2015, still

"Remember what I said about me and cheating?" He nods. "I did it again. Gosh, what is wrong with me? And this time, no one forced me to kiss Kurt. I did it myself.

Rachel's dad is selling their old house, so we decided to throw a goodbye party. We made a wheel of musical fortune. Kurt cheated and made sure we'd sing together. I know he did.

Long story short, we ended up singing a duet. We spent a lot of time 'practising'- who am I kidding? We can sing a duet in our sleep. Or in our dreams. Remember the Carole King break-up song?

Well, the connection was there again. I liked being around him. I felt so good being with him. And Logan… I think I love him. No, not as a friend, but as a boyfriend!" He leans his head against the tombstone. "What am I doing, Logan?

So we spent time together, and I started to like the thought of us being together. At first, I thought it was in a friendly way, but during the party I couldn't stop looking at him and Lolo, he is so beautiful. I fell in love with him the first time when he was singing. Guess it happened again. So we went outside and talked, and I just… I kissed him.

I fled afterwards. I didn't look back. I was supposed to go home early, but instead I came here. What am I supposed to do, Logan? I have to go home. Dave is waiting for me. But right now, I kind of want to stay here. This is the only place where I can think. Lolo, what do I do?"