Sunday morning Blaine woke around 9:30 with the strong urge to pee, so he slunk out of bed and headed for the bathroom, and on his was back his eyes drifted toward the window.

With a jump he ran toward it and yanked to curtain back, the entire backyard was covered in a thick white blanket and it absolutely glowed in the morning sun. "KURT!" he screeched and ran over to the bed pouncing on the end and bouncing Kurt up a good two inches "Kurt Kurt Kurt!" he bounced the bed slightly underneath him, and he reminded Kurt very much of a puppy.

"Nuhgg, what?" Kurt yawned and tried to open his eyes but the bright light made them snap back shut "SNOW KURT! It snowed!" Blaine babbled and Kurt laughed, managing to get one eye cracked open "Blaine... It snows in Ohio.." Kurt was quite amused with why Blaine was acting as though he'd never seen it before "I know but this is mountain snow!" he argued playfully and Kurt pulled the blanket up over his head.

"Cooome ooon" Blaine begged as he leaned down over him "Come play in the snow with me" he let his chin rest against Kurt's shoulder with big hopeful eyes, and now he really looked like a puppy "I'll give you a blow job" he said in a sing song voice and Kurt laughed under the blanket "You'd give me a blow job anyway" came his muffled voice "Hhmm, well that's true" Blaine pouted a little.

"I'll let you give me a blow job!" he revised his offer and Kurt shook with laughter underneath him "Now that's an offer to good to pass up" he giggled flipping the blanket off his head and coming face to face with Blaine "Good morning" Blaine said quietly with a big sleepy grin and Kurt's heart melted "Hi" he said in return and caught Blaine's lips in a lazy kiss.

"'Cmon, let's go play in the snow" Kurt said as he pulled back and Blaine jumped up with a squeal, extending a hand out to him.

~//~

They stepped out onto the back porch, snugly bundled up in scarves and gloves and big fluffy coats and Kurt's snow boots hit him well above shin level. The backyard was wide and open and ended were the gentle tree line of the tall thin aspens started, and everything was completely covered in pure, perfect glittering snow. Icicles hung off the roof and a few tree branches and it really looked like a winter wonderland.

Blaine lunged out into the snow, which was almost even with the porch, and immediately sunk down nearly to his knees "Holy shit it's deep!" he exclaimed, his eyebrows raising into his hair line "Well, it's your own fault for being so short." Kurt teased with tight lips to keep himself from laughing as he stepped down into the snow "Haha, very funny" Blaine said sarcastically.

"Ok" Blaine clapped his hands together, a huge smile on his face "First things first! Let's build a snowman!" he started to walk toward the center of the yard and Kurt followed "Ah, going for the originality award I see" Kurt said with big smile and Blaine laughed "Hey, who am I to argue with tradition! Now help me make a head"

"Arn't we supposed to make the body first?" Kurt squinted in thought and crossed his arms "Well, maybe I just like to start with the head" Blaine said smugly and Kurt laughed "Well that much is true!" he giggled and joined Blaine who gave him a tiny shove before they started rolling up a ball of snow.

True to his word they built the whole snowman backwards, starting with the head, then the middle, and finally making the biggest ball just before they assembled it.

"There" Blaine said proudly as they set the head on top, it wasn't the prettiest snowman you'd ever seen, it was a little lopsided and was defiantly leaning to the right, but it was their snowman. "Oh!" Blaine, tried, to snap his fingers through his thick gloves and took off toward the tree line, Kurt watched as half way there he tripped and fell face down in the snow.

Kurt was intrigued when he didn't get up right away, instead he extended his arms and legs and started, thrashing, around in the snow. "What are you doing!?" Kurt asked through his uncontrollable fits of laughter "Snmanmle" Blaine yelled with his face still firmly implanted in the snow "What?" Kurt only laughed louder "SnowAngel!" he lifted his head up to answer him clearly and Kurt was doubled over with laughter.

Blaine finally stood up to inspect his work and brush the snow off himself and it looked like two bear cubs had wrestled on the ground. Blaine shrugged and finished his walk to the woods, he found two long spindly twigs he was happy with and made his way back to Kurt who was wiping tears out of his eyes.

"Do you always do snow things upside down?" Kurt asked as Blaine stuck a twig into one side of the middle ball for an arm "Well... I don't... I mean, ya' Know..." Blaine shrugged awkwardly and pushed to other twig into the opposite side "Blaine..." Kurt's voice was suddenly very even and serious "Have you ever played in the snow before?" he asked and watched as Blaine kept his eyes fixed on the arm he was over adjusting.

"Well, it's just, I mean, my family was always very proper, and snow will soil your clothes, and then I went to Dalton and well they're a prep school and-" Kurt reached out and layed a hand over Blaine's where it was fiddling with the twig, stopping his fast paced, rambling confession. "Blaine-" Kurt said simply and their eyes finally met, and Kurt just pulled him into a hug, because honestly, he didn't know what to say.

Blaine wrapped his arms tight around him and nestled his face into Kurt's scarf. He took a deep breath and let the wool scratch his nose and the warmth of Kurt wash over him and cover up the feelings of an unfair childhood.

Eventually Blaine let out a fake cough and awkwardly backed way, "Uh, we need a face..." he stated looking back at the snowman "Hm, wait here!" Kurt turned on his heel and headed toward the porch, disappearing into the house. After just a few moments he turned with an armful of items.

"Would you like to do the honors?" Kurt asked handing him a bright yellow scarf, one his lesser favorites, and with a grin Blaine happily wrapped it around the snowman's neck. Next came a bowl of walnuts that were used to make the eyes, mouth, and buttons and Kurt snapped the long leafy green top off of a carrot before handing it over for the nose.

When Blaine was done he stepped back to admire his handy work, "If only we had a top hat" he mused and Kurt let out a choked laugh "Oh god, I haven't worn a top hat since Sr Prom!" he shook his head at the memory "You wore a top hat to your Sr Prom?" Blaine asked incredulously, his eyebrows knitting together "Oh, don't ask... The class president banned all hair styling products, ugh, it wasn't a pretty sight!" Kurts eyes got big and Blaine laughed, the corners of his eyes crinkling up.

"Oh!" Blaine suddenly snatched the carrot top out of Kurt's hand and shoved it into the top of the snowman's head "There!" he said proudly looking over at Kurt who was trying not laugh at the ridiculous sight "That's great, Blaine" he smiled but couldn't stop the giggle that escaped and Blaine couldn't help but laugh too.

When they paused to catch their breath Kurt let his eyes wander toward the trees "What's that!" he gasped grabbing onto Blaine's arm and hiding behind him slightly "What?" Blaine became alert and started searching the trees "THAT!" Kurt shrieked and pointed with his free hand "I don't see anything.." Blaine mumbled, a bit bewildered "Oh, just go check it out.." Kurt let him go and gave him a few small pushes in the proper direction.

Blaine started to walk out toward the wood cautiously and paused half way there "Kurt I still don't-" his sentence came to stop when he felt a loose chunk of snow splatter against his shoulder, he instantly whirled around and Kurt had a tight smile on his face. Kurt shrugged and started to look around as if didn't know where the snowball had come from, and Blaine seized the opportunity to make one of his own and chunk it back at Kurt while he still looking away.

They locked in eye contact for a moment and then both dove for the snow at the same time, making hastily smashed together snowballs. Blaine finnish his a fraction of a second sooner and tossed it haphazardly, making it hit Kurt's leg, before he bolted to the side to dodge the one Kurt had just thrown and it narrowly missed him, dissipating back into the snow on the ground.

They fell into fits of giggles as they ran around the backyard, tossing snow at each other like a couple of five year olds, Blaine tripped more than once and Kurt took the opportunity to pelt his back, which resulted in him getting chased when Blaine got to his feet again.

Eventually Blaine decided to forgo the snowballs and just chase Kurt instead, and when he got close enough he reach an arm around Kurt's stomach he swung him in a circle and twirled him around so they were face to face. They both laughed as the tips of their noses brushed together, quick puffs of white air escaping their lips as they tried to catch their breath, and their shining eyes locked onto each other.

"Your nose is so red" Blaine stated and Kurt laughed "Well it is freezing out here" Kurt pointed out "You ready to go in?" Blaine asked his breathing having almost returned to normal "Ya" Kurt agreed and slipped his hand into Blaine's as he headed for the porch, "Oh wait!" Kurt suddenly turned away from the house and let go of Blaine.

He made his way quickly over to Blaine's snowangel and stood next to it, he stretched his arms out straight and spread his legs before letting himself free fall backwards, because there was enough snow to give him a cushy landing. He briskly worked his arms and legs back and forth in the snow and carefully stood up so as not to disturb his master piece and practically skipped back to Blaine's side, looping their arms together when he got there.

'You are absolutely perfect', the thought dominates the inside of Blaine's head, but he doesn't say it out loud. Not because it's not true, or because he thinks Kurt would freak out, but because he doesn't want to put Kurt in a position of feeling obligated to reciprocate that kind of compliment, because he's knows directed at himself, it really wouldn't be true. "That, was amazing" he says instead and they make their way up to the porch.

Blaine paused at the door to look back over their play-land, the lopsided snowman grinned warmly at him and there where messy trails and ruts cut all through the once beautiful snow, and miscellaneous holes where Blaine had fallen down, and a little further out lay Blaine's deranged SnowAngel next to Kurt's perfectly crafted one.

Blaine smiled to himself and committed the sight to memory, before taking one last deep breath of mountain air and ducking inside.

Blaine walked in to find Kurt humming and twirling around the kitchen pulling various items out of cabinets, and there was a small sauce pan on the stove.

"Hmmn, and what's all this?" Blaine asked as he slid up on the counter top to sit right next to the stove, "You'll figure it out" Kurt giggled and stuck his finger into, what looked to milk, in the sauce pan and popped it in his mouth. "Here, stir" he started gentle circles in the pot with a wooden spoon and then handed it over to Blaine to continue the job.

Blaine watched as he pulled down the cutting board and retrieved a knife that was just short of a meat cleaver. He placed the items next to Blaine and when he opened the small, square, brown paper package that was held closed with a piece of twine to reveal a brick of solid chocolate it hit Blaine, "Aaahhh" he smiled knowingly down at Kurt.

"Hot Cocoa the way it was intended!" Kurt grinned and began shaving slivers off the end of the chocolate block. He added the chocolate to the nearly boiling milk, along with a few other ingredients and topped it off with a splash of mint extract. Kurt filled two mugs with the steaming beverage and they made their way to the living room, where they snuggled down on the couch together and sipped their drinks.

"Hm, do you have Tuesday off?" Kurt asked from his place in Blaine's arms "Um, ya I think so.. Why?" Blaine furrowed his brow slightly "Oh good! So do I!" Kurt smiled contentedly "It's a holiday!" he announced and Blaine nearly choked on his cocoa "What!? It is!" he was shocked that he had somehow managed to forget an entire holiday.

"Oh, no, it's just patriot day" Kurt waved off his alarm "It's just a bank holiday" he sighed as he took a long sip from his cup "But... You don't work for a bank?" Blaine's confusion showed in his voice "No, but designers are notoriously lazy" he giggled and Blaine just shook his head wrapping his arm tighter around him.

~//~

The rest of the day was spent just as pointlessly as it started, there was movie watching and more cocoa and they made it outside to enjoy snow two more times before the sun was set. And after dinner Blaine found himself meandering into the living room, a half full glass of wine in his hand as his bare feet padded softly against the floor.

He moved to the stereo and flipped through the CDs for a moment before selecting one and sliding it into the player just as Kurt walked in the room. "What are you doing?" Kurt asked with a smile as stopped across the room next to the couch, Blaine silently made his way over and flipped off the light so the only thing illuminating the room was the fire that gave everything a subtle glow and flickered off the walls.

Blaine set his glass down on the coffee table with a soft clink and turned to face Kurt "Monsieur Hummel, may I have this dance?" Blaine extended his hand and perfectly executed a bow the likes of which was usually reserved for films from the nineteen-thirties "You may" Kurt breathed as he slipped his hand into Blaine's.

Blaine straightened up and brought the back of Kurt's hand gently to his lips "You look beautiful tonight" he whispered, his lips brushing over Kurt knuckles as he looked up at him through his eyelashes and Kurt's breath caught in his throat. Blaine stood up and pulled Kurt slowly into his embrace and lead them into an easy waltz as the soft classical music filled the tiny cabin.

Kurt found that Blaine was an amazing dancer, as well he should be after the hours of lessons he'd had at Dalton, and he lead them around the small open living area like it was a grand ballroom, around the coffee table and down beside the TV, from one wall to another they floated around the place like they were walking on air. Blaine kept their bodies pressed close together with the one hand on the small of Kurt's back and let his cheek brush up against that of the other mans.

"You are-" Blaine started and paused so he could twirl Kurt out and pull him back into his chest, even closer than before "-an exquisite dancer" Blaine whispered directly into his ear and it sent a shiver down Kurt's spine "Has anyone ever told you, you're ridiculously romantic?" Kurt whispered back as they continued to swirl around the living room and Blaine paused to look Kurt in the eye, "No" he answered quietly into the minute space between them "But I'll file it away for later"

Blaine brought his hand up to cup Kurt's face and let his thumb rest against his high cheek bone as he claimed Kurt's lips in a slowly building kiss.

Kurt let his fingers slid up to tangle into Blaine's beautiful curls and drag him in deeper into the kiss, which heated up as they started slowly across the room, losing articles of clothing along the way and by the time Blaine was lowering them onto the feather bed by the fire they where both completely naked.

Blaine let his lips wander down over Kurt's jaw line as his fingers slid up and down his body, caressing curves where they saw fit and Kurt sighed as he relaxed into his touch. After quite a few slow lingering minutes of Blaine worshiping Kurt's creamy skin, he reached down and grabbed a condom from beside the bed and let his hand fall against Kurt's chest as he pulled back slightly to see into his eyes.

"Do you trust me?" Blaine asked softly "For some reason, I always have" was Kurt's simple answer and it caused a tiny flicker of a smile on Blaine's lips "Then this-" he lightly tapped to condom against Kurt's skin "-is for you." he stated and Kurt eyes showed his surprise, his saliva got thick in his throat and he swallowed it down visibly, before finally giving Blaine to tiniest of nods.

Blaine smiled and leaned his lips close to Kurt's ear "don't worry, I'll guide you" he whispered as he rolled them over in a fluid motion so that Kurt was on top. Kurt let out a shaky breath and didn't quite understand why he suddenly felt so vulnerable.

Blaine dropped the foil packet down by his side so he could stroke up and down Kurt's arms and across his back to reassure him, in a way Kurt was loosing his virginity all over again, just a little differently.

Blaine took it slow for a while until Kurt relax into him a little more and felt more at ease and he let his hand fall down to land on the bottle of lube, when he brought it up he popped the lid up with his thumb and Kurt's hand came over to cover his, "Let me" Kurt whispered as he pulled the bottle out from Blaine's fingers, and he didn't protest.

Kurt slicked up his fingers on one hand and pressed his forehead against Blaine's temple as he slowly swiped a finger through his cheeks before lining it up at his entrance and tentatively pushing in. Blaine's eyes fluttered closed and a small groan escaped his lips and Kurt's eyes stayed lock on his profile, completely entranced. Kurt's own eyes would have slid closed if he hadn't forced them to stay open, Blaine was so tight and hot around just his one finger, and it was ridiculously arousing.

He worked his finger in and out slowly and added another when the time felt right, he'd fingered himself before of course and even another guy, but never like this, not as a means to an end, it was different somehow. The more Kurt worked him the more he lost it, until he lay there, back arched, mouth open slightly and panting, and Kurt couldn't take it anymore.

He latched onto his lips and drug him into a deeply passionate kiss and when they parted their cheeks where flush and they where both more than a little out of breath, "I'm ready whenever you are" Blaine breathed and when Kurt removed his fingers he couldn't stop the small whimper that escaped his lips from the loss.

Blaine picked the condom back up and his hands met above Kurt's head as he tore it open, he removed the rubber circle and looked straight in Kurt's eyes as he slipped it on his dick for him "you ready for this?" Blaine asked, honestly checking to make sure he was ok with everything that was happening as he let his hand make lazy strokes over his sheathed erection. "ya" Kurt nodded and Blaine nodded back.

He helped Kurt slide down a little and get into a good position, before Kurt smoothed more than a little too much lube over himself and reached down to move himself against Blaine's entrance, but as he let go he reposition his body and all the excess lube caused him to slip out of place.

A blush that was even visible in the fire light grazed across his cheeks and he gave Blaine nervous smile "You're so good at this part" he said light heartedly trying to shake off his embarrassment "I've had a lot of practice" Blaine's voice was even and deep as he reached up to brush the hair from Kurt's forehead and let his finger trail down his cheek and off his chin, his gentle touch conveying that he wasn't judging him.

Kurt lined himself up again, this time being careful not to move to much, and took a deep breath, before very gently pushing his head inside Blaine and he moan high and Blaine moaned low at the feeling of heat and pressure and the ultimate closeness. Kurt started to pushed deeper inside him and the feeling was nearly over whelming, "just, take it, slow" Blaine coached as he let his hand grip one of Kurt biceps.

Tiny inch by tiny inch Kurt moved forward until he was all the way inside Blaine and he let some of his weight rest against Blaine's chest, and Blaine let his other hand go up and nestle into Kurt's hair "Just give it a minute" he prompted to give them both time to adjust.

Kurt let his lips find Blaine's, and their tongues did the thing they were well versed in by now. after a while Kurt noticed he had started moving without even realizing it, he pulled out and slid back in, in long even strokes and it was absolutely mind blowing. It was, quiet obviously, like nothing he'd ever felt.

Blaine moaned deep in his throat and Kurt took it as a que to speed up a little, but even then his thrusts were tentative and rather slow. The longer it went on the more it became like torture for both of them "fuck kurt you're gonna have to speed up" Blaine groaned as he tried to thrust back against him "I don't wanna hur-"

"You won't!" Blaine's back arched up off the bed "Just please, go faster" he was practically begging and Kurt couldn't hold back any longer anyway. He let himself stop holding back and slammed into him and directly into his prostate, "OH GOD YES!" not for the first time Blaine was glad not to be in an apartment.

Kurt pumped into him in fast uneven strokes, and it felt beyond good for both of them. Now and then Kurt would hit that magic spot and Blaine's eye would fly open as he cried out and Kurt wanted to just make him do that forever. But Kurt wasn't going to last long, and they both knew it.

Kurt's head fell down against Blaine's chest and his muscles started to shake as he approached his climax, Blaine wrapped his arms around him to steady him and let his nails sink into his back. And just as it quite often happened they started to come at the same time and Kurt manged to continue thrusting deep inside him until they where both spent and he collapsed onto Blaine's chest.

Blaine wrapped one arm tighter around him and slid the other up into his hair to cup the back of his head, his body was completely limp and every last inch of it was quivering "Shh, Shh, I got you, I got you" Blaine quietly comforted him as he mindlessly stroked his hair and helped him come down from his orgasm.

After a few minutes Kurt stopped shaking and Blaine pressed a kiss to his head "It's different isn't it?" his voice was soft smooth "Uh, ya" Kurt agreed and Blaine smiled to himself. Kurt went to roll off from on top of him and Blaine's hand flew up instantly against his shoulder to stop him and his eyes got a bit wider "You're still inside me" he informed Kurt who blinked as if coming back to reality, he carefully extracted himself and they both winced a little.

Kurt pulled his condom off and Blaine wiped them down and pulled the old raggedy quilt up over them as he drew Kurt down to lay over his shoulder and took a deep breath of his hair, "So?" he asked as his fingers stroked up and down Kurt's spine "That's was.. Wow..." Kurt found himself grasping for words, a rare instance indeed "You gonna give up bottoming now?" Blaine teased and he felt him shake his head against his chest "Oh, no, I'm still a bottom... Buuut, I wouldn't be so upset if that happened, every once in while" he smirked.

"Thank you" Blaine said with a quite confidence that Kurt couldn't quite place "You're thanking me for fucking you?" Kurt joked and Blaine huffed out a laugh "No... For trusting me" he said honestly and his hand stilled against Kurt's back "I'm glad I did" Kurt sighed.

After quite sometime Blaine shifted his arms around Kurt "We have to go shower" he hummed into Kurt's hair, their mess was a little, well messer this time, and after running and playing outside all day, they needed one.

They took a long, slow, hot, shower and Blaine washed every part of Kurt's body, he just wasn't quite ready to stop touching him. They finished up and slipped into sweat pants before sliding into bed and Blaine pulled Kurt into his arms, they settled in together and the moonlight spilled through the window filling the room with a soft glow.

It had become a kind of thing, every night once they were wrapped up together and ready to fall asleep, one of them would pick a topic, and they'd discuss it until their eyes drifted closed and their voices became mumbles and then ceased altogether. They had gone over childhood stories and future dreams, opinions and references, "Ok, coming out stories" Kurt sated and Blaine laughed lightly "You always pick the hard ones..."

"Ok.." Blaine took a deep breath "I was fourteen, like I said, and my bother Cooper was away at college... Soo, I waited until one weekend when he came home to visit, and we we're all sitting at the dinner table, and I hadn't eaten anything, my stomach was. in. knots... And I put my fork down and I said 'I have something I want to tell you all' and everyone stopped and looked at me and it was so, so, tense... And as cliché as it was I said 'Mom, dad, Cooper... I'm gay" Blaine paused for a moment as the memory over took him.

"And my mom said 'eat your peas dear'" Blaine laughed humorlessly "My dad, just stood up and walked out of the room, he never said a word... The next time we talked, about two weeks later, all he did was yell at me... After dinner Cooper came up to me when we were alone and gave me the biggest, longest, most sincere hug he'd ever given me, and he said 'I will always love you Blaine, you're my brother... And I'm sorry I can't save you from them' and that night he left.. And went back to college" Blaine finished and the room held a heavy quiet.

"Do you ever regret telling them?" Kurt asked softly "Never." it was a simple, but sure reply.

"I-" Kurt shifted deeper into Blaine's arms as he started his own story "Was in my freshman year of high school, and I was on the football team" Blaine laughed, he couldn't help it "You were what?" he asked incredulously "I was on the football team for a grand total of a week, and played one game, I won it though! I was the kicker!" Kurt said proudly.

"No offense, but I think I'd rather imagine you as a cheerleader!" Blaine snickered "Oh I was that to, and for a longer period of time" Kurt said cockily Blaine groaned as his cock twitched at the very idea "You were really a cheerleader?" he asked in a lust drawn voice "Mmm hhmmm, but that's a story for another day"

"So the night of my big game, I'm down in my basement bedroom and my dad came down stairs to tell me he was proud of me, and when he turned to walk away I got a surge of energy and I just did it. I guess I was just tired of hiding, and before he left he gave me a hug and thanked me for telling him..." Kurt had a sleepy smile on his face when he finished and Blaine once again found himself in shock that people like that even existed.

"What would your dad say... If he knew, about me, I mean?" Blaine asked his voice a mixture of caution and curiosity "Oh, he does know" Kurt sated as if it would be obvious "What?" Kurt was instantly aware of the alarm in Blaine's voice and calmed his nerves "Oh no, no specifics! Just that I met a guy up here and we've been spending a lot of time together" and Blaine relaxed a little, after all they we're from the same small town! The last thing he needed was his dad trudging up here after him.

"He was very excited and all these questions and when do I get to meet him" Kurt laughed lightly "But I assured him it's just till the end of the month, and then we go on with our own separate lives at opposite ends of the country" Kurt explained and Blaine nodded "So, he told me to just have fun, and be careful" Kurt yawned and Blaine smiled at his adorableness.

They got quiet after that and Kurt had drifted asleep before Blaine realized it, so he just settled in against him and closed his eyes. And in the end, he found it very reassuring, that people like Burt Hummel, really existed in the world.