Its almost 10pm and Im leaning against a tree in the park behind Blaines house. The minute I found out that he wanted to meet me, I knew that I just had to go and tell him. Tell him that I like him back and that I shouldnt have run away from his room like that.

Its already dark, the only source of light are the high lamps above my head, but Blaines nowhere to be found. I know that its not exactly the time yet, but I cant wait to see him. Im actually excited to see him again and talk to him. Honestly. And thats never happened to me before.

Tomorrow is Homecoming and I should mostly prepare for that because I and Malerie still have to put all those painted pieces together and hopefully get someone to join us before it all starts. But my mind is completely clouded when I see Blaine coming into the park through the main gate.

He doesnt see me yet, but Im already on my way to him. I have to tell him everything, and most of all that I liked the kiss. That I want to be in a relationship. Tell him how much hes changed me. How much I want to kiss him again.

I walk faster and faster towards him, Im almost running now. "Kurt?" He says and smiles when he sees me. God its taking too long, I start to run. "Kurt, whats-"

I dont give him a chance to finish the sentence because I immediately jump at him and kiss him. I can feel how tensed and shocked he is at first, but after a second he relaxes and returns the kiss with just as much force and passion as me. My second kiss and Im already desperate and cant think of anything else, just my lips on his, his tongue in my mouth and his fingers running through my hair and his hands caressing my back again, just like in his room, only better.

I think I finally know who I am. Yes, Im gay. And I dont care because nothing matters when I feel Blaine so close to me. If this is what love really feels like, I dont want it to ever end – its like being enchanted. And Ill admit that Im scared because I never wanted to be enchanted in the first place, but I think that when Im enchanted together with Blaine, it doesnt matter anymore because theres two of us against the world, its not just me alone as it always used to be.

I dont know if its seconds or minutes, it could be hours. Ive lost track of time, when Im with him and hes kissing me like that, I dont even care if its already after midnight.

We finally break the kiss and were both panting, looking into each others eyes. He grins at me and I cant help but grin back.

"What changed?" He asks me, still holding me close.

"I did," I say. "I lied. I liked our kiss in your room, I guess I just wasnt prepared for that yet."

"For what?"

"For being in a relationship, silly." I laugh. He kisses me again and I put my arms around his shoulders. "You take my breath away." I close my eyes and whisper against his cheek. Then I look into his brown eyes again.

"So you want to be boyfriends?" He asks, a bit unsure. I nod my head.

"Yes, yes I want to!" I smile again and ask, "Do... Do I really make you feel like youre living a teenage dream?" I remember the song he sang to me and how emotional he was when he was singing those words.

This time its his turn to laugh and he looks at me adoringly. "Kurt, you are my teenage dream." He whispers, tightening his hold on me.

"God, I love how you call me Kurt even when no one else does." I say.

"I know," he smiles, leans forward and kisses me again. Thats officially four kisses in one week! I hope itll be more since were now actually boyfriends. "I love kissing you." He says and presses his forehead against mine.

"I love kissing you too."

xoXOXox

Its been one hour since I saw Kurt running towards me in the park. Eventually we agreed that it was getting really late and I walked him to his car. We kissed a few more times, we were watching the stars too, and talking about everything from how many kids I wanted to have as an adult to which ice-cream flavor he likes.

Then he drove home and I went back home too. Its been a lovely evening. I thought Id lost Kurt forever, but actually I have him now more than I ever hoped I would. Hes not only my crush now, he is my boyfriend. Boyfriend. Gosh that sounds so weird. Hes now officially mine and I admit I love that feeling.

I smile and close my eyes. Im lying in my bed and its 12:30am, but I cant sleep. The whole evening just keeps playing in my head over and over. His arms around my shoulders, my fingers in his hair, the taste of his lips, all of it.

Suddenly, my phone rings. I look at it and smile when I see Kurts name on the screen. He gave me his number earlier today.

"Hi," I say when I pick up the phone.

"Hi," I hear him smiling. "I cant sleep."

"Me neither." I say. My parents are already sleeping and I told them that I was hanging out with a friend. I know that they know Im gay, but I dont want my dad to find out that I have a boyfriend now, Im still not sure how would he react. He may know about me, but I dont know how would he feel if he saw me actually acting on it.

"Why?" Kurt asks and I chuckle.

"Mostly because Im thinking about you and how much I already miss you." I smile and roll over in the bed so Im lying on my stomach now.

"Yeah," Kurt whispers. "Me too." I smile and for a few seconds were both silent. "Will you go to the Homecoming tomorrow?" He suddenly asks and just by his tone I know that hes worried.

"Of course Im coming," I answer. "Whats wrong?"

"Its nothing," Kurt says quickly and then sighs. "I just want everyone to know how amazing writing is and most of all I want to inspire them you know? To join my Writers club and to write for my literary magazine." He admits.

"I know, but dont worry." I say. "This school has over four hundred people in it, someone has to be inspired by you."

"Not if all of them hate me." Kurt says bitterly.

"Hey, its only 398. Im sure Malerie doesnt hate you and I dont either because I know how amazing person you are." I say. "And kisser," I add and I dont see his face, but I can tell hes blushing.

"Oh, no Im not," He protests cheerfully. "That kiss in your room was my first kiss in my life."

"Well, then you can consider yourself quite a good kisser, Kurt Carson Phillips, because I say so and I know more about kissing than you do."

"Thats true," he laughs. "Maybe you could write about kissing me in my literary magazine."

"Maybe I could," I laugh. I can hear him yawn and I have to laugh again. "I can see someones sleepy," I murmur.

"I might be, but I know that you are too." He says.

"No, Im no-" suddenly I have the biggest urge to yawn so I cant even finish the sentence. I hear Kurt laughing on the other side of the phone.

"See?" He laughs.

"Okay, okay," I admit. "But I want you to know that when I fall asleep, Ill be still thinking about you. About your arms wrapped around me, and your head on my chest."

"Id love to do that." He says dreamily and yawns again. "Maybe one day I will."

"God, I hope so!" I smile.

"I cant wait to see you in school tomorrow." He whispers.

"Me neither. I know that school starts in a few hours, but it still feels so long without you." I smile and suddenly my eyelids are getting so incredibly heavy, I cant keep them open. I feel my eyes slowly closing not long after.

"See you tomorrow then, Blaine Anderson." I hear Kurt whisper again.

"Hmmm," I mumble sleepily and put my phone back on the table next to my bed when I hear that Kurt hung up. I fall back into my pillows and finally fall asleep, dreaming about my perfect, perfect boyfriend.