2014, still

"Elliott!" Blaine roars. Good thing he's alone.

"Kurt can't stop talking about him. Everything about Elliott is amazing. He is so musically talented, he has amazing hair, he has the best fashion style… Everything about that guy is perfect. Rachel agreeing isn't really helping me.

I know Kurt loves me, but I don't need this in my life.

I think the honeymoon period has officially passed. Don't get me wrong, I still love New York and I still love living here, but the excitement has died away. This is everyday life now. I no longer squeal when I walk around Broadway. I no longer need to fight the urge to take pictures of Time's Square. I no longer need an hour a day to admire the Statue of Liberty.

This isn't necessarily a bad thing, I think. These things are just signs of the fact that life has changed. I am an actual New Yorker now. Hell, I'm wearing Kurt's NYADA varsity tee.

Good thing the thrill of living with Kurt isn't going away. I hope it never goes away. From all the beautiful things in New York, he's the most beautiful.

I am so lucky to have him.

I need him.

Wes keeps telling me that I need to get a life of my own, but I do have a life of my own. Kurt's just a big part of that life. That aside, I'm very happy that I see Wes on a weekly basis again. David has already visited us.

Life's okay. I can do this."