May 27, 2013, 2:24 a.m.
Let Me Love You: The Truth
E - Words: 1,448 - Last Updated: May 27, 2013 Story: Complete - Chapters: 64/64 - Created: Mar 19, 2013 - Updated: May 27, 2013 1,984 0 2 0 0
I never thought that my first day as a teacher I would be dealing with something like this. Or that I would start falling head over heels with a student. What is wrong with me? I haven't even known Kurt for a day but yet I feel this strong connection with him. Seeing him today so emotionally distraught broke my heart and all i want to do is hold him in my arms and make the pain go away. I also realized that Kurt would make a perfect submissive. He followed my orders perfectly and seemed to enjoy the praise.
My fourth period class dragged, all I wanted to was get back to Kurt to make sure he was okay. Eventually I gave up and dismissed my class fifteen minutes early and practically ran to my office. I slowly opened the door not wanting to disturb Kurt. When I peaked in, Kurt was laying on his side facing the door asleep with a small smile on his lips. I closed the door as quietly as I can and made my way over tonthe beautiful boy. Sitting beside him I slowly started running my fingers through his hair. Kurt slowly started to wake up.
"Hey, how did you sleep? Blaine asked, getting lost in Kurts eyes.
"Mmm okay." Kurt sat up and stretched.
Blaine couldn't help but notice the soft skin the poked out when Kurt was stretching. I wonder how he would feel underneath my hands, Blaine thought.
"You're such a goodbye Kurt, thank you for listening to me and getting some rest you needed it. But now we have to talk, what happened today? I need you to be completely honest with me Kurt the entire truth, so I can help you."
Kurt looked down and blushed a little at the praise Mr Anderson gave him. He sighed, he didn't want to talk about it. Why did it matter. Nobody noticed what he went through before and if they did they didn't care enough to help. "Nothing happened. It was just a stressful day and I broke down. Thank you for taking care of me, but I'm going to go now" Kurt said as he stood up.
Blaine grabbed Kurts wrist, "Kurt sit down, you are not leaving until we talk about this."
"Why it's not like you care! Nobody cares! I've been living in he'll for the past three years and nobody noticed, and if they did they didn't give a shit and walked away. So why now should I stay here and talk to you about it?" Kurt screamed as tears filled his eyes once again.
"First of all Kurt, I asked you to sit down, so sit! Secondly, I get your upset but you have no right yelling at me like that, I'm your teacher. I'm trying to help you."
Kurt sat down and put his head in his hands, trying not to cry. "I'm sorry" he whispered. "I just...nobody has ever cared before, you walk in and you've done nothing but take care of me today."
I looked down at the broken boy in front of me. What happened to him that would make him so emotionally broken. I knelt down in front of him and gently pulled his hands away from his face, trying to get him to make eye contact with me. When he wouldn't look at me I tilted his chin up.
"Kurt, I care about you, I care about what happened to you today. I care about what happened to you in the past and I care about what happens to you in he future. I need you to trust me when I tell you that I will do whatever you need me to do, to make you feel better. But in order to do that you have to open up and let me in. I need you to let me in sweetheart."
Shit! I didn't mean to call him sweet heart, it just slipped out. I hope I didn't cross any boundaries or make him uncomfortable.
Kurt sat there in shock. Did Mr.Anderson just call me sweet heart? My heart fluttered at the pet name and I swear I could feel my cheeks turning red. All I could do was stare into his eyes. The most amazing color I have ever seen. The most beautiful hazel eyes ever. It wasent just tell color I noticed butbthe sincerity behind them. I wanted to tell him everything and put my trust in Him completely, and it felt like I could. I didn't know how to respond so I threw my arms around his neck, hoping he could tell how much those words meant to me.
Blaine was stunned, that wasent the reaction he thought he would receive. Kurt literally just threw himself into His arms, and the only thing he could do was hug him back. Kurt smelt amazing, and fit so perfectly in his arms. He didn't want to let him go.
"Thank you" Kurt whispered.
When Kurt whispered into his ear it shot goosebumps all over his body. He squeezed him a little tighter before slowly letting him go.
"No need to say thank you, I meant what I said Kurt. Just let me in."
"Ok." Said Kurt as he started to stand.
"I thought I asked you to sit Ku--"
Kurt cut him off, "this is me letting you in, I have something to show you so you can begin to understand."
Kurt turned away from Blaine with his back to him and lifted his shirt off. What I expected to see was Kurts flawless perfect skin, what I didn't expect to see is entire left shoulder almost black, and bruises scattered all down his side. I immediately stood up and ran to Kurt.
"Oh my god, Kurt, what the he'll happened!?" I shouted at him.
At the sound of my voice Kurt flinched away and tried moving away from me.
I grabbed Kurt from being and pulled him to my chest. "Kurt, I am so sorry, I didn't mean to yell I just wasn't expecting that. I would never hurt you, I am so sorry sweetie heart for scaring you."
Kurt loved the way Blaine felt behind him. He made Kurt feel so safe, and he didn't want him to let him go. "It's okay, you just startled me." Kurt whispered.
Blaine was about to let Kurt go when he felt Kurt grab his arms. "Please just hold me for a minute. I'll tell you but please just hold me."
"Anything you want sweet heart," holding Kurt a bit tighter.
So they stood there. Kurt in Blaine arms and Blaine listened to the past Three years of his life and what had happened today. To say he was pissed was an understatement, he was livid. How could anybody hurt Kurt like that, and how come nothing has been done about it. I've only been here a day and already knew what had happened the past three years. I couldn't tell Kurt how pissed I was i didn't want to upset him more. I slowly turned him around in my arms, and looked into his eyes.
"Kurt I am so so sorry that you have gone through this alone. But your not alone anymore. I am here for you and I will protect you. The fact that you are still standing here today shows how strong of a person you are, I don't think I would be able to do it if I were your age. From what I know about you, you're an incredible young man, and I want to get to know you better, as friends."
Kurts eyes started tearing up again, and Blaine ever so gently wiped it away.
"You can trust me Kurt, I'll always be here for you, I care about you. I'm going to give you my cell number. You are going to go home and once you get there you are going to text or call me, which ever you prefer to let me know your got home safe. Your going to have dinner, all of it, take a bath and go to bed. Do you think you can do that for me sweet heart?"
"Yes sir." Kurt loved he feeling of his teacher telling him what to do, it made him feel safe. And he wanted nothing more than to please he beautiful man standing before him.
"Good boy," Blaine said as he wrapped Kurt up in his arms. "I'm so proud of you that you trusted me enough to let me in, things will get better I promise."
When Kurt made it home he sent Mr. Anderson a quick text.
Mr. Anderson---I made it home, I'm going to go eat something now, thank you for today.
Blaine responded immediately.
Kurt-- Thank you sweetheart. Message me if you need anything at all, no matter the time. Xx
Comments
This chapter was amazing. I love how protective Blaine is of Kurt and that Kurt feels safe with Blaine.
OMG!!!!!!!