CHAPTER 19

By Klainer0801

*I do not own Glee or any of the characters* - I wish :)

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Kurt took a deep breath, “Ok dad… I need to talk to you about something.”

“Uhh sure son, I’ll be back down in a minute.” Burt said hesitantly, pulling a confused expression at Kurt. He turned around and headed towards the stairs. Kurt saw him place a small kiss to Aimee’s forehead and smile to himself before walking into the spare bedroom.

Thoughts whizzed round in Kurt’s head as he tried to figure out what he was going to say to his dad. He shouldn’t have let that slip then… how stupid! Kurt threw his head into his hands in frustration, leaning his elbows on his knees. He really needed time to plan this… what was he meant to say? ‘Oh dad, by the way… Aimee’s actually Blaine’s daughter! How awesome?’ Yeah… right…

“What?...”

Kurt’s head snapped up. Finn was stood in the doorway looking down at him. Shit. “Did I just say that out loud?”

“Yeah… you did dude… Can I-“

Kurt stood up and shrugged it off as playfully as he could manage, “Nah…  It was just a joke, something that was going to mess Dad around with. That’s all!”

Finn shook his head at Kurt and made his way into the kitchen, “You shouldn’t be making jokes like that Kurt. I mean, their dads going to jail. Oh! Is Blaine at the trial?”

Kurt nodded his head in relief, only Finn would believe his lies. “Yeah he left this morning. He should be back soon, hopefully.”

“Well, I hope it goes ok.” Finn said before picking up the toast he had made himself and passing Burt on the way upstairs, “Alright, Burt!”

Burt playfully tapped Finn on the arm and made his way down the stairs. He smiled at Kurt and sat in the seat opposite him. He reached over to hold Kurt’s hand, “Now kiddo, what was it you wanted to tell me?”

“I- uh… Well, its- I…”

“Calm down kid you can tell me anything, you know that!” Burt said placing his other hand on Kurt’s knee to stop it shaking.

“I know… I’m just not sure this is something you’re gonna want to hear.”

Burt’s eyes widened but then calmed as he laughed slightly, “Son, if this about you and Blaine. I already know… the walls are thin in this house buddy. Just be careful you-”

“Ew god DAD! No! That’s disgusting…” Kurt said as his brought up his hands to hide his face in embarrassment. Great! Not only did Kurt now have the impossible task of explaining Aimee to his dad, he also had to deal with the knowledge that his dad knew him and Blaine were having sex.

“Ok, ok! Well, I just presumed…” Burt cleared his throat awkwardly and sat up straighter, “Anyway, if that’s not it; what did you want to talk to me about?”

“Ok… first of all. What I’m about to say is kind of… I don’t even know! Just… don’t judge please. I need you to help… I cant-“

“Kurt. I’m here for you. Whatever it is… I’ll help you! You can always come to me whenever you need me!” Burt said moving so he was sat next to Kurt.

Kurt leant into his dads shoulder and took a deep breath, “Right… So when Blaine and Aimee first came here I told you about their life and their parents and their home…”

“Yeah, I remember… they haven’t had a very easy life have they.” Burt said placing his arm around Kurt and giving a little squeeze.

“No they haven’t. You don’t know the half of it! Well, I’m sorry dad but I’ve lied to you. I didn’t know I was lying at the time but then I found out and I just didn’t know how to tell you! But I cant deal this on my own and neither can Blaine!” Kurt said as the tears started to fall quietly down his cheeks.

“Kurt, Kurt look at me!” Burt pulled Kurt up to look him in the eyes, “Just tell me. Whatever it is; I will help you and Blaine. Now, come one… what’s happened?”

“It’s Aimee. She’s not Blaine’s sister.”

Burt stared at Kurt for a few seconds blankly, “I don’t understand kid.”

“Please don’t ma- make me say i-it.” Kurt said, now sobbing uncontrollably.

“Well, ok… Was she adopted? Or is she a cousin? No… I need you to elaborate Kurt…”

Kurt sat up straighter and moved away from his father slightly so he could see him fully; he took a deep breath and said calmly, “She’s Blaine’s. She’s Blaine’s daughter.”

Burt blinked over at Kurt and shuffled his feet nervously, “You mean- she’s…” Kurt nodded at his father until he continued, “Ok… H-how… WHY?”

“Please don’t judge him dad! You know what he’s like. He never used to be like it but he went to this party and because he was so little and insecure some girl took advantage of him.”

“I’m guessing he went along with it… to see if he wasn’t gay?”

Kurt ran his fingers through his hair, “Basically, yes. She became pregnant; Blaine was that young he didn’t know a thing about protection. Next thing he knows, he’s got a little girl in his arms. The mother didn’t want her… That’s when his dad comes in. He told Blaine that they would adopt the child under his father’s name if Blaine never told anyone about the beatings.”

“That’s disgusting. The whole thing is disgusting. How could- I … Blaine may have his faults but – he is such a lovely person! He doesn’t deserve all that!”

“I know… Do me a favour dad please? Let Blaine come to you about this. I told you because yes, we need help and yes, you need to know. But I don’t want Blaine knowing I’ve told you.”

“I understand. Try and convince him to talk to me ok? Blaine’s an adult now… this needs to be sorted. They can’t live in a lie… its unfair! Aimee needs to know and Blaine needs to have his little girl as he own, not as his sister. It must be killing him.”

“It is.” was all Kurt had chance to say before he heard a yawn coming from the top of the stairs.

“Is Blainey home yet?” Aimee said placing both feet on each step as she made her way down, rubbing her eyes.

Kurt swore Burt was about to burst into tears looking at the little girl in her pink night dress with her hair a mess, oblivious to the lies surrounding her.

Burt coughed, glanced at his watch and stood up abruptly, “Actually I’m on my way to get him now sweetie. We’ll be home soon.”

He made his way towards the front door before peering back over his shoulder at Kurt. “I’m glad you spoke to me Kurt. Thank-you. I love you.”

Kurt smiled in response, “I love you too.”

Burt closed the door behind him as he made his way out into the cold weather. Kurt listened to his car driving away from the house before looking over at Aimee again, who was still rubbing her eyes sleepily.

“Do you want me to read you a story until Blaine gets home?”

Aimee nodded repeatedly as she made her way over into Kurt’s waiting arms, “The hungry caterpillar please Kurtsie.”

“Of course. We love that one don’t we.” Kurt said, kissing the little girl on the head before reaching for the book which was still on the coffee table from the last time he had read it to her.

Kurt switched off the TV and turned to glance at the door. How long did it take for his dad to pick Blaine up? He got up to check on Aimee playing happily in the garden with her teddies.

Kurt jolted round suddenly as he heard the front door being unlocked.

“How did it go?” Kurt asked as he ran back into the kitchen.

Nobody had time to answer before Blaine attacked Kurt’s lips with his own. Kurt fell backwards, still in shock from the sudden situation, until Blaine was pushing him against the wall.

Burt laughed as he walked out the room, “Right… umm… guess I’ll leave you boys to celebrate.”

Blaine released from Kurt for a second so he could join in the laughter. Kurt loved the way Blaine looked when he smiled, truly happy.

“I’m taking that it went well then?!” Kurt said joining in with Blaine’s laughter as he pulled him closer by his waist.

Blaine placed his hands on the wall either side of Kurt’s head, “It.” Blaine pressed a kiss to Kurt’s forehead. “Went.” A kiss to Kurt’s nose. “Fantastic.” A kiss to Kurt’s lips.

Kurt giggled and returned the kisses, “You look like a little puppy: you’re that excited!”

“I never have to face him again Kurt. He’s out of my life and out of Aimee’s life for good. No more abuse, no more hatred of me being gay, no more constantly being worried about Aimee and no more pretending to be happy families. We have a new family now.”

Kurt pulled Blaine in for another kiss as he squealed in excitement. Blaine ripped off his blazer and tie the minute Kurt’s lips were on his again. His hands flew to Kurt’s sides as he started to rock his hips gently.

Kurt gasped at the sudden friction and could feel himself getting very hard, very quickly. “Blaine, we have a house full of people.”

“I’m being careful I promise. I’m not gonna do anything. I just-“

“Blaine” Kurt hissed as his boyfriends hand began palming him through his jeans.

“Kurt, I love you so much. I don’t know where I’d be without you. I need you so bad.”

Kurt tried weakly to push Blaine away but gave into the pleasure and relaxed back against the wall. Blaine hadn’t touched him like this in such a long time; soft, slow and gentle. It made him feel loved, protected, cared for… it was even more special considering it was Blaine who had started.

“I love you too Blaine. More than you know.” Kurt said twisting his hands in Blaine’s hair as he sucked on Kurt’s neck softly.

Then Kurt remembered the conversation he had earlier with his father. A wave of guilt suddenly fell over him. Blaine had trusted him to keep that a secret. But he hadn’t… Kurt had betrayed Blaine.

Kurt opened his eyes to look into Blaine’s. He held in a chocked sob as he saw Blaine’s beautiful and caring eyes staring lovingly back up at his. Blaine brought his hand up to caress Kurt’s cheek and an carefree smile played on his lips.

Kurt hated it. Blaine loved him so much, trusted him so much. He was so happy; Kurt had hardly ever seen him like this. It seemed to Kurt like nothing could crush Blaine right now… he had Kurt, his daughter, a new family, his dad gone for good. Kurt didn’t want to break the news to him now… but what other choice did he have.

Tears started falling like raindrops on a window as Kurt realised how much he was about to hurt his boyfriend with one sentence. He opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out apart from a small wail as he started to sob.

Blaine’s face dropped into concern as he held his boyfriend tight as soon as he had started to cry. He began petting Kurt’s hair and rubbing circles into his back while whispering sweet nothings into his ear.

 Kurt wished he could stay there forever but he didn’t deserve the sympathy he was getting, not from Blaine. He pulled himself out of Blaine’s arms, not bothering to wipe away his tears and stood apart from him, the words he needed to say on his tongue.

“Baby, what’s wrong? This is perfect now. We have everything.” Blaine said as he made to grab Kurt’s hand.

Kurt pulled his hand away and looked down at his feet, ashamed of himself. He didn’t see the hurt from rejection fall upon Blaine face or the tear that fell from Blaine’s eye as his boyfriend shuffled away from his touch. He didn’t hear Blaine’s heart crack in two as his world fell apart from that one small movement or the sound of Blaine’s lungs crumbling as he struggled to breath.

There was only the silence as Blaine thought Kurt’s love for him was no more.

“P- please. Please K-Kurt. Tell me- what I’ve d-done… I can m-make it up to you! I p-promise. I can’t- I didn’t – This… D-don’t leave me. I love you.”