A/N: Warning: SMUT. Enjoy, will you? I dont know…11. Eve-2The whole world paused for a long time in Blaines mind, he opened his mouth, closed it, and then opened it again after he finally could inhale some oxygen. "Thats...thats great...Ha? Some kind of Christmas miracle?"Kurt nodded. "Maybe...It was the HDCT imported to our hospital lately, which discovered a tiny clot near the pons that was not appeared in the common CT before and Prof. Schuester helped to remove it...""When was that? Why didnt you tell me?""Three days ago. I didnt want to give people hope then disappointed them, so I kept it to myself. Im sorry...""You dont have to...So, he knew Im here?"Kurt nodded. "Yes...Oh. Dont worry, I didnt tell him what happened, I just said that you had an argument with your ...fiancé." As saying the last word, an onslaught of jealousy hit him."Kirtie my sweet, what are you..." A man with a light brown woolen stripped sweater appeared at door, spoke with a British accent, "Oh, hello, Blaine, you are awake. Im Adam. Sorry I cant shake your hand as holding this. Come out and eat with us, come on!""Adam! Put that down, you are still in recovery!""Come on, its just a small plate, I can totally handle it!""Just put it down! "Kurt pretended to be furious and Adam finally gave up, giving him a look full of love and affection.I wanna touch him.I wanna hold him in my arms.I wanna kiss him.I wanna feel inside him.Go get him, Blaine AndersonNo! I cant!Why not? The man you loves so much is right there, you can touch him if you stretch your arm! Go get him!No... I cant...Look at him, look at them... He loves him...I will never win...I cant be in the way of his happiness..."Blaine? Blaine? Are you Ok?""You must be very hungry, since you have been staring at the turkey for 10 minutes! "Adam giggled to Blaine.Blaine blushed.Kurt chuckled, "All right, lets start or it will be too late, I need to send you back to hospital, Adam, before 9 oclock and I also need to be the elf for the sick children tonight!""Kurt...Please...I dont wanna go back! "Adam pleaded."Thats not an option! You just had brain surgery 3 days ago! I have promised Prof. Schuester that. Actually, if I were not a doctor, youd never get the chance to leave hospital today!""Ok, ok, my doctor, can I at least be the audience for my elf?""That, yes, you may." Kurt smiled, handing the salad to Blaine, "that plastic surgeon will come too, I think you know her.""Santana?" Blaine put some salad in his palate, "Yes. So what song are you going to sing?""Here Comes Santa Clause""Oh, love that song, maybe I could play the piano for you...""Really?" Kurt grinned, "That will be great, I was gonna play it myself but since that Im not very good at it ...""So..."Adam looked at Blaine, "When is your wedding?"Blaine choked and coughed a few times."Adam!" Kurt sent a glance of blame to Adam."What? A little argument about the ornaments of the wedding is not going to change anything, Right?" Adam showed an expression of innocent.Blaine wiped his mouth with the napkin, "You told him what?"Kurt winked, "About your argument of the color of the table cloth, you liked it purple while he insisted dark blue, right?""R...right...Umm, well, about the time, we havent decided yet, we are just engaged...""Well, I think maybe you should ask Kurt about the decoration of a wedding, he is really good at it.""Umm... Yeah...I guess so." Blaine was so eager to change the topic, "So, Adam, any clue for who hit you?""No..."Adam shook his head."He is till suffering from the retrograde amnesia. "Kurt added."I couldnt remember why I even there. "Adam sighed.Blaine nodded, "Consider your situations of brain damage, that makes sense. I think coming back to that place might help you to remember.""Yes, but I think it is too early for him, "Kurt stroked the shoulder of Adam, "he still needs some time to recover.""Sure, sure, that can wait. "Blaine smiled yet his heart felt being squeezed when Kurt touched Adam.8:57pm-Back stage- "This unitard is really tight!" Kurt complained while adjusting the clothes.Santana looked into the mirror. "You think I can keep it afterwards?""So… do you love him?" She asked suddenly."...Love whom? Adam? Of course I love him...""No." she rolled her eyes," I mean Blaine. ""Umm...I...I..."The girl sighed, "Look, the point is whether you love him or not. You can not confuse love with friendship or appreciation. If you dont love him, dump him right now. Or your tender and kindness will just be the weapon to kill him. I dont wanna see him suffer nor you. So make your decision as soon as possible."Im making him in bitter? Am I being selfish that I want to keep both Adam and Blaine? God! You are such a terrible person, Kurt! Kurt sat down, lift hands to support his forehead."Hey, beauties, kids are waiting!" Blaines smiling face appeared at the door.-After the performance."That was just adorable, Kurt! "Adam gave Kurt a warm hug. "And I didnt know you were such a great pianist, Blaine!"Blaine smiled shyly. Hes such a sweet guy, Blaine. Handsome and sweet...No wonder Kurt will love him. "Ok, now, Adam you really need to go back to your ward, or Id be cursed by the nurse. You can never get Kitty angry. She could be an evil!""Ok..."Adam sighed. "Seems I have no choice. Goodbye, Blaine!""Bye, nice meeting you, Adam...And, goodbye, Kurt, I have to go home now, these clothes really need to be changed...""Are you sure, Blaine?" Kurt seemed concerned. "What about Seb...? You can stay at my home!""He…he sent me several messages to say he was sorry...So…I...I kind of…decide to forgive him...""But, Blaine...What he has done to you...""Kurt," Blaine stopped him," Dont, you dont need to say anything, Kurt, I understand..." I understand that you cant leave Adam, I understand that you dont want to hurt me, I understand that you dont love me..."Blaine..."Kurt looked into the hazel eyes, he couldnt see anything, it was totally dark. "If thats your decision...I will always there for you, Blaine..."Blaine nodded, "Thank you, Kurt...Youve already done more than enough for me...Take care of Adam. "He waved goodbye and sleepwalked to the gate.-10:55pm-Ward of neurosurgery.-Kurt helped Adam to change to the patients clothes and helped him lied down when Adam suddenly grabbed Kurts hand. "Kurt!""Umm?""Do…do you still love me?""Of course. Silly." Kurt smiled, kissed his forehead."Its just…three years, people can change a lot…""Not me." Kurt gave him a comfort glance."You know, you dont have to be with me just because you feel obligated to…It was not your fault…""Im not, Adam, stop worrying. Do you think Im not treating you well enough?""No, youve taken care of me so well since I woke up." Except you never kiss me in the lips since."Then stop worrying. Why dont you take a rest and I peel an apple for you?""Umm." Adam nodded. He saw Kurt rolling up his bed, then he picked a magazine the nurses put on the nightstand. After they found he was a Broadway actor, the magazines were all about Broadway or Entertainment."The man, you mentioned, Blaines fiancé, what is his name, again?""Sebastian Smythe." Kurt didnt look up and kept peeling."Smythe? The same as the name of this hospital?""Yep.""This one?" Adam pointed to a photo in the magazine.Kurt looked up. "Yep, you knew him before?""Just looks familiar somehow. But still not a clue." Adam shook his head. "I think they, Blaine and him, will make a cute couple…""Wont they?" Kurt smiled, handed Adam the apple.-11:25pmBlaine was wandering in the street. All the holiday lights and signs were claiming that he was the only miserable person in the world. He didnt want to go home nor he know where to go. He belonged to nowhere.The neon light of "Scandal" caught his eyes. (A/N: Yes, this one was in NY. Chain store or something I dont know :P )He used to go in there with Sebastian several times before but apparently he could not handle alcohol well so it had been a long time since last time. He sighed, figured that this was the time he needed something to anesthesia his brain.After two shots of tequila, Blaine felt floated, he went to the floor, twisted his body to the music.Suddenly, he was nestled, he tried to push away but the drink had took his strength. The man behind held him even tighter and whispered into his ear, "You looks so delicious, Blainey.""Seb?" With that familiar sound, Blaine felt part of his pride crushed, thats what he wanted now. A hug, a kiss, or being fucked to pass out so he could forget everything. Forget the day they met, forget the way he kissed him, forget the feeling connected to him…Sebastian cupped his face and turned it to his side. He rubbed Blaines lips with his own then Licked his lower lip , used his tongue to open his teeth , stretched into his mouth, and their tongue entangled.Being kissed brutally, Blaine felt his emotions boiling, no one could intercept. It feels different…This is not Kurt, no,this is not Kurt… But he cant stop, he wants more, he wants comfort, no matter how, no matter who…"Wooo…"Sebastian surprised, "What happened to my little puppy? Why are you crying? Are you discarded?"Am I crying? No, it couldnt be. My heart couldnt feel anything, how can I be crying?"Shut up, Seb, just fuck me!""Ha?" Sebastian smirked, "Such a temptation. Fine, lets go home now." He held Blaines waist and pushed him out."Umm…" Blaine murmured, "Cant wait, here!"Sebastian raised one eyebrow. "Here? In the street?" This is not the usual Blaine. But who cares? Love this one! He walked quickly to his car, opened the back door, put Blaine on the back seat. He was about to close the door when Blaine hooked his arms in Sebastians neck, and pulled him to himself. "Here would…fine!"Wet eyes.Rosy cheeks.Thirsty Blaine.Who can refuse?Sebastian chuckled, "I really should let you drink more frequently." He got in the car, shut the door and pressed on to Blaine. He kissed him fiercely, unbuttoned Blaines suit and shirt. Then he leaned, bit the left nipple, and rubbed it with his teeth, using his right hand to unbelt his trousers. Blaine moaned heavily, couldnt stand the torture to his nipple, and arched his body to ask more.Sebastian smirked and continued stripping Blaine till not one piece was left. He just loved the scene that he was still fully dressed while Blaine was totally naked. He was totally aroused by the view while he satisfactorily found Blaine feeling the same according to his erection. He hovered his fingers to Blaines mouth, ordered, "Suck it!" Blaine immediately took his finger into his mouth. "Right, good boy. So soft and warm. Yes…Lick it fully, or you will be in pain." Then he pulled out his finger and run circles around Blaines entrance, using his own saliva to lubricate him. He pushed one finger in and felt it being tightly wrapped, so he bent over to kiss the tip of Blaines cock, "Relax, honey." After the muscles loosened, he put one more finger in and gave time for Blaine to get used it."More…more…" Blaine moaned before he was fully expanded.One side of Sebastians mouth raised up, "You are such a slut, Blaine. Hold your knees with your hands now."Blaine obeyed in no time. Now he felt so exposed yet so turned on, with his knees put besides his head.Seeing that, Sebastian could wait no more. He slammed into Blaine.Blaine breathed rapidly and screamed. Love the feeling being pierced. "More…more…please…" He squeezed Sebastians buttock. "Harder…deeper…"Yes, fuck that way. Showing no mercy to me. Thats what I want. Gimme more. I want to feel more. So I can reach that place…No feelings, why still have feelings? Help me forget everything please…He could feel someone being in and out him, striking into him to his limit. Yet he still felt so empty. How could he be so full yet feel so empty?He could smell his own cum before he passed out.But I still havent reached that place…Heaven.Am I not able to reach there anymore?"Merry Christmas, puppy!" It was the last sound he could hear.A/N: Will you abandon me for this Seblaine scene? Please dont! Blaine was just drunk, and he will be happy in the end! Im so nervous. Reviews really push me to write more quickly XOXO.