Chapter 15 

Burt and Carole headed back to the house. They encouraged Blaine to but he refused. He wanted someone to be there when Kurt woke up. If that meant he had stay up all night he would do it. 

Blaine pulled up a chair and held Kurt's cold hand. His boyfriend looked so pale and exhausted. Blaine couldn't help but think it was his fault. He was the one who cheated on him. He was the one who made Kurt feel like he was less then perfect. He was the one that started all of this. Kurt wouldn't of even met Connor. It was his fault. 

Kurt didn't deserve any of it. He didn't deserve to be abused both physically and sexually. He didn't deserve to be cheated on. He didn't deserve this addiction that was so hard to break....Blaine would switch places with him in a second if he could but sadly that wasn't an option...

...seconds turned into minutes and minutes turned into hours...

Blaine looked over the panflits the doctor gave him. Kurt was suffering from Major depressive disorder, or that's what they called it anyway. It was pretty much depression. The doctor said Kurt needed to go to rehab to get help. Blaine hated the idea but Kurt needed to go. He would miss him so much. This wasn't about him it was about Kurt and if that was going to help him then he had to suck it up...

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Kurt yawned as he opened his eyes. It didn't take long for him to realize he was in a hospital. Machines surrounded him giving a occasional beep. Kurt hated the hospital ever since he lost his mom. The smell of disinfectant and rubber gloves made him want to gag. 

Kurt slowly slipped his free hand away to wipe tears falling down his face but, Blaine quickly snatched it back. 

There they were. Those big beautiful blue eyes. They were blood shot due to medication but just as beautiful. Jesus, they were like crystal. They always took Blaine's breath away. 

"Hi." He softly greeted.

Kurt closed his eyes again. "Can you hand me that water? My throats kinda dry."

Blaine quickly pressed the water bottle up to Kurt's lips as he gulled the water. He was so thirsty from the medication. He just wanted to sleep and drink.

"How ya feeling?" Blaine asked holding his hand once again.

Kurt shrugged somberly as he looked over at his wrist. It was wrapped in some type of cast. "S' my arm ok?" He slurred sleepily. 

"Yep. 75 stitches."

Kurt sighed slowly as few tears escaped his eyes. "I don't feel good Blaine..." He finally spoke whipping his eyes. 

Blaine quickly sat on the bed rubbing his fingers threw his hair. "What's wrong? Do I need to get the nurse?" He asked worried. 

"I feel sad." Kurt said unable to explain it any other way. "I feel like I will never be happy again and I'm so scared about the trial-"

"Don't worry about that right now." Blaine interrupted. 

"I feel empty. I feel miserable."

Blaine's heart began to break as he saw Kurt's face crumble. "Shhhhhhh." He cooed as kurt cried into his chest. "You WILL be happy again. I promise."

Kurt sat up whipping his eyes. "Yeah well, people have been telling me that for months."

"Kurt, honey, I know that this is hard right now but, we'll get threw it. Just know that even if I have to take drastic measures, it's because I love you."

"What are you talking about?"

"You need to go to rehab."

"No. No way-"

"Kurt, it's not an option. Your going." Blaine said sternly. 

"No I'm not. It's my life. I am not going."

"Why do you always fight me when I'm trying help you?"

"You really think being away from you is going to help me?" Kurt sobbed. "I need you Blaine. I can't do this without you. You promised we'd do this together."

Blaine eyes melted as he kissed Kurt's hand. "I know sweetheart but we tried that. It's not working. It kills me that I can't help you but maybe someone else can."

"No Blaine. please? I'll stop. I promise."

"I'm sorry sweetheart. This is for the better. And when you get out we're going to have the biggest wedding that you could ever imagine. We'll look back on this and realize we grew stronger and deeper in love because of this. You and I both know this isn't working. I'm sorry honey but you have to go."