Kurt sat down on the windowsill and looked out at New York City beneath him. Rachel was at Brody’s house for the night and Kurt was all alone. He was desperately lonely and Kurt just wanted someone to be there for him. He didn’t even care if who it was. He just wanted someone to hold his hand, stroke his hair, kiss the top of his head and tell him everything will be okay. He wanted to feel like something in his life was going somewhere. Sure, he had Vogue and he was started NYADA soon but he knew that Isabelle couldn’t be there for him all the time and NYADA was only helping him reach his dreams. It wouldn’t be there in the middle of the night when he was lonely and just feeling all alone. He closed his eyes and wished the Blaine was there. He didn’t even care if Blaine cheated on him or that they were broken up. Blaine would be there for him and hold him tight. They would talk throughout the whole night and Kurt felt like he was alive with Blaine. Blaine would crowd him with love and force him to care. Blaine would be there with Kurt, both of them scared of being alive but at least having each other to get through it together.