Blaine walked through the door, slamming it loudly behind him.

"Should I take it that it went poorly?" Cooper asked, looking up from his laptop screen.

"No. It was fine."

"So then why do I have the odd feeling that you are lying to me."

"Because you're stupid."

"Okay, yeah, when you can't even think of a proper comeback, I know that something is up. So, sit down and tell me everything that happened."

"I...i don't think that's a good idea."

"Oh my God! You two totally did it! How was it? Tell me ever..."

"Stop! No Coop! We didn't...do it."

"Then what happened that is so bad that you think that you can't tell your own brother about it?"

"I...we...and...I...it was a mistake."

"Going? Or what happened?"

"What happened. We were having a good time, surprisingly. I was...happy, Coop, like really happy. I never realized how much I missed him...how much I missed his lips..."

"You kissed!?" Cooper interrupted, causing Blaine's cheeks to flush quickly.

"Yes, but it never should have happened because..."

"Because you have Sean, blah blah blah."

Blaine sat silently, remembering how great it felt to have Kurt that close to him again.

"Did it feel better than kissing Sean?"

"I..."

"Blaine. Yes or no."

"Yes, but..."

"No Blaine. No 'buts' this time. This is about what you want. Not what you think is right."

"It was amazing Coop. Like...kissing someone has never felt so wrong yet so right at the same time."

"Did you ever pause and think that Kurt is it? He is your forever?"

"I...I haven't had the chance...you know that. With Sean and everything. I am supposed to believe that Sean is my forever, not Kurt."

"Maybe you need to talk to them both about this and then make your decision."

"How do I not think that this is a good idea?" Blaine said, rolling his eyes.

"Blaine." Cooper gestured to Blaine's pocket.

His phone was going off and Blaine knew who it was.

Sean.

"I'll leave you alone. Do what you think is right." Cooper placed his hand on Blaine's shoulder, giving it a light squeeze before exiting the room.

"H-Hello?" Blaine stuttered, not wanting to have this conversation at all.

"Blaine. Hey. Are you okay?" Sean had obviously suspected something up, sensing Blaine's nervousness.

"Umm...Yeah, yeah, I'm good. Sorry. Cooper had just made a joke and I choked on some water and..."

"I'm sorry."

"What?" Blaine was lost, he was the one that should be apologizing.

"I shouldn't have called...at least, not for the reason that I am calling now."

"Why did you call, Sean?" Blaine took a deep breath.

"Because...I wanted to know how your coffee date went. It's not that I don't trust you or anything like that. I just..."

"You wanted to know what happened. It wasn't a date. Just so you know."

"I..."

"Nothing happened." Blaine lied. He immediately began feeling sick to his stomach, knowing that it was now going to be a hundred times harder to tell him that they kissed after telling him that nothing happened.

"Good...I mean, I'm glad that you guys are friends?" Sean made the statement sound more like a question than a statement.

"Yes...friends." Blaine sounded disappointed, hoping that Sean didn't catch on to that.

"Okay, well..."

"Come over." Blaine said abruptly.

"Uh...sure. Yeah. Okay."

Blaine heard Sean hang up the phone before he put his face in his palms.

What was he going to do now? He has Sean on his way to the apartment and...what the hell was he supposed to tell him? 'Oh I lied. I kissed Kurt. It was way better than kissing you. Do you want to be friends?'

"Did you tell him? Is that what the face palming is for?" Cooper came in the room as if on cue.

"I...I couldn't."

"Then why is he coming over?"

"I don't honestly know."

"Well, you should probably figure that out within the next ten minutes that it will take him to get here."

Blaine heard a knock on the door and felt his heart drop immediately.

"Hey Sean, come in." Blaine opened the door to see his boyfriend's confuused face.

"There's something up with you Anderson, and I want to know what it is right now." Sean demanded sitting down on the couch.

Blaine sat next to him.

Before thinking it through completely, Blaine leaned over and connected his lips with Sean's.

Sean pulled back quickly.

"Maybe I can find out later." He whispered before bringing their lips together again.

Blaine felt Sean's hands tracing circles along his back, as his own hands began fumbling with Sean's belt.

His mind was racing a mile a minute.

So you're about to have sex with a guy that you want to dump so that you can be with your ex-boyfriend. But you didn't want to have sex. He wanted to have sex. You just wanted to get Kurt out of your head...the taste of Kurt's mouth off of your tongue. You are using him now. Admit it.

Blaine stopped thinking. He just let Sean take control. He let his hands roam as he closed his eyes and pictured Kurt being the man in his arms, not Sean, not anyone but Kurt. He imagined that Kurt was the one shoving his tongue in his mouth, that they were Kurt's hands roaming his body...

Because all he wanted was Kurt.