling me a fag but then neither of us knew what it was like to kiss boys or girls so we kissed. Remember?”
“Oh my god yes! I remember!” Blaine smiled. “I think it went something like this.” Blaine turned Kurt a little, putting Kurt’s hands on his face, and then leaned in to kiss Kurt who was also leaning in and their lips pressed together in a soft kiss.