Feb. 19, 2012, 10:21 a.m.
What makes you beautiful : From the start
M - Words: 678 - Last Updated: Feb 19, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 9/? - Created: Feb 19, 2012 - Updated: Feb 19, 2012 138 0 0 0 0
Kurt's POV
A door slam interrupts our kiss and I nearly jump. It's Sebastian. He looks awfully vulnerable, his mouth opened in shock, with his hands filled with Chinese food and DVD s.
He saw the kiss.
Something about the way he looks just tells me he saw the kiss. I break away from Blaine and try to control my shaking hands.
“My, my”, Sebastian says. Blaine squares his shoulders and looks right into Sebastian's eyes.
“Look what I found. Two lying bitches”, Sebastian smiles at the both of us but it's fake, spiteful-and hurt. Desperately waiting for Blaine to say something- to say anything, Sebastian continues:
“I knew I could smell the stench of public schools. Blaine, I don't blame you, your little stalker is more ruthless than I thought he could be. ” and, turning to me, he adds “I underestimated you. When I looked at you that first time in Breadstix, I thought you were some inexperienced piece of gay crap but you, love, are a slut” His smile while saying this is as sweet as sugar and this is what hurts most. “Sebastian, stop it!”, Blaine exclaims in shock.
“How can you possibly say these things?” “With my mouth. You should know my mouth very well by now, it never takes a holiday” I flush while Blaine just shakes his head in disbelief.
“Sebastian, I'm just as much to blame as-” “Sometimes when I look at you, Kurt, I don't even know what gender you're representing. Are you a guy wearing girl's clothes or a girl wearing boy's clothes?”, Sebastian just interrupts Blaine's try to explain what happens.
He doesn't even want to know the truth.
He just wants someone to blame for the betrayal we committed. He chose me to be the scapegoat.
“Sebastian”, I say calmly. “There's no need for insults here. I know how you feel and I'm sorry for making you feel this way. I know-” “No, you don't know anything. So just shut the fuck up and spare me these talks about feelings and that crap. ”, he spits the words out. “Actually, I'm disappointed in you, too, Blaine. Like, if you had to cheat on me, couldn't it be with a hot guy? Someone who doesn't look and dress like a girl on her period?” “Enough, Sebastian!”, Blaine shouts at him. For a moment it's completely quiet in the room. “You shouldn't blame Kurt for what I did nor should you insult him like that! Don't act like our relationship is normal-”
“You know, Blaine, I cheated on you, too. But I was classy enough to keep it out of these walls.”, Sebastian says and suddenly he looks at me like he'd forgotten I was in the room, too. “Beat it, bitch, nobody wants you here.” I'm waiting for Blaine to defend me but he doesn't say a single word. He just stares at Sebastian with an empty expression on his face.
“Sebastian-”, I begin but he won't let me finish.”How come you're such a filthy men stealing whore, Kurt? I bet you got it from your momma” I flounce out of the room, I don't want him to see me cry.
Blaine's POV
“Kurt, wait!”, I shout but Kurt already left. I want to follow him but there's one thing I need to do before I can be with Kurt.
“Sebastian, what was that?”, I ask him.
He doesn't reply directly and now, after Kurt is gone, I see his expression clearly. It's not pain, not despair: It's hurt pride.
“Me defending my property” Shaking my head at the word, I make clear: “I'm not your property.”
I look at Sebastian. He used to look beautiful to me once, but now all I can see is a weak excuse of a man.
You're beautiful but you're empty. “I'm breaking up with you”, I hear myself say. “You aren't who you used to be” I open the door rapidly and run after Kurt. “Where are you going?! Blaine! ”, Sebastian shouts. The walls echo his desperate words.
For the last time I turn around and look into my former lover's eyes “Where I should have been from the start”