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Let Me Love You: Acting Out


E - Words: 2,513 - Last Updated: May 27, 2013
Story: Complete - Chapters: 64/64 - Created: Mar 19, 2013 - Updated: May 27, 2013
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Author's Notes: Next chapter NY :)

Kurt and Blaine snuggled on Blaines couch. After packing up Kurts stuff for the weekend and promising Burt a million times that everything was going to be okay and they would call if anything were to happen they headed for Blaines opting for an afternoon of movies and take-out. The day had been emotionally draining for Kurt and he wanted nothing more to escape reality for a little while and spend time with his boyfriend.

What Kurt didn't know was Blaine was planning something for their weekend together. While Kurt wad packing his clothes, Blaine convinced Burt to allow him to take Kurt to New York for the weekend. He had already called in sick to work the next day, he didn't even bother caring if it looked suspicious, all he wanted to do was see Kurt worry free for the weekend, because by the time he went back to school on Monday it would be anything but worry free.

They didn't need to stay in Ohio to wait for a phone call, they could be reached in New York too. So his plan was to wake Kurt up around three in the morning to head out. It would take about eight hours, give or take, getting there just before lunch. That would give them the rest of the Day Friday and all day Saturday to explore the wonders New York had to offer. He had lived in New York for a bit so he knew his way around and he knew Kurt had never been, but planned on going there for school. Why not give him a taste of what is yet to come, give him something to look forward to.

Kurts phone first went off about five minutes after school had let out. The first of many texts. Clearly the entire school had found out. As much as they both were enjoying their bubble, it didn't last very long. With each text message or phone call Kurt became angrier, and even more upset. Blaine tried calming him down, telling him to just ignore all of the messages but he just wouldn't listen. They couldn't even turn the phone off to block out the world because they were waiting for the Detectives to call them.

Kurt became increasingly irritated with every phone call and message that came through. As much as Blaine was being sympathetic to his boyfriend he was equally becoming frustrated with Kurts behavior.

"Kurt let me see your phone please," sighing in frustration.

"No, I have to have it, I'm waiting for the detectives to call."

"And I'll make sure you receive that call, Kurt."

"Why do you want my phone?" he said crossing his arms.

"So that way you don't have to read everything coming through, I can monitor them for you."

"I'm not a child Blaine, I don't need monitoring."

"I never said you were a child Kurt so don't put words into my mouth."

Kurt knew he was beginning to be a brat, he was just so pissed off and hurt and annoyed that this was happening already.

"Really because you made it quit clear this morning that I was a child," throwing this morning back into Blaines face.

"Because you were acting like a child this morning and you know that, just like your acting like one now."

"Whatever," he said rolling his eyes.

"Kurt knocked it off with the attitude right now. You've already had a punishment today would you like to add another one?"

"Are you going to count to three again, sir."

"If I have to yes, now knock it off."

"No."

"Kurt I said that's enough I know you are upset by what's happening right now but you have no right to take it out on me. I'm trying to be fair here, I'm trying to help you."

"You don't know shit, Blaine. You don't know what I'm feeling. So fuck you, you want the phone have it, enjoy reading every nasty text that's coming through right now," he said as he threw the phone at him and stormed a way.

Blaine stood there in shock. He had never seen Kurt act like this before, and was pissed off that he was just treated like that. He took a few minutes to calm himself down before heading for the bedroom.

He walked in and Kurt was laying on the bed. "Get up." Blaine demanded.

Kurt ignored him, "I said get up now Kurt."

Kurt could hear the anger in Blaines voice, and decided to listen. He stood up and waited for Blaines instructions.

"Over here Kurt, in front of me."

Kurt walked over and stood in front of Blaine with his head down.

"Don't you ever tell me that I don't understand what you are going through. You have no idea what I've been through Kurt. When I was in high school I had the crap beaten out of me and left for dead. And the worst part is my best friend was with me when it happened and he didn't make it out alive. My best friend was killed because we decided to go as friends to our school dance. But because I was gay and he went with me he ended up dead. And they never even caught the guys. So don't tell me for one fucking second that I don't understand," Blaine said as tears slid down his face.

"Blaine I--"

"I don't want to hear it Kurt. I get it you didn't know, no need to apologize. But how you just treated me is not okay. I have done nothing wrong here. I'll always be here for you Kurt but I'm not your punching bag. You need to stop acting like a child, yes a child, and start acting like an adult. Think before you speak because I will not tolerate being spoken to like that. If you want to act like a child I'm going to treat you like one. Clearly ten minutes in the corner was not good enough for you this morning, so your going to do it again, for one hour. Your going to take that time to cool off and think about how your going to act the next time you get pissed off. And I swear to god Kurt you move an inch and we will start over. When your done that your going to sit down and write out one hundred lines, and if I think it's not good enough I'll make you start over. When your done with that you are going to have dinner and than you will be in bed by seven tonight, am I making myself clear?"

"Seriously seven o'clock I have to go to bed, that's being a bit unreasonable don't you think?"

"No seven o'clock is the perfect time for a child to go to bed don't you think? Clearly you need to get a good night sleep. You will be in bed at seven, anything else?"

"No."

"No what?"

"No sir."

"Good, corner now.Kurt."

Kurt walked to the corner and made himself comfortable, this was going to be a long hour.

Blaine walked over, "Whats your safe word?"

"Green I'm okay, yellow slow down, red stop, sir."

"Good boy, your hour starts now."

Blaine sat on the bed and grabbed his laptop, so he could book his hotel room for the weekend. As furious as he was with Kurt right now he still believed that he deserved some time away, especially after tonight getting away was probably the best idea right now.

Kurt felt humiliated, this was the second time he landed himself in the corner today. His entire life when something bad would happen or he felt stressed out he would lash out on the people closest to him, it's not something he did on purpose it just happened. Okay so tonight he knew exactly what he was he doing, he knew he was egging Blaine on. It feels like his entire world is crashing in around him and has no control of it. Maybe subconsciously him acting out was his way of getting control back in his life. He knew that Blaine would never let him get away with how he was behaving and he knew that he would be punished for it, and controlled, he needed to be controlled.

Blaine looked at his watch and Kurt had about three minutes left of this punishment. He hadn't moved at all which was a good thing, but usually by the time he was done his punishment he would be crying. It's not like he wanted him to cry, but it was his way of knowing that he had gotten through to him, maybe he hadn't learned anything.

"Kurt, come here please."

Kurt turned around and walked to the edge of the bed with his head down waiting for instructions.

"Good boy you are done your first part of your punishment. Do you need anything before we move on?"

"No Sir."

"Okay kitchen table let's go."

They walked into the kitchen and Blaine grabbed a pen and pencil and handed it to Kurt.

"You will write one hundred lines and it will say, "I will never disrespect Blaine again" And I will read every single line Kurt, no skipping words, and I want it neat. If I think it's not good enough you will start over, understood?"

"Yes Sir."

"Okay go ahead and start, I'm going to go order us some food for dinner."

Blaine didn't understand what was going through Kurts head right now, he was acting completely different compared to the rest of his punishments, they were going to have to have a long conversation afterwards. He walked into the kitchen and decided on pizza for dinner.

Kurt sat there and wrote.his lines. Each line he wrote made how he treated Blaine sink in deeper. He felt horrible. He had never meant to hurt him, and because of his actions and by him pushing Blaine made him so pissed off that he blurted out what happened to him and his friend. He accused him of not understanding what he was going through, when he was clearly the only person who did know what he was going through. And regardless if he didn't know what he was going through he was only trying to help. Kurt had a lot of apologizing to do.

Just as he was writing the last line Blaine came over to check on him.

"Finished sweetheart?"

"Yes Sir."

Blaine took the paper and inspected it, "It's perfect, you did a good job."

"Thank you Sir."

"Okay dinner just got here let's go and eat sweetheart we will talk when we are done."

They walked into the living room where there was pizza and drinks layed out on the table. Blaine sat down on the couch, Kurt debated for a second, and decided he wanted to sit at Blaines feet. He felt like Blaine was in control when he did this and he just wanted to feel controlled. He walked over and sat down at his feet.

"Kurt, sweetheart you don't have to sit down there, your punishment is over."

"I know Sir but I want to, if that's okay?"

"Wherever your comfortable is fine."

They sat there in silence eating their dinner, which was fine on Kurts part because it gave him more time to think about what he wanted to say to Blaine, and the quiet calmed.him. He actually just realized that it was a bit too quiet, Blaine must have hid his cell phone or shut it off.

Once they were finished eating, Blaine spoke up.

"I want you to clean this up, and do the dishes in the sink. When your done come back in here so we can talk okay sweetheart."

"Yes Sir."

Kurt cleaned up the mess and walked back into the living room and stood there waiting for instruction.

"Come sit Kurt."

Kurt went to go and sit by Blaines feet again but he was stopped.

"Beside me baby. When we are having any sort of discussion I want you beside me baby. When we are done talking and you want to go back on the floor you can."

Kurt nooded and took a seat beside Blaine.

"Do you want to speak first?" Blaine asked him.

He took a breath and began.

"Blaine I am so sorry for the way I treated you today. I'm just so stressed out, it feels like my entire world is falling down around me and there is nothing I can do about it. I knew what I was doing when I was yelling at you, I did it on purpose. I guess I wanted the punishment. Maybe not the punishment but the controlling part of it. I feel like that when you are in control and telling me what to do, it keeps me grounded I guess? I don't know it made more sense in my head. I really am sorry though, so sorry. I should have just let you help me and I should have just talked to you about it."

Blaine sighed.

"It hurts more to know that the way you acted was on purpose. I have never seen you act like such a child before. It was rude and uncalled for especially since I was only trying to help. I am sorry that you are going through all of this right now. If you wanted more control in your life you should have just told me sweetheart we could have worked out something together."

"I know and I'm sorry, I am so sorry Blaine."

"All is forgiven okay baby, let's put this behind us and enjoy our weekend together."

"Okay, Kurt whispered.

"So you want me to control you more this weekend?"

Kurt blushed and looked down.

"Baby look at me, it's nothing to be embarrassed about."

"I know, it's just kind of awkward asking your boyfriend to take more control."

"Well your boyfriend would be more than happy to oblige."

"Really, you would do that for me?"

"Of course I would, so here is what's going to happen. This entire weekend you will submit to me. I decide when you eat, what you eat, I decide what you do. I tell you when it's bed time. You will ask me for permission before you do anything, and I mean anything. You will finish each sentence with, Sir. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Sir."

"Good boy, your bed time tonight is still seven, you have about ten minutes to go clean up and get ready for bed. You better be in that bed for seven Kurt."

Kurt leaned In to give Blaine a kiss, but stopping just before their lips touched, "Thank you Sir."

Blaine closed the distance between them and gave Kurt a sweet kiss, soft and slow.

"You don't have to thank me for anything sweetheart, I will always give you what you want, now go get ready for bed, I'll meet you in there."

Blaine knew that seven was pretty early for bed but to be honest they both could use a good night sleep. It had been a long and exhausting day, a long and exhausting few days. And they had to be up around 2:30 so they could leave by three to get to New York.

Right at seven he walked back into the room to find Kurt already laying in bed. He shut off the light and discreetly set the alarm on his phone. He pulled Kurt into his arms and just held him.

"Good night sweetheart, I love you."

"I love you too, always."

"Forever."



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