Dec. 31, 2021, 1:26 a.m.
Holding On Forever: Realize
E - Words: 677 - Last Updated: Dec 31, 2021 Story: Closed - Chapters: 32/? - Created: Apr 28, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 810 0 8 0 0
The room Blaine had been lead to was near the end of a hall. The same door repeating itself for ever room they passed. All holding people that had done crimes, people who made mistakes, people who thought they were doing right…people like Blaine.
The metal door shut closed once he walked into the room. He heard the three locks all close only seconds after each other. The room was a white-yellowish colour with a tiled floor. A blue mat sat in the corner and a small window was above it. That was all.
Sure Blaine had lived ruff before. But this was a new low.
He went and sat on the soft mat, sitting against the wall and let his head fall backwards against the wall. He sighed.
He didn’t even have anything with him, his phone and keys had been taken away, so had his shoes. So all that separated the cold floor to his bare feet were thin cotton socks.
His first thought was whether he would get out of here.
No he would. He would get out of here.
Of course his mind started to drift again. He’d never been good at paying attention at one subject for a certain amount of time. Normally around 2 minutes or so.
He started to wonder what Kurt would be doing. Wondering if he was thinking about him, worried about him…? Blaine closed his eyes not wanting to think about if Kurt would be worried about him.
He had been the one who caused this pain why would he worry about him.
Blaine never wanted to make Kurt sad. Even when he was a complete jerk to him, he never wanted to hurt him. Suddenly boredom took over him and he groan then sighed.
Since he normally had Kurt, T.V. and an Xbox, Blaine didn’t really get bored. But now was a different story. He thought back to before he had all this stuff, he used to sing when he got bored.
Ha!
If I go down, I’ll already get shit from being who I am, let alone being told I sing.
He sighed. Once again his mind drifted, this time it was to a song. A song he’d heard on the radio about five years ago, and for some reason, the words sounds…right.
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
He then noticed something, he was singing this for Kurt.
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.
It was because Kurt had made his life new and different.
If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.
Kurt made him happy.
It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
Made him see that he could do what he wanted in his life.
If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized
To have a future and a family.
Ohhh
missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now
Made him have feelings that he’d never had for someone else. Then it hit him.
He was in love with Kurt Hummel.
Comments
Yes, it makes sense that you know what you want to write but you don't know how to! It happens to me all the time!! Theres a reason I suck at updateing my stories! xDAlso, YAAAAAAY BLAINE LOVES KURT!!!!!Let me know if you need help, I'll be willing to listen xxxxUpdate soon x
Beautiful
Very sweet :-)
This was awesome. I love the song that you used in this chapter and I am so happy that Blaine realized that he had fallen in love with Kurt. This chapter may have been short but it was definitely worth the wait. Looking forward to seeing what happens next.
Wow I love this story. Please continue with the story!From a fellow English citizen :D
COOL, HE FINALLY REALIZED THAT . IS IT TO LATE.
Writers block I know the feeling .... Love Thai
Amazing story. It has become one of my favorites.