CHAPTER 3

Those blue piercing eyes were on his. Those perfect pink lips were inches away from his. He could feel Kurt's warm breath on his skin. He could almost hear his heart beat, that's how close they were. 
He could feel his own heart trying to beat out of his chest aswell. 
But What he couldn't understand was why he wanted to kiss that man so much.?
Kurt moved even closer, they were practically sharing the same breath....
" I know you want me, I saw the way you were looking at me." Kurt said and his voice sounded so angelic.
Blaine couldn't move, it was like those blue eyes were keeping him locked on the spot....He's not sure he even wanted to move. 
He felt a strange itch on his lips and he knew, he was positive, that only Kurt's lips could make it go away. Kurt spoke again: 
" Tell me what you want....just tell me what you want Blaine. " 
"Kiss me, please. I want you to kiss me " Blaine managed.....
Kurt closed the distance between them and his lips were like silk against his own. A Low moan escaped Blaine's throat as Kurt pressed his lips against Blaine's even harder. Kurt smiled.
"You want more beautiful? he asked.
"Yes" Blaine answered before he even realised he was talking. 
Kurt smiled again. "Tell me , tell me what you want. Say it beautiful!"
"I-I want YOU, KURT!" Blaine screamed.

He shot up. 

It was all a  dream.

He began to wipe his eyes when he realised someone was in his room...

"Thad?" He questioned.
"Why hello, Blaine." He smiled,
"Would you care to tell me who Kurt is & why you have such boner you could poke someone's eye out?"
He looked down and did see that he was in fact extremely hard. He instantly blushed. 
Thad was his best mate, he could tell him his thoughts about Kurt. Thad is gay after all, maybe he could tell Blaine what all this was about. Was it a phase? Or was he in fact gay?

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12p.m and the girls still weren't at his house with his margaritas. 
Kurt was getting rather frustrated, he just needed to vent, to let everything slip, he couldn't hold it in any longer...

Someone knocked on the door,
"Finally!" He screamed at the door its self.

He opened it to find four grinning girls, holding up ingredients to what are *THE* best margaritas in the world.

"Its-a-margarita timeeeee!" Suzanna squealed as she pressed a kiss to his cheek and walked in.
The other girls followed suit and went to sit around his dining table.

"Okay," Becky said with a serious tone,
"Are we gunna share your little problems now, or once we've got a few of these down us?"

Kurt pondered for a second, he knew he'd have to loosen up a bit before he felt comfortable letting everything slip...
"Like 10 of them, then we share?" He asked with a hopeful smile.
"3 or 4!" Roxie said pointedly.
"And then you have to get everything off that beautifully toned chest of yours."

Once agreed Sara got mixing and had the first 5 done in a matter of minuets.
"Well, what are you lot waiting for? Let's get WASTED!" She jumped across the room to Kurt's iPod dock and put the songs on shuffle.

The music began to thump though the little one bed apartment and the girls decided to dance.
Them all being dancers didn't mean they'd do it properly here, oh god no, they danced like five year olds on a sugar rush.

2 more drinks down and another song started.

" THIS IS MY SONGGGGGG!" Sara screamed as she climbed on the couch dancing and singing...

"Ooh, baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh, baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?"

Everyone sung together.

"Ooh, you set my soul alight!"

Hair swinging about and them all dancing together round the table now,

"I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?"

Kurt felt free right now, with his girls, singing and dancing & getting absolutely wasted in the early afternoon, just what he needed to take his mind off a certain guy.

"SUPERMASSIVE BLACK HOLE!" They all screamed in unison as the song ended.

They all returned to their seats as Sara made them their final drink.

"Okay Kurt, you my friend, have got to share it with us!" Slurred Becky.
"Alright, alright," he put his hand up in mock defense,
"I'll tell you everything..."

A song began to play on his iPod, it was a song he was ashamed of having, but now, it just turned his emotions up 100%.

'Shut the door, turn the light off, I wanna be with you, I wanna feel your love'

"His name is Blaine, I've seen him twice, not even met him. I haven't even spoke to him!  But he won't leave my mind." He choked on a sob.

'I wanna lay beside you I cannot hide this even though I try'

"He's got one of the brightest smiles I've ever seen in my life, his eyes look like they stare straight into my soul."

'Heart beats harder, time escapes me. Trembling hands touch skin, it makes it, harder and the tears stream down my face'

"When I first saw him it was at lasers when I was singing, he was staring at me like I was the most interesting thing on earth, second time was that night in Rose with Michael."

'If we could only have this life for one more day, if we could only turn back time'

"I screamed his name when Michael sucked me off!" 
He was openly crying now, but was shaking his head and laughing.
The girls we're staring at him, they'd never seen Kurt like this. They've never seen him hung up on someone before. The way his life was when he was a teenager seemed bad enough, they thought he'd never want a boyfriend again.
But the way he was going on about Blaine, made them think the exact opposite.

'You know I'd be, your life, your voice your reason to be, my love my heart is beating for this, moment, in time. I'll find the words to say, before you leave me today'

"He seems so fucking perfect!" He screamed.
"Why do I have to get some sort of connection to someone that's so obviously straight and was only staring at me because I've got a high voice or something!!"

"Stop that!" Becky sobbed.
" Just stop that right now, Kurt!!"
He looked up and notice all four girls were crying.

"Oh, god, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm just so stupid and hung up on someone I don't know and I just-"

"Kurt!" Suzanna cut off,
"You're perfect and if someone can't see that, be them straight or gay, they don't deserve your attention!"

He gave her a watery smile.

"Let's make a pack, next time you see this Blaine you approach him and ask him if he's on your team, or ours?" Sara said holding out her pinky finger in Kurt's direction.

"Agreed." Kurt said as he hooked it with his own and shook.

"Pinky promises are legit!" Roxie said,
"Now, let's have a group hug, I'm to emotional for a Tuesday."

They all laughed and leaned in for a hug.

"You girls are so special to me you know that?" Kurt whispered in between them all.
"My sisters for life!"

"And we're gunna help you get your boy!" Sara said wiping her eyes.

"Alright, forget just the four drinks, we deserve to forget everything that's ever gone bad in life! Off to a bar that's open at 2pm!" Becky said with an arm up in the air like superman,
"Let's go!"

With that they all walked out of Kurt's apartment.

Kurt knew one thing and it was the only thing he was 100% sure about.

As long as he had these girls, he'd get through just about anything.