March 28, 2013, 2:20 p.m.
Conflicted: It's Taking Control
T - Words: 455 - Last Updated: Mar 28, 2013 Story: Complete - Chapters: 11/11 - Created: Mar 28, 2013 - Updated: Mar 28, 2013 160 0 0 0 0
"So, Hobbit tells me that you won't get your head out of your ass to call him and confess your undying love to each other." Kurt jumped when Santana sat on the sofa next to him.
"W-what? Blaine told you that?" Kurt's voice got all high and panicky as he thought of what else Blaine told her. "What else did he tell you?"
Santana sighed and said, "Look, none of that matters right now. All that matters is that you either pick up your damn phone or get your ass on the plane to Ohio and tell him how you feel."
Kurt started playing with the blanket draped across his lap. "I don't know how I feel."
Santana scoffed and hit Kurt lightly on the shoulder. "Don't give me that crap, Hummel. You still love him. Everyone knows that. It didn't take my all-seeing third eye to know that."
Kurt stopped fiddling with the blanket for a moment and whispered, "Everyone knows?" Santana could sense that she was going into dangerous territory and let herself slip out of her sarcastic, witty self to be nice to Kurt for a while.
"Listen, Porcelain, I could tell that you were thinking about Blaine before you went out for your date. And I could tell you've been thinking him for a while. Sherlock over there was just a distraction for you because you didn't want to face the fact that you still love Blaine. And right now, you're overthinking this, Kurt. You love him, right? He's applying to NYADA next year and he's coming here for you. He obviously still loves you. So what's the problem?"
Kurt stopped playing with the blanket. "He might cheat on me again. Or maybe he just doesn't love me as much anymore." Kurt whispered. Santana sighed and pulled Kurt into her arms for a hug.
"Kurt, as a girl who cheated on people all the time and caused people to cheat on their significant others, I know that most of those people didn't feel as much regret and pain as Blaine did. Blaine really loves you and he felt terrible about hurting you. But now, he's giving you a chance to forgive everything, truly and be with him. Now, I don't know about you but I think that's a pretty good deal." Kurt was silent as he processed with Santana said. Santana got up and said, "Listen, Porcelain, I can't tell you how to feel and what to do but I just think that you should give Hobbit another chance." And with that, she disappeared behind her curtain to her "room." Kurt just sat there, hearing Santana's voice echo in his head.