Kurt felt a hand placed on his arm and he jumped surprised. Blaine stood above him with a cup of coffee. Kurt sat up slowly and looked at him.

“I went to the coffee shop and got us coffee,” Blaine said holding it out for Kurt.

“Are you sure you're eighteen?” Kurt asked. Blaine chuckled and nodded.

“Thank you,” Kurt said taking the coffee. Blaine sat on the couch by him. A hand brushed against his leg and last night hit him. Like a train.

“No..” Kurt said getting up hurriedly. He looked at Blaine who had confusion all over his face.

“We didn't...” Kurt said.

“We did.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

“I did not do that...you're wrong! It was some sick, twisted dream. It did not happen,” Kurt said pacing.

“Would you sit down?” Blaine asked.

“I will not! You do not know what is going on in my mind right now,” Kurt replied.

“I could...” Blaine said quietly. Kurt barely heard it but he did and a piece of his heart broke. How could he have been so stupid! He slept with his boyfriends brother! This was not good.

“Does he know?” Kurt asked.

“No, and I won't say anything,” Blaine said. Kurt nodded thankful and sighed.

“Did we really?” he asked.

“Yes we did...” Blaine replied. Kurt sat on the chair across from Blaine and put a hand to his face.

“I cannot believe I did that...” Kurt said.

“Do you remember kissing me in the bar?” Blaine asked.

“I do...Blaine...what did I do?” Kurt asked now crying. Blaine moved over to him and kneeled down in front of him.

“You cheated,” Blaine said simply.

“Gee thank you for telling me like I didn't know,” Kurt hissed back at him.

“I'm sorry but it's the truth...” Blaine said. Kurt looked down into his eyes. They were filled with love and concern for him. Kurt fell into the eyes and leaned down to kiss him again. Blaine pecked him and pushed him away even though he wanted more.

“He's throwing up everything in his body but he'll still know if we did stuff...” Blaine said. Kurt opened his eyes from the kiss and sighed.

“I'm so sorry about last night...I had no intention ever of hurting Cooper and I did and I feel worthless and like shit for doing it,” Kurt said. Blaine wrapped his arms around Blaine.

“Don't...it happens...maybe not our situation all of the time but this happens...do you still want to talk about us?” Blaine asked.

“Maybe Saturday when you're done with school...remember today is Sunday. You have school,” Kurt said.

“I could skip a day...it doesn't matter,” he replied.

“If you want...then meet me at the coffee shop Tuesday morning. Cooper will be at work anyway,” Kurt said. Thankfully, Cooper was 24, out of college, and working full time while Kurt was still in school. He wanted to be able to help Cooper like he helped him but it was hard to find good paying jobs. He planned on auditioning for two small off-Broadway productions when he got back to school.

“I'll be there,” Blaine said. Kurt smiled at him. He took a sip of his coffee trying to calm his nerves down.

“I can't believe it...I said I wouldn't be like them...” he said.

“You aren't really. They never had sex with me and I never felt feelings for them,” Blaine said.

“I still hurt him by falling for you...and in a matter of two days!” Kurt said.

“I know but...Kurt, can I be honest with you? Will you trust me?” Blaine asked.

“Sure...” Kurt replied.

“When you look at him and then me something changes in your eyes. I know he can be possessive and a jackass sometimes but if he's hurting you then please...don't hesitate to say anything to me,” Blaine said.

“Him hurting me? I hurt him so much worse than anything else, physically or mentally, that could hurt him!” Kurt said.

“I know...Kurt please...Carl told me that Cooper hit him once in a fight.”

“He's never been like that...yeah a little possessive around other guys but since he's been hurt so by other guys I thought it was because of his past...” Kurt said.

“Carl said it only happened once but that's all it takes.”

“Thank you for telling me but I think I'll manage,” Kurt said. Blaine looked at him worried but nodded in acceptance.

“I'm going to go check on him,” Kurt said getting up and leaving Blaine. He made his way into the master bath and went to Cooper. He was leaning over the toilet with his eyes closed. Kurt kneeled down by him and ran a hand through his hair.

“Hi honey...” Cooper said.

“Hi,” Kurt replied.

“I feel like shit...tylenol isn't helping yet,” he said. Kurt smiled and shook his head.

“I know...give it time. You had a lot of fun last night,” Kurt said. Cooper smiled and then placed a hand on Kurt's thigh.

“I could tell by the hickey's on your neck,” he said lazily. Kurt put a hand to his neck.

“How many?” Kurt asked.

“Three...I've only ever got one on you and it wasn't much,” Cooper replied.

“Well...I thought I'd let you go last night and not worry about it. I don't have school for another three weeks so I thought why the hell not,” Kurt said. Cooper smiled up at him and nodded.

“Did we have sex last night?” he asked. Kurt went rigid and felt his breath catch.

“Um...no...you fell asleep when you hit the bed,” Kurt said smiling at him. Cooper sighed and nodded lightly.

“So everything good happened at the bar?”

“Yep,” Kurt said standing up.

“I'm going to go get you some saltines...I'll be right back,” Kurt said. He walked out into the hall and down to the living room and into the kitchen. Blaine was there making some breakfast.

“Want some french toast?” Blaine asked.

“Yes!” he replied. Blaine laughed and nodded turning back to the stove. Kurt went over and wrapped his arms around Blaine's waist.

“Next time I'm going to make you feel how I did,” Kurt said. He felt Blaine go rigid in his hold.

“Are you okay?” Kurt asked.

“I've never...you know...you were my first last night,” Blaine said hesitantly. Kurt gasped and looked at him incredulously.

“You were so good though...how the hell have you never had sex?” Kurt asked.

“I've watched it...just doing what I've seen on the videos and read,” Blaine said.

“Well then, you were amazing for your first time,” Kurt said.

“I was glad it was with you and I hope every other time is with you,” Blaine said. Kurt smiled and kissed him.

“It will be...and I promise next time I will give you what you deserve,” Kurt said as he pulled away from him. He grabbed the saltines from the cabinet and then headed to Cooper. He felt the bile rise in his throat at the thought of hurting Cooper again but he needed Blaine...badly.