Blaine kept playing with Kurt’s hair as he listened to him, smiling when Kurt wrote that he loved him. Even though they said that phrase every single day, even hour it sometimes seemed he loved hearing Kurt say it. He smiled even more at the mention of their kiss in the rain. “That was a pretty amazing kiss. Like you said, magical.”
“It was so amazing, i loved it so much.” Kurt smiled resting his head on Blaine’s shoulder. “We got soaked though, all the way through we had to get new clothes. But my main concern was getting Blaine warm and dry, i didn’t want him to get sick again and just i had to get him warm and dry. He sat on my lap today, twice. The first time my leg went dead but that was nothing to do with Blaine, i just hadn’t move it in a while so he gave me a piggy back which i loved. He also sat on me while we were drying, that reminds me i still have his pink socks on, remind me later to give them back once they’re washed.”
“Alrightyyyyy, but you know, you can keep them if you would like. I have another pair. Plus, I like it whenever my baby is nice and warm, which those socks would do.” Blaine said with a grin as Kurt leaned his head against his shoulder, making Blaine wonder again how sleepy his fianc�e really was.
“I like them, they’re warm and fuzzy. They make my toes nice and warm.” Kurt smiled before carrying on reading. “There isn’t much i can write about at the moment, the day hasn’t long started but yet its been so amazing. We’re driving to the hotel at the moment, i’ve been doodling while Blaine has been driving, he’s concentrating on the roads right now otherwise i would read this aloud to him and i would talk more to him. I don’t want him to lose concentration, he’s nervous enough as it is. Thats all i have so far, is there anything you want to add?”
“Is there anything I would like to add….. hmm… oh, you’re the tease master.” Blaine said with a grin, sticking his tongue out at Kurt as he did. It was true though, every time Blaine tried to tease back or take dominance, Kurt always won. And Blaine loved it.

Kurt laughed and poked his tongue back out, he picked up his pen and read out what he was writing. “Blaine has a new nickname for me, he has just called me “the tease master”, everytime he has tried to tease me this morning i have come up with awesome counter teases. One in particular involving my hand on a certain part of Blaine, i knew for a fact he would like that. It was used as part of a tease, pleasure and an apology to Blaine. I knew he would love it so thats why i did it, i love teasing him, its pretty amusing.”
“If you couldn’t tell, I loooooooooved it.” Blaine teased, one hand combing lazily through Kurt’s hair as he wrote and said what he was writing. “You do love to to tease me…. it must be your favorite pastime. Like I said earlier, you’re the master at it.”
“Welllll its one of my favorite past times, kissing and other things i much prefer.” Kurt grinned, he wasn’t sure whether Blaine wanted him to move off his shoulder or he was okay where he was, Blaine hadn’t said anything so he assumed it was okay. His eyes were a little heavy but he didn’t want to sleep and leave Blaine all alone with no one to talk to.
“Oh, “other things” you say?” Blaine teased, looking down at Kurt and seeing that he was sleepy. Good, Blaine thought, he wanted Kurt to get some sleep. He hadn’t slept since he had that nightmare and was probably exhausted. His hand petted Kurt’s hair gently, soothingly humming as he tried to help Kurt fall asleep.
“Oh yes,” Kurt said smiling at Blaine. He didn’t want to sleep, he felt Blaine pat his head and hum, he guessed Blaine was trying to get him to fall asleep but he just didn’t want to. He turned the page in his journal and started drawing very lazily.

Blaine looked down and noticed that Kurt was drawing. His hand in Kurt’s hair and his humming didn’t stop though, he could still keep that up even if Kurt refused to sleep. He would fall asleep eventually, and even though he wouldn’t be happy that he fell asleep when he woke up, he still would’ve gotten sleep.
Kurt’s eyes shut for a second and opened them straight away, he didn’t want to sleep, he refused to sleep, he didn’t want to have that nightmare again. He looked at his picture and saw that he had drawn the letters “BA” in amongst the random squiggles.
Blaine noticed Kurt shut his eyes then open them again, wanting Kurt to sleep. He would still keep his arm around him and have Kurt leaned against him, his hand in Kurt’s hair. He just wanted Kurt comfortable, and he knew that Kurt needed sleep. He looked down at the drawing briefly and grinned when he saw his initials in the picture.
Kurt’s eyes kept shutting against his will, he kept telling himself that he didn’t want to sleep and just to stay awake until they at least got to the hotel. He continued moving the pen around his page now spotting two new initials, he smiled looking at the two right next to each other, “BA” and now the new one “KA”.

Blaine saw Kurt’s eyes keep shutting, hoping that Kurt would fall asleep soon. He wasn’t talking but was humming in an effort to help Kurt along in the process of falling asleep. He looked back down at Kurt’s drawing and noticed Kurt’s future initials next to his, making him smile even more.
Kurt decided to turn the page in his journal and start drawing, there were four people on this page, Blaine, Kurt, Andrew and Elizabeth. Kurt was holding Elizabeth in his arms as was Blaine with Andrew, Elizabeth however was only a toddler, Andrew looked just a little younger than Jack. Each of the people on the page had a smile, Kurt and Blaine were smiling lovingly at each other and the children had cheeky grins.
After a few mintues Blaine looked down at Kurt’s new drawing, grinning as he looked from the road to it. Kurt had never really drawn Elizabeth, and like all of Kurt’s drawings, this one was amazing. He started humming their song as Kurt drew, still not wanting to talk and keep Kurt from possible sleep.
Kurt heard what Blaine was humming, his smile growing as his hand got lazier and lazier since he was so tired. He wanted Blaine to keep him awake not send him to sleep, he knew that Blaine wanted him to sleep but he just simply didn’t. Blaine would be the same if Kurt was driving, Kurt would have to convince him and tell him it would be okay if he slept.
Blaine looked back over at Kurt and noticed how tired he was, knowing that Kurt wouldn’t go to sleep unless Blaine said he would be okay with it. “You can go to sleep you know. You look exhausted. I don’t mind at all, I actually want you to go to sleep.”
“But i don’t want to. Nightmare. You by yourself. I don’t want that.” Kurt said sleepily not able to say proper sentences since he kept dropping off inbetween words. He nestled his head more into Blaine’s shoulder, forgetting for a moment that he was driving and would probably need that arm soon, he lifted his head and looked at Blaine.
“Babe, you are so sleepy right now. Really, I don’t mind if you sleep and I’ll be fine. Really. You can sleep and use me as a pillow, we’re back on the highway so I only need one arm. You can sleep now.” Blaine said in a soothing voice, trying to make Kurt fall asleep. He started humming again, hoping Kurt would snuggle back against him as he did.

Kurt nodded and made his head comfortable back snuggled against Blaine, nestling his head better against him. He knew that he couldn’t keep awake any longer, he was just so tired. “I love you.” He said closing his eyes, he wasn’t going to fall asleep until Blaine had said it back since he knew that's what was coming, he wasn’t going to be rude and fall asleep just as Blaine was about to speak.
“I love you too. So much.” Blaine said, tightening his grip around Kurt as he snuggled against him. He saw Kurt’s eyes close and not open, and he smiled thinking that Kurt was going to sleep. This was one of the only times when he preferred that Kurt had his eyes closed rather than open, he just wanted Kurt to sleep.
“So much.” Was the last thing Kurt said before he fell asleep, he held the journal and pen in his hands. He snuggled close to Blaine, not drifting at all into a dream thankfully, it was just black and everything was silent.
Blaine smiled once Kurt was sleeping, still playing with his hair and humming even though he wasn’t awake. He wanted to take Kurt’s journal out if his hand and set it down, but he didn’t want to move his arm or move Kurt off of him to do that, and he couldn’t take his hand off the wheel. Blaine kept on driving, happy that Kurt was asleep.
There was something that appeared in Kurt’s head, it wasn’t a dream, not really just a little vision of one person. He opened his eyes once he saw who it was and what was happening, he moved his arms and wrapped then around Blaine holding him close, his eyes looking up at Blaine.

Blaine never stopped humming and kept on driving, smiling when he felt Kurt’s arms wrap around him and playing with Kurt’s hair more. He didn’t look down at his fianc�e yet and concentrated on the road more as the rain stated to fall harder again.
Kurt looked out of the window seeing the rain fall harder before looking back at his smiling fiancee, he smiled a tiny but snuggling closer to him. He didn’t like what he saw and it was just the reason why he didn’t want to sleep, if he moved any closer to Blaine he’d no longer be on his seat.
Blaine smiled more as Kurt snuggled against him more, looking down at him and seeing that he was awake. “Well hey there. I thought you were going to sleep.” He said, leaning down and kissing Kurt’s head. He didn’t expect for Kurt to be awake, and he wanted him to sleep for a bit longer.
“I thought i was too, i closed my eyes and i saw him again, i saw him and his fist and i just had to open my eyes i couldn’t stay asleep.” Kurt was still looking up at Blaine, holding into him tightly not wanting to let him go. He was still very very tired but he just couldn’t sleep now.
Blaine gave Kurt a squeeze when he said what he dreamed about, having an idea. He scooted over in his seat as much as he could and still drive, motioning with his eyes for Kurt to come sit next to him and snuggle against him better. “I understand. Try to get some sleep later though, okay?”

Kurt moved over next to Blaine a bit more, snuggling more into him. He nodded when Blaine spoke. “Okay i’ll try later, just try and keep me awake for now, please.” He said looking up at Blaine, arms still wrapped around him and head into Blaine’s shoulder.
“Okay. I can do that.” Blaine said with a smile. “You weren’t asleep for that long, so you didn’t miss much. It started raining more, but I think you can tell that.” He tried to start a conversation, Kurt had asked for Blaine to keep him awake and after already making him try to sleep earlier, he wasn’t going to now.
“Yeah i had noticed but thanks for telling me anyway, are you okay? Are you still nervous?” Kurt asked a bit worried incase he was still, he didn’t want Blaine feeling nervous or anything bad. He was grateful that Blaine was trying to keep him awake, he needed it.
“Nahhhhh, I’m not so nervous any more. We’re back on the highway, so that makes me less nervous. Thank you babe.” Blaine smiled, looking down at the boy snuggled up against him and smiled even more. “Are you comfortable down there?” He teased, still petting at Kurt’s soft hair.
“Of course i’m comfortable, i’m sat here snuggled up to you.” Kurt saw Blaine’s smile making him smile, he looked out of the window for a minute before looking back at Blaine. “How long are we on the highway for?” He asked curiously.
“The rest of the way until the hotel, actually. So we’re on the highway for the rest of today.” Blaine stated simply, looking down at a smiling Kurt and the cycle made him smile as well. He was happy that Kurt was comfortable, since he was as well.
“Well that is good news, that means i won’t have to move from here and i can just stay snuggled up against you.” Kurt smiled more, liking the fact that he could stay where he was and that Blaine was smiling only making his smile grow. He loved Blaine’s smile, he was so beautiful when he smiled.
“I don’t want you to move eitherrrr.” Blaine said, playing with Kurt’s hair instead of stroking it like he was earlier. He kissed the top of Kurt’s head again before they dived into a new conversation. He drove while they talked for about an hour when Blaine started to wonder how tired his fianc�e was. “Babe? You sleepy again?”

Kurt was still looking up at Blaine, smiling as they talked, his neck was aching a little but he didn’t care. He nodded when he was spoke to again, he was really sleepy but he didn’t want to sleep, he knew Blaine would be okay if he slept but he didn’t want to see those visions again, they scared him.
“And you’re sure you don’t want to sleep? If you fall asleep without forcing yourself too, just letting it come over you, you most likely won’t have that vision again. Okay? You already know that I would be perfectly happy if you went to sleep.”
“But i wasn’t forcing myself to last time, i was just letting it come over me. Honest i was.” Kurt’s eyes fluttered shut for a moment before opening them. “I don’t want to sleep though, i’m scared of what i’ll see.”
“It’s okay, it’s okay, you know if you see anything scary, you’ll wake up and find yourself right here in my arms. But you might not see something scary. You should at least try.” Blaine said as he watched Kurt’s eyes close and then open right afterwards.
“Okay, i’ll try, for you.” Kurt said leaning up to kiss Blaine’s cheek, going back to nestle his head against Blaine’s shoulder when he was done. He closed his eyes letting himself drift off to sleep, the first thing he saw was Jesse and Blaine kissing, he shook if from his mind, hating the vision. He didn’t open his eyes, he wasn’t going to let the vision beat him, once it was shaken it disappeared letting him sleep peacefully.

After a few minutes, Blaine was positive that Kurt was asleep. The thought of that made him smile as he continued to drive, hoping that Kurt didn’t have another vision that he would hate or another terrible nightmare to wake him up, not after he had finally fallen asleep.

Kurt snuggled himself closer to Blaine, something was appearing in his head, a vision, a light one. Not dark like the other two, he could see himself on a swing, just sitting there. He couldn’t see Blaine which he thought was strange, he called out for him but couldn’t find him, which made him sad.

Blaine looked down when he thought he heard Kurt mumble his name while he dreamed, pulling Kurt a little bit closer to him and hoping that it was a good dream and not a bad dream. “It’s okay, I’m right here.” He said reassuringly, even though Kurt couldn’t hear him.

Kurt felt himself being pulled backwards from the swing, his butt falling off but not hitting the floor, he was caught before that. “Its okay, I’m right here.” He heard someone say, he looked up and saw Blaine holding him. He was gently pushed back up onto the swing and was started to be pushed.
“I thought you had run off on me.” Kurt smiled as he was pushed, swinging his legs backwards and forwards.
“Never.” Blaine replied with a smile equally as large.

Blaine saw Kurt smile in his sleep, there was something about the way he looked when he slept that made him look even more beautiful. Kurt looked so calm, so at peace, and right now, the smile just brightened up his entire face. Staring at his sleeping fianc�e made Blaine grin, and he kissed the part of Kurt’s head that he could reach. “You really are gorgeous, did you know that? I bet you do know. But I still like telling you. You are soooooo gorgeous, Kurt.” Blaine had started to talk to Kurt in his sleep, like Kurt did sometimes when Blaine slept.

“You are sooooo gorgeous, Kurt.”
Kurt heard Blaine say, he turned his head to face him more. “Why thank you, you aren’t so bad yourself.” Kurt teased back jumping off the swing and started running, Blaine chasing him. Blaine caught up with him and tackled him, both falling down together on the soft grass, Kurt laughing. “What was that for?” Kurt asked still laughing looking up at Blaine.
“Wellll you said i wasn’t so bad, we both know i’m so totally gorgeous.” He winked at Kurt, both laughing now, Kurt more so when Blaine decided to tickle him.

“And look, you’re grinning in your sleep. I know you didn’t want to go to sleep, but I’m glad that you did. I’m alsoooo very very happy that you look like you’re having a good dream. You’re grinning. Which makes me grin, now I’m grinning, thanks to that cycle of ours. We really do have a bunch of cycles…. your hair is soft, but you already know that too. Soooooooo soft, like I said earlier, I’m obsessed with your hair.”

One hand was tickling Kurt the other was stroking his hair. “Your hair is soft, but you already know that. Soooooo soft, i’m obsessed with your hair.” Blaine smiled down at him before going back to tickling him with both hands.
“Blaineee, stop i’m ticklish. Blaineeeeee!” Kurt laughed trying to get Blaine to stop.
“Oh i know, its the whole reaosn why i do ittttt.” Blaine grinned.

Blaine felt Kurt squirm a bit in his arms and say his name again, making him look down at Kurt to make sure that he was alright. He saw Kurt was still smiling, and he was instantly relieved. Kurt must’ve been dreaming of Blaine tickling him or something like that, and Blaine looked back to the road and tried to think of what he would say to Kurt next.

“Blaine please, ahhh Blaine!” Kurt said still laughing and being tickled. The next thing he knew was Blaine himself was being tackled, two small people jumped on his back pulling him down.
“Daddy run!” The little girl said grabbing Kurt’s hand and running off with him, the boy had a hold of Blaine, he also shouted the same as the girl.

Blaine heard his name again and started stroking Kurt’s hair more, humming a bit as he grinned. Kurt stopped squirming or saying his name, and Blaine looked down to see him smiling. “There we go. All better. Was I tickling you or something? Probably. It’s amusing. Plus, I adore your laugh, so that’s just an excuse to get to hear it.”

Kurt picked up the little girl and started running with her. “Come on darling, we have to get away from the mean boys.” He turned his head and saw Andrew on Blaine’s shoulders, running after them.
“They’re catching up with us Daddy what do we do?” Elizabeth asked, clinging to Kurt.
“We’re going to have to team up against them, we have water guns in the house lets get them.”

“You’re still smiling as you sleep. Good dream I suspect. I’ll have to ask you about it whenever you wake up.” Blaine looked over at the clock, surprised by the time. “Babe, we’ve been on the road for longer than I thought. I mean, it’s almost dark out. I think… its hard to see because of the clouds. But the hotel shouldn’t be very very far away.”

Kurt and Elizabeth got into the house and went through the toy box picking out two water guns, they filled them up with water. They ran outside and started squirting Blaine and Andrew, Andrew was taken from Blaine’s shoulders and they ran and hid behind a tree for cover. “You can’t hide from us, you’ll have to come out eventually.” Kurt shouted out as the two of them slowly walked to the tree, having an idea. “Blaine baby come out for me, i haven’t got the gun anymore i told Elizabeth to go and put them back. If you come out you’ll get a kiss.” Elizabeth couldn’t help but giggle, Kurt put his finger to his lips telling her to shush.

“Yeah, it should be getting dark soon. Which meannnsss we’re not far at all from the hotel. Thennnn I can lay you down on the bed in there and get us some food before coming back to you to snuggle. Or I could order a pizza to the room so I wouldn’t have to leave you without me to snuggle with, you wouldn’t like that at all would you?”

Kurt shook his head, grinning waiting for Blaine to come out. He hid his gun behind his back, Elizabeth copying him as they slowly walked towards the two boys. Blaine slowly came out from behind the tree, puckering his lips waiting for a kiss. Kurt shouted “now!” to Elizabeth as they both got out their guns and shooting Blaine, soaking him.
Andrew now running to Kurt’s side. “Oh Papa you’re all wet now, good shooting Daddy and little sis. Ha-ha Papa.” Kurt gave the gun to Andrew before walking to Blaine.
“I did say you’d get a kiss if you came out.” He grinned before giving Blaine a kiss, hearing the two children behind them going “Ewwwwwww.” making him grin.

Blaine saw Kurt grinning which, in the likes of their cycle, made him grin too. After driving for a little ways more, Blaine finally reached the hotel. Kurt was still asleep, so he decided to leave the bags in the ar and carry Kurt in. “Okay babe. Here we are, at the hotel. You’re still sleeping, so I’m carrying you inside then coming back for your bag, since you’ll want all of your toiletries. Well, maybe I should come back and get both, but either way I’m still letting you sleep.”

Kurt continued to grin as he continued on kissing Blaine, before both children came up behind them and got them both soaking wet. They took each others hands and ran, their children chasing them. Kurt tripped, then making Blaine trip making them both roll down a hill landing in a small puddle of water. The children caught up with them and laughed. “Ha-ha Papa and Daddy are very wet.” Andrew laughed.
“Look Anduw, Daddy and Papa peed their pants.” She giggled pointing at them.

“Okay. Let’s do this babe.” Blaine parked the car and jumped out and around to Kurt’s side, getting his fianc�e out and into his arms. Kurt’s arms immediately went around his neck as Blaine kicked his door shut, locking the car with the keys in his hand and running a bit to the hotel. It was still raining, and he didn’t want Kurt to get wet.

Kurt felt water drip onto his face, he looked up and saw it raining heavily, he grabbed Blaine and pulled him up, both of them grabbing a child each. This time Kurt had Andrew and Blaine had Elizabeth as they ran inside. “Daddy, Papa, you’re still very wet and now you’ve got me and Lizbeth wet.” Andrew said jumping down from Kurt’s arms and taking off his wellies, Elizabeth did the same. When she was done she went to Kurt and tugged on his pants.
“Daddy, toilet please.” She asked doing a funny little dance.