Sept. 3, 2012, 10:30 a.m.
Blackout: Chapter 9
M - Words: 655 - Last Updated: Sep 03, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 17/? - Created: Jun 02, 2012 - Updated: Sep 03, 2012 661 0 4 0 0
Sorry for the long wait! I had some writer's block and then I watched White Collar and got addicted and didn't stop watching it until I was done with season 3! Lol. Anyway, thank you for sticking around! :) It means so much! I promise regular updates from here on out!
Kurt and Quinn were left outside of Blaine's room. The security guard left them alone and the door to his room opened up. He had his shirt off and was wiping his face down with a towel. Quinn smiled at him and kissed Kurt's cheek leaving him alone. He cursed Quinn under his breath and looked back at Blaine.
“Come on in...” Blaine said. Kurt walked in and crossed his arms. Blaine put on a new shirt and turned back to him. Kurt smiled at the way Blaine's curls fell around his face.
“You can sit,” Blaine said pointing to the couch on the other side of the room. Kurt walked over and sat down looking around the room. It was very simple and cozy, definitely Blaine's doing. Blaine sat on the chair next to the table his stuff sat on.
“So, why did you ask for me to come back?” Kurt asked.
“Isn't it obvious? I just sang two songs out there for you, plus I sang to you the other night...I need you Kurt. I miss you so damn much and I...I can't do this without you anymore. I realize I made a huge mistake and I'm so sorry.”
“Blaine...we both hurt each other and it hurt to let you walk away and it hurt even more being the one telling you to leave. I made a mistake in letting myself mix work and pleasure. I told myself I would never do that and look what happened. Who says it won't happen again?”
“We're smarter now. We've learned from our mistakes. Please, don't walk away on me...”
“Blaine...why do you want me back? I pushed you away. I told you to leave and not come back. Why do you still insist on being with me?”
“I love you, Kurt. I will always love you. It hurt to let go of Sebastian and open up to somebody else. You were the first and only person I've let in since then. I can't see myself with anybody else,” Blaine replied. Kurt nodded and looked down at the tan carpeting. He got up and went over to Blaine and looked down at him.
“My number hasn't changed. Text me later on and I'll give you my address. Meet me at the address tomorrow at seven in the evening. Don't be late,” Kurt said. He moved away from Blaine and walked out feeling the hazel eyes bore into his back as he left him behind. He met back up with Quinn who had a hopeful expression on her face.
“Don't even ask. I just need the house to me tomorrow evening. Take Rachel out some place nice,” Kurt said. She laughed and wrapped her arm through his and they walked out of the arena. The ride home was silent as he thought about what he was doing. He'd wanted Blaine back but he had given up that dream so long ago already. Blaine had a new, different life. Why would he want him around?
“Kurt, don't worry. You know if you get back with him you can try for a job as his manager or something. I'm sure Blaine would let you. Honestly, I think you'd actually be able to deal with him. He needs to be turned around,” Quinn said breaking the deafening silence in the car.
“I would like to but...who knows what will happen. Have you talked to him?” Kurt asked looking over at her.
“I have. He knows he has a problem. He said it's because of everything that's happened in the past two years. It was his escape from the world.”
“He can't keep doing that though. He's going to hurt himself...”
“Which is why he needs you. You can save him.”
“I'll see what I can do, Quinn. We need to see if we can even get back what we had.”
“And you will. I know you will.”
“I hope so...”
Comments
YAY! ive missed this a lot. is it too much to hop for smut.....
Maybe...I haven't decided yet! :)
omg i had a mini heart attack cause im happy u updated lol i was going to askdo you ship seblaine or did u just though it would be a good start
Lol! Thanks! And I only ship Seblaine as friends, nothing more. I just wanted to use him for this story as an old love who he lost.