Chapter 2

Blaine woke up at 10am in the next day feeling very anxious. He hadn't talked to Kurt since his date with Noah the day before and now he was decided he would tell Kurt about his feelings. He really didn't know what he would say to Kurt. He would just say things that came from his heart. He sent him a text.

To: Kurt

Kurt, I need to talk to you. How about we meet at 7pm at Breadstix?

It didn't take very long until Blaine felt his mobile phone buzzing with a reply from Kurt.

From: Kurt

Good morning to you too, sleepyhead. I need to talk to you as well. 7pm is fine for me :)

Blaine frowned. Kurt needed to talk to him. What about? What if Kurt's date with Noah has gone well and now they were dating? What if they were planning to get married and adopt two children, just like Kurt wanted?

Okay, now Blaine was freaking out.

To: Kurt

Okay, so I'll pick you up at 7pm. XOXO.

Blaine was in doubt of what he would wear. In the end, he chose a simple red polo shirt combined with black trousers and a silver bowtie. He took a quick shower, dressed up and spent thirty minutes combing his hair. He decided to free his curls. Kurt had said once he looked better without gel.

When it was time to pick Kurt up, Blaine was dying of anticipation. He couldn't wait to see his friend's-hopefully future boyfriend- reaction. Blaine was afraid of Kurt saying that he didn't like him the way he did or of the possibility of him starting to avoid Blaine.

Wait. What if Kurt didn't want to talk to Blaine anymore? Blaine didn't know what he would do without Kurt. He's always been there for him, has been very supportive when Blaine came out to his parents. Kurt was his best friend. In fact, Kurt was one of the most important people in Blaine's life. He couldn't lose him. Not now, not ever.

But Blaine couldn't give up now. He would tell Kurt everything and even if his best friend didn't love him back, he knew the other boy would understand him. Nothing would change. At least he hoped.

When Blaine was on his way to Kurt's house he received a text from the other boy.

From: Kurt

Hey, Blaine. I suppose you're almost here but can you please go straight to Breadstix? I've got a surprise for you xD

Blaine got extremely excited in the moment he read Kurt's text. What could it be?

To: Kurt

Sure. See you there =)

Little did he know that he shouldn't be excited. At all.

****

Blaine couldn't help the grin that came across his face when he saw Kurt. But his face fell in the instant he realized that Kurt wasn't alone. He was with Noah. They were holding hands. And they sat on their table. Kurt and Blaine's table. How could Kurt do this to Blaine? Blaine felt like he was about to throw up.

When Kurt saw Blaine his face lit up. He hugged him and started talking excitedly.

"Hi Blaine! So I think you know Noah from school but I guess you haven't been properly introduced to each other. Noah, this is Blaine, my best friend. Blaine, this is Noah, my boyfriend."

Blaine eyes got wide at the moment he heard the word boyfriend. Noah and Kurt were dating? Oh, God. Now everything was falling apart. Blaine came to talk to Kurt about his feelings and now he discovers that the boy who he most loves in the whole world belongs to someone else.

"Blaine, are you okay?" Kurt asked a little preoccupied.

"Y-yeah, everything is fine." He lied. "You two are dating? That's great news." He said, unenthusiastically.

"Yes, we are. Sit down and I'm gonna tell you everything. Do you know how he asked to be my boyfriend? It was totally romantic…"

Kurt proceeded to tell Blaine about him and Noah but he wasn't listening. All he could do was glance from their interlaced fingers to Noah's right hand that was on Kurt's leg. Then he saw that Noah was staring at him. There was something in his eyes that immediately made him don't like the guy. He didn't know what but it was like Noah was threatening Blaine with his eyes. He just didn't trust Kurt's boyfriend.

Suddenly his thoughts were interrupted by Kurt's beautiful voice.

"Blaine, what's wrong? It seems like you're far away from here. Is there something bothering you?"

He felt his eyes full of tears and a lump forming on his throat. But he couldn't cry. Not here in front of the boy who he loved. He had to get out of there. He couldn't take it anymore.

"No, Kurt. I just remembered that I've got some homework to do. I need to go, ok? See you later"

"But Blaine…"

Kurt tried to call him but Blaine was already out of Breadstix.

"I'm sorry, Noah. I don't know what happened to him. I've never seen him like this." Kurt said, a little upset with the way Blaine had treated them.

"That's okay, baby. How about we go to my place now, pick a movie and don't watch it?"

Kurt knew what Noah was talking about. He felt sick at the idea. He didn't know why. He and Noah were dating know and he should go with him. But Kurt didn't want to.

"I'm sorry Noah but can we do that in another day? I'm a bit tired."

Noah didn't look convinced but he agreed.

"Okay. I'll carry you home."

"Thank you. Let's go" Kurt said, smiling.

They paid the bill and left.

****

When Blaine got home he went immediately to his bedroom, buried his face in his pillow and started to cry.

All the hopes that he had to be with Kurtwere gone. He knew that if Kurt loved him back or at least felt something for him he wouldn't be dating Noah.

Suddenly the door opened. Blaine saw his mother, Liza Anderson standing there. She ran immediately to Blaine and wrapped her arms around him.

"Honey, what happened? Why are you crying?" Liza asked, visibly preoccupied.

Blaine tried to say something but nothing came. The sobs didn't let him say anything coherent.

"Calm down Blaine. Tell me what happened. Does it have something to do with Kurt?"

Blaine looked at his mother as if asking how she knew.

"Blaine I am your mother. I know you. I can tell that you're in love with him. Just for the way your eyes lit up when you see him or even hear his name, the way you smile when you're around him." His mother said, rubbing circles over his back trying to calm him.

Liza has always been very supportive since Blaine came out to his parents. His father didn't like the fact that he was gay so they just ignored the subject around him.

"Now tell me. What's wrong?"

When Blaine finally managed to calm himself, he started to speak.

"Mom, I love him. I love him so much. I always have but I couldn't tell him. I've always been afraid of ruining our friendship. And I was okay with keeping that to myself but then this guy, Noah, came and they had a date so I decided that after that I would tell him everything. But now they are dating. Kurt is not mine and will never be." Blaine babbled. Then he started sobbing again.

"Shh, it's gonna be okay, sweetheart. I know. I know it hurts. Shh."

It was good to have someone there to comfort him, especially when this someone was his mother. But what confused Blaine the most was that deep inside he wished that the one wrapped around him was the reason why he was crying: Kurt.

And even worse was the fact that tomorrow was Monday. That meant that Blaine would have to see Kurt and Noah holding each other's hand, kissing each other and being cute all day.

Liza kissed his forehead and left.

Then Blaine went to sleep- or at least tried – because tomorrow was going to be a long day.