Jan. 21, 2012, 11:20 a.m.
Dear Kurt: Chapter 7
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'Blaine... just listen to me for five minutes.'
'Okay, What is so important that you couldn't wait till our next meeting?'
'Its... It's about... Ku- Kurt, I think...'
'Oh! So this is WHY you are here, to talk about Kurt, Let me guess, you are going to tell me that he isn't real, that I made him up, that he is the main reason why i am here, in this mad house, THAT HE IS WHY I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF, he isn't someone i made up, GOD! HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT?, YOU OF ALL PEOPLE, I THOUGHT YOU UNDERSTOOD ME, He is real, HE IS REAL. How could you do that? HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT? You told me to keep remembering him, you told me to never forget him. HOW COULD YOU SAY THINGS. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. JUST HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT KURT DOESN'T EXIST, THAT KURT ISN'T REAL. HE IS REAL, HE EXISTS AND I KNOW THAT I BELIEVE IN HIM AND YOU CAN'T TELL... '
'I know...'
'... ME HE ISN'T RE- what?'
'I know, Kurt is real Blaine.'
'what?... But you were telling me he wasn't real...'
'Blaine i never said anything you just assumed what i was going to tell you...'
'Why?'
'what?'
'How do you know?'
'Here look at this...'
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Kurt pulls out a picture from his bag.
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'...How?'
'Blaine... I need to tell you something...'
'...'
'I need you to... not freak out... when i tell you.'
'Okay'
'Promise me you won't freak out.'
'ohmygod, theyfoundhimdeadidntthey? ohmygodhesdead...'
'No Blaine, breathe Blaine, He's very much alive, just listen and no jumping to conclusions okay?.'
'How did you get the picture?'
'My dad... he brought it over with him.'
'...what? why? ...wait why does your dad have a picture of Kurt?'
'...'
'...he looks just as i remembered him, i think it was taken on the same day... i remember that blue bow tie he had on... i wish i could see him again...Hey!'
'what?'
'Can you ask your dad if i can meet Kurt? I promise i'll be on my best behavior. I promise. I'll do anything to just meet him once again. Please?'
'I can't do that...'
'Why?...'
'I can't ask my dad to bring Kurt over here...'
'Oh, is it because this is a mad house, that's it isn't it? i understand, he probably doesn't even remember me, he probably wouldn't even like me, no one likes me...'
'Hey'
'Well, except you but it isn't good for you, you know? liking me isn't good for anyone...'
'It was taken on the same day...'
'what?... how do you know?'
'...'
'i really want to meet Kurt again, i'd do anything, anything, can't you take me to see him? just from afar would do, i don't even have to talk to him, i just want to see him, i need to know he is real, can't you bring him here please?'
'I can't bring him here...'
'why?'
'... Blaine, He is... he is already here...'
'WHAT?'
'...'
'HE IS HERE AND YOU ARE TELLING ME NOW?... please tell me you are serious and this isn't some dream or some weird shrink stuff you are doing to make me think he is real but he isn't really real so you can make me better because he is real and if he isn't i don't want to get better, i can't be better without him and you can't tell me that he is real and not take me to him... Take me to him please i just need to see him...'
'I can't take you to him...'
'I just need to see him...'
'You have seen him...'
'just please... where? WHERE HAVE I SEEN HIM? Just please take me to him i need to know he is real.'
'Blaine, i can't take you to him...'
'Why? bring him here, just god, just at the door would do...'
'I can't bring him here Blaine...'
'Why? What's the point of telling me all this and not even letting me see him?'
'I can't bring him here, because Blaine he is already here. I am Kurt, Blaine i am real, i am him.