Blaine’s smile increased again when Kurt mentioned “their” bed. He loved the thought that now they thought of things as “our” bed or “our” room, it made him think of the future when he would be married to Kurt and everything would always be just “theirs”. “Yes sir, I am warm and well. Thanks to my wonderful fianc�e.”
“Oh thats good, i am relieved. You were so wrapped up, I however got a good soaking.” Kurt laughed a little. “I dried up and changed before getting into bed, i didn’t want to get it wet or dirty it or you since i kinda pulled you back over to me so i could hold you while we slept. I love holding you.”
Blaine’s smile turned into a grin when Kurt said he liked holding him. “I love it when you hold me. Our usual snuggling pattern is the other way around, like it is now. But I do love it when you hold me. It gives me a nice sense of security.”
“I would love to hold you more often, like you said its usually the other way around but we both love it like this. I like holding you and giving you that sense of security because i would never let anything happen to you, i’m your personal body guard.” Kurt smiled leaning his head more against Blaine’s.
“We’re each other’s personal bodyguards.” Blaine said with a smile, not feeling as guilty anymore. “You can always hold me whenever you like. Just ask or say the word, and I honestly won’t object in any way whatsoever.”
“I know you wouldn’t, sometimes i might not even say a thing i might just take you.” Kurt teased planting a kiss on Blaine’s cheek again, he gave Blaine’s hands a squeeze. “The same applies to you, if ever you want to hold me or you want me to hold you just ask or say the word. I wouldn’t object either.”
“I wouldn’t mind you just taking me either.” Blaine said with a laugh, his smile growing even more as Kurt kissed his cheek for a second time. “You know I will. I’m such a cuddle whore, I’ll be asking for both all the time.”
“I know you wouldn’t and as long as i’m not doing anything important i wouldn’t mind you doing the same.” Kurt smiled leaving his lips on Blaine’s cheek. “We’re both cuddle whores, you saw me in the river i just wanted lots and lots of cuddles. I’ll be asking for them both a lot too.”
“We’re just cuddle whores together.” Blaine teased, slightly serious. “I’m not cuddly with anyone else, just you.” he assured Kurt, being totally honest. He loved how Kurt’s lips didn’t leave his cheek, sort of like what Blaine was doing earlier.
“I’m the same, only cuddly with you, thats the way its going to stay. Huggles, snuggles and big cuddles are just for you.” Kurt smiled widely giving Blaine’s cheek a few pecks. He smiled more realizing that he just rhymed, it amused him more than it should.

Blaine turned his cheek so that Kurt was now kissing his lips, making him grin and free one of his hands from Kurt’s to stroke his face as he kissed him back. “You know….” He said, his lips still against Kurt’s as he spoke, just no longer kissing him. “…. I’m now going to ask for cuddles aloooooooot more than I do now, which is alot already.”
Kurt grinned as Blaine’s face turned so now their lips were locked, when their lips were touching and one spoke he loved the feel of the vibrations it made. “Thats really good to know, i love cuddles with you and i’m going to ask for them a lot more too, so really we’ll either always been cuddling, always be kissing or both.”
“That is perfectly fine with me.” Blaine said with another grin, his hand still on Kurt’s face and his thumb stroking his skin on his cheek. He started kissing Kurt again, the grin staying on his face. “I love all of those things.”
Kurt’s free hand, the one that had been holding Blaine’s before it left him, went to Blaine’s face his hand stroking Blaine’s in sync. “I love all of those things to,” He smiled giving him another kiss. He was really grateful that Blaine was there and awake, he was feeling much better than before, the nightmare still haunting his mind but their love was overriding it.
Blaine kept kissing Kurt back, a grin on his face a he did. He wanted to make Kurt feel even more better than he probably already was, so the kiss and grin was his attempt to do so. He pulled Kurt closer and pressed his hand more against Kurt’s cheek as he kissed him.
The kisses that Blaine was giving him and the ones he returned made the nightmare fade more from his mind, in the morning he was going to write it in his journal, he just wasn’t sure whether to tell Blaine about it or not. They were always honest with each other so he couldn’t see why not, honestly he was surprised that Blaine hadn’t asked him yet. Kurt pulled out of the kiss and attached his teeth to Blaine’s bottom lip playfully, grinning.

They were both grinning at that point, Kurt biting down on Blaine’s lip. “Is my lip that delicious?” He teased, not trying to push Kurt of his lip until Kurt wanted off. He didn’t want to ask about the dream to bring back the visions in Kurt’s mind, when Kurt wanted to tell him he would.
Kurt nodded when he was spoken to, he nibbled on it lightly grinning even more. He released Blaine’s lips after a minute and kissed him again. “Your lip is most delicious, you are just generally delicious.” He smiled. Blaine had asked about his Alice nightmare and that was scary, so he was really confused. “Do you… do you want to know what happened in that nightmare?”
“In all honesty, yeah I would like to know what dream made you wake up sobbing. But you can tell me when you feel the most comfortable.” Blaine said against Kurt’s lips, stroking his face even more.
“I might as well tell you now instead of waiting until later to do it, its easier to get it out of the way now so if i were to get upset its better now so i can just forget about it and we can be happy.” Kurt said looking at Blaine, he squeezed the hand that he was holding as his other hand was still in sync with Blaine’s hand on his face.
Blaine nodded when Kurt said he wanted to tell him now instead of later. “Okay. That’s fine with me. Do you want to tell me like this, lips together, or you snuggling against me, or me snuggling against you, just tell me how you would be most comfortable.”
Kurt smiled a bit at the choices, he’d honest prefer to hold Blaine, just so he knew he was still there and all Kurt’s and he wouldn’t just disappear. “Can you snuggle against me please? I just want to hold you, after the nightmare its what i really want.” He gave Blaine a kiss before holding out his arms so Blaine could snuggle against him.
Blaine smiled and nodded at what Kurt chose, he loved that idea. “Sounds good to me. Like I said earlier, I love it when you hold me.” Blaine gave Kurt one more kiss before snuggling into his outstretched arms. He nestled his head more against Kurt’s chest and wrapped his arms around him tightly.
Kurt took a deep breath before starting the story about his nightmare, he wrapped his arms around Blaine tightly and protectively. “Right erm this nightmare started in the coffee shop, i was there waiting for you and i got you coffee, your usual and i was waiting and waiting and you never showed. I sat there for ages, i finished my coffee and i tried calling you a few times, no answer. I thought that it was strange, you always answer, when its me you always do. I was going to give up waiting and go home and wait for you to call me and apologize repeatedly for standing me up…”

Blaine nodded as he listened to Kurt tell his dream, trying to decide whether to comment on it or not. “I just want you to know that I would never stand you up, okay? Sorry for interrupting, please continue.”
“I know you wouldn’t, i know.” Kurt smiled a little down at him. “I looked out the window and i saw you, i was really really mad. You stood me up and then you were outside with someone else, you were holding hands with them and that was the confusing part. I ran over to you and… and the person you were holding hands with… was Jesse. I was scared and confused and i asked you what you were doing with him and you told me something that completely broke my heart. I mean i could feel it breaking. You told me you loved him and you showed him more love than you have ever shown me, i didn’t even think it was possible for that to happen since you show me sooo much love.”
Blaine honestly was not expecting to hear that. His jaw dropped a bit and he sat up a bit in Kurt’s arms, turning and putting both hands on Kurt’s face. He stared into Kurt’s eyes, stroking both of his cheeks as he did. Kurt was still holding him, just as tightly as before, when he nodded for Kurt to go on.
Kurt stared back into Blaine’s eyes as he continued on. “I couldn’t believe what i was hearing, my eyes were filling up with tears and i just wanted to block it all out. The love of my life was in love with the guy who made my life hell. It got worse, he smirked at me before kissing you, it hurt sooo bad when i saw you kissing him back. I had never ever experienced heart break like that, it was like someone had ripped out my heart and stood on it, squashing it into the ground. I was crying more and i couldn’t stop, you both had forgotten about me and you just stood kissing and you were getting sooo into it. I felt soooo sick…”

A hand snaked up into Kurt’s hair as he spoke, Blaine looking at Kurt with a mix of sadness and extreme love in his eyes, hating hearing how terrible this dream was to his fianc�e. His thumb continued to stroke Kurt’s cheek, and he decided to save all the reassuring and declarations of how he was Kurt’s and only Kurt’s until after the dream was done.
Kurt’s eyes were reading the same as Blaine’s, sadness and extreme amounts of love, his hold on Blaine not loosening at all. “I tried walking away and i tripped, falling into the road what made it better was me landing on my butt. You and Jesse broke your kiss and just laughed at me, you kept laughing. You were laughing way more than he was, i could see hate in your eyes when you looked at me.” His eyes were slowly filling with tears, he took a second to try and blink them away. “I got up and ran and i just kept on running and i didn’t stop, not for a while…”

“Oh babe….” Blaine said as Kurt’s eyes filled with tears, his thumb moving to wipe away any stray ones that fell. His own eyes transformed into one of the most loving and reassuring looks he ever gave Kurt, his hand still stroking Kurt’s hair gently as he went on with his story of his dream.
“I had to stop and catch my breath, i couldn’t breathe and my crying was uncontrollable. I wouldn’t have been able to go on anyway since i couldn’t actually see from my tears. I was crying so much that i started shaking, i couldn’t stop. The only person who had ever loved me was now with the person that had made my life hell…” A tear rolled down Kurt’s cheek. “and he loved him, you were soo in love with him. I looked at the people walking past and they kept saying things, like erm “he never loved you”, “Jesse and Blaine forever”, “he loves Jesse way more than he ever cared about you”, “he hates you” and “you didn’t deserve him”. I felt soooo alone”
Blaine quickly wiped away the single tear that ran down Kurt’s face, now knowing why he was crying and shaking in his sleep. Blaine would have had the exact same reaction, but what he didn’t get was the scream. It would be explained later though, so he had to be be patient. He leaned up and gave Kurt a soft but deeply loving kiss before pulling back to let him continue.
Kurt returned the kiss that Blaine gave him before resuming his story. “I heard something, i looked down and there was a puddle and your face was in the reflection. You started talking to me and you were saying what the people said and other things, it hurt sooo much. All i wanted was you and you were off kissing Jesse and hating me. I didn’t think it could get any worse but it got soo much worse…” A few more tears spilled out of Kurt’s eyes.

Blaine wiped away the rest of the tears that fell, listening to Kurt’s story and honestly wondering if it could get any worse. He gently played with Kurt’s hair as Kurt went on, keeping that insanely loving look in his eyes as he stared down at his fianc�e and let him hold Blaine as tight as he wanted.
Kurt kept hold of Blaine tightly still staring into his eyes. “I heard someone talking to me so i looked up and Jesse was there, i couldn’t see you anywhere. He had that vicious look in his eye, the same look he had when he attacked me. I knew thats what was coming so erm i got to my feet and i ran as fast as i could. He was running after me and i ran into a dead end, i was cowering in the corner and he was towering over me, his fist clench. All i could do was scream as his fist came flying towards me, then i woke up.”
Blaine repositioned himself to hug Kurt’s chest tightly, letting his fianc�e hold him close. “Oh my god… That dream…. Kurt, I would never EVER even possibly think about leaving you, especially for that…. Thing. I’m yours, I always will be yours, and I’m never ever going to leave you. All yours. I swear. That’s why I bought you that ring and asked you to marry me. And as for Jesse hitting you…. I would never let him hurt you. Like we said earlier, we’re each other’s bodyguards. I love you, I will always love you and only you.”
A couple more tears spilled out of Kurt’s eyes as he held Blaine tight, he already knew what Blaine was saying was true it was just really nice to hear it. “I know, i know, i know all of that. It doesn’t make the dream less painful, what i saw, what was said, what happened, it hurt sooo much. I know you will never leave me as i will never ever ever leave you, i am always forever and ever, for the rest of my life going to be yours. And i know you would never let him hurt me, not again, he’s calmer now anyway but he just terrifies me. I love you, I love you soooooo much, i always have and always will, i love you.”
Blaine let Kurt hold him extremely close, wiping away each tear that fell from his eyes. He kissed his fianc�e again after he was done talking, soft and sweet but deeply deeply loving. He despised the dream that Kurt had that did this to him and gave him those horrible, completely untrue visions.

Kurt kissed him back, just as soft and just as sweetly, he wasn’t even close to loosening his hold on Blaine. Blaine probably thought it was a really silly thing to get that upset over but all the things that happened were his worst nightmares, Blaine leaving him being his worst. He hated that dream, hated it like he hated Jesse only more. He sniffed a little before talking. “Can you see why i wanted to hold you?”
Blaine nodded when Kurt asked if he saw why he wanted to hold him, he understood perfectly. He snuggled back against Kurt so he could just hold him better, knowing that was probably what he wanted most right now.
Kurt’s arms were still wrapped tightly around Blaine, he rested his head on top of his fianc�e’s kissing it. He just wanted to hold him and know he was right there, he didn’t need for Blaine to say it he just needed to hold him. Now he had told Blaine he could begin to forget this horrible nightmare, their day had been absolutely perfect up to when Blaine fell asleep on their date, this just put the icing on the cake.
Blaine started to draw little hearts on Kurt’s chest as he held him close, listening to the sound of their breathing. He didn’t even begin to know how hard that dream must’ve been, but he knew his reaction would be the exact same or possibly worse.
Kurt kissed Blaine’s head again when he felt the little hearts begin to be drawn on his chest, they just sat in silence only listening to the sound of their breathing. Kurt was still frightened to close his eyes, scared of seeing Blaine kissing Jesse, terrified of the fist that was flying towards his face. It was hard since it was still night and he was still tired.
“I love you.” Blaine started to write on Kurt’s chest, not knowing if Kurt would go to sleep now after having that nightmare. He started humming softly, thinking it probably wouldn’t help, but he could try. His humming turned into soft singing, still writing on Kurt as he did.
Kurt smiled a tiny little bit feeling Blaine write “I love you,” on his chest. “I love you too.” He whispered in Blaine’s ear, he heard the humming which was comforting especially when the hums turned into words. He wouldn’t have minded if Blaine went back to sleep as long as he stayed in Kurt’s arms, he would be fine with it.

Blaine let his eyes close and he nestled his head more against Kurt’s chest, still singing to him as he lied against him. He loved it when they snuggled like that, it seemed to be how they were falling asleep and Blaine was perfectly happy with that. That is, if Kurt ever falls back to sleep…
Kurt decided that if he didn’t sleep tonight he would sleep on the car journey to the hotel the following day when they left, he knew Blaine wouldn’t mind since he offered last time. He listened to Blaine sing, his lips staying on Blaine’s head giving it a kiss every now and then.
Blaine let his singing fade as he got tired against Kurt, his eyes closed and his arms wrapping around his fianc�e more tightly. He knew that he would fall asleep any minute now, but he didn’t think Kurt would. It would be the second time he fell asleep on Kurt that night, so he tried his best to stay awake.
Kurt heard Blaine’s singing fade, he wasn’t sure if it was because he was tired or it was because he had forgotten the lyrics. He looked down at Blaine and saw his eyes closed, he kissed his head again. “You can sleep you know, its fine.” He knew now that Blaine was going to sleep unlike earlier on when he didn’t.
“You sure?” Blaine asked, although he already knew the answer to his question. He made himself the most comfortable he could against Kurt before knowing that he was about to fall asleep again. “I love you Kurt” Blaine said a bit sleepily before letting his breathing even out and falling asleep.
Kurt nodded when he was asked if he was sure Blaine was allowed to sleep, he was fine with it as long as Blaine was there in his arms, he was fine. He helped Blaine get as comfortable as he could. “I love you too.” He said as Blaine fell asleep, he wasn’t sure if he had heard him or not. He gently rocked him as he fell asleep, humming for Blaine.

Blaine heard Kurt say it back to him, it was a term they used so often, but he still felt so lucky that he was the one Kurt would he saying these things to and not someone else. He heard humming and felt himself being rocked, making him smile as he fell even more into sleep.

Kurt didn’t stop the humming or the rocking until he was sure that Blaine was properly asleep. He didn’t want Blaine worrying about him, the nightmare was over and he was fine, all he wanted was for Blaine to sleep. “I love youu so much.” He whispered before kissing his head again.

Blaine held himself tightly against Kurt, breathing evenly as he subconsiously intertwined their legs, not knowing that Kurt had kissed his head. He was not dreaming right away, and he hoped his dream wouldn’t be anywhere near the way Kurt’s was.

Kurt smiled a little, feeling their legs intertwine as Blaine slept, he released on hand from around Blaine and started stroking his hair. He still held Blaine tight with his other hand, his hand rubbing gently up and down his sides. Kurt hoped that Blaine had sweet dreams and not have to suffer what he did when he dreamt.

Blaine dreamt that he was at the Hummel household, among a sea of people he didn’t recognize. A party, he guessed. Kurt wasn’t glued to his side, making him frown as he looked around for his fianc�e. He only recognized a few people, but he still just wanted to find Kurt.

Kurt didn’t know what he was going to do for the next few hours while he was going to be awake, for now he was just going to watch Blaine sleep. He was so beautiful as he slept, he was always beautiful but there was something about when Blaine slept that made him more beautiful, Kurt couldn’t quite put his finger on it.

Blaine still couldn’t find Kurt, making him frown again and slump down on the couch. It was his house after all, he should be there soon. He started playing with his hands as he waited, looking up at the precisely right moment and seeing Kurt walking towards him. Blaine stood up to greet him, his whole face lighting up when he saw Kurt.