I feel his foot come in contact with my chest over and over again. "You piece of shit" He yells sending another kick this time his boots come in contact with my head. I feel myself get dizzy and I can't stay focused on anything anymore. I know he's kicking me and my body says run but my brain wouldn't let me. I lay there curled up on the floor. My face scratching against the glass from the plate I just broke. I feel blood running down my face as he pulls me from the ground. I feel my clothes being ripped off of me as I stand there motionless. "Please" I finally choke out of my dry mouth but he just laughs as tears start to run my cheeks burning the fresh cuts.

I wake up screaming I can feel a hand against my shoulder and I move away quickly. "No, please don't hurt me" I yell.
"Kurt, Kurt it's me Blaine" I peak my head out from under the covers to see a scared looking Blaine.
At that moment I let the tears I've been holding up inside me go as I wrap myself into a ball. I feel so dumb all I can mutter is "sorry" over and over again as Blaine gently rubs my back.

I wasn't planning on falling asleep buy Kurt's bed. I was just going to stay until he fell asleep like he asked. But I was so tired and the alcohol from earlier wasn't helping any. I saw Kurt turn over in the bed and I knew he had finally drifted to sleep. I set there thinking about today and what tomorrow will bring not wanting to leave incase I'm wrong and Kurt's still awake...
I woke up to screaming. "No, Please" I hear a scared voice say from in front of me. I raise my head from where it's was on Kurt's bed and look at him. He soon starts thrashing his arms and legs going in every direction. At first I think he's having some sort of medical problem maybe a seizure but I can hear him yell still. It's muffled from where his head is buried in the covers but I can made out and occasional "No" or "oww" I can't take it anymore. I rest my hand on his shoulder shaking him very gently.
"Kurt wake up your dreaming" I say and he continues to move screaming now.
"Kurt, Kurt it's me Blaine" I say and I see his eyes peak out at me.
He then starts crying saying "Sorry" repeatedly.
I just set there rubbing his back until he finally falls back asleep. This time I don't dare to leave him, or sleep.

I wake up to the smell of food. I feel the blankets draped over my body they are so soft.

I try to remember where I am. I know I'm not home, my bed there was hard and the covers were old and torn plus he never made me food. I always made it for him.
I see Blaine walk into the doorway and everything from last night floods back into me.
"Good Morning" He says with a smile.
I'm suddenly overcome by guilt. I woke him up last night, I scared him.
"I'm so sorry" I say feeling tears start to slide down my face.
"Kurt, No Kurt, No" He says in a gentle voice stepping into the room.
"I-I didn't mean to wake you, I'm sorry" I say and I feel his hand on my back rubbing it once again.
"Do not apologize, you did nothing wrong" He says slowly.
"I'm sorry" I reply the tears slowly coming to a stop as his hand still glides up and down my back.
"Are you apologizing for apologizing?" He asks with a grin and I blush
"I guess I am" I reply and smile a real honest smile for the first time in a long time.
"Let's go eat" He says getting up from the bed I follow behind him quickly.