June 22, 2013, 1:40 p.m.
Emotional Scars: Chapter 12
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Blaine hadn't been walking for very long but he already was starting to get cold. He took both his arms to his chest and started to rub them together to try to warm himself up.
He felt like he was in a demonic trance, like everything that had happened lately was coming to reality at once and was going to swallow him whole.
Blaine walked without noticing where he was going, so he was surprised when he reached the end of the road. He looked around trying to see where he was and where he was going to go. Tears kept streaming down his face and he squinted his eyes trying to make out what was in the distance.
Suddenly he felt someone gripping his shoulders. Blaine jumped, spinning around to see who it was. He managed to trip over himself and he fell to the ground.
Blaine clamped his eyes shut, hoping that whoever it was would just disappear. He realized it wasn't very productive, and slowly opened his eyes to stare up at the person that had taken hold of his shoulders.
Blaine sighed noticing that it was only Kurt.
"What are you doing following me, Kurt?" Blaine said getting back up on to his feet and facing Kurt.
Kurt looked to the ground before replying.
"I'm worried about you, Blaine. You don't have to go through this on your own, we're here for you." Kurt looked up before slowly adding, "I'm here for you."
Blaine told Kurt how he felt bad about Kurt caring about him. He just couldn't drag Kurt down with him, he didn't want Kurt to feel bad about what Blaine was feeling and going through right know.
In answer to this, Kurt took a step forward which made Blaine flinch. Kurt noticed it but continued to walk forward, opening his arm and pulling Blaine slowly in to them.
He struggled to break free at first, but suddenly he felt warm and safe in Kurt's arms. He closed his eyes, relaxing, knowing that he was safe in Kurt's arms.
Kurt kissed him on the forehead, sending a warm sensation running through Blaine's body. Blaine backed away from Kurt and looked in to his eyes.
"I'm sorry I stormed out like that, I must have looked like an idiot." Blaine said looking to the ground. He was ready to walk away again until he felt a tugging on his shirt.
"Forget about it Blaine, let's just go back to my house, ok?" Kurt asked.
Blaine nodded.
"Ok." Blaine whispered.
He followed Kurt back up the road they had just walked down and back to Kurt's house. Kurt opened the front door to his house, walked in and held it open waiting for him to follow him inside. When Blaine was inside Kurt slammed the door shut and gestured for him to go upstairs.
"You can be going to our room if you want to shower. I'll be up in a minute." Kurt said with a small polite smile.
Blaine nodded and started climbing the stairs up to Kurt's room. He smiled at how Kurt had said 'our' room, but that's not how Blaine would allow himself to think of if, not for now anyway. He walked into the en-suite bathroom and took off his clothed before he stepped into the shower and turned it on.
The feeling of the warm water running all over his body made Blaine feel like a human again, he hated being as filthy as he was. It made him cringe to even think about it.
He reached for the soap, he poured it on his hands before rubbing it all over his wet body and his face, tilting his head back letting his face get over powered by the water. Blaine took his head out of the water, taking a big breath.
Finally, Blaine reached for the shampoo and began to mix it in to his wet hair before rinsing it out and turning the shower off.
Blaine grabbed a towel from the towel rack and wrapped it around his waist. He walked out of the bathroom with water dripping from his wet hair down his face. He pulled some pyjamas out of his bag and put them on and then used the towel from around his waist to dry his hair as much as he could.
Blaine felt so much better after the shower, and even though he still felt depressed he felt that he could put it aside while he was with Kurt. He heard Kurt coming back up the stairs.
Kurt walked into the room with extra blankets in his arms. He set them down on his double bed and then looked at Blaine.
"So what side of the bed do you want to sleep on?" Kurt asked smiling.
"Umm, I don't mind," Blaine answered with a smile. He had never been asked that before.
"Ok." Kurt said.
He walked around to the right side of the bed and got in. He gestured for Blaine to come and get in to the bed beside him. The thought of it made Blaine's heart to race, he took a deep breath before he walked to the other side of the bed and got in, it felt weird he had never really slept with anyone before.
"You should get some sleep Blaine, you must be exhausted." Kurt said yawning.
He pulled the covers over them both and laid down facing Blaine, who followed and laid down facing Kurt.
Kurt closed his eyes and was asleep in minutes. Blaine laid awake watching Kurt sleep, he seemed so peaceful he felt like he could just watch him sleep forever.
But it didn't take long before he felt his eyes beginning to shut. He tried to fight sleep, he was afraid of his dreams. It was a lost cause though; he eventually fell in to a much-needed deep sleep.
But just before he fell a sleep he felt panic rising in his stomach, a thought sprang into his mind, what would his uncle would do when he found out that Blaine was gone?