LittleMissKT
May 9, 2012, 1:02 p.m.
This One's a Cheap Shot : Chapter 5
E - Words: 488 - Last Updated: May 09, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 15/? - Created: May 09, 2012 - Updated: May 09, 2012 128 0 0 0 0
Author's Notes: Prompt: Klaine first kissRating: KA/N: Oh the fluff
His heart was beating at a rapid pace. He couldn't believe it had taken him so so long to realize that the person that he had always wanted was standing right in front of him for months. He'd been there all along, and Blaine had been blind enough to just brush past the tightening in his chest that signaled that his true love, his soul mate, had been singing and dancing across the halls of his school for a long time now. He felt kind of stupid.
He also felt kind of amazing.
Blaine quickly decided that that was exactly what love was. A funny feeling in the pit of your stomach that made you feel really stupid but really awesome at the same time. It was like the best feeling in the world.
Now would come the hard part; actually telling said soul mate that he'd finally woken up and smelled the metaphorical roses. He'd never actually declared his love out loud to someone before.
Okay, the whole Gap fiasco did not count in the least bit. That had been a disaster, and he knew he couldn't do anything like that for Kurt.
No, Kurt deserved something breathtaking and beautiful, especially after how much Blaine had fucked up so far.
What if Kurt had moved on? What if Kurt didn't want him anymore?
Blaine had never had a panic attack before, but he was pretty sure this is what it felt like. He couldn't do this, he could not do this.
But, he had to.
When he had heard Kurt singing that heartbreaking song it was like somebody reached into his brain and turned a light on. It was like seeing Kurt for the very first time. He couldn't walk around for another moment with that feeling in his chest without telling somebody. He wanted to tell everybody. Kurt at least deserved that, if not so much more.
And that's how Blaine found himself sitting in the common room across from the most beautiful boy he'd ever met stumbling over his words about "looking for you forever" and "you move me". He didn't say the word love, he couldn't. He didn't want to risk losing Kurt before he even had him by scaring him off with big words that sounded like something a psycho would say. So Blaine substituted. He told Kurt how he felt, and prayed to whatever higher being that would listen, whether it be God, Allah, or that lion from Narnia, he really didn't care. He needed all the help he could get.
His breath caught in his throat when he saw Kurt inch forward slightly. Closing his eyes and following his instincts Blaine finally got to feel the soft pressure of Kurt's lips against his. It was heady and amazing and slightly intoxicating and Blaine never ever wanted it to end.
And in the moment, Blaine could finally put a name to the feeling he got whenever Kurt was around.
This was what forever felt like.