Sept. 10, 2013, 7:19 a.m.
Love me, not him: Chapter 15
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Hello all my lovelies!! Okay so here is the next chapter! This is from Blaine's POV. He is going to his parents this chapter, so we'll see how that goes! And I just want to thank everyone for the reviews! They mean everything to me and it's what keeps me writing! Oh and a big thank you to by awesome beta, Rebecca!! xx Enjoy!
Chapter 15
Blaine walked over to one of the couches, as far away from Sebastian as possible, and waited for the last Warblers to come.
Kurt wasn't here yet.
After last week, Blaine couldn't think about anything else. Every time he saw Kurt, thoughts about kissing him flew into his mind. His beautiful eyes were all he can see… and his lips… Blaine never thought he could feel this way about someone, but he is, and he has never felt better.
He had forgotten about the troubles with his parents and Sebastian. He had even forgotten to go home and tell his parents the truth. He just didn't care now. He wouldn't have a worry when he had Kurt, well soon.
A body sat down beside him and Blaine was about to tell him that it was occupied, but stopped short as he looked to his side and saw that a beautiful, smiling boy with blue eyes was looking at him.
"Hey!" He said with a bright smile.
"Hey!" Blaine echoed with a mirroring smile just as bright as Kurt's.
Kurt moved a little closer and lowered his voice so only Blaine could hear him. His breath tickled the shell of his ear, making him shiver slightly. Kurt laughed at his action before speaking softly.
"Ben and I are over."
Blaine's eyebrows shoot up at this information. He looked over to Kurt quickly to see his expression. He doesn't look sad.
"Really?" He gasps in excitement, a little too loudly.
Blushing, he looked around the room to see if anyone had heard him, and found every eye in the room staring back at him.
Kurt chuckled beside him and whispered a yes.
Blaine looked at Kurt again, "When did this happen?" Blaine asks, a little urgently and much lower this time.
If it had just happened, Blaine would have to wait for a while before he could be with him. But he was willing to wait as long as Kurt wanted.
"Yesterday." Kurt whispered back.
Blaine nods, "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, it was the right thing to do, you know." Kurt smiled at Blaine before scoffing, "Don't look so surprised, I told you how I feel about you. Me and Ben just wasn't right."
Blaine smiled in return, about to say something, but Wes interrupted.
"Okay first, we were thinking about having a duet at sectionals this year, so sign up if you would like to sing. And…"
Blaine stops listening after Wes mentioned a duet. He needed to sing one with Kurt. That would be perfect! They could spend so much more time together and after a few days, Kurt wouldn't resist anymore!
God, those lips looked so delicious
After rehearsal was over, Blaine and Kurt walked up to their dorm room, talking about what they were doing this weekend.
"I have to go home. I haven't talked to them since my father called and said we needed to talk." Blaine sighed.
Kurt frowned, "You want me to come with you?"
Blaine looked over at Kurt, "No, I don't want you in the middle of all this. It would just make things worse… But thank you." He says and takes Kurt hand without even thinking about it.
Kurt stopped outside their dorm door and looked down at their hands. Blaine did the same before looking up at Kurt again sheepishly with a smile.
He can see a slight blush on Kurt's face and he smiled even brighter.
He is so adorable.
Finally, Kurt looked up, into Blaine's gaze. He could never get over how beautiful Kurt's eyes were, nor could he put a finger on what color they were exactly. They were never completely blue or green or grey, they were like the ocean. And Blaine loved them.
Kurt licked his lips, instantly attracting Blaine's stare. He swallowed. He really wanted to kiss him. Is it too soon? Yes, Blaine he broke up with his boyfriend not more than 24 hours ago! Wait!
Blaine moved closer, slowly, giving Kurt enough time to bow out. But he never stopped him and finally his lips met Kurt's again.
His lips were still so soft and warm and Blaine felt like dying in that moment. Feeling Kurt's smooth lips caress his own, he realized exactly how much he had missed him.
Still not feeling close enough to Kurt, he placed his hands gently on Kurt's hips to bring him closer. In return, Kurt pressed his body against Blaine's and brought his hands to thread into Blaine's gelled hair.
Suddenly the sweet kiss they shared became more needy and heated and both boys couldn't seem to get enough of each other.
Blaine somehow remembered that they were in the middle of a hallway, where people could easily walk by and see them, so he pulled away from Kurt.
Kurt whines slightly at the loss and Blaine can't help but to bring his lips to his again. Blaine pushed him against the door and Kurt opened it behind his back. They stumbled in the room, still kissing until suddenly a sound broke them apart.
"Oh, wow…"
Blaine looked behind him to find Ben sitting on Kurt's bed awkwardly.
He glanced over to Kurt to see him looking at Ben with big eyes, his swollen lips slightly apart, blushing furiously.
"Ben? W-what are you doing here?" Kurt asks, still out of breath.
Blaine bit his lip, and clearing his throat he looked back at Kurt, "I'll be over at Wes'…"
Kurt nods slightly and Blaine quickly walks out of the room, pulling the door shut gently.
He leant back on the closed door and drew a few breaths. He could hear Kurt's voice through the door, but deciding against eavesdropping, he walked towards Wes' dorm.
What could they be talking about? Why did Ben come to their room? Did he want Kurt back?
Xx
The next day, Blaine was in his car driving home.
Last night, when he had come back to the dorm, Kurt was lying on his bed reading a book.
Apparently Ben had just come by to give back a CD that Kurt had left at his dorm, but Blaine knew better.
He had seen the hurt expression when he had seen Blaine and Kurt kissing. They had just broken up. Maybe not even 24 hours ago.
Okay, he admitted it was stupid to kiss Kurt. He said he would wait, but just the thought about kissing him again grew too strong… And he didn't even regret one single second of it. It was amazing.
His smile went away quickly when he started to get closer to home. He really had just wanted to make an excuse and stay with Kurt this weekend, but he couldn't put it off anymore. And besides, Kurt went home this weekend too.
He pulled into the parking space in front of the big house and took a few deep breaths before stepping out of the car.
Bag in hand, he walked towards the door.
"Hello?" He asks and his mother's head appeared from side of the kitchen door.
"Hello Blaine." She simply says before turning back inside the kitchen.
Blaine frowned, but didn't give it much thought.
"Come into the sitting area, Blaine" his mother says when she finally came out of the kitchen again.
He followed her and saw that his father was already sitting down.
Suddenly he felt really hot.
His parents sat in one of the couches, so Blaine took the seat in the other one right across from them.
"Why didn't you come sooner?" his father asked.
Blaine swallowed, "Eh, I was really busy with school… I'm-I'm sorry." Blaine looked down on his slightly sweating hands.
"Look at me!" Jack says angrily.
Blaine flinches, doing what he was told and waiting for the bomb to drop.
"I got a call the day I asked you to come home. A kid said you were gay. I didn't believe him because I know you got over that phase," Blaine forced himself not to roll his eyes, "But then I get this! It looks like I was wrong! Tell me this is fake!" He shouted the last part and Blaine tensed.
Jack threw his phone to Blaine and he looked down at the screen.
He turned pale. A picture of him and Sebastian kissing… He couldn't even remember doing that!
"It's not fake, I mean…Yes this picture is fake, but I am gay and it's not something I can decide! I was born this way! And this is who I am."
It went quiet.
Blaine looked up tentatively at his parents. Jack was looking right at Blaine with an angry, red expression. It looked like he was about to blow off. Mary couldn't even meet his gaze; she just looked down at her hands, but he could see her pale nervous face.
"Sweetie," his mother says, "You know you can choose to be gay or not, so please don't do this. Don't you want to be happy?" She spoke in a calm tone, but Blaine could see she was struggling to hold it.
Blaine gaped at her, "What?! I'm not choosing anything, mother,"
How could she say that!?
But what did he really expect? This was exactly like the last time he had told them, but this time, he knew he wouldn't go back into the closet.
"And just so you know, I'm happy-"
His father interrupts, "With this boy?" He shouts out, pointing an accusing finger to the phone on the table.
Blaine was quiet for a few seconds. Of course he wasn't happy with Sebastian, but he was happy with Kurt. Should he even mention him?
"No not with him, but with someone else!" Blaine shouts back, feeling the anger seep into him again.
Jack's fists tighten and the tendons on his neck bulged as he struggled to stay calm.
He stood up and stepped closer to Blaine, red in the face. He pulled Blaine up by his jacket and Blaine stumbled to his feet.
"You stop this right now!"
Blaine shook his head vehemently, "This is who I am! There is nothing you can do about it!"
"You little fag!"
Before he knew it, his father had let go of his jacket and had taken a step back. For a second, he thought it was over, but to his surprise, a sudden pain flashes across his face. He heard a load gasp and he can't help but to shout out in surprise and pain.
He fell onto the couch, bringing a hand up to the left side of his face.
Before he could even open his eyes again, he felt himself being dragged up and another sudden pain broke through his face, making Blaine shout out.
A few more hits rain down on him before he heard his mother shout out for him to stop.
And finally he does.
Xx
He didn't know how long he had been out, but when he woke up he was laying in his bed with a new shirt on. His vision was still slightly foggy but he could make out a person sitting by his bed side. It was his mother.
"Blaine?" she says, when she noticed him waking up.
Blaine coughed, feeling the iron taste of blood stir in his mouth.
Blood…
All the memories came back to him and he quickly moved out of the bed, feeling the pain in his head and stomach, but getting as far away from his mother as possible.
"Blaine…" she says again, sighing "you need to leave before your father comes back…"
Blaine looks at her with horror, "What? He just beat the living shit out of me and you tell me to leave?"
"Watch your mouth young man!" she warns.
Blaine just shook his head, feeling tears threaten to spill over.
He looked around the room to find the things he needed.
After packing all the important stuff, he raged down the stairs to get out of the house as fast as possible, the pain more prominent with every step.
As Blaine walked out of the door, he heard his mother mumble a 'bye' and 'take care'. This just made Blaine angrier, "Fuck you!" He shouted at her and her mouth fell down to her feet.
Blaine got in his car and drove away from the house he used to call his home. He couldn't deny that it felt good to finally tell the truth, but he hadn't expected this to happen. Well, he expected to get kicked out, but not beaten up.
Blaine's eyes widened as the realization set in. He got beaten up by his father!
He looked in the mirror and almost crashed the car. He quickly found a place to park to look at his face better.
He gasped.
A huge red and purple bruise curled around his left eye and another one sprayed across his jaw, his lip crusted with blood. He could still feel pain in his stomach so he slowly lifted his shirt up so he could see how bad it was. It didn't feel that bad.
Another gasp.
It looked a lot worse! His whole stomach was dotted with big bruises.
He felt sick to his stomach, as he finally let his tears run over the edge. He couldn't seem to stop, so he sat there, crying and whimpering every time something hurt.
After a while he composed himself enough to call his brother.
With shaking hands, he pressed call.
"Hey Buddy, what's up?" Cooper says happily through the phone.
Blaine takes a deep breath so to not start crying again, "W-where are y-you?" Blaine manages to string out.
He can almost hear Cooper tense, "Blaine? What's going on? Are you okay?" he asks, worried.
"N-no…" he chokes out.
"Blaine? Where are you? Blaine?" Cooper asks concerned, and Blaine can hear a thrum of footsteps down the phone.
Blaine slowly looked around him, "I'm-I'm right beside the p-park we used to play at as k-kids…" Blaine mumbled.
There's silence for a few seconds
"Don't worry, I'll be right there!" Cooper assures him and ends the call.
Blaine looked in the mirror again. It looked terrible… What would Cooper say? Or do?
Blaine spied his Dalton hoody in the back seat and quickly put it on. He pulled the hood over his head to block out some of the bruises covering his face. Maybe he could hide it from Cooper at least until they were at his place.
He had never been there before. Cooper had bought it a few weeks ago and well, Blaine had had a lot on his mind lately…
He was pulled out of his reverie as Cooper's car stopped in front of Blaine's and he watched Cooper jump out of his car.
He opened Blaine's door, "Blaine? What's wrong? Are you okay?"
Blaine looks down to hide his face, "Can we just go to your house? I'll drive after you."
"What? Blaine, look at me!" Cooper says confused, trying to look at Blaine's face, but Blaine pulls away.
"Please?" Blaine begs.
Cooper sighs, but finally gives in.
Blaine follows Cooper all the way. It's not that far and they are there in 15 minutes.
They park their cars next to each other and Coopers is outsides Blaine's in a second.
"Blaine, please tell me what's wrong!" Cooper pleads, but moves away when Blaine steps out of the car.
"Okay, but don't do anything stupid when you see it!" Blaine warned him.
"See what?? Blaine stop! Just tell me what's going on!" Cooper said through gritted teeth.
Blaine carefully pulls down his hood and looked up at Cooper.
He can't explain the number of expressions Cooper showed in just those few seconds. It goes from a frown to big eyes and an open mouth to anger.
"What the fuck Blaine! Who the fuck did this to you? I'm gonna kick their asses!" Cooper spits angry, but still concerned.
Blaine's eyes grow wide, "No Coop, can we not do anything stupid today! We'll deal with it later…I just want to go inside." Blaine protests.
Cooper opens his mouth but Blaine speaks before he can say anything.
"Coop, please." Blaine says again.
He sighs in defeat, "Fine, come on. But I need an explanation Blaine!"
Blaine sighs too, but nods.
So what do you think? Please tell me! I get so nerves when I don't know what you are thinking! So don't go just yet! Click on the review button first ;) And as you might understand, next chapter will also be from Blaine's POV. Thanks for reading and I'll see you soon! xx
Comments
I am loving how his POV is going. Its sad, but its definitely needed.
Thank you so much! :)
I love reading the chapters from Blaine's pov. I have decided that Blaine's parents are my least favorite people and that Cooper is definitely my 2nd favorite Anderson. It was nice to see him be there for Blaine and to be willing to wait for an explanation of what happened. I really enjoyed seeing Kurt and Blaine act all cute and in love and I can't wait to see where their relationship goes next. I think my favorite part of the chapter was when Blaine said Fuck you to his mother after she told him he had to leave. It was nice to see him stand up for himself and not back down. I am looking forward to reading the next chapter.
Thank you so much! I'm really happy to hear this! xx