June 1, 2012, 4:07 a.m.
My Life is Lived For You: Chapter 4
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Sebastian: Hey where were you last night I didn't see you at Scandals…
Blaine turned off his phone and looked over to Kurt, more angelic than ever. Blaine sat up from the bed and grabbed some clean clothes then walked into the bathroom. He showered and got dress, when he walked into his room his eyes met a very awake Kurt.
{Shit I didn't even get to gel my hair.}
"Good morning." Blaine said with a smile
"Good morning, sorry for passing out in your bed." Kurt replied
"No trouble I mean you did drink half a bottle of whiskey along with two shots of tequila so…"
"Do have any aspirin? My head feels like it's filled with cement." Kurt whined
"Sure give me sec." Blaine walked back into the bathroom and reached for a bottle of aspirin and filled a glass of water.
Blaine handed Kurt to aspirins and the glass of water.
"I didn't do anything embarrassing last night did I? I mean I only remember everything up to the part I threw back that second shot." Kurt asked before tossing the two pills in his mouth and downing them with water.
{Shit should I tell him he tried to kiss me? No, no I should he'll think I secretly tried to take advantage of him.}
"Well you sang a very loud and sloppy version of All that Jazz with me and then passed out, so no." Blaine said to him with a smirk.
Kurt looked up at him with a sweet smile, "I had a lot of fun last night, I hope I didn't bore you. But I have to get back to my dorm or Nick is going to barge in here any second and start flipping out." He giggled.
{You were the opposite if boring, you're fucking perfect.}
"Of course I don't think I need any yelling right now I already feel like I got hit by a bus, and no you didn't bore me at all." Kurt grinned at him and started to lace up his shoes.
Before Kurt was out the door words flew out of Blaine's mouth, "Wanna get some coffee later?"
{Dammit I'm smothering the poor boy!}
"You don't have to-"
"I would love to! Met me by the entrance at umm three?" Blaine swore his heart had skipped a beat when Kurt spoke.
"Sounds perfect, see you then?"
"See you then." Kurt grinned and walked out the door.
When the door closed Blaine squeaked with joy and started to bounce on his heels. He threw himself on his bed and realized it smelled as sweet as Kurt did.
{I'm in love with Kurt Hummel.}
Kurt walked through the hallways with a skip in his step.
[Last night was awesome, why does he have to be so charming?]
Kurt stopped walking abruptly when a tall boy with light brown hair stopped him.
"How was it?" The boy asked Kurt, who was confused as hell.
"How was what?" he snapped.
"Oh c'mon you just walked out of Anderson's room wearing the same thing you wore at dinner. Also you reek of him and whiskey, don't play dumb."
"I have no idea what you're talking about." Kurt was starting to get frustrated.
"Listen you can tell me I slept with him too, honestly you're not his usual type I'm kina surprised." The boy quirked and eyebrow .
[Who the fuck is this asshole? He slept with Blaine, I should bitch slap him right now.]
Kurt was fuming inside, "I have to get back to my dorm." That was all he managed to mumble before walking away from the stranger.
"Don't worry I won't tell anyone." The boy winked and walked the opposite directions.
[Don't hit him. Don't hit him. Don't hit him.]
Once Kurt turned the corner he slouched against the wall and pinched the bridge of his nose.
[What are you doing? You are falling for someone who obviously has no morals! But then again people can change right? Ugh I need a shower.] Kurt stood up and walked back to his dorm.
Blaine was busy smelling his pillow and thinking of Kurt until there was a knock at the door. He stood up from the bed and opened the door only to meet eyes with the one and only Sebastian Smythe.
"Hey sexy just saw your new hunk of meat walking down the hall thought I would stop by and congratulate you." The words slithered from his lips.
"You mean Kurt?"
"So you actually remember his name, impressive. I remember the last time we woke up together you called me Samuel." Sebastian chuckled darkly.
"Listen Sebastian Kurt and I didn't do anything last night."
"Seriously both of your are going to lie abou-"
"I'm not lying Sebastian, I actually like him."
"You can't be serious, it was only last week you had a different guy every day."
"That was before I met Kurt, he's different."
"What makes him so damn special?" Sebastian raised his voice slightly
"Hold up are you jealous?"
Sebastian scoffed at him, "No I'm just interested in hearing how all of a sudden one guy can cause you to have feelings?"
"I don't know but I do know that he makes me want to be someone better, and I think I need that."
"Blaine that is ridiculous and you know it the minute you sleep with him you are just going to throw him away like the others."
"You know what Smythe you can get out."
Sebastian smirked and scoffed before leaving the room and slamming the door.
{He is just upset because he will never measure up to him. He is just jealous I didn't choose him.}
Once Kurt finished showering, he sat on his bed and began to wonder whether or not he should cancel his plans with Blaine.
[He is probably just still the same and putting this act on to amuse me. Yet at the same time I don't know for sure.]
His thoughts were corrupted when Jeff and Nick barging into the dorm, "He didn't try to do anything did he Kurt, because we are more than willing to kick his ass." Jeff said as he dropped himself onto Nick's bed, while Nick paced back and forth.
"Both of you, would you just calm down! Nothing happened and can handle my own problems alright?"
Nick spoke up, "Look Kurt we're sorry if we are annoying you but we just don't want you to get hurt. "
"I know and it's really great that you guys want to protect me but I can truly handle my own problems."
"Alright but just don't forget we're your friends so if you ever need anything we got your back."
"I'm sure you guys won't let me forget." Kurt smiled.
"Well some of the Warblers are going out to see a movie do wanna come with?"
"Ah no I can't I'm meeting with Blaine for coffee." Kurt hesitated but just spat it out.
"Well alright, Oh and before I forget a package got here for you I put it in your closet. We'll see you later Kurt." Nick said before tugging Jeff out of the room.
Kurt didn't bother trying to stop them, and instead reach for the handle on his closet cubby. The brown box was laid neatly on top of his folded scarves. It was a package from Finn, Kurt tore the box open and a new phone plopped onto his lap.
[Finally, now I can't call Mercedes whenever I please and keep in touch with Nick, Jeff, Wes, and...Blaine.]
Blaine sat on top of his bed glaring at his wardrobe he is going to need to impress Kurt. It was obvious from last night that he is absolutely gets a thrill from dressing up no matter what occasion. It was between black jeans, with a navy polo, and white converse or blue jeans, a red polo, and black converse. After thirty minutes of hard thinking he decided out the navy and black outfit. It was only one thirty so he had plenty of time to worry about his hair; he grabbed his lighter and lit a cigarette now he had plenty of time to worry what Kurt thought of him.
{What if Sebastian said something to him? Oh god what if he absolutely hates me now? I'm going to kick Sebastian's ass if he said anything out of line.}
It took him a half hour to shower and comb his hair; he grabbed the bottle of gel wondering whether or not to smooth down his hair. He squeezed a dollop of gel into his palmed and fingered it through his hair. Once it was all smoothed down he lit another cigarette, the smoke curled into the air and mixed into the steam in his bathroom.
It was two forty by the time he finished getting ready, only a few more minutes until he saw Kurt again.
Kurt just finished quaffing his hair and getting dressed, for tonight he decided to wear a black button up with black patent leather cuffs and collar, with red skinny jeans, and black ankle lace up boots. He looked himself over in the mirror, it was already two fifty five.
So Blaine is going to be here any second.
Kurt took a deep breath and hurt a knock at the door. He walked over to the door and smoothed any wrinkles in his shirt and twisted the knob. There Blaine stood as dreamy as ever, with a smirk slowly growing on his face.
"You look great."
"As do you." Kurt purred.
Oh god I didn't mean to say it like that!
Blaine simply grinned at him, "You ready to go?" he asked softly
"Um yeah, whose car are we taking?"
"We can take my car if you want."
"Sure it wouldn't make a difference."
"Alight let's go." Blaine lightly tugged on his wrist as they walked into the hallway, Kurt's heart beat increased from the touch. As they walked out to the parking lot Kurt tried to guess which car belonged to Blaine he was about to make his guess until they stopped in front of a dented red mustang.
"I know it's not the best looking but I don't know I just like driving it plus I don't like the newer models." Blaine mumbled shyly.
"I actually like it." Kurt smiled and he wasn't lying. Blaine walked over to the passenger side and opened the door, gesturing for Kurt to get in. Kurt flashed him his biggest smile and slid onto the leather seat; the car smelled just like Blaine but with more of tequila scent and it didn't even bother Kurt. The car ride was silent but not awkward, Kurt felt really comfortable with Blaine.
Finally they arrived at the Lima Bean, "Hi what can I get you?" the middle aged woman behind the counter asked.
"Umm I'll get a medium drip and for this fine gentleman a…."
"Grande Non fat mocha." Kurt chimed in.
The woman handed them their drinks and Blaine gestured to one of the tables in the center of the caf�.
"Ugh I love coffee so much." Blaine giggled as they sat down.
"Me too I've been drinking it since I was ten." Kurt joked
God he's adorable.
" So tell me more about your family they sound like really great people." Blaine spoke up
"They are my dad owns a car shop and my step mom is a nurse and well my step brother is a quarterback and a clumsy giant." Kurt laughed
"From the stories you told me last night I believe you."
For the next hour and a half they exchanged stories about how they discovered their love for music, how they realized they were gay, not once did either of them feel uncomfortable. Not until Kurt noticeably froze, Blaine saw Kurt's breathe hitch and his glance focused on something behind him.
Blaine reached for Kurt's hand which was shockingly cold, "Kurt what's wrong?"
Kurt squeezed his eyes shut,"Can we please leave?" Kurt sounded terrified.
"Yeah, sure lets go." Blaine slid his jacket back on and stood up, before he could ask why he wanted to leave Kurt grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the caf�. Kurt ran to Blaine's care while dragging him behind, as soon as they were in front of the vehicle Kurt fell to his knees. Blaine crouched down to see tears streaming down Kurt's porcelain cheeks. "Kurt you scaring me, what's wrong?" Kurt simply wrapped his arms around Blaine and pulled him into a tight hug, Blaine could hear his sobs being muffled in his shoulder.
"Kurt you can tell me what's wrong I'm not going anywhere." Blaine whispered into his soft chestnut hair. Kurt took a deep shuddering breath and looked up into Blaine's eyes,
"Remember when I said that I was bullied?" Blaine nodded,
"Well the main neanderthal that ruined my life walked into the shop and…and I… I just got really scared Blaine I'm so, so sorry." Kurt began to sob uncontrollably and Blaine lifted up his face with his finger.
"You don't have to apologize Kurt, I understand. He can't touch you now, they can't touch you now. You're safe; I would never let anyone harm you, okay?" Blaine looked deep into his eyes. Blaine pulled Kurt back into a strong hug, as if that Kurt could float away if he let go.
"Let's get out of here." Blaine pulled Kurt on his feet and sat him in the passenger seat; he turned the car on and speeded out of the parking lot.
Kurt was lost in his own emotions not noticing where Blaine was driving to, memories of being thrown in dumpsters flashed through his head. The car finally came to a stop; they were in the Dalton parking lot. Blaine got out the car and opened Kurt's door, "Follow me." Blaine grabbed his hand gently. Instead of heading towards the entrance they walked over to the gym entrance, Blaine fished a key from his pants pocket and unlocked the door. Blaine dragged Kurt to a door in the far corner of the court, the sign on the door read *Pool Room*, Kurt was more than confused.
When they walked in Blaine immediately spoke, "This is where I always go when I'm upset, looking at the water patterns flicker on the wall always calm me down." He slid off his jacket and laid it flat on the ground.
"Sit with me Kurt." Blaine reached out his hand and lowered him down gently on his jacket.
"You know Kurt; I didn't always room at Dalton. At one point I actually lived with my family, only twenty minutes away from here." Blaine looked down at his hands while he spoke. "It was only until I came out to my dad that he told me he wanted me out of the house, out of his life. Luckily my mother convinced him to let me live here, and ever since I haven't spoken to my dad. That was two years ago Kurt and even when I go home for the holidays my dad stays in his office, eats in his office, and goes to sleep. The car I drive was a project my dad gave me when I was thirteen he said I needed to do some "man work" over the summer. It wasn't until a week after I started staying here I develop this idea that if I just smoke, drank, and screwed my way through everything I will forget all of my pain. Two years of that idea and I still can feel everything, but then I met someone. Someone who made me stop and think about who I was, and that was you Kurt." Blaine looked deeply into Kurt's eyes still drowned in tears.
Kurt saw all of Blaine's pain reflecting in his eyes, "Oh Blaine" Kurt sobbed as he pulled Blaine in for a hug. Blaine started to cry along with him, "I'll never let anyone hurt you Kurt." and there they were crying in each other's arms, and they stayed like that for a while.
Kurt was the first to break the hug, "Enough moping lets try and cheer up." He said while brushing away Blaine's tears with his thumb. Kurt abruptly pulled Blaine to his feet,
"Do you trust me?" he asked
"Of course." Blaine replied with a tearful grin.
"One, two, three!" And with that Kurt pushed Blaine into the pool, the water was freezing.
Blaine floated up to the surface and gasped in air, he heard Kurt's soft chuckling from the corner.
"Don't think you can just push people in a pool and get away with it!" Blaine cheered and splashed Kurts.
They both busted out laughing, until Blaine pulled himself from the water and ran over to Kurt dripping wet. The next second Kurt was being carried by Blaine bridal style to the edge of the pool.
"One, two, three!" And Blaine dropped Kurt into the pull, he heard Kurt yelp before going under the water. No second later Kurt rose from the water and grabbed Blaine's ankle and putting him into the pool once again. They both started splashing each other to see who could make the biggest waves.
"Alright, alright contest time!" Kurt chimed in a sing song tone
"Oh no what's the contest?" Blaine said with a bit of fear.
"Fifteen times back and forth from shallow end to deep end, whoever finished first wins."
"What does the winner get?"
"You'll see when I win!"
"Don't be too sure of yourself, I've been told I'm a great swimmer."
"Prove it, and no cheating!" Kurt said with a giggle.
They fled to the shallow end of the pool and got into their positions.
"Ready. Set-"
"Go!"
Both set off in a flash, Blaine was ahead three paces, and Kurt was barely keeping up.
"That's fifteen Hummel I win!" Blaine said as his lifted both of his arms in victory.
"Whatever you cheated." Kurt sassed him.
"Did not!"
"Did too!"
"Did not, now give me my prize!" Blaine said with a pout and childish tone.
Kurt started to slowly swim over to Blaine and wrapped his arms around his neck pulling him closer. Not a second later Kurt closed the gap between them by sealing his lips over Blaine's. Blaine was shocked and stiff at first but then he felt the warmth of Kurt's lips and practically melted. Blaine put more friction into the kiss and then he felt Kurt's tongue swipe over his lower lip begging for entrance. Blaine opened his mouth slowly to welcome Kurt's warm tongue that swirled over his own.
A shiver went down Blaine's spine; Kurt tasted like chlorine at first but then started to taste like coffee. Their lips and tongues moved together perfectly, Blaine stretched his arms around Kurt's waist pulling him closer. Kurt put his warm trembling hand on Blaine's cheek, it was all so perfect. They stayed like that for almost fifteen minutes until the sound of the door opening shocked them, causing them to pull apart.
"Well, Blaine looks like you win the bet!" A cocky voice echoed through the room from the open door. Slowly Sebastian came into view; both Blaine and Kurt started to fume.
{What the hell is he doing here?}
[What the hell is he doing here? What bet?]