The More

When Life hits you hard,

You have to fight back,

But the more I fight,

The more I lose,

The more I lose,

The more I just cant bear it,

The more I just cant bear it,

The more I want to hide,

The more I want to hide,

The more I curl up inside,

The more I curl up inside,

The more I want to die

Prom Song

When I first realized I was gay,

I had a lot of things I thought of,

First I was a demon,

Something that shouldnt exist,

Then I was wrong,

Cause I was going against the word of God,

Then I realized,

I had always felt this way,

Not like I was a demon,

But like I was gay,

And I had to accept that.

Which is really hard,

I dont want to accept,

That Im different,

Any more than I want to accept,

Who my father truly is,

But then again,

When Alex asked me to the dance,

I said yes,

I havent told my parents,

What I am,

But Ive told the school,

So has Alex,

We have to stick together,

‘Cus they want us to die,

But hes my friend,

And were going to the Sadie Hawkins dance,

So Ill end this prom song.

Away

I want to move away,

Fly away somewhere else,

New York maybe,

But anywhere,

Just to get away from them,

But I cant,

So right now,

Ill just stay,

Wishing I could get away

Time to Tell

These days pass in a blur,

I dont know which way to turn,

I have to tell him what I am,

All these hiding is horrible,

I feel like no one knows who I am,

Any more,

My father, my mother,

I have to find a way,

To tell them my secret,

To tell them Im gay,

Still His Kid

I told them,

It hurts way too much,

I knew they wont accept me,

But,

At the same time you wish that,

They could just understand,

Stopping looking at the label,

To take a good look,

And realize,

Im still his kid.