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I bit my lip as I walked up to Kurts door. Its been three weeks since the night talking about the bar. We never got to go out because Kurt had "family issues" and he had to baby sit more and all I would understand though. Since I really was not fond of going to this club. This was the first time that I was ever going to be in a club. Surrounded by sweaty bodies and drunken people. It was crazy and way to much for me. Yet I was doing this for my boyfriend. I had to do things. Didnt like for people I love.

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Love? Yes I mean...hes beautiful hes perfect and god so amazing. I wont tell him yet I mean we have only been together for a month. There have been Cuddling kissing skype dates when were at home and lots of time at the coffee shop. What more could I ask for?

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The only thing is that I have never been in Kurts apartment. Its starting to get at me a bit and honestly i dont know why. He always tells me its not clean or I want to be at yours of something like that. I really wonder whats going on in there

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As the door opened my eyes went wide. Kurt was in a sexy outfit tonight. He was wearing practically paint on skin tight jeans a tighter then ever white v neck jean jacket and a beni. The beni was looking very cute on him. "Hey babes" he squealed closing the door and kissing my lips. I sighed, coffee and cigarettes I fucking loved his kisses. "Mmm hi angel" I cooed as he closed the door. He looked at me with those big eyes and smiled. The eye liner made them really pop.

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"Are you okay?" He asked me as I shook my head out of thinking about his beautiful eyes "oh yeah yeah Im fine" I said "Im really sorry I kept canceling once thing after another" he said as I shushed him wrapping my arms around his waist "its okay baby...honest I understood" he smiled at me kissing me sweetly once more "your amazing" he said as he grabbed my hand.

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As we walked down the New York strip we got closer and closer to the club. My heart was racing and I almost forgot how to breath. Kurt could tell something was wrong with me because he stopped us and wrapped his arms around my neck. Playing with my curls to try and sooth me "hey...we dont have to go" he whispered "I know your tense and your just doing this for me" I shook my head "no no Im fine Im fine really its your night its okay" I promised

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Kurt looked at me for a second before he decided that I was okay. "Your perfect" he whispered to me and kissed my bottom lip. Humming as he sucked on it for a moment.

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Oh did I tell you Kurt really loved showing our affection in public? Everywhere we go we hold hands he calls me babes or sweetheart he pretty makes out with me on the sidewalk. It something I would have never found myself doing. Yet I like it that people know that this boy is mine and Im his.

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As we rounded the corner I could hear music I could hear laughs of people outside. My stomach was turning. I was doing this for Kurt. Kurt wanted to come here he liked this sort of stuff. I would do it. For him I would. "Were here" Kurt said happily as he looked up at the sign. It was club 29. It looked nice on the outside yet I really wasnt looking forward to the inside.

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"You okay?" He asked me once more. I nodded happily pressing a kiss to his cheek. "Yes baby its okay Im okay"

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As we got to the door. I showed the man at the front my ids. My eyes went wide though because I almost forgot. Kurt was two years older then me. He wasnt twenty one yet. "Hey Kurt um.." I started before he handed the man an idea. It had his picture on it yet it said he was "Chris Colfer" and from California. He was also 23. I almost had to laugh because �gosh Kurt was sneaky. He just winked at me before the man handed him back the card.

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"Chris?" I asked him as he giggled, shrugging "sounded nice" Kurt said with a small smile. I just chuckled and wrapped an arm around his waist as we walked "your crazy...but your my crazy boy" I breathed kissing his temple.

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We finally made it into the club and my eyes went wide. There wasnt just the usual music dancing and a bar. It was topped higher then that. Music blasting from the speakers, lights flashing everywhere as girls threw themselves and boys and boys grinded hard against the girls. I gulped hard as Kurt smiled "my kinda place" he breathed as he walked me over to the bar.

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He ordered us two beers and handed me mine. "Isnt this amazing?" He asked me, taking a drink. I just simply smiled and hummed. Trying not to show I was freaked out. "Babe?" He asked me as I chuckled. Arms wrapping around him "Im okay stop please?" I asked him kissing his temple. He nodded as he kissed my jaw "thanks babe..I promise I will make it up to you"

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About well honestly I dont know how long after I told Kurt was okay. I was still on my first beer and Kurt was well..on his fifth I think? He was talking to a group of boys and a couple girls at a booth. A girl smashed up against him. Her boobs fling pretty much out of her shirt and a boy was in his other side. He was drunk. Very drunk and laughing at something they were saying. Why did I have to pee? I left for one second and he already found other people to spend time with. Now I am really feeling awkward just standing there.

I was about to just leave when Kurt screamed “Blainey!” he called out in a slurred voice “Blainey y-your back!” he said giggling madly. I smiled a bit and nodded “i had to use the bathroom Kurt i told you that” I said. I know �I sounded mean but I just wanted to leave. I was tried and I hated being here. “I know Blainey I just missed you” he said as a girl just rolled her eyes. Her head going on his shoulder. It made me angry. I know he was drunk but still it's horrible.

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“Kurt I'm just leaving” I said as I started to head out. “NOOOO” I heard him whine. The girl shook her head “no Kurt stay please” she begged in a slutty voice. Kurt shook his head “he's my boyfriend” Kurt cried trying to get out of the seat stumbling a bit out “Kurt common he is a loser” she slurred. I winced. I guess life after high school really didnt change. Kurt looked at her glaring ‘He's my boyfriend he's p-perfect and smells like r-rainbows” Kurt said as he finally got to me and draped his body over me.

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Rainbows? I thought. Well I am gay I guess that does work. “Blainey will you dance with me?” Kurt asked with his arms around my waist. I bit my lip shaking my head “Kurt i think i should get you home your wasted” i told him as he pouted “please Blainey!'' he cried. i bit my lip. One dance wouldnt hurt us right? �“I guess we can” i mumbled out as Kurt squealed grabbing my hands.

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He took me to the middle of the dance floor and took my hands in his “put these'' He mumbled “here” he breathed placing them on his hips as his arms went around my waist “pull me in close” he slurred out as I gulped. I was going to be horrible at this. “okay..” i breathed as I pulled Kurt close. He smirked as he started to rock. After a second or so Kurt took my hands and placed them on his ass. Wiggling closer to me “mmm” he mumbled. I wanted to pull away I wanted to leave yet something was in my head, There was a beautiful boy in front of me. We were happy together I loved him why can't i have fun?

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Feeling myself let a bit close I squeezed my hands as Kurt groaned. “mm Babe” he breathed rutting more into me. I had to hold back a moan myself. My pants were getting tighter with this boy here. I felt loose i felt free.

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We danced for a little bit more and Kurt smirked at me “lets try something” he breathed. I was surprised I could hear him. “Yeah?” I asked. My head was spinning madly with this perfect boy grinding into me. I then opened my eyes wide when Kurt moved. His ass was now grinding into me and his hand went to wrap around my neck. “mmm babe you like that don't you?” Kurt asked, grinding more into my growing erection. Kurt smirked as I groaned. I really couldn't talk right now. He was really good at this. So good at this. “Blaine” Kurt whispered to me as we danced. I hummed happily as I rocked into his ass. It was so perfect.

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“hmm?'' I asked him and smirked. I could then feel his lips on my neck. He was kissing me there and shit it felt perfect. His lips were warm and they felt amazing. They then started to kiss up to my ear. Slowly as i shivered. What was Kurt doing? God he was going to be the death of me. “I have a secret” he whispered in a sing song voice. “And whats that beautiful” i whispered as he held him tighter “Elliot isn't a boy a baby sit” �he told me. I furrowed my eyes as I stopped dancing. Looking at him with big eyes “Kurt what are you talking about?” I asked him as I stroked his cheeks. He was giggling madly “Kurt? I think we need to get you home your too drunk” i said as he nodded “otay Blainey” he said as he took my hand Stumbling out of the bar.

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On the way home I had to hear Kurt talk about the pretty birds and squirrels that we saw on the way “Blainey that was a pretty birdy!” he slurred as we walked up the steps to his apartment “yeah it was pretty” i said as i got him to his door. “I'm so so sleepy” i breathed as Kurt pulled me in for a kiss. I hummed a bit. tasting the beer on his tongue. I pulled away after a moment. Kissing his temple “Get inside Kurt” I breathed “otay Blainey” he said to me “i will miss you” he whispered “I know baby just call me in the morning yeah?” i asked him as he nodded “otay” something then came to me as i opened my mouth “Kurt?” i asked him “mmm?” he asked opening his door.

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“what did you mean when you said Elliot isnt a boy you baby sit?” i asked curious. Kurt just giggled and laughed “oh Blainey” he said as he pulled me into a hug. His arms around my neck he leaned into my ear. i could feel his breath on my skin. “I cant tell you” he whispered “it's a secret” he whispered before kissing my lips and walking into the apartment.

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My eyebrows furrowed together. What did he mean by that? As I walked home I couldn't stop thinking about it. He was so drunk He probably just didnt know what he was saying. I settled that on that idea when I finally got home. I quickly texted Kurt telling him to call me in the morning and got into bed. The last thought I thought of was how nice it would be to hold Kurt at night. One day he hoped that this pillow would be his beautiful angel.