Chapter 3

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Hands run down my chest and I can feel myself shiver at the feeling. My eyes are closed so I cant see anything. But I dont care, I can feel everything. A moan escapes my lips as I can feel a tongue running up my neck and around my ear.

"You know you want this," someone whispers in my ear and I recognize the voice. "I told you I would see you again in your dreams."

I just make a groaning sound and move my hips up against his leg, loving the feeling of it.

"Say it," the voice says.

I gasp when his hand starts touching my cock. I have never been so hard and I just want it all. I want to feel everything.

"Y-yes," I gasp out.

"I knew it baby," breath whispers against my face and soft lips kiss mine. "And dont forget it."

I open my eyes and look into blue eyes.

"You want me," he says and moves down my body with a sexy smile, "You know you want me, baby."

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Blaine sits up quickly in his bed with a gasp. He breathes heavily and tries not to think about what was just been dreaming about. But the second he looks down and sees a big tent between his legs, thoughts come back.

What is he going to do with this? Blaine thinks and looks around his room to think of something. He couldnt hear anyone… this was the only way to get it away…

Blaine sighs and lies down on the bed again. He looks up at the ceiling for a moment and after making sure he couldnt hear anyone and that no one was in his room, he moves his hand down.

He sighs at the feeling, but stops when he cant think of anything to think about while doing this. Did he have to think of anything? It just felt too weird to think about someone while doing this.

He tries to think about Rachel, but as much as he hates to admit it, it doesnt work. He just gets turned off for some reason. After a few minutes he does something he had promised himself not to do. He thinks of him. It was what had gotten him in this situation. Blaine didnt think it was Kurt, specifically, that have gotten him hard, but more the feeling in the dream that have done this. But for some reason he had to try.

Blaine remembers the dream. He remembers last night. He remembers the touch and feeling of his hands.

He hates that he is doing this, but just the thought of Kurt sucking him off makes him feel warmer and that feeling in his stomach comes back.

Blaine bites his lips so he doesnt moan, in case someone was home. A strangled sound comes out though and he quickens his movement.

"You know you want this," the voice whispers in his head."Say it."

Blaine moans. He could see everything so clearly. He still remembers the feeling of Kurts hands, in the shower… in the bathroom last night…

He comes in his hand and without realizing, he says Kurts name as he does.

He didnt just do this. He didnt. And if he had done it, it wasnt because of Kurt that he came. It was his thoughts. It had nothing to do with Kurt. Nothing.

After telling himself this many times, he knew he was right. It was true. He wasnt attracted to Kurt. He isnt gay and he knows that. He had just thought about something he liked, it had nothing to do with Kurt. It just happened that Kurt had touched him places others havent, so that was how he knew how good it felt. It wasnt Kurt, it was the feeling. If Rachel had done the same, it would feel the same. He knows it. Its not Kurt.

Blaine sighs and gets ready for school. It was stupid to have a party on a school night. Everyone is hungover and no one manages to pay any attention in class. Half the school has to go to the bathroom in the middle of class since they have to throw up. Some teachers are nice and give them a free period, but some say its our fault and just have to suck it up, which is true. No one forces them to go out drinking.

The sun is extremely bright and Blaine cant help but groan as he walks out the door. He quickly gets in the car and drives to school, thinking how happy he is that there isnt any football practice today.

Blaine cant help but laugh a little as he parks his car on the parking lot outside the school; all the seniors were walking around like zombies.

Blaine gets out of the car and walks over to some of his teammates. Some mumble a hey, but most of them just nod. He nods back and walks into school.

Blaine walks over to the classroom he has class in and can see Rachel already sitting there. He smiles a little at her and she does the same. Blaine sits down beside her and is expecting a kiss on the cheek, but nothing happens.

"Are you okay?" Blaine asks.

"Of course! Why wouldnt I be? Are you okay?" she says quickly, not looking at Blaine.

Blaine frowns, but cant ask any further since the teacher announce the class is starting.

What was her deal? Why is she acing like this? Blaine can think of a reason. He kind of cheated on her last night. It wasnt his fault, but having someone else kissing and touching you is cheating, right? But it wasnt his fault, so he didnt have to say anything. He didnt want anything to do with Kurt. He wanted to be with Rachel.

English is about to start and Blaine notices Kurt isnt here. Hes usually in this class and French. Theyre the only classes they have together except gym, but Blaine doesnt think will ever show up for that class. Blaine told himself he didnt care if Kurt was at school or not, but he couldnt help but think his absence had to do with Blaine. What if he got mad last night? Had he done something wrong?

Blaine shakes his head, he doesnt care. It didnt matter if he had made Kurt mad, he deserved it.

The class was halfway done when Kurt walks in. The teacher looks at him as he finds a seat in the back and attempts to tell Kurt to get to class on time. Kurt gives her a thumbs up before mumbling something as he sits down.

Blaine hadnt noticed himself staring before Kurt looks back toward him. Kurt licks his lips and the memories about his dream come back. Blaine can feel himself blush as he quickly looks away.

Class is finally over and everyone, including Rachel, quickly gets their stuff and walks out. Blaine takes a little longer than the others to collect his things, but is ready to walk out as the teacher walks out.

But an arm pulls him back so he cant walk out and he sees a foot closing the door in front of him. He turns around and isnt even surprised to see who it is.

"What do you want?" Blaine asks, feeling confident.

He wasnt letting anyone mess around with him.

"So… how did you sleep?" Kurt asks with a smirk.

Blaine tries not to think about what he had dreamt, but it was like Kurt knew exactly what he was thinking.

Kurt moves a little closer, "did you dream of anything nice, baby?" Kurt whispers and Blaine closes his eyes.

"Can you please stop?" Blaine manages to get out.

"Are you sure you want that?" Kurt asks and runs a finger down Blaines chest, "I can give you anything you want, baby, and you know you want it."

Blaine breathes heavily and opens his eyes. He is surprised to find Kurt standing so close, their noses is almost touching. Blaine keeps quiet, not sure what to say.

He didnt want this right? He cant want this. He is with Rachel and Blaine knows he likes her. Right?

"I…" Blaine starts, but doesnt know what more to say.

"Have your girlfriend ever touched you, baby? Can she make you feel as god as I can?"

Blaine is about to push Kurt away. He cant do this. This is wrong and he didnt even like guys! But Kurt presses his lips against Blaines neck and Blaine cant help but tilt his head back against the door.

Why couldnt he make Kurt stop? He didnt want this. Hes with Rachel.

Kurt brings his hands to Blaines hips and pushes him hard against the door, lips sucking on his neck. Blaine gasps and closes his eyes, running his fingers in Kurts hair.

Kurts lips are smooth and gentle, but still so rough against his neck. His hands are holding Blaines hips in a hard grip, but he cant help but loving the feeling of maybe getting bruises there tomorrow. Kurts hair is soft as he runs his fingers through it.

Kurt starts rubbing his hand against Blaines cock, only his pants between them. Blaine throw is head back and moans out loud. This was way better than it should be.

"You like that, baby?" Kurt whispers, "I bet I can make you scream my name as I fuck that beautiful ass of yours," he continues and squeezes Blaines ass hard.

Blaine groans, but when he realize what Kurt had said, he pushes Kurt away. Of course he knew Kurt only wanted one thing and he knew he didnt want anything like that from a guy. It was just like in the dream; he loved the feeling, but not the one doing it.

"What dont you understand about not touching me?" Blaine asks with an angry voice, ignoring his uncomfortably tight pants.

Kurt rolls his eyes. "Baby, you were just begging for me," he comes closer again, "I know its hard, but you know you want me just as much I do."

Blaine frowns, "youre wrong, I dont want you. I have a girlfriend"

"Beard," Kurt says simply.

"Its not! So shut up and stay the hell away from me."

Kurt sighs, "so is that what you want?" he asks and runs a finger down Blaines neck and where he had been sucking.

Blaine breathes out a "yes."

Kurt looks straight into Blaines eyes, "okay, baby, Ill stay away from you"

Kurt steps back and Blaine breathes out again in relief.

"Oh and just a tip, "Kurt start before Blaine can open the door, "you should find a good excuse of why you have a big hickey on your neck, its going to show soon." He winks and opens the door before walking out.

Blaine groans out in frustration before walking out. He needed to go to his locker and get a scarf. He knew he had one there and he could just say he was getting a cold.

Before walking out, he calms down a little so no one will see his erection. When that is fixed, he walks to his locker. He finds a thick dark-blue scarf he uses in the winter and puts it on.

Some people look at him a little strange and Blaine can understand that since it was summer and a really warm day.

"Whats up with the scarf?" Nathan asks behind him and Blaine turns around.

"Oh… Im getting a cold," Blaine sighs, sniffing a little to make it more real.

"You look like crap," Nathan jokes with a teasing smile.

Blaine rolls his eyes, "thanks," Blaine smiles back.

"So what happened to you last night?" Nathan asks and Blaine stops breathing.

"W-what do you mean?"

"You just disappeared last night. You got home right?"

Blaine breaths out in relief, "oh… I didnt feel good so I left early, too much to drink. And yeah, I got home."

Nathan chuckles, "Ive never seen you that drunk."

Blaine smiles back but doesnt say anything.

"Well Ill see you in lunch," Nathan says and walks away.

Blaine walks towards his next class when he sees Rachel. He runs towards her to stop her.

"Rachel…"

Rachel turns around, "oh.. hey."

Blaine frowns again, "are you okay?"

"Fine, why do you have that scarf on?" Rachel says and is about to take it off.

Blaine stops her, "no, I think Im getting a cold."

Rachel just nods and looks around at the other student walking by. Blaine sighs and pulls Rachel with him into an empty classroom.

"Blaine what are you doing? We have class soon!" Rachel tries to leave but Blaine pulls her closer.

"That can wait," Blaine whispers and kisses Rachel.

He isnt sure why he is doing this, but he just needs to prove this to himself. It wasnt Kurt, it was the feeling he liked and Rachel could make him feel better than Kurt. And he would prove this.

"Blaine…What are you doing?" Rachel asks as Blaine kisses her neck, "Blaine, were at school…"

She was right… It wouldnt be right to do it here.

Blaine pulls away, "sorry… I just miss you," Blaine says with a little smile, "can you come over after school?"

Rachel doesnt say anything for a few seconds before she nods, "yeah sure."

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Kurt walks out of the classroom with a little smile on his face. He would do as he promised; he would stay away from Blaine. But this was a good thing. He has been waiting for Blaine to tell him this. Kurt knows Blaine had a dream about him last night, he could see it all over his face.

Now Kurt would stay away from Blaine and make him jealous. It was always the same. First Kurt would make them question themselves, then try to get in their pants. Sometimes the guys would agree, but most of them didnt accept it and asked him to stay away from them, just like Blaine was doing. And if they asked him to stay away, he would and make out with someone else in front of them to make them jealous. And in a few days, he would fuck them senseless.

And this was going to happen now. Blaine was just confused and refusing to believe hes gay, but when he sees Kurt with someone else, hell realize it and not be able to stay away.

Kurt bites his lips at the thought of Blaine on his bed begging for him. He needs to act fast, he couldnt wait much longer.

After one more class, Kurt and the rest of the band goes to Dylans house to practice. Dylan said he didnt want to ditch too much, but they all knew they didnt have a choice. They needed to practice before the concert and Kurt couldnt go out after school. Kurt didnt care though. He never liked to go to school, so this was much better.

They played all their songs, the new ones too, and Kurt knew theyre ready for Friday and he actually looks forward to this concert.

He hopes Blaine would be there. He had made out with Dylan in the boys locker room earlier and Blaine had walked in. It wasnt planned, but it had the desired effect; Blaine had turned red and mumbled a sorry before walking out. Later, he had seen Blaine talking with another football guy, so he teased him using Dylan.

Dylan was actually really useful. When he needed to make Blaine jealous, Dylan was always there like a lovesick puppy. And when Kurt needed to get laid, Dylan was there. It might be selfish, but Dylan knew Kurt didnt want anything more from him. So its not his problem if he couldnt handle that. Dylan told Kurt he was sorry about the other day with his dad, but Kurt just ignored it. He didnt want any drama.

Kurt didnt care about anyone, so why start now? People can take care of themselves.

oooo

"Can I get you anything?" Blaine asks as he and Rachel walks in to his house.

"No, Im good."

"Okay…" Blaine looks at Rachel and she looks back.

It looks like something is on her mind, but right now, he cant ask. He has to do this now. He likes Rachel, no one else, so why wouldnt this be normal to do?

Blaine pulls Rachel closer and kisses her heatedly. Rachel seems surprised, but kisses him back. Blaine takes control and pushes her against the door just like Kurt had done to him. Fuck, no he cant think of him now. This has nothing to do with him.

"Whats going on with you?" Rachel gets out between kisses.

"I want you…" Blaine says and kisses her again.

They move over to the couch, lips never leaving each other, and Blaine lies down on top of Rachel between her legs. Blaine could feel Rachel wasnt as much into this as she was the last time they tried to do this, but Blaine is sure its just nerves.

Blaine thrust down and cant help but feel like there is something missing. Blaine shakes the feeling of and continues. Rachel moans and Blaine cant help to notice how different it sounds. Again Blaine tries to not think of it. He runs his hands over her body and it looks like Rachel likes it, but as he looks at her, he realizes he cant do this.

It was wrong taking advantage of her like this. She deserves more than that.

"Im sorry…" Blaine says and sits up.

"Whats wrong?" Rachel asks concerned and sits up too, laying a hand on his tight.

"Something is wrong with me…" Blaine says and feels himself heating up.

Realizing he still has the scarf on, he takes it off and feel like crying. Everything is so messed up.

"Nothing is wrong-" Rachel stops and Blaine looks at her.

She is staring at his neck and Blaine suddenly remembers why he had the scarf on in the first place.

"Shit…" Blaine mumbles and stands up, covering his bruise.

"What is that?" Rachel says and stands up too.

"Nothing, just a hickey… you dont remember giving me it?" Blaine lies and removes his hand, hoping she believes him.

Rachel frowns, "When was this? I havent given you any hickeys"

"Last night… you just dont remember."

"I wasnt drunk last night, so I know I didnt do this. You were too drunk to even remember anything!" she says angrily, "you spent all your time moping for some reason." She stops for a second before continuing, "did… did you cheat on me?"

It looks like Rachel is about to cry so Blaine quickly answers, "no! I didnt do anything wrong!" He knows this is a lie.

"I didnt give you this!" Rachel says angry with tears in her eyes.

"Fine!" Blaine says before thinking and he knows he cant get away with this.

Rachel doesnt say anything, only a tear running down her cheek.

Blaine figures he can only tell her the truth, "you know that guy, Kurt?"

Rachel frowns as another tear runs down her cheek, "what does he have to do with this?"

"He… since he has started here he has tried to… tried to get me…"

"Get you?" Rachel frowns again.

Blaine sighs, "sleep with me"

"And you slept with him?"

"What? No of course I didnt! But he has kissed me and… touched me… Im so sorry! I dont want him! I tried to make him stop, but I couldnt."

"If he gave you this hickey, you didnt try hard enough! You are strong enough to push him away!" Rachel says as new tears fall down her face.

Blaine doesnt say anything. She was right, but he couldnt say he had let Kurt do this to him.

Rachel calms down a little before asking, "Blaine… Do you like him? Its okay if you do. I know we are together and you cheated on me, but if you are gay, then I kind of understand. My dads went through the same thing. They had girlfriends before finding out they were gay and-"

"Im not gay!" Blaine interrupts, "Im not. Yes I kind of let Kurt kiss me and stuff and I might have dreamt about him, but Im not gay. Im a teenager that likes the feeling. Its the same when… when you do it," Blaine looks down. That was definitely a lie.

Rachel sniffs and walks closer, "Blaine look at me," she pulls up Blaines head with her hands so he looks at her, "I understand youre confused, but you cheated on me. And I really like you, but we cant be together. You know you are having some new... feelings, so you need to figure those out. But we cant be together."

Blaine was a little surprised Rachel would react this way. He thought she would slap him in the face and run out of there. But she actually understood him. Well there wasnt much to understand, he isnt gay.

Blaine sighs before Rachel continues, "I kinda had a little feeling. When we were supposed to have sex you didnt like to touch me…" another tear falls down.

Blaine shakes his head, "I was just nervous."

Rachel shakes her head too, "you might have been nervous, but it wasnt that you didnt want to do this. It just wasnt the right person…"

Rachel is about to walk away, but Blaine holds her in place, "Rachel, Im not gay. I want to be with you. And I know I did something wrong, but Im so sorry and it will never happen again. I promise. I want to be with you." Blaine begs.

"I like you too, Blaine, but we both know youre confused. And I know you didnt want to cheat on me, but you did. I think we should only be friends. And Im here for you Blaine, if you ever need anything. I still care about you."

Blaine looks down with a sigh, "Im sorry…" Blaine looks at Rachel, "youre right and I still want to be your friend. I dont really have anyone to talk wait."

Rachel kisses Blaine on the cheek, "it hurts, but I understand. And Ill always be here for you."

Blaine smiles a little, "but what about our parents? And I cant have people think Im gay or something, because Im not, but people think when you dont have a girlfriend…"

"Blaine, relax!" Rachel says and thinks for a second before sighing, "why dont we just pretend to be dating? Then our parents wont find out and no one at school will be suspicious."

Blaine looks at Rachel like he just won millions of dollars, "really? Are you sure? I know I hurt you…"

"I meant what I said, Im here for you, so Ill do this for you. But we are not going to be back together Blaine, you still cheated. And we can date other people of course."

Blaine nods, "okay, thank you."

"But Blaine… we need to tell our parents soon."

Blaine nods again, "I know."

xXx

Blaine walks up to his room and lies down on the bed, thinking of what he should do now. He didnt have to worry about Rachel much more but that didnt mean he was just going to find a random guy to find out who he is.

One thing he knew was that he was not doing anything with Kurt. He only wants one thing and Blaine is never giving that to him. But he couldnt deny it, it was something with Kurt. His smile… his eyes… Blaine couldnt deny it anymore. He likes what he sees.

He isnt sure why he articulates this out now, right after he and Rachel broke up, but he thinks its because now he can actually do what he wants. He isnt with Rachel anymore. He still cares about Rachel and to everyone else theyre still together, but he knew he never felt anything else than friendship for her. Even touching her was so different than Kurt. His strong arms and smooth lips… nothing like Rachels gentle hands and strawberry-glossed lips.

But he still was not going to do anything with Kurt. He didnt want what Kurt wanted, he wanted more. And even though he wasnt sure if he wanted a he or a she yet, he knew he didnt want Kurt or Rachel. He might be a little attracted to Kurt, but it would pass.

He is never getting involved with Kurt Hummel.

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Kurt walks inside and hopes that his dad wont be home. He closes the door carefully and starts towards the stairs, but like earlier this morning, his dad stops him.

"Kurt, get your ass over here!" Burt says and Kurt sighs.

Kurt walks over to the living room where his father is sitting. He leans against the wall, arms folded, and waits for his father to start.

"Where have you been?" Burt asks.

"School," Kurt says simply.

Burt squints, but continues, "You are grounded this week. You go to school and come straight to the shop to help me. You are not allowed to go out, just school, garage, and home - thats it. Understood?"

Kurt rolls his eyes, but then he suddenly remembers, "no, I have to go out Friday! The band has this big-"

Burt clearly doesnt care as he interrupts him, "understood?"

Kurt sighs, "Yes! Fine, I understand."

"Good, now go to your room and stay there until dinner."

Kurt rolls his eyes and turns around to walk upstairs, mumbling how fucking shitty his dad is.

"I heard that!" Burt yells after him, "dont make it two weeks!"

"Sorry my dear father," Kurt says sarcastically and walks up to is room.

He lies down on his bed and looks at the ceiling. What the hell is he going to do here for a week? One thing was for sure, he has to sneak out on Friday. He had to be at the gig.

The rest of the day is spent in Kurts room. And he actually couldnt wait to go to school tomorrow. He wasnt sure how he would spend the whole week, but he knew he would definitely make Blaine jealous and be at the gig on Friday night.

xXx

"Seriously? You couldnt have chosen a better week to get grounded?" Quinn asks Kurt with a mad look when he tells them about his punishment for the week.

Kurt rolls his eyes, "Ill just sneak out on Friday, no big deal."

"But we have to practice," Quinn reminds him.

Kurt didnt think about that, "Well lets just skip some classes and practice before school ends. I still have to help my dad at the shop," Kurt says and rolls his eyes.

They agree to skip the two last classes of the day to practice.

"Sorry about the other day," Dylan says yet again and walks with Kurt to Kurts locker.

Kurt just nods, not wanting to talk to him right now. But when he sees Blaine at the other side of the hall, pretending to listen to his teammate, looking over at Kurt and Dylan, Kurt turns to Dylan.

"Whatever baby," he moves closer and whispers, "but you need to be punished…" Kurt licks Dylans ear and presses his body against his.

He looks over at Blaine and can see him looking.

Dylan sighs, "We should get to class…"

Kurt frowns, but pulls away, "fine whatever, your loss."

Kurt walks away, not even looking at Blaine. He could still feel Blaine looking at him as he walked, so he swayed his hips a little to tease him.

Later that day, Kurt and the rest of the band go to the garage and start to practice. They have a few covers theyre going to play and Quinn had also written two songs to add to their setlist.

"Oh I forgot! My friend is done with the poster for out band!" Puck finds his computer and shows it to the others.

Kurt didnt think Pucks friend would be good, but it actually wasnt that bad. It was a picture of four demons with a guitar and microphone. It was cool.

"Wow thats so great, babe," Quinn says and kisses Puck on the cheek, "okay lets play one more time!"

Xx

Friday come quickly and they have to be there by 10pm. Luckily for Kurt, Burt always went to bed early on Fridays since he works on Saturday mornings.

It was 9:30pm and Kurt is sitting watching TV in the living room, waiting for his father to go to bed. The others are picking him up at 9:45pm and would wait a little longer down the street just in case Burt dragged his feet to bed.

Kurt didnt really care if Burt found out. He didnt want to get another week added to his punishment, but he didnt care if Burt knew he snuck out. Burt knew Kurt was supposed to be out tonight, so it wouldnt surprise Kurt if Burt found out.

Finally Burt yawns and puts down some papers from work.

"Im going to bed," he says and gets up, "and dont you even dare go out tonight. I know you have this thing tonight, but that have to wait."

"It got cancelled, so you dont have to worry," Kurt lies, looking at the TV.

Burt hums and walks up the stairs. Kurt could hear Burt didnt believe him, but that wasnt stopping him. He was going to this fucking concert.

When the clock hits 9:10pm, Kurt walks upstairs and pretends to go into the bathroom and later into his bedroom. He knows Burt is listing to check if he doesnt go out, and hopefully he thinks Kurt is in his room now. Just in case he puts on some music on in his room, not loud enough to annoy Burt, but loud enough to hear it from his room.

Kurt listens for a while before making sure Burt is finished checking on him. The coast looks clear, so Kurt quickly walks downstairs again and out of the door, without making a sound.

Quinn had his guitar already, so he walks over to the car and gets inside. They all say hello before Puck drives.

Theyre ready for tonight.

oooo

Blaine tell his parents he is going to a friends tonight, but they just nod quickly before walking out of the door. Apparently they have a meeting in New York so they would be gone all weekend.

Blaine rolls his eyes, he was too used to this to care. Of course it sucked to have parents like that, but he couldnt do anything about it. He could say he was dying and they would just jump on a plane to get to a meeting without even caring what he had just said.

Blaine locks the door as he hears a car stop behind him. He turn around and see Nathan smiling at him. He smiles back as he walks over to the car.

"Hey man," Nathan says when he opens the door.

Blaine gets in, "hey."

"Are you excited?" Nathan asks and starts the car with some trouble. Its a really old car.

Blaine had been excited for tonight, but after breaking up with Rachel and finding out he wasnt as straight as he thought, he doesnt know anymore. He is still certain he doesnt like Kurt of course, but he hate the reason he is questioning himself is because of Kurt.

He hasnt talked to Kurt since he told him to stay away and of course he was happy about this. It was nice to not have someone trying to get in your pants all the time. And he didnt care that Kurt was making out with this guy he is in the band with. He didnt, not at all!

"Yeah!" Blaine decides to say as he forces a smile.

Nathan frowns a little, "are you okay? Do you still have the cold?"

Blaine shakes his head no, "no sorry Im just tired. But Im excited for tonight, gonna be cool watching them again."

Nathan nods and they start talking about football for the rest of the way. It doesnt take long before they are there and after taking a deep breath, Blaine follows after Nathan into the club.

After finding something to drink, they find a good spot on the floor not far away from the stage. It was a teen club, so there wasnt any alcohol here. Its a good thing though, Blaine would never know what happened if he gets drunk.

Nathan is talking about a movie he watched yesterday when the band walks on stage and everyone claps while they wait.

There are a lot of people here. Not so many that you cant move, but a good crowd.

The guy Kurt had made out with a few times walks to the mic and starts to talk, "hello everyone, we are the Demons of the Neighborhood!" everyone cheers, "are you ready for some music?" he asks and everyone cheers again.

Blaine is quiet for some reason though. Hes been watching Kurt since he walked out on the stage. Watching him with that little smile that appears when he hears the crowd, watching his finger running over the guitar like he is practicing, watching his hair seemingly float in the light - wild pieces with pink bangs.

The band starts with one of the songs they played last time and everyone starts to dance. Well more like jumping up and down.

Nathan is dancing too, but when he sees Blaine he stops.

"Are you okay?" he shouts over the music and Blaine nods. "Come on!" Nathan shouts again, "have some fun! You can think later!"

Nathan starts again and Blaine resigns himself to acquiesce. He came here to listen to music and have fun, not to think about his problems. That could wait, now he is having fun. He isnt thinking at all tonight, Blaine agrees with himself; no thinking, just doing.

Blaine listens to the music and jumps a little too. He closes his eyes and just moves with the music. Blaine might not like the vocalist, but he couldnt deny he was good. Really good.

Blaine opens his eyes again when a new song starts and looks over at Kurt. He is totally into the music and Blaine cant help but to smile. Kurt looks happy.

Blaine continues watching Kurt and notice sweat running down his body. Blaine swallows hard. If the music wasnt so loud, Nathan would have heard it. He cant help but imagining licking the sweat off Kurts body.

When Kurt looks at him, a weird feeling appears in his stomach. What is going on? Blaine thinks, but stops himself. No thinking tonight.

When the song ends, Kurt looks away. Blaine is still looking at Kurt as he moves a little to the next song. After the last song plays, the guy Kurt made out with says theyre taking a little break while another band plays during intermission.

Blaine shouts to Nathan that he needs something to drink and he nods, staying to listen to the other band.

Blaine walks over to the bar and gets a soda. After drinking it he walks to the bathroom. No one was inside, which surprises Blaine since there are so many people here. But when hes about to get into one of the stalls, he hears the door open. He looks over his shoulder to see who it is.

Shit.

Kurt walks inside, but stops when he sees Blaine. In the fluorescent light of the bathroom, Blaine can see Kurt a lot better. His white T-shirt is wet from sweat and his tight leather pants look painted on. His eyes are darker and his hair is still wild, and a little wet too.

Shit.

Blaine licks his dry lips before saying anything, "hey… you guys are really good."

"Thanks," Kurt says and walks over to the sink.

He turns on the cold water and washes his hands. He leans over and Blaine cant help look at his ass. Kurt fills some water in his hands before splashing it into his face. Blaines pants suddenly feel a lot tighter.

Shit!

He likes Kurt, doesnt he? Fuck fuck fuck! No he doesnt! He cant! but maybe he does… No no, he doesnt!

"Enjoying the view?" Kurt ask with a smirk, looking at Blaine through the mirror.

Blaine isnt sure when he got this stupid, but he wasnt supposed to think tonight right? He isnt sure why he did this, but he did, and he knows he will hate himself later. He couldnt help it though; he just had to do it.

Blaine grabs Kurt and turns him around, pressing him against the sink. He presses his lips against Kurts hard; his hands resting on Kurts cheeks, pulling their faces closer.

Kurt makes a surprising sound, but quickly kisses Blaine back, just as eager. Kurt runs his hands down Blaines body. He stops on his ass and squeezes hard, making Blaine moan.

"Fuck, I hate you," Blaine says before kissing Kurt again, teeth and tongues hard against each other.

Kurt turns them around so the sink is pressing against Blaines ass. Kurt lifts Blaine up on the sink and Blaine instantly brings his legs around Kurts hips.

Everything was so hot that Blaine felt like he needed to wash his face too. He moans loudly when Kurt starts rubbing his hand over his hard on. He thrusts up and kisses Kurt eagerly. He knows he isnt thinking right now, but one thing is certain, he needs Kurt, now.

"Fuck…" Blaine moans, "I need you."

He cant believe he is saying this, but he doesnt care, he just needs to feel it. Feel everything.

Kurt opens Blaines pants and starts moving his hand up and down Blaines hard, leaking cock.

Blaine throws his head backward and moans out loudly. The music was still pumping from the club outside the door, so he knows no one will hear them. Blaine thrusts his hips up against Kurts touch. It wasnt enough.

"Suck me," Blaine says without thinking and is shocked at what sputtered from his mouth. He wants to take it back, but when he feels Kurt tongue running on the tip of his dick, he doesnt regret it.

He had never felt anything like this. Was this really happening?

He was just about to ask for more when the door opens up. Blaine quickly covers himself and jumps off the sink. He pulls his pants up before looking at who it is.

He didnt know they guy and he has never seen him at school. So maybe he was lucky. The guy looks a little embarrassed, but quickly gets into a stall, practically ignoring Kurt and Blaine in their precarious position at the sinks.

Blaine breathes heavily, ignoring the uncomfortable feeling in his pants.

Kurts smirk comes into view, "I knew you would come to your senses soon baby. Listen, I need to go back up on stage, but wait for me after. We arent done here," he winks and gets out.

Blaine stands there for a while trying to figure out what the hell he had just done. But when he hears a toilet flush down, he quickly gets out.

He has to think later.

The rest of the night, it feels like Blaine is getting hotter and hotter as he watches Kurt. The sweat and those lips that taste so good. His hands that is good for so much - not just picking at his guitar like hes doing now. And it didnt help that he was putting on a little extra show for Blaine. His hips rocking slightly against his guitar as he licks his lips.

Blaine pretends he doesnt get affected by this, but he knows its pointless. Kurt has him, in one way or another. He hates that Kurt gets to him so easily, but one thing he knows is that he isnt going to lie anymore. At least not to himself. He wants Kurt, he knows this now. After what he did tonight, he cant deny it anymore. Kurt is beautiful and he just wants to taste those lips again.

But he doesnt want just a fuck, he want more. The problem is that he knows Kurt doesnt want that.

After the last song played and the cheering crowd died out, Nathan and Blaine walk to Nathans car. Blaine had decided that what happened in the bathroom was enough for one night. If he went with Kurt, he wasnt sure what he would do. He was still barely holding back his erection at this point.

"That was awesome right?" Nathan asks and starts the car.

"Yeah, theyre awesome." That wasnt a lie, they were really awesome.

"We should do this more, I like hanging out with you."

Blaine nods, "Yeah, sure."