Chapter 2

A phone rings and Kurt wakes up. He looks towards the phone, but doesnt move. Its Blaines. He turns around in the bed and looks over at Blaine. He is sleeping, his mouth slightly open and his hair wild. Kurt bites his lip so he doesnt smile too wide at Blaines adorableness.

The phone stops ringing so Kurt moves closer to Blaine, kissing him on the chest. He can feel Blaine stop breathing for a second before making a tired satisfied sound.

"Good morning," Kurt whispers and looks up at Blaine.

With eyes still closed, Blaine smiles a little and mumbles a good morning. Kurt chuckles and kisses Blaine on the mouth. It takes a second before he kisses him back.

Blaine opens his eyes and Kurt looks into them. Its like nothing has changed. Well except all the drama they had five years ago. Blaine knows he is gay, Kurt still loves Blaine and he is sure Blaine does too. They are in New York. There is nothing stopping them from being together. Kurt smiles and Blaine frowns adorably.

"What? Why are you looking at me like that?"

Kurt chuckles, "Do I need a reason to look at you?"

"Yes," Blaine jokes and Kurt kisses him again.

Kurt runs his hand down Blaines hip and down his thigh.

"Are you trying to kill me?" Blaine asks, "Im still exhausted from last night. I love your mouth, but three blow jobs makes me exhausted. Im not a teenager anymore," Blaine grins, biting his lip.

"You say that like youre 60," Kurt chuckles, moving his body closer, his hand still on Blaines thigh.

"Sometimes it feels like it," Blaine tells Kurt.

Kurt smirks, "You definitely werent 60 last night."

Blaine bites his lip, a smile playing on his mouth. Blaines phone rings again and Kurt sighs. It doesnt stop, so Blaine leans over Kurt to pick it up from the nightstand.

Blaine sighs when he looks at the screen, cursing under his breath before answering. Kurt tries to look at who it is, but doesnt get a chance. Blaine sits up in bed, Kurt moving his hand off Blaines thigh.

"Hey," Blaine says, "Sorry, I forgot to text you last night."

Its silent for a few seconds before Blaine blushes slightly, "Shut up, its not like that. I just fell asleep."

Kurt frowns slightly; doesnt Blaine want to tell anyone about them? Is this more complicated than Kurt thought?

"I wont be long; will you be okay for an hour? Okay… Okay, see you soon."

Blaine hangs up and throws his phone aside and turns around to Kurt again. He lies down on Kurt and kisses him.

"You have work?" Kurt asks, acting like he didnt hear the conversation.

Blaine shakes his head, "No, I just need to get home."

"Its 7am," Kurt frowns.

"Sorry, something came up," Blaine says and gets out of the bed, avoiding Kurts eyes.

Blaine gets dressed, but Kurt doesnt move. Should he ask? No, play it cool. They arent together. Well, Kurt wants to, but they havent talked about that yet.

"Im sorry, Ill talk to you later," Blaine says and leans down and kisses Kurt quickly on the cheek.

"Yeah…" Kurt says even though Blaine has left the room, falling down on the bed "See you later."

Xx

"Good morning," Puck smirks when Kurt walks out of his room a few hours later.

Kurt rolls his eyes with a smile, "Morning."

He walks over to the kitchen where Quinn and Dylan are drinking coffee. Quinn smirks, but Dylan just drinks from his cup.

"Morning," Kurt mumbles and finds a coffee.

"Mhm," Quinn says teasingly.

Why cant Quinn and Puck just be like Dylan? Not make such a big deal about him and Blaine or any other guy hes ever been with.

Kurt pours himself some coffee and sits down beside Dylan, Quinn sitting on the other side of the table.

"How was your night?" Kurt asks, trying to change the subject.

"Nothing big really happened," Dylan says and shrugs, giving Kurt a little smile.

"More happened here," Quinn grins and Kurt gives her a screw you look. Quinn chuckles at the look he gives her, but Kurt ignores her and takes a sip from his coffee.

"Plans today?" Quinn asks and Kurt shakes his head.

"Were gonna look around, you want to come?"

Kurt thinks for a second before agreeing. He needs to get out of the house and distract himself from the urge to call Blaine every second.

Xx

They end up in Central Park. Puck and Dylan wanted to go to Times Square, but because its summer break, there will be a lot of people there and probably a lot of fans. So, that wasnt happening. But the park is a nice place to go, so why not? There are a lot of people here too, but they are all wearing sunglasses so not many recognize them. Kurt tries to keep a little distance from the others, because if all four are walking together, more people are gonna see them. Especially when Dylan and Puck start joking and running around like children.

Kurt sees Quinn approaching him, "Are you okay?"

Kurt nods, "Yeah, why?"

Quinn rolls her eyes, "I know you, Kurt, so tell me whats going on."

"Nothing," Kurt says and looks at an old couple walking by them. He can hear Puck and Dylan laughing in the background.

"How many times do I have to tell you, you are a bad liar?" Quinn lifts an eyebrow.

Kurt rolls his eyes, "Its nothing, its just Blaine."

"No shit," Quinn says ironically, "What happened?"

"He got a call this morning and had to go,"

"Okay…?"

"He was blushing and apologizing for forgetting to text whoever it was last night, like he had some plans. Or somewhere to be."

Quinn frowns, clearly not understanding the big deal.

Kurt sighs, "Im just paranoid arent I?

Quinn shrugs, "I dont know, are you guys back together?"

"No, I dont think so. We havent really gotten a chance to talk about it."

"Do you want to?" Quinn asks.

"I… I still love him, that hasnt changed, so yeah I do."

Quinn only nods, looking at her feet. Kurt doesnt question her behavior, he knows what she is thinking; the band. How is Kurt going to be in the band, live in LA and be with Blaine? Thats a good question…

He really wants to be with Blaine, but how will it work? Long distance wont work. But Blaine is just working at this music store; he can get the same job in L.A. Maybe he can come with him to L.A.? He needs to be with Blaine though, one way or another.

Xx

Kurt cant handle it anymore; he needs to talk to Blaine. He sends a text asking if they can meet. Blaine tells him he is a little busy at the moment but can meet him later tonight. Kurt says thats okay and they agree on eating dinner at a restaurant not far away from where Blaine lives. Is there a reason they will be eating close to Blaines place? Kurt grins, of course there is.

The time goes by painfully slowly. Kurt spends his time looking at the clock, showering, getting dressed, looking at the clock and looking at the clock.

Kurt takes the subway downtown and easily finds the restaurant. Blaine is already there and he smiles when he see Kurt. Kurt smiles back and walks over.

"Hey, thanks for meeting me," Kurt says and Blaine stands up to give Kurt a hug.

"Of course, sorry I ran out so fast this morning."

Kurt shakes his head and sits down. Its a big place and there are a lot of people, but its still quiet and nice. They get a menu each and order something to drink. Kurt orders something a little stronger, he needs this now. Blaine lifts an eyebrow at Kurt before ordering a light beer.

"You okay?" Blaine asks after the waiter is gone.

Kurt nods, but can feel how nervous he suddenly is. He looks down at his menu and finds something to eat. Pasta sounds good. Blaine orders a chicken salad.

"So what did you need to talk about?" Blaine asks, sounding nervous too.

Kurt shakes his head, "It can wait a little."

Blaine nods, "Okay, so what did you do today?"

Kurt shrugs, "I took a walk in Central Park with the others, but nothing much."

Blaine smiles and takes a sip from his beer. Kurt drinks from his, feeling the alcohol running down his throat.

"Why am I nervous?" Blaine chuckles awkwardly when no one says anything.

Kurt chuckles too and takes Blaines hand over the table, "I dont know, but I am too for some reason."

Well, Kurt knows why he is a little nervous. He needs to ask Blaine and he doesnt know how he will take it. Maybe it was just a onetime thing for Blaine even though that doesnt sound like him.

"What did you think of the concert?" Kurt asks.

Blaine smiles, "It was amazing, you guys are really good, no surprise though, youve always been."

Kurt smiles, "Thanks," Kurt wonders about whether he should ask or not, but in the end decides to, "Was it bad that I sang the song? I know it must bring back some memories, but Im kinda forced to sing it. But I-"

"Kurt its fine, it was a long time ago." Blaine assures Kurt, "Of course it was a little hard to hear it, but you sounded amazing and the song is great," Blaine smiles.

Kurt grins, "Oh really?"

"Really," Blaine chuckles and the food arrives.

They eat it while talking a little bit more about the concert before changing the topic to something else.

They have a few more drinks before they pay and walk out. They walk down a street, holding hands. Kurt looks down at them and smiles, he could do this forever. He looks up at Blaine and smiles at him.

"What?" Blaine asks.

Kurt stops and smiles, "Nothing, Im just happy."

Blaine smiles and kisses Kurt softly on the mouth.

"What are we?" Kurt asks, not able to wait any longer.

Blaine looks a little startled by the question and is quiet for a few seconds.

"I dont know… I thought we were taking things slow?"

Kurt nods, "Yeah we are, but… I live in LA, I have the band… Im gonna be here for a few weeks, but I cant stay longer. I want to be with you Blaine and I know were taking things slow, but I just need to ask. Do you want to be with me? Longer than a few weeks?"

Blaine looks a little overwhelmed, but answers, "Of course, but-"

"Move with me to LA. I dont want to be away from you and we both know long distance doesnt work."

"What? Kurt, I cant just move, I have a life here… And why are you asking this now? Cant we wait and see how this goes first?"

Kurt frowns, "So youre unsure if you want to be with me? Blaine, weve know each other for years and maybe we havent seen each other in five years, but I dont feel anything less for you."

"Its not that Kurt, I just cant move, New York is my home and-"

"Why not? You can get a job in LA too, maybe a better one."

"Better?" Blaine asks, sounding a little mad now, "So I dont have a good enough job now?"

"I didnt mean it like that; I just meant you can do much better. Was this the job you really wanted after NYADA?"

"You havent been here for five years; you dont know what I think anymore or what I want. Thats why I wanted to take things slow because there is so much you and I dont know."

Kurt frowns and Blaine sighs, "I need to go, Cooper is waiting."

"Right, Cooper. Is it really him? Is that why?"

Blaine looks at him with confusion and annoyance, "Youve had too much to drink, well talk later."

"No, dont go," Kurt tries to stop Blaine but he walks away.

Kurt walks the other way towards the subway when Blaine disappears behind the corner. What just happened? Kurt had imagined a happy ending. Blaine says yes to moving to LA and them living there together, happy. He didnt think it would end like this.

He puts his earplugs in and sits down on an empty seat on the train. He plays it loud so he cant hear anything else. He watches the people around him and thinks about how different the world looks when you can only hear the music. Everything looks good and peaceful for some reason. Thats the beauty of music, it makes everything good. Except one thing… Why wouldnt Blaine move with him to LA? Yes, maybe it was a little early to ask, but he didnt even think about it. Like he doesnt want to be with Kurt. Kurt cant help but think Cooper isnt the one waiting at home, but someone else. But Blaine isnt the cheating type, he is too good for that. But he didnt deny it…

Kurt shakes his head, how can he be sure? Its been five years; a lot has changed so why cant Blaine also have changed? Maybe this is a sign, maybe they should stop. Kurt lives in LA, Blaine lives here. Kurt has a life in LA, Blaine has a life here. Maybe they should just stop before it gets too far. Blaine doesnt even want to move to LA and Kurt cant move here, so whats the point?

Kurt gets off at his stop, still listening to music and walks to the apartment. Dylan is there, but Kurt cant see Quinn or Puck.

"Wheres the others?" Kurt asks and sits down on the couch beside Dylan.

"Date," he says simply and Kurt nods.

They decide to watch a movie. Neither of them has seen Gone Girl that came out a few years ago, so they end up watching it. After the movie is done they are both hungry so they make some food.

"We need desert though," Dylan says with a grin.

Kurt grins too, remembering how much a fan Dylan is of desert. After finishing the homemade pizza and putting it in the oven, they start making a chocolate cake.

"Fuck, youre so messy!" Dylan laughs.

Kurt looks around him. The counter and floor is covered in flour and chocolate powder. His fingers are sticky from the eggs. Kurt looks at Dylan with an innocent look and Dylan rolls his eyes.

Kurt chuckles and washes his hands, "Well excuse me for not being a good baker."

He can hear Dylan laugh behind him as he takes out the pizza. He walks over to Dylan again and watches him add the last ingredients.

Dylan looks at Kurt and chuckles, shaking his head, "You look horrible."

Kurt rolls his eyes and Dylan uses his thumb to clean Kurts face. Kurt smiles and thanks him.

They put the cake in the oven and start eating their pizza.

"Hmm, this is amazing," Dylan moans with satisfaction.

Kurt nods, "Yeah, were good at this."

Theres a knock on the door and Kurt stands up to answer it. Its probably Quinn and Puck, forgetting their keys again.

He opens it and is surprised to see Blaine, breathless and a little sweaty, standing in front of him.

"Blaine? What are you doing here?" Kurt frowns, swallowing the pizza in his mouth, and Blaine walks forward, kissing Kurt.

Blaine looks behind Kurt and blushes "Oh, sorry I didnt mean to interrupt."

Kurt looks behind him and sees Dylan looking awkwardly at them.

"No, sorry…its fine" Dylan says and walks to the kitchen. Kurt can here Dylan take out the cake.

"You want some cake?" Kurt asks, giving Blaine a little smile.

Blaine takes a deep breath and nods, "Yeah that sounds good."

They walk to the kitchen and Blaine sits down at the table. Kurt looks at the cake.

"Oh it looks so good!"

"Should I leave you two?" he whispers and Kurt shakes his head.

"No, its fine. You need to taste the cake too."

After putting on some chocolate sauce, which melts, the three of them sit around the table and eat the cake.

"This is amazing, we did great," Kurt says and grins over the table at Dylan.

"I did great, you mean. You only made the whole kitchen dirty," Dylan says and they both laugh.

Kurt can see how uncomfortable Blaine is, so after eating up their slice of cake, Kurt brings Blaine with him to his room.

Blaine sits down on the bed, but Kurt only stands there, looking down at him.

"Are the rumors true?" Blaine asks, looking down at his hands.

Kurt frowns, "What are you talking about?"

Blaine still looks down, "Ever since you guys became popular, theres been a rumor you and Dylan are together…" Blaine looks at Kurt, "Were they ever true? Ive seen some pictures in the magazines."

Kurt is still frowning, "I didnt think you believed everything in that stuff."

"You didnt answer my question."

Kurt sighs, "In high school, before we got together, I slept with him a few times and after we broke up, I slept with him once, but its not like that anymore. We are only good friends; I know he doesnt like me that way anymore."

"Why didnt you tell me?"

"Because its not a big deal, its over, okay? Is that why you came, to ask about Dylan and me?"

Blaine sighs and shakes his head, "No, I came to apologize… Im sorry I pushed you away…." Kurt sits down beside Blaine, "I guess Im just still in shock for having you in my life again, but I dont want to lose you, like I did last time. My life is a mess, Kurt, youre gonna run away fast when you realize how bad it really is. But I dont care; I want to be with you. And that makes me scared…"

"Im scared too, I totally freaked out today and started to rush things."

Blaine shrugs, "We both did some stupid things," he smiles a little and Kurt smiles back.

"So… are we okay? And I promise; you dont need to worry about Dylan or any other guy, I only want you."

Blaine nods and kisses Kurt softly, "Same goes to you. And by the way, Cooper is the one living with me."

They both smile and move in for another kiss.

Kurt pulls away when he remembers something, "Do you want to talk about everything that is going on in your life that might scare me off?"

Blaine shakes his head, "Not right now", and kisses Kurt again.

Kurt is curious what Blaine is hiding and he really wants to know, but he doesnt want to push Blaine into something he isnt ready for, not again. He can wait a little longer.

Blaines mouth wonders down to Kurts neck and he closes his eyes and focuses on those amazing warm lips. Kurt brings one hand to Blaines hair for support and grabs it hard, making Blaine moan against his neck. Kurt knows how much Blaine loves to be pulled at his hair just as Blaine knows Kurt loves to be sucked at his neck.

"Blaine…" Kurt breaths out and slowly move his body backwards so he lies on the bed, Blaine never leaving his neck.

"Its so hard not to fuck you right now," Blaine whispers and brings his leg over Kurt so he has one on each side, still sucking a mark on Kurts soft skin.

Kurt wants to say yes to being fucked, but they are taking things slow, and this is not taking things slow.

"Blaine… we should stop, we were gonna take this slow remember?"

Blaine sits up in Kurts lap, "So we cant make out?" he asks with those adorable eyes and his face in a pout.

Kurt grins at that before getting serious again, "Not when you say things like that."

That makes Blaine smile, "Okay fine… I should go anyway, its late."

Kurt nods, "Okay, see you later babe."

They kiss softly before Blaine walk out of his room.

oooo

Blaine walks into the store and smiles at Frank, "Good morning."

"Morning," Frank smiles back and Blaine starts working.

About two hours later Iris walks in, smiling at Blaine. He smiles back; he really needs a friend right now.

"Ill take my break now," he tells Frank and walks out with Iris.

"Hey, stranger," Iris says and they hug before finding the coffee shop they always go to.

"So whats up?" she asks and Blaine cant help but blush slightly as he sits down.

Iris gasps and demands him to tell her everything.

"Its not that big of a deal," Blaine says even though it is.

Iris lifts an eyebrow, "Really? Whos the guy?"

Blaine is happy there arent many people here right now and none close around them.

"Well… Its Kurt. From high school," Blaine tells Iris who needs a second before realizing who it is.

"What? You met him again?"

Blaine nods, "Yeah a few days ago."

"Why didnt you tell me? Are you okay?" she asks worried.

"Im good, Im really good," Blaine smiles like a crazy person and Iris cant help but chuckle, her eyes rolling slightly.

"Aw Im happy for you boo; I cant wait to meet him!"

Blaine smiles, "Thanks, so how are you doing? Talked to Brad or Ashley?"

She shakes her head, "No and I dont intend to."

"Im sorry Iris… why dont you come to my place after work? That always gets you in a better mood."

"Oh yes that sounds awesome! Ive missed them," she says with a big smile.

Xx

"Hey," Kurt says and smiles when Blaine walks over.

Kurt asked Blaine out on a date, planning to do this really nice and romantic. They have been together a week now and Blaine knows they are both ready for the next step. Even though they dated five years ago, it still feels like they are going to do this for the first time.

Blaine smiles, "Hey there handsome."

They had just eaten dinner in a really nice restaurant and were now walking to Kurts apartment. Kurt said there wasnt anyone else there, that they were out at a party.

Kurt takes Blaines hand and walks into the elevator. Blaine smiles to himself and looks up, watching the numbers rising, signalizing which floor they are passing.

The elevator door opens and they walk out and into the apartment. Blaine looks around as they walk into Kurts bedroom.

Kurt leans over and kisses Blaine softly, "Would you like some dessert? We have ice cream."

Blaine smiles and nods, sitting down on the bed as Kurt walks out to the kitchen. He comes back with one bowl with ice cream and chocolate sauce and two spoons. He sits down on the bed too, both of them in the middle of the bed with the bowl between them, and they start to eat.

Blaine is looking at Kurt for a while and when Kurt notices he questions him, both with a soft smile.

"I love you," Blaine says and takes some more ice cream into his mouth.

Kurt swallows and smiles, "I love you too, that has never changed."

Blaine looks at the way Kurt is looking at him, with so much love, and his whole body is suddenly feeling as light as feather. It reminds him of five years ago, when he could just look at Kurt and feel loved and important. Its amazing to feel like this again by just looking into those blue eyes.

Blaine takes some more ice cream on his spoon, and brings it slowly to his mouth. Kurt stares as Blaine sucks slightly on the spoon, some ice cream running from his mouth and down to his chin. Its cold, but Blaine likes it. And they way Kurt is looking at him, makes him harder.

"Shit…" Kurt mumbles and Blaine grins.

Kurt puts away the bowl of ice cream and moves over to Blaine, who is still sucking on the spoon. When he pulls it out of his mouth, Kurt takes it from him and throws it on the floor. He can feel the ice cream still running down, all the way down to his neck. He can see Kurt wanting to lick it, so he pulls him closer. Blaine moans as his tongue touches his skin. When his tongue ends at Blaines mouth, he kisses Kurt.

"Kurt," Blaine moans and pull Kurts shirt over his head.

Kurt takes off Blaines shirt too and they admire each others bodies.

"So beautiful…" Kurt whispers, their foreheads touching.

They get all their clothes off quickly and Blaine lies on top of Kurt, kissing him deeply.

"Blaine please…" Kurt moans and Blaine puts one finger inside him, making Kurt gasp.

After working his three fingers for a while, Blaine finds a condom in the drawer. He puts it on and comes back, an idea on his mind. Kurt looks at him and frowns when he sees he has the bowl in his hand.

"What are you doing? Dont eat that now."

Blaine chuckles, "Oh so you dont want me to do this?"

Blaine gets in the bed beside Kurt, who is lying on his back, breathing heavily. He takes the spoon and puts some ice cream on Kurts belly. He gasp at the cold but when Blaine licks it up and sucks on the skin under it, Kurt moans loudly, feeling himself getting even harder.

"Fuck Blaine!" he sits up, "Let me try."

Blaine smirks and lies down, excited for what Kurt is about to do. It looked like Kurt loved it a lot so it is bound to be good. Only this is making him harder.

Kurt puts some on his stomach first and licks it up. After doing that one more time, Blaine moaning at the feeling, he makes a long line from his bellybutton and up to his chest, licking it up seductively. Blaine watches him, looking into his eyes, but his eyes roll back when a sudden cold feeling hits his cock. He looks down and sees ice cream running down. His mouth is wide open, a few moans coming out, as he watches Kurt lick it up.

"Shit!" Blaine moans, falling down on his back when Kurt is done.

Kurt smirks and straddles Blaine. Their mouths attach again and Blaine opens his mouth for Kurts tongue. Kurt lifts his hips up and sits down on Blaines welcoming cock, both moaning at the heat.

"Im not gonna last long," Blaine laughs and thrusts up.

Kurt tilts his head back, his mouth open when he starts moving up and down, making circular movements.

"Me neither," he says after a few minutes.

Kurt lies down on his side after a few minutes on top of Blaine, both of them breathing heavily. Blaine understands what he wants and spoons him. Kurt lifts his leg up and Blaine thrust in and out of him, a little more roughly, but neither of them wants this to be quick and dirty.

Both are moaning loudly and after a few more thrusts, they come.

Kurt smiles, breathing heavily. He kisses Blaine softly, both exhausted.

"Ive missed this so much. I love you."

"I love you too."

Xx

Its been a few days since Blaine and Kurt saw each other. Blaine thinks about their last night together and smiles, his cheeks getting warmer. He quickly thinks about something else, he cant think about this here.

He finds his phone instead to stay distracted. It isnt helping much though.

Blaine looks at them for a second before returning his eyes back to his phone. The sun is making it hard to read on his phone and his sunglasses arent helping.

A young woman, maybe in her early thirties, sits down beside him on the bench, smiling softly at him. Blaine smiles back and notice the cute Shepard lying by her legs. He is breathing heavily with his tongue out; it must be very hot for this big dog. Blaine smiles at it before looking at his phone again.

He glances towards them, just to make sure they are alright when he hears a voice behind him. He jumps slightly, almost dropping his phone, and looks at the source. Fuck! Fuck!

"Kurt, what… what are you doing here?" Blaine asks and stands up, pulling Kurt with him behind a tree, taking his sunglasses off.

Kurt frowns, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, yeah, Im fine," Blaine lies, "Im sorry Kurt, I need to go, but can we talk later?"

Blaine quickly walks away, but remembers something. Shit, how can he do this without Kurt seeing him? He is screwed!

He looks towards them and notices the woman with the dog looking at them.

Kurt grabs his arm, "Blaine, what the hell? Whats going on? Is this about the other night?"

"No, of course not! Its nothing, Kurt, I just have to go."

"Blaine, wait!" Kurt grabs Blaines arm again when Blaine attempts walk away "Tell me what it is."

"I-" Blaine starts, but someone interrupts him.

Fuck.