March 5, 2014, 6 p.m.
A Simple Coffee Order: Its Going To Be Okay
E - Words: 1,147 - Last Updated: Mar 05, 2014 Story: Closed - Chapters: 22/? - Created: Jan 02, 2014 - Updated: Jan 02, 2014 143 0 0 0 0
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My eyes were wide as I looked to Kurt. I couldnt believe what words just left his lips. He was looking at me with hurt and sorrow with his hands shaking and his eyes watering.
I couldnt speak. No words could come to my lips at all as I looked to Kurt. I was stunned, utterly shocked from what he had just said. Did I hear him right? Did he saw what I thought he did?
Yet when Kurt got closer to me and he licked his lips the words were uttered again. I had to make sure my brain was working right so I could hear him.
"Im pregnant Blaine.." He whispered. Okay so I was hearing him right. He had a baby inside him! My fucking baby! I was going to say something tell him something yet all that happened was my pointing at myself and my eyes so big I looked like a deer in the headlights.
"M-my...mine" he muttered out. As I said that Kurt crossed his arms over his chest and let out a sob. "YES!" He sobbed. I flinched.
"Who else Blaine?! I dont sleep around" he said as he covered his mouth. Letting another sob after another come from his lips. "I...Im sorry Im so sorry" I said as he shook his head. Clutching the test in his hand so hard his knuckles were white.
I knew I had to do something, I knew that I needed to make sure he was okay. Yet I could tell he wasnt. "Im not mad.." Was all that slipped my lips.
"W-what?" He asked as he bit his lip. Trying to control more sobs that were threatening to spill.
I got up from where I was and wrapped my hands around him. As soon as my arms were around his waist Kurts flew around my neck as he let out a sob. "Y-your not?" He asked as he looked up at me. He looked so helpless. An angel crying. It was horrible.
"Shhh" I whispered as I pressed a kiss to his lips. He whimpered against my mouth. "Shhh shh shh" I breathed as I pulled him to the bed and into my lap.
I let him cry for a while. His sobs were almost never ending. Each more heartbreaking then the next. All I did was rub his back. Shushing him some more as I kissed a couple times at his temple.
"Kurt.." I whispered after a moment. After he had some time to breath. Kurt only whined as he snuggled more into me. Hugging me close as I tightened my hold on him.
"I love you.." I told him. "I love Elliot and I will love this baby too" I promised him. "We havent been together for a long time I know but I just know that this baby will be perfect" I whispered as Kurt looked down at his stomach. "What if you leave me?" He whispered. He sounded like a small child that had a bad dream and was asking their parents to sleep in their bed.
I too a deep breath as I shook my head. "Kurt.." I muttered, kissing his hair. "Your beautiful" I promised "beautiful and so perfect and just gosh everything I want in a lover" I told him "I would be totally stupid for leaving you...it would almost be a sin..because there isnt anyone as special as you.." I told him as he took another deep breath "so..I should keep him?" Kurt whispered as I nodded. Hugging him tight and smiling "we should keep him..or her" I said happily "whatever it is it will be beautiful" I promised "were both pretty good looking" I said with a wink as Kurt laughed.
I rubbed his back for a bit longer as Kurt looked up at me
and kissed my jaw. "I love you" he told me as I smiled big and bright. It still gave me butterflies "I love you too" I told him "now" I said standing up with a small smile "there is an adorable baby that is in his room that needs his daddy" I told Kurt as he smiled.
"And there is a cute puppy that needs his daddy too" he said as he took my hands and sighed. Staring into my eyes.
He had the most beautiful eyes "go take Dalton out and Ill make dinner" he told me as I nodded, kissing his jaw.
I walked out to the living room and grabbed the leash. Smiling as Dalton sprang from his nap on the couch "common big boy" I told him as I linked him up and walked out the front door.
I walked him for a bit as I thought about what had happened. Kurt was pregnant. With my child. We were having a baby. Was I ready for that? I knew I wanted to be a father but I thought after I got married this would start. Now with Elliot there is another one on the way? I had to think about what I was doing here. Why I was here. It was obvious though. Kurt was my soulmate. Call me crazy but this isnt scaring me. I would be a father. We would start a family. It did kinda scare the shit out of me but it Is whats going to happen. If God wants us to have a baby then we will.
Getting home after the walk Kurt had a made very nice dinner we cleaned the dishes and got settled on the sofa. Elliot was on the chair and Kurt was buried into my side. A warm blanket was wrapped around us as we watched The Little Mermaid. It was childish but hell I love Disney and so does Kurt.
As we were watching my smile grew bigger. This felt so right. So perfect an at home. Kurt was in my arms after a dinner. Our baby asleep and our dog as well. I looked to the fireplace in the corner. In our home it would be bigger. We would have a bigger living room wood floors and beautiful art work. Our house would be two stories or bigger and a nice basement. A pool a play ground anything we wanted.
I looked down and say Kurt staring at me. His eyes were confused and his brow furrowed together "whats with you?" He asked me as I kissed his cheek "just thinking" I whispered as my hands slid from behind Kurt to lay on his stomach.
It would be swollen soon. A baby would be inside, our baby.
My smile grew as I leaned down to kiss Kurt. He hummed for a moment and nuzzled my nose "what are you thinking about?" He asked as I hummed. Rubbing his tummy as Kurt let a out a happy sigh.
"Our future" I breathed as Kurt smiled at me. Kissing my jaw "is it good?" He asked me as I giggled. Kissing his jaw "with you.."I whispered "everything is completely magical"