2013, still

Blaine's wearing sunglasses. Because of that, no one can see that his eyes are still red from crying. He falls on his knees. He doesn't care that his suit gets ruined.

"Sometimes, Logan, life is so confusing. One moment, everything falls into place, but the next, your life gets smashed into pieces." He takes a moment to compose himself.

"I just got back from Finn's funeral."

Hence the suit, the sunglasses, and the hat. "Why do so many people have to die, Logan? Why do the people that don't deserve it have to die? Why did you die? Why did Finn die? Why did Lillie get sick? I know that she can survive, but she is old, Lolo. Why does everyone leave?

I just… I don't know what to say. What can I say? This was so sudden. No one saw this coming. I was Skyping with Kurt when his phone rang. My entire room is still a mess. My mother barged into my room after she heard me screaming and throwing shit.

It feels like I'm reliving your death over again. Finn didn't kill himself, but he's dead and he didn't deserve it. I miss him already.

I don't want to talk. Is it okay if I just stay here for now? I kind of need you."