Aug. 3, 2013, 1:40 p.m.
Candles: Chapter 19: Black Dahlia
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Chapter 19: Black Dahlia
Neither of the boys that night, how could they when they were both so heart broken and confused. Kurt just sat on his bed and looked at the pictures of them listening to Candles and Somewhere Only We Know. He wasn’t angry at all, he was just hurt and confused, the only thing that was on his mind, was Blaine.
He loved him more than anything and he wondered why he didn’t see that. He looked at his clock, it was 5:30 A.M he knew that he wouldn't be able to sleep at all, not with so much on his mind. He just decided to go and take a shower and get ready for the terrible day that lay ahead.
Blaine was far worse off than Kurt was. Try as he might, he could not stop crying. He was more hurt than he was when he saw Logan with Michael on the couch and he actually saw that with his own eyes. He loved Logan, but not like he loves Kurt.
Logan was just an idiot who only wanted one thing and he didn’t really see a future with him but he could with Kurt, that’s what destroyed him. Kurt was all he could think about. He loved Kurt more than anything and he didn’t know why Kurt would throw all that away for James, of all people!
He was pulled out of his trance when Greg Murphy, Flint, Thad and Wes came in. “Guys, I don’t want to talk right now!”
Thad, Flint and Wes sat on Kurt’s bed whilst Greg sat down beside Blaine. “No Blaine, you need to talk.”
He sat up “No, I really don’t!”
Thad stood up. “Blaine, we know you better than that! You need to talk Blaine, you may not want to but you need to!”
“About what huh?” He replied sharply. “About how I saw a picture of the love of my life kissing another guy, someone who I thought was my friend?”
He sniffled “About how heartbroken, and betrayed I feel? That what you want to hear?”
Before he could let anyone respond he continued “Oh wait, you must want to know who I haven’t slept since I haven’t been able to stop crying within ten minute intervals.” He shook his head and put it back in his hands.
Greg sighed “Blaine, we’ve heard Kurt’s side of the story, we talked to him already, now we want to know yours. What happened yesterday?”
He sighed “Do I absolutely have to?”
“Yes.”
He groaned and looked at them. “Fine! After I saw him he gave me this.”
He held out the picture. “This frame and the copies for me and my mom of our prom pictures Carole took. Then we sat down on my bed and watched Mulan, near the end of the movie I got texts from Jake asking me if I was okay, if Kurt was with me and if we talked and then what I was going to do about James. I had no clue what he was talking about so naturally I asked him and then he sent me the pictures and I confronted Kurt about them when he came out of the bathroom.”
He sighed and looked up finishing “We got into a huge fight and I ended it.”
He looked at Greg. “Can I please return to being depressed now?”
Greg shook his head and looked at Jake “How did you end up getting the pictures?”
Jake pointed to the bathroom door. “I was getting out of the shower when I saw it. I knew Blaine wouldn’t believe me if I told him s—“
He cut Jake off. “What do you mean I wouldn’t believe you?”
Jake sighed “Blaine, you wouldn’t have. You know that.”
He was surprised at this, “Yes I would have Jake! You’re my best friend for god’s sake! I know you would never lie to me about something like this! Even if you knew how much it would kill me, you’re always honest with me!”
Jake shook his head “I am so, sorry Blaine, I should’ve just told you, the pictures probably just made it worse.”
“No Jake, it would’ve been bad either way, I would’ve done the same thing if I were you.”
Greg looked at him. “Blaine, have you talked to Kurt since you broke up?”
He shook his head “N-no. I can’t, I’ve tried, but whenever I hold my phone and I scroll to his name and that’s as far as I get without crying like a baby.”
“So you haven’t even let him at least try to explain what happened?”
He shook his head, trying to hold back tears. He’d cried enough already. “I can’t! I know what happened! I get it, I’m not good enough for anyone. I don’t need to hear it from the love of my life. I’m all set thanks.”
Thad looked at him shocked and said “You really think that?”
He nodded “Obviously! Thad, how many people do you know get cheated on within days of telling them that they loved them?”
“Did you even stop to think about what happened after Jake took the pictures?”
He stared at him. “No…but I can put two and two together Thad. Everything we had…it was just a lie!”
Thad stood “Damnit Blaine! He loves you Blaine! He’s told me! He was shocked when James kissed him and froze! You would’ve too if you were in that situation. He pushed James away Blaine! He loves you more than anything! Don’t you realize that!?”
Everyone was staring at Thad in shock, nobody had ever seen him that angry before. Reality finally sank in. “Oh my god…what have I done?”
Thad sighed “You just overreacted that’s all…”
Wes looked at him. “Do you still love him Blaine?”
He looked at the picture he held in his hand, and nodded tearfully. “Yes, I do. I love him so much. I need to see him, try to apologize.”
Jake sat him down. “Hey, give him a few days to cool off a bit., You both could blow up at each other over nothing.”
He neededto see him. “B-but.”
Thad interrupted him. “Jake’s right Blaine. Seeing him now could make things worse.”
He sighed and looked at Jake. “What went on with James after Kurt left?”
“Oh trust me…you don’t want to know.”
He stood up. “You know what? I actually do, he could have ruined my relationship! I at least deserve to know why!” He went to go on Facebook mostly to check on Kurt and he stormed out of the room after opening it.
Kurt had come out of the shower and went on his laptop to check his e-mail hoping that Blaine had e-mailed him. He didn’t, instead it was all Facebook notification on his changed relationship status and status. He logged onto Facebook and his profile popped up, a picture of them at Prom, he couldn’t change it. He went to the relationship status ones first.
Kurt Hummel: is Single
Mercedes Jones: It’s his loss Boo! My offer to beat his ass still stands ;)
Rachel Berry: Yeah Kurt! It’ll be okay.
Brittany Pierce: Wait…what?
Tina Cohen-Chang: I’m with Brittany, What? You guys were amazing together! What happened!?!
Artie Abrhams and 16 others liked this
Santana Lopez: No me gusta! He’s a dead man Hummel!
Puck: No body messes with my boy Kurt. Santana you’re on your own, even though I would beat his hobbit ass but I’m still on parole!
Finn Hudson: Guys, Kurt doesn’t want anyone beating Blaine up. Believe me when I found out I turned around to beat his ass.
He smiled and clicked on his status.
Kurt Hummel: I have never felt so heartbroken in my entire life
Mercedes Jones: I’m here for you Boo! Love you!
Rachel Berry and 17 others like this
Finn Hudson: Yeah man, we’re a family. Glee’s here for you. You need me, you know where to find me. Love ya bro
Puck and 17 others like this
Kurt smiled he loved his friends, he went to make a new status.
Kurt Hummel: I’m still really upset over this and I’m still listening to Somewhere Only We Know and Candles on repeat but I have amazing friends! Idk what I’d do w/o you guys!
Jake Wilde- Kurt Hummel: For what it’s worth Kurt, Blaine’s been doing the same thing, I hope you’re ok and I hope we can still be friends.
Kurt Hummel- Jake Wilde: Absolutely Jake! I’ll be okay…eventually
He went to his brothers room to thank him in person. But ran into him storming out of his room with his keys. “Finn, where are you going?”
“To Dalton!”
He groaned “I told you I didn’t want you to harm Blaine!”
Finn sighed “It’s not him I’m after!”
He was confused. “Wait, who are you going after then…correction who do you think you’re going after, I don’t have enough money to bail you out of jail so.”
Finn brought Kurt to his room and showed him his laptop.
Blaine was storming down the hall towards James’ room. “Blaine! Wait! What are you doing!?!”
He turned towards Jake, “Did you see the message he sent me?”
Jake shook his head “Uh, no I may be an ass but I know my limits.”
He sighed and brought Jake back to his room and pulled up his laptop. “See!”
Jake looked at him…”Uh yeaah…That’s bad…But I don’t think- Blaine!”
Wes and Greg were already after him. “Blaine! Wait!”
“No way! Not after the new little piece of information he just sent me.”
Jake sighed “Look, I will bring you to my room okay but you need to be calm about it!”
Jake looked at Wes. “You need to leave. Greg I might need you.”
Wes reluctantly left and the three of them went off to Jake’s room.
Jake opened the door and the three of them went in. Blaine had calmed down during the walk to the room but when he saw James he had to contain himself.
James looked up and saw Blaine and looked down again. “What do you want?”
He scoffed “Hmm…gee I don’t know James, what could I possibly want?”
James shrugged “I don’t know that’s why I asked you. You’re the last person I’d think to see here right now.”
He nodded “Well, after what you did to both Kurt and My relationship status, I don’t see why you’re surprised.”
James looked up. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“Uh…hmmm let’s see.” He took out his blackberry and went to his profile and showed him.
Blaine Anderson: is single
James Holbrook likes this.
Kurt Hummel: is single
James Holbrook likes this.
“I don’t know what sick game you’re playing but I want some answers. I have a really good feeling that this was no accidental kiss. So talk!”
James shook his head in disbelief. “Wow, you and Kurt are so alike it’s scary. How neither of you saw how much I liked him, I have since the day I met him! So I knew when Kurt left you’d have relationship issues…I didn’t think I’d be one of them. But hey, I’m only human!”
Blaine couldn’t believe him right now. “Are you serious? How the hell is what you did human? You’re just like Karofsky!”
James shook his head “No Blaine, see there’s where you’re wrong. Jake told me about Karofsky and he did it and regretted it later. I did it yesterday and I don’t regret it at all!”
He had to contain himself so he wouldn’t punch him in the face. “Are you kidding me? You were supposed to be our friend James. You hurt not only me but you hurt Kurt too! Tell me something. Why’d you do it?”
James smiled “Honestly, you really don’t deserve him, and another thing, love. You should try it sometime.”
“Excuse me!? I don’t deserve him?! So you think because you kissed him against his will he’s going to go crawling to you. He probably fucking hates you right now!”
James looked at him. “Really? What makes you think that he’s going to crawl back to you Blaine, when you didn’t even let him explain?”
“Look, I’m not a violent person, but you’re seriously making it difficult for me to do so I’m gonna say this one thing and be on my way. I love Kurt, and I know he loves me, that’s something you won’t have, Kurt’s love. And if you even try to try something else with Kurt, there will be hell to pay.”
He walked out of Jake’s room and went back to his own with Jake on his heels. “Blaine, where the hell did that come from!?!”
“Jake, can we not do this right now?”
Jake nodded “Yeah it’s fine…and for what it’s worth, I think he’ll come back to you, if he loves you he will.”
He smiled “Thanks Jake.”
“Finn, calm down! I’m sure that Blaine has already taken care of this. Yes he’s the one that caused this but you’re not going to get into trouble because of this dipshit! I’m done with him and you need to calm the hell down! Violence doesn’t solve anything! Go back to your room!”
Finn reluctantly agreed and went back into his room.
He spent a lot of time after seeing that post crying about it, especially knowing now that it was intentional. He didn’t know what he was going to do anymore, when he thought of Blaine, he thought love. But did Blaine love him anymore, that’s the big question.
Comments
Yay it's slowly falling back into Place!! Though I am rather pissed that Blaine wouldn't let him explain. I gt he was Burt an rather sensitive after Logan, but he should have known that Kurt wasn't anythin like him! Haha I love how your stories get me all worked up! On to the next!!
Lol you get worked up? You should see me writing!!!