“Do you wanna go to my house now?” Kurt asked, stroking Blaine’s hair gently.

“Hm?” Blaine was half-asleep, which seemed to happen a lot when Kurt was doing that.

“My house, lunch…. Remember?” Blaine shook his head and Kurt sighed, rolling his eyes. He loved Blaine but he had the worse memory ever. At least when it came to remembering dates anniversaries and anything that wasn’t related to music or school. “My dad invited you and Rach to have lunch with us today, remember?”

“Oh, yeah.” Blaine frowned, biting his lower lip. Kurt sighed, taking his hands of Blaine’s hair. He knew that whenever Blaine did that, he was about to say or do something rather unpleasant to Kurt. “I’m so sorry, Kurt, but I can’t go.”

“Why?” Kurt raised an eyebrow though Blaine wasn’t looking at him, another signal that he was about to regret his words.

“I have rehearsal at Sebastian’s and we’re gonna have lunch the-“

“Why don’t you just break-up with me?” Kurt snapped, getting out of the bed abruptly.

“Kur-“Blaine started, sitting cross-legged.

“No, Blaine! Don’t even start!” Kurt yelled, regretting it as soon as he heard his voice. He inhaled deeply, holding the air until his lungs started to burn due to the lack of oxygen. “Why are you choosing him over me?”

“I’m not choosing anyone! Damn, Kurt, why are you being so bitchy lately?! It really makes me want to break-up with you!” Kurt’s eyes widened and his lower lip trembled faintly, his eyes sparkling. Blaine got up, cursing himself, and walked towards Kurt, intending to hold him, but, as soon as he got closer, Kurt crossed his arms and jerked away.

“Is this what you want, Blaine?”  His tone was cold and his throat burned as he held back the tears.

“No, no. I’m sorry.” Blaine hurried to say, reaching out to touch Kurt’s arm. “I shouldn’t have said that. It was stupid.” Blaine thought Kurt had nodded, but it was such a small gesture that he couldn’t be sure. Kurt felt the tears rolling through his face and, once again, he wished he wasn’t so sensitive. He hated crying in front of other people, although it happened more than he wanted to admit. “I just don’t understand why you are suddenly so insecure.”

“I’mjustjealous.” Kurt mumbled, in a rush, blushing.

“What?”

“I’m ju-“ Kurt sighed, meeting Blaine’s gaze. “I’m jealous, ok?”

“You’re jealo-?” Blaine laughed, shaking his head. “Why on earth are you jealous?”

“You spend most of your time with Sebastian and even when you’re not with him you talk about him and he gets to be with you way more than me.”

“Ok, come here.” Seeing as Kurt didn’t set about moving Blaine sighed and walked towards him, uncrossing his arms and placing his hands on Kurt’s hips. “There’s no reason for you to be jealous of him, all right? He may spend more time with me, but, although you don’t believe me,” Blaine pointed. “I think about you all the time. Ok, I may talk about him a lot, I’ll give you that, but I can guarantee you that you’re the only one for me.” He wrapped an arm around Kurt’s neck and pulled him into a hug, holding him tightly. “I promise you I’ll visit you when I leave Sebastian’s, ok?” Kurt nodded, his face still wet due to the tears. “Now, put a smile upon your face.” Blaine smiled as Kurt’s lips twisted up lightly. “And leave bitchy Kurt somewhere along the way, ok?”

“Fine.” Kurt smiled for a brief second before his eyes narrowed, a scary expression taking over his face. “But I’ll murder you if you don’t show up.”

Blaine grinned and brought Kurt closer, kissing him softly. Kurt broke the kiss and let go of Blaine’s hand reluctantly.

“Call me when you get at Sebastian’s.” Kurt felt a lump on his throat as Blaine nodded, smiling at him. He knew he was being paranoid, but he didn’t trust Sebastian, at all. He knew Blaine liked the idea of being pursued and Sebastian was obviously intending to do that until either he got tired of it or Blaine broke-up with Kurt. He hugged Blaine tightly, inhaling deeply, hoping that the boy’s smell would calm him down and make the bad thoughts disappear.

All he wanted to do was kiss Blaine until everything was gone, until there was nothing else but them. He looked straight into Blaine’s eyes, feeling as if he was drowning in a hazel pool that was Blaine’s eyes. He knew that he’d never get tired of looking at Blaine’s eyes. He loved every inch of Blaine, but he was addicted to the boy’s eyes, it was as if they were magnetic. “I love you.”

“I love you too.” Blaine smiled at him as he leaned forward to kiss him. However, he stopped on the way, a loud bip of his phone, making him jerk away quickly.

“Who is it?” Kurt asked as Blaine grabbed the phone.

“Oh, it’s Seb. He wants to know if I can go now.” Blaine glanced at Kurt, whose lips formed a thin line, his brows frowned. “I’ll tell him I can-“

“Go.” Kurt said, taking a deep breath. “I have to go in a few minutes so.” Kurt shrugged, making an effort to show Blaine he didn’t care, although what he really wanted to do was grab Blaine’s phone and tell Seb that Blaine was busy with his boyfriend.

“You sure?” Blaine’s tone was incredulous, although he started walking towards his bag, where the stuff he had brought from Dalton were.

“Yeah.” Kurt faked a smile. “Go. Before I change my mind.”

“Ok, then.” Blaine grinned, grabbing his bag. “I’ll see you later, bye.” He kissed Kurt’s cheek quickly and left.

“Jesus Christ, give me strength.” He complained, throwing himself on Blaine’s bed.

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Kurt stared at the ceiling, glancing at his phone now and then. It was almost midnight and he still hadn’t heard from Blaine. Rachel, who had just left, hadn’t heard from him either. Saying that Kurt was freaking out was underestimate his feelings. He was about to drive to Dalton just to get Sebastian’s address and then drive there to see if Blaine was ok.

When he glanced at his phone for the 3rd time in a row he gave up waiting. He dialed Blaine’s number for what seemed like the 50th time on that day and waited.

“Blaine?” Kurt tried to understand the answer, but the background noises were so loud that they muffled the voice. “Blaine I can’t hear anything.”

“Wait just one second.” He thought that was what Blaine (it was definitely Blaine) had said, though he wasn’t sure. He heard what was probably the sound of a door opening and then, finally, the noise was muffled. “What ha-“Blaine’s voice was cut by another person’s voice, thought Kurt couldn’t understand what had said. “Shut up, Seb!” Blaine laughed, apparently forgetting that his boyfriend was on the line. “I’m trying to talk to Kurt.” Or not. “Ok, if you don’t stop right now I’m gonna have to shut you.”

“Blai-“

“Hang on, Kurt.” Everything went silent for a few minutes. The only sound Kurt could hear was the one of his own breathing. “Much better.” Kurt was about to ask Blaine what he meant by that when he heard Sebastian’s voice. “If I keep talking can you shut me again like that?” Kurt would like to think Blaine was rolling his eyes. He’d better be rolling his eyes. “Bye, Sebastian.”

“Can you talk now?” Kurt did his best to keep his tone neutral, which was quite hard seeing as he was so mad he was amazed that he hadn’t started yelling yet.

“Yeah. Sorry about that. What happened? Are you okay?”

“I thought you were coming over after the rehearsal.” Oh, ok, he didn’t mean to sound that bitter. Well, actually he did, he just didn’t want to, seeing as Blaine would probably tell him to stop being bitchy. However it wasn’t as if he was wrong.

“I-we.” Blaine mumbled something Kurt couldn’t quite understand but he was pretty sure the words idiot and party were involved. “I’m really sorry.”

“You’re not coming.”

“You can come here and meet me inste-“

“It’s past midnight, Blaine.” Kurt hissed. “There’s no way I’m leaving my house.”

“Bu-One sec, Kurt.”

Kurt sighed, getting up as Blaine started talking to someone. He walked towards his closet in order to choose his outfit for school. He had his phone resting on his elbow, against his ear, a rather uncomfortable position, but given the circumstances… His eyes danced through his shirts, trying to find one that matched with his white skinny pants. His ear was already burning due to the heat of the phone when he managed to finish picking his outfit. Blaine hadn’t said a word to him again, so he was about to end the call when, Wes’ (he thought), voice caught his attention. “What was that about?” Definitely, Wes’. “What was what?” Blaine asked. “You and Sebastian.” Kurt clenched his hands into fists at the mention of the boy’s name. He couldn’t control it, it was spontaneous. He just had the urge to punch something, or break something whenever he heard Sebastian’s name. “We’re friends, Wes.” Kurt could see, by Blaine’s tone that he was getting more and more irritated. “We’re friends, yet you don’t act like that with me.” Kurt didn’t even have to look at the mirror to know that he was sickly pale. “You know, some of the guys already came up to me and asked me if the two of you were dating. You have a boyfriend, keep that in mind.”

“Blaine?” His voice was trembling, great.

“Yes?”

Kurt bit his lower lip. He knew he shouldn’t ask. It was probably nothing. If it was something important Blaine would’ve told him and Blaine would never cheat on him. But, again, he did have the right to know what Blaine was doing so late at Sebastian’s, therefore… “What was Wes talking about?”

“You heard it?” Blaine meant it as a question, although both of them knew the answer. “It was nothing. I swear.”

Kurt rolled his eyes. “Blaine, it was something.”

“It doesn’t matter, I swear.”

“Fine.” Kurt snapped. If Blaine didn’t want to tell him what had happen it was because there was something wrong with it, and he was going to discover what was it. “I’ll go to bed, I have to wake up early tomorrow.”

“Which period is your free one?”

“4th.” Kurt answered, frowning. “Why?”

“Meet me at Lima Bean tomorrow then.”

“Bu-“

“Be there.”

Kurt wanted to argue and tell him that his life didn’t revolve around him that he had a lot of things to do, but he was way too tired to argue with Blaine. “Fine. Good night.”

 “Kurt?”

“What?” His tone was harsh and he knew it, but, he was tired and mad. And, as if it wasn’t enough, Blaine refused to tell him what had happened between him and Sebastian.

“I love you.”

Kurt was taken by surprise with Blaine’s words. He was already opening his mouth to reply when he realized Blaine had hung up. Well, if Blaine’s intention was to make Kurt less mad… It worked, a little. He still planned to find out what Blaine was keeping from him.

He went back to his bed and turned the lights off, grabbing his phone and scrolling through his contact list until he found Wes’ name.

Hey –K

It wasn’t long until Wes’ message was displayed on the screen of his phone.

Kurt? Is everything ok? Do you want me to call Blaine? –W

No, don’t. Everything is ok. Well, it shall be when I discover something. –K

? –W

You said something about Blaine and Sebastian acting weird. What did you mean by that? Oh, btw, I’d be glad if you didn’t tell Blaine about this. –K

I didn’t plan to. But, well, answering your question… It was after we rehearsed. Sebastian suggested that we made a party and, well, we were all really mentally exhausted, so we said yes. He had vodka, beer and tequila, so we started drinking, but, before you ask, neither Blaine nor me got drunk. Well, Blaine wasn’t drunk until he stopped talking to you, but he’s drinking quite a lot at the moment. Wait just a sec –W

“That’s great, Wes. You leave me waiting after saying my boyfriend is probably getting drunk. Awesome.” Kurt mumbled, starring at the screen of his phone as if it’d make Wes come back faster.

Back –W

Like I said, we weren’t drunk, but Sebastian was pretty drunk, although his actions didn’t really show it. However, at certain point he was all over Blaine, hugging him, kissing him (in the cheek, before you freak out and do something insane such as drive all the way to Westerville), teasing him, this stuff. Blaine wasn’t drunk, but he was, quite… happy, so he didn’t really do anything, he just turned his head whenever Sebastian got close to his lips and stuff, but it was pretty much that, Sebastian being all over Blaine, who, (I’m sorry to tell) was, like, hugging him and dancing with him, but, well –W

Did his heart have stopped? Kurt was pretty sure it had. He knew how Blaine was when he was “happy”. But he still expected that Blaine hadn’t encouraged Sebastian.

Oh, ok… Thanks, Wes –K

Kurt, can I tell you something? –W

Sure –K

Look, although Blaine acted like that, he spent pretty much all the time talking about you to Sebastian, really. Blaine loves you, I know his actions (when it comes to Sebastian) might not show, but the guy is crazy about you. He has been my best friend for a long time and I’ve never seen him so deeply, most of the time madly, in love with someone, so, if I were you, I wouldn’t care about what Sebastian does or does not with him –W

(: Thanks –K

Anytime –W

Feeling much lighter, Kurt put his phone in his nightstand and closed his eyes, hopelessly wishing that, by the time he opened his eyes, Sebastian was already back in Paris.