Sadie Hawkins

Today was the dance,

It turned out worse than I wouldve imagined,

Alex,

Alex,

I just dont know anymore,

They beat him up,

Like they did to me,

But,

It was worst for Alex,

His dad isnt a wealthy lawyer,

Alex,

Alex,

They said I could see him soon,

But,

I saw something in their eyes that said,

Youll never see him again,

Alex,

Alex,

I know I didnt believe in you before,

But if there is a god,

Bring Alex back,

Alex,

Alex,

Hes my only friend,

Alex,

Alex,

The ones who beat us up used to be my friends,

Alex,

Alex,

 You cant leave me now,

We were,

We are,

Supposed to get out of this hell hole,

Togethher,

Alex,

Alex,

You bring me up,

Alex,

Alex,

You are my best friend,

My only friend,

Alex,

Alex,

Dont leave me,

Alex,

Alex,

Tell me it isnt true,

Alex,

Alex,

Make my parents stop looking t me with those sad eyes,

Alex,

Alex,

Make it all go away,

Alex,

Alex,

Make my dad stop saying that its my own fault,

For getting us beat up,

If we werent sinners,

You wont be where you are,

Alex,

Alex,

Please wake up

Time 

I have to leave,

But how can I?

Leave all these happy memories behind,

Me and Alex,

In the cafeteria,

Laughing at how ugly the popular boys are,

Me and Alex,

Freaking out over Tom Felton,

Alex,

Protecting me,

Him being older,

Me feeling way too small,

But,

Never winning the fight,

Only saving me from having to get injured,

Why couldnt I do that for him?

Maybe its best I leave,

But where will Alex go?

He stays in the hospital,

I get sent to a zero-tolerance bullying policy school,

And Alex gets left here,

In this hell hole,

He should be the one to go,

But life doesnt work like that does it,

Even when Im gone,

At least Ill have the memories.

Shoes

Well Im here,

Everyone is the same,

I dont know how to tell them apart,

I guess I could if I looked at their faces,

But right now Ive just been looking at their shoes