2010, still

Blaine's running. All the other visitors are looking at him. But Blaine can't help himself. For the first time, he's excited to see Logan.

"Lolo!" Again, others are looking at him.

When he reaches Logan's tombstone, he falls on his knees. "Lolo, you would not believe what just happened. I met a boy." Someone shushes him.

"Okay, maybe it's not a happy occasion, because he is getting bullied, but it feels good to help him. It feels good that I can do something good for someone else. His name is Kurt, he goes to McKinley High in Lima, he's gay and people bully him.

And he came to spy on the Warblers. Wes, David and I figured it out and we talked about Dalton and about its policies. A jock at school was harassing him about him. I gave him my number and we talked. 'Courage' I told him. I didn't have the courage to speak up, so I hope he has.

Then, something unexpected happened. That jock kissed him. Kurt and I tried to talk to him too, but he isn't ready yet. I know that the fact that someone's pain gives me strength is awful, but it feels good that someone relies on me, instead of me relying on someone else. Kurt doesn't know me yet. I don't know if I want that.

I'm not that sad anymore. Medication is finally kicking in.

Also, Harry Potter movies.

With the help of my friends, I'm trying to focus more on the things I like. Luckily for me, Kurt likes a lot of things I like too. He asked me to hang out. I'm looking forward to it.

It's strange how much everything can change in one day. I was gonna die, but instead I meet a friend."