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Candles: Chapter 23: I'm Gonna Get You Back!


M - Words: 1,696 - Last Updated: Aug 03, 2013
Story: Closed - Chapters: 36/? - Created: Dec 17, 2011 - Updated: Aug 03, 2013
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Author's Notes: Just read it :3 I have nothing else to say... Bold for emphasis on song ;)
Candles
Chapter 23: I’m Gonna Get You Back

“Blaine, I love you. I told you that when you sang to me, which I may say, very touching. I want you to know how I feel.”

Blaine nodded “Of course.”

“Which is why I want you to listen to this and listen carefully…”

For you, there'll be no more crying,
For you, the sun will be shining,
And I feel that when I'm with you,
It's alright, I know it's right

Blaine had tears in his eyes, he recognized the song right away.

To you, I'll give the world
to you, I'll never be cold

He hoped he was getting what he was saying.

'Cause I feel that when I'm with you,
It's alright, I know it's right

Blaine felt the same way about Kurt.

And the songbirds are singing,
Like they know the score,
And I love you, I love you, I love you,
Like never before.

He had began to cry as he sang the next part

And I wish you all the love in the world,
But most of all, I wish it from myself.

And the songbirds keep singing,
Like they know the score,
And I love you, I love you, I love you,
Like never before, like never before

Blaine was in tears as Kurt Finished the song.

“Look, Blaine, I want you to know how confused I was. Part of me wanted not to go back to you at allThen there was another part that wanted to do nothing but run back into your arms. I used to feel so safe with you Blaine, like nothing could ever hurt me as long as I had you. Then after this happened and you hugged me I didn’t feel that safety I used to, and that scared me because I knew I loved you. I knew I did.”

He paused and wiped his eyes “Then after you left, I lost it. I broke down. Telling you that I needed time, it killed me Blaine, I felt a piece of my heart break and leave with you. You were my first love, and they’re forever!”

Blaine looked confused and hurt. “Kurt I’m-“

He shook his head “Let me finish.” Blaine silenced himself and he continued

“Then Mercedes came to see me. She brought me this scrapbook of us and all these quotes. Something just clicked in my mind when I looked at one page the quote was simple ‘Love is just a word.”

He took Blaine’s hand “Until you find someone who gives it a meaning.’ It was then I knew that you were that person! You are love Blaine!”

Blaine started crying as Kurt said “I know now, that it’s you Blaine. It’s always been you!”

He smiled tearfully and said “I-I can’t be without you anymore! You’re my missing puzzle piece! You complete me!” He pulled Blaine into a soft gentle kiss.

Blaine parted from the kiss and pulled him close crying. “I missed you so much!”

“I missed you too! I’m sorry I put you through all this! I love you!”

Blaine looked at him, “Hey, hey! It’s okay! We’re together now, that’s what matters. I’m never going again.”

He smiled “Um, I want you to know what really happened Blaine.”

Blaine sighed “Ok…fine.”

He sighed “Remember this when I tell you what happened. I love you, nobody else.”

Blaine nodded “I know…I know.”

He sighed and began to recall the whole ordeal. I went into his room looking for you. You weren’t in your room so I figured you’d be with Jake. I talked to James cause Jake wasn’t there…neither were you.

You seem different…is there something you want to talk about?”

James sighed. “It’s just…” He shook his head “Never mind, just forget it. It’s stupid.”

He looked at him. “Hey, you can tell me anything you know that.”

James nodded “I know…it’s just, well, I’ve finally accepted being gay and all that. I mean I look at you and Blaine, and I see how happy and how deeply in love you two are. A-and I know that I’m never to have that.”

I felt so bad when he said that. I knew that feeling! It sucked!

He sighed “I know how you feel. But you will find someone someday. I felt the same way you did, and I found someone and you will too.”

James shook his head “No I won’t, I’m the dorky country boy.”

He sighed “No you’re not a dorky country boy. You have a lot of unique qualities James.”

James looked at him “Like what?”

”A red light probably should’ve gone off in my head when he asked me that but it didn’t…”

He smiled “Well, for one thing, you’re very sweet.”

James smiled as Kurt continued “You’re respectful, a great friend and as cute as a button. You’ll find that one boy that will love everything about you.” James looked up at him again “and when he does, he’ll be one of the luckiest guys in the world having you as his boyfriend. You just need to start looking.”

James smiled “Well…there is one person, I kinda do like…”

He smiled “Well, have you talked to him?”

“No…it’s complicated…”

He sighed “Oh is he not gay?”

James shook his head “Oh no he is…I think he likes me too but I don’t know…”

He smiled “Well you’ll never know if you don’t talk to him and tell him how you feel.”

James looked at him “Do you think I should?”

He nodded “Definitely!”

“ I didn’t think he meant me at all! He knew I was taken! And note how I said talk to him and tell him how you feel…not kiss him against his will. When he kissed me it took me a second to register what was happening. After I did, I pushed him away. I was shocked he did it! I didn’t want to give him another opportunity to try it again so I ran.”

He started to cry as he continued “I felt s-so as-ashamed! Even though I- I kne-knew I was j-just a v-victim! The reason I didn’t tell you…besides the fact you wouldn’t let me was because I didn’t want to ruin the night. I was going to tell you! I was! I swear!”

He took a deep breath and continued “ I just needed to figure out how and what I was going to tell you! I never wanted to hurt you! Never! I love you too much to hurt you and I am so, so sorry Blaine!”

Blaine took him in his arms “Hey, hey! Shh it’s okay Kurt! You have nothing to be sorry for! If anyone should be apologizing it’s me! I didn’t let you explain, I just panicked when I saw it and I didn’t think about what happened after the picture.”

He let out a shaky breath “All I was thinking when I was crying in bed was how much I wanted you to take me in your arms and hold me and tell me everything was going to be okay! You always made me feel better and the fact that you were what made me so sad…it k-killed m-me.”

Blaine started crying “I am so, so sorry baby! I never wanted to make you feel like that! I never wanted to hurt you but I did…we hurt each other! I love you more than anything Kurt! C-can you f-forgive m-me.”

He kissed Blaine “Of course I-I can. I love you too. Blaine!”

Blaine smiled and opened his arms to him. “C’mere.”

He smiled and hugged Blaine. He loved him so much. He missed this, being in Blaine’s warm embrace.

He looked at Blaine “Blaine, I love you, but after all this I think we should take things slowly.”

Blaine looked at him. “What do you mean?”

He sighed “Blaine, I’m sitting on your lap, you tell me.”

“Oh, that…We were going slowly with that one anyway sweetheart.”

He sighed “I know, I love you Blaine, I just…I don’t think I’m ready for that yet.”

Blaine lifted his chin. “Hey, it’s okay. I’m not quite ready yet either, soon maybe. But I won’t push you into doing anything more than kiss, if you don’t want to.”

He smiled “I love you Blaine. Thank you.”

“I love you too. But I do think we should talk about it soon. While I’m not ready to go all the way yet, I am ready to try other things with you. If you’re not that’s okay too.”

He sighed “I’m not really ready yet for that. I’m sorry.”

“Hey, no more apologizing. It’s ok. I know it’s going to take some time to get back to the way we were before, but we will, and when the time is right, we can take the next step, or if you want to do something but not go all the way we can do that. Just let me know okay?”

He nodded “I will. How did I get so lucky to have you?”

Blaine kissed him softly “You came back, and you’re the love of my life, that’s really all there is to it baby.”

He sighed contently “I missed you so much.”

“I missed you too Kurt.”

Blaine sighed “So, how pissed off is your dad at me?”

He winced “Pretty pissed off. But I don’t think he’ll use his shotgun on you, if that’s what you’re getting at here.” He smiled “It’ll be fine he’ll come around, just give him time.”

“I will, I know it’ll take time for him to trust me again. But I want you to know that I will see you more often than I was before. I’m going to do everything I can to make things ok again.”

“Oh, Blaine…you have finals to worry about, you have to study.”

“Yeah I do, while school is important, you’re matter more to me then school. I love you Kurt.”

He sighed “I love you too…I don’t want you to fail your finals. Bring your books with you and I’ll help you study.”

Blaine smiled “Okay, I can do that…”

“I love you Kurt, so much.”

“I love you too Blaine.” He wrapped his arms around him and held him close. For the first time in weeks, he was happy. His life was dark and grey without Blaine in it, it took him a while to figure it out. Of course everyone has their bumps in the road in their relationships, this was just one bump in the road, Kurt knew there would be more to come, but as long as they had each other, they could get through anything

End Notes: Awww yay our boys are back together. I told you I loved these boys! Did you honestly think I'd keep them apart? ;) This will probably be the end of the sadness and angst for a while...happy times now, for how long...I don't really know...but yeahh... Tell me what you think :)With love and Klainebows,(God I've missed saying that xD)Lizzie

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