“Oh my God!”  Kurt shrieked as he read a text he just received.  He quickly, as fast as his thumbs would let him, responded. 

Rachel sat at the island with Finn sharing their morning coffee.  “What?”  She asked after blowing on her coffee.

“That was Mercedes.  She’s coming home to New York next week.  She’s going to be here for a month before she has to go to LA.  I can’t wait!”  Kurt exclaimed, words coming a mile a minute.

“Oh my! Yay!  I can’t wait.  Hopefully she can come see one of my shows.”

“She doesn’t have a choice Rach, I am dragging her all over this city.”

“Speaking of the show Kurt.”  Rachel began changing the subject.  “I gave my notice.  My last show is the Sunday before Thanksgiving.”

“Hoping for a Christmas surpise?”

“Maybe.” She said sipping on her coffee grinning with Finn.

Kurt returned his attention to his conversation with Mercedes and sat on the couch.

To Cedes (6:45 am): I can’t wait til you come home. I miss you sooo much.

From Cedes (6:46 am): I know Boo.  I miss you too.  I will be off during the holidays too!

To Cedes (6:46 am): Ohmigosh yes!

From Cedes (6:48 am): Hudmel Christmas extravaganza?

To Cedes (6:49 am): You know it, already planning it.

From Cedes (6:50 am): Of course you are Boo.

From Cedes (6:50 am): So…

To Cedes (6:51 am): So… what?

From Cedes (6:52 am): What’s going on in your love life?  Rachel said you’re spending a lot of time with Blaine.

To Cedes (6:54 am): That’s because Cedes, Blaine’s my boyfriend now!

From Cedes (6:55 am): dhgfergfh OH MY GOD! YES! I was getting so worried about you my love.

To Cedes (6:56 am): Did you just speak in fangirl to me?

From Cedes (6:57 am): Sorry lol I have been picking up some stuff while trolling Twitter.

From Cedes (6:58 am): Does he make you happy?

To Cedes (6:58 am): More than anything.  I love him Cedes.

From Cedes (6:59 am): awwwweeee *squee*

To Cedes (7:00 am): You’re too much

From Cedes (7:01 am): I’m sorry boo, Sam and Quinn are getting on my case about sound check. I g2g ttyl

To Cedes (7:02 am): Ok love you, see you soon.

From Cedes (7:03 am): Love you too.

Kurt pocked his phone and headed out the door to work.  He couldn’t wait to tell Blaine about Mercedes coming home.  He took out his phone and started making notes on what they would do when she came to town.

*x*x*

That night Blaine decided to cook dinner for Kurt.  He knew how happy he was that Mercedes was coming home, so he wanted to try and make his night perfect.  He wasn’t an amazing cook like Kurt, but he could manage a few meals.  He made everyone chicken marsala over angel hair pasta.  He made plates for Brittany and Santana, leaving them in the oven for them to have when they got home.  He sent a quick text to Kurt.

To Kurt (5:36 pm): Hey babe, when are you coming home?

From Kurt (5:39 pm):  I’ll be home in about 10-15 minutes.  You can head to my place. 

From Kurt (5:40 pm): Santana keeps a spare key on the key hook by the door.  It has a gold star keychain. But I gotta go, heading down to the subway.

To Kurt (5:41 pm): Ok, I love you.

Blaine didn’t get a response; he must have already headed down the stairs.  As much as he wanted to look nice for Kurt, he wanted to be comfortable.  He slipped on his favorite Dalton sweats (Kurt loves the way his ass looks in them) and a hoodie.  It was getting cold early this year.  He grabbed the food and the key and headed over to Kurt’s apartment. 

When Kurt walked through his door he saw that Blaine had dinner set out on the table.  He had closed all the curtains, blocking out as much sun as possible – even though it was already starting to set – and had candles lit on the table.  Blaine was standing at the table pouring wine in to classes.  Kurt couldn’t help but blush.  Only Blaine, would set up a romantic dinner and would wear that.  Those sweatpants, if Blaine only knew what those sweatpants really did to him.  Sweatpants were not very forgiving for men, but for Blaine they were more than forgiving, they were a blessing.

Kurt shook his head and put down his bag and kicked off his shoes.  Well not kicked, but the concept still applies.  He walked up to Blaine and wrapped his arms around him from behind. “Hmm it smells so good.”

“I hope it tastes good.”

“Oh I am sure it will be amazing.”

“Come eat.”

“Well I feel a little over dressed for the occasion, I am going to go change.”

When Kurt came out they sat down and enjoyed a peaceful romantic dinner for two.  The talked about Mercedes coming back and – since Mercedes brought it up – their Christmas party.  By the time dinner was over they had both finished two glasses of wine and were nice a full.

“That was amazing Blaine.”

“Thank you.  I know I’m not you –“

“No stop it, seriously you don’t give yourself enough credit.”

Blaine smiled and nodded.  “So you wanna watch a movie?”

“Sure, what movie did you have in mind?”

“You pick.  Whatever you like.”

“Well I have been in the mood to watch ‘My Best Friend’s Wedding’ for a while.”

“Well let’s put it on in the bedroom.”  Blaine held out his arm. “After you my love.”

Sometime during the middle of the movie Blaine turned to face Kurt. “So, you never told me what Rachel wanted to talk to you about.”

“Ohmygod, you’re right, I can’t believe I forgot to tell you. It’s huge!”

Blaine’s eyes widened.  “Well, what is it?

“She’s taking a leave from Broadway.”

Blaine shot up to a sit. “What! Why?”

“Because she wants to have a baby.”

“Wow, that is huge.”

“Yea, you know she’s going to force you to go see her show before she finishes.  And it just so happens that I am dragging Mercedes out there and you are just going to have to come to.”

“It’s a date.  So, by summer 2013 there may be a baby Berry blessing us with his or her presence.”

“Well technically a baby Hudson, but yes, God help us all.”  Both men started laughing and Blaine cuddled into the crook of Kurt’s arm, resting his head on his shoulder.  They watched the rest of the movie silently enjoying the intimacy of the moment.

For some reason, lying in bed with Blaine so innocently brought some of his insecurities to the front burner.  His body unconsciously started to tense, which Blaine immediately noticed.

“Babe what’s wrong?”

“It’s nothing.”

“Kurt nothing is always something.  You know you can always talk to me about anything.”  Kurt pulled his arm from under Blaine’s head and rolled over to lie on his side while facing Blaine.  Blaine rested his head on his hand, allowing his elbow to support the weight.  “So, what’s on your mind my love?”

Kurt sat for a minute collecting his thoughts before finally speaking.  “It’s kinda dumb.”

“Kurt, your feelings are never dumb.”

“It’s just some insecurities I have.”

“Did I do something to make you feel that way?”  Blaine asked genuinely concerned.  He rubbed Kurt’s side encouragingly with his free hand.

“No its just, um, are you attracted to me, like sexually?”

“What? God yes!  Why would you think that I’m not?”

“Well you haven’t ever touched me – that way.”  Kurt grew frustrated with himself.  He was 25 years old and still was embarrassed to talk about sex.  “Is there something wrong with me?”

Blaine pulled Kurt into his arms and held him close enough for the tips of their noses to touch.  “Kurt, you are the single most attractive man in all of New York.  I love you, all of you.  Every inch of you, inside and out, is perfect.”

“But you haven’t even seen all of me.  What if I’m not enough for you?”

“Kurt I already told you that you are perfect.  You being you will always be enough for me.  I’m also positive you will be more than enough for me.” He said with a wink.

Relaxing slightly Kurt continued.  “Then why haven’t you touched me?  We’re not exactly virgin school boys.”

Blaine made sure to look Kurt in his eyes.  “Because babe, I remember our conversation that night.  I know how much he hurt you.  I didn’t want you to ever feel that I was just trying to use you for sex.  Kurt, I could spend the rest of my life with you and not ever round third base and I would still be satisfied because I love you.  I love you for the person you are.  Yes, sex is great, but it’s not what our relationship is based on.  I always wanted to make love to you our first time, not just fuck.  I wanted us to be in love.  I also wanted to make sure you were ready, so I decided to let you lead the way when it comes to sex.”

Kurt smiled and wrapped his free hand around Blaine’s head digging his fingers into his hair pulling him into a kiss.  After their lips pressed together passionately Kurt pulled away slightly, Blaine moaning at the loss of contact.  “I love you so much.”  He whispered, but before Blaine could reply he began to kiss him again.   He sucked on Blaine’s bottom lip, his tongue asking for permission to enter.  Blaine opened his mouth slightly, granting the request.  Blaine meets Kurt tongue with his as he wrapped his arm around Kurt’s waist pulling him as close as the possibly could be.  Their growing erections brushed together causing them both moan, their cocks begging for more friction.  Their kiss intensifies becoming a little more sloppy but ever more passionate.  They pull away slightly, allowing their lips to still touch, trying to catch their breath.

Kurt used this opportunity to push Blaine back onto his back, jumping up to straddle him and help Blaine out of his shirt.  Once shirts were off Kurt returned to their kiss.  He cradled Blaine’s head with his hands running his fingers through his hair, pulling ever so slightly.  Blaine ran his hands up Kurt’s thighs, his hands ending up on Kurt’s ass.  He grabbed his ass pulling him close causing that desperately needed friction between the two.

“I want you so much.”  Blaine managed to choke out between kisses.

“Let me make love to you Blaine.”  Kurt replied in a whisper breaking their connection as he kissed up his neck and behind his ear.

“Are you sure?”

“Yes.”  He said in such a low tone, it was almost a growl.  His voice sent shivers down his spine which went straight to his cock.  “God I wanted to since the day I first time I saw you.”

“Okay.”  Blaine managed to muster out in between gasps and moans as Kurt kissed his way down his body.

*x*x*

Blaine and Kurt laid side by side with their foreheads just barely touching, hands intertwined with each other’s.  They looked each other in the eyes and smiled.  “That was amazing Kurt.  I told you that you are perfect, now you just reaffirmed my faith in that fact.”

Kurt smiled and leaned in for a peck on the lips.  “You are better.”  He breathily whispered with a smile.  But let’s just sleep now. I’m so tired.”

“Of course babe.  But don’t you want to get dressed first?”

“Nope, don’t want to move.  Come cuddle.”

Blaine smiled. “Big spoon or little spoon?”

“Big spoon, I want to hold you tonight.”

“Okay.”  Blaine said as Kurt took him into his embrace, their bodies becoming flush against each other.  “I love you.”

“I love you too Blaine.”  Within minutes both men were fast asleep and were the happiest they have been in a long time.