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Pear Hips: Chapter 4


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Story: Complete - Chapters: 6/6 - Created: Sep 05, 2011 - Updated: Oct 07, 2011
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Author's Notes: Sorry about the lateness of this chapter! School and other fic came in the way!I'd like to thanks my dear Beta! Without her, I would seriously doubt this story and wouldn't enjoy writing it!Also, thanks to you, dear readers! I wish I could hug every single one of you!

Blaine was ecstatic. Kurt was finally ready – for a second time- to go all the way. It had been a month since they first tried. Blaine didn't mind waiting at all but his teenage hormones were raging.

They had not had a make out session in four weeks. They'd seen each other almost every day, kissed chastely, but Kurt would not let Blaine touch him.

Maybe I scared him that night and it took a month to recover... I'll ask him what I did wrong last time so I won't do it again.

They were lucky enough that Blaine's parents were on business trip again. They had the house to themselves. Blaine made dinner again; simple pesto pasta with shrimps and mushrooms. For dessert, he took out from the fridge some white chocolate mousse his mom made the day before.

Okay! He doesn't look that tense... Maybe I should just go for it...

The dinner was done, dishes were away and the kitchen was clean. Blaine went back to the dining room to find a peaceful looking Kurt. Looking straight into his boyfriend's eyes, Blaine held out his and smiled.

"You sure you ready for this?"Repeating the same question he had asked a month ago.

Kurt nodded and took Blaine's hand and letting himself being led to the bedroom. The door was already opened. Blaine closed it behind him and he led his boyfriend to the bed.

Please don't leave me this time!

Kurt laid on the bed while Blaine hovered over him. Blaine knees were on both sides of his boyfriend's hips and his hands were resting on the sides of Kurt's head. Only their lips were touching. After a month without making out or even touching each other, Blaine was really careful. He didn't want to scare his boyfriend.

Slowly, always kissing Kurt, Blaine raised his hand, softly cupping the blue eyed boy's cheek, for the first time in a month.

Okay... Not what I remembered.

Kurt noticed a change in the way Blaine was kissing him; a slight hesitation. He proceeded to move his head a little bit to the side so his lips were free to speak.

"Everything okay, Blaine?" he asked

"I just – Yeah... Everything's fine, baby" the curly haired boy answered.

"Then why don't you kiss me?" Kurt asked shyly.

Blaine leaned again, kissing his lover's lips sweetly. But then, he felt Kurt's hands running down his back and over his ass. He felt them squeeze. With that action, Blaine felt himself getting harder and harder.

With a moan, Blaine slipped his tongue out and tried to force his way into Kurt's mouth; Kurt obliged and opened his mouth. Blaine then proceeded to taste every inch of the mouth of chestnut haired boy underneath him. He let his tongue tickle Kurt's mouth roof. However, when he felt Kurt sucking around his tongue it was too much. He let his hand trail down his gorgeous boyfriend's body.

Something was different. Blaine could fell Kurt's rib as if they were bare. He knew something was wrong. He continued to let his hands explore Kurt's body over the clothes. When Blaine reached Kurt's hips, he let his fingers spread apart to feel everything. He groped at the flesh only to found out it was pretty nonexistent.

This clearly isn't normal... But I have to see...

Blaine never forgot what his boyfriend's body had looked like that night, a month before. Kurt was lean, a little bit muscular. His bones were showing a little bit, but not in an unhealthy way. From what he felt underneath the clothes, everything was different now.

Blaine sat up on his knees pulling Kurt with him. He removed his shirt, looking at Kurt, inviting him to do just the same.

Please! Let me know I'm wrong and that he's not THAT bony...

Kurt slowly undid the buttons of his shirt. Kurt thought that Blaine was watching him eagerly. In fact, the hazel eyed boy was watching him carefully, waiting for Kurt to reveal his chest and, hopefully, a little part of his hipbone, if his jeans were meant to be worn that low.

When Kurt finally let his shirt slip over his shoulders and along his arms, it was worse than what Blaine could ever imagine. Kurt's ribs were clearly visible as if they were bare; the pointy edge of them looking like they would cut through the skin. His stomach was sunk in as if he no longer has anything between the skin and the organs inside. His hipbones were jutting out, from what Blaine could see before Kurt's pants were in the way. Speaking of the pants, they were clearly too large for Kurt. They were held by a belt which had been cut and had some new holes pierced so it could fit.

What happened to him? He looks like he's been starving himself for a month!

Kurt cupped the back of his boyfriend's neck a tried to pull him down. Only, Blaine didn't move.

"What the hell, Kurt?" he ask, whispering. Kurt, though, felt all the anger of the world in that whisper

"I – I don't understand... What happened to you?" Blaine continued

"I don't know what you mean..." Kurt replied, playing innocent

Don't fucking lie to me!

"I think you know what I mean" Blaine responded, letting his hand run on his boyfriend chest.

"I might have lost some weight..." Kurt said, avoiding the real meaning of the question.

"Why? How?" Blaine nearly shouted. He was freaking out, seeing his dear Kurt in that condition.

"I – I wasn't feeling beautiful enough - for you... I was too – too fat... I was on - on a diet..." Kurt stuttered, barely whispering.

"What kind?"

"What?"

"What kind of diet were you on? How much weight did you lose? Since when have you been on this diet?"

Shit! Why... Why on earth would he think that he needed to do this? Answer, angel, please answer me! I'll take care of you!

"I lost 22 pounds... I needed to lose them! I had pear hips and fat rolls and a double chin..."

"No, you never had those... You are beautiful, Kurt! What kind of diet?" Blaine asked once again. This time Kurt started to cry. Letting his arms wrap around his lover, Blaine pulled him close.

"It – it might have been the drastic kind..." Kurt whispered between sobs

"Which means?"

"Exercise and – and – and maybe – hum – excessive control on – on what I'm eating..." Kurt admitted

Fuck! Why! Why would he do that!

After another hour of questioning and crying, Blaine had learnt everything about the bullying and the drastic diet Kurt went on. Kurt told his boyfriend everything and he promised he only made himself vomit once. He also stated that nobody noticed which made Blaine heart break. He had failed as a boyfriend if everything went down right under his nose. He began crying too.

"Don't blame yourself, Blaine... I made sure nobody noticed and we've seen each every day. You can't have notice any changes." Kurt whispered.

But Blaine wasn't listening; he was feeling guilty, so very guilty.

"You'll need to see someone, you know that? You'll need help to overcome this, Kurt, you can't do this alone!" Blaine nearly shouted. He was part of the reason why Kurt turned this way. He wanted him to feel better, so much better.

If I didn't want to have sex with him in the first place he wouldn't have felt the need to lose weight.

"I love you so much, Kurt." At that statement, Kurt's eyes widened. It always felt funny to hear it from the boy he, also, loved so much.

"I want you to feel better," Blaine continued "You can't let yourself starve because you thought that I didn't want you. I was ready. You were beautiful that night, Kurt. You were glowing. You were perfect. Can we go back to that night and I'll show just how much I loved you?"

Kurt closed his eyes and he let the words sink in. When he opened them, he took a look at his body and he barely recognized himself. What had he done?

"Yes... Let's go back to that night, Blaine. I'm sorry I screwed up again..."

They agreed that when Kurt would gain the weight he lost, they would try to make love again. And after a lot more talking, Kurt agreed to take some appointments with the school's guidance counsellor, Ms. Pillsbury

I'm going to help him get better. After then, we'll go all the way. He's not ready yet.

End Notes: I hope you liked the "Blaine found out" part! There's two more chapters for this story! I'll try not to be too long in between! But you know, I've got this CrissColfer fic idea...

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Poor Kurtie... At least now Super-Blaine (kent) is helping... And poor Blaine... feeling bad for him!

Oh! You have no idea how's he's going to help!! It's going to be fluuuuffyyyy!!!!!! Like, Blueberries Waffle Fluffy!!!

I'm sobbing. This story just touched on things that I used to feel and used to think. I love this tho. Your writing it amazing. I cant wait for more :)

This story is actually based on things I'm thinking from time to time... I haven't had a boyfriend in years and I'm kinda scared to have one because I know I won't be confident... It's weird how it's easy for me to write this! Thanks for the review, darling! There should be more by thursday! I'll try to update soon! <3

Oh this is so heartbreaking, but exactly how Blaine would react.