It was almost 10 am and Finn and Puck both frantically paced the living room. Puck broke the silence. Where are they? Shouldn’t some of them be here by now said Puck. Just as Puck said it there was a knock on the front door. Finn tore from where he stood and snatched it open and saw Rachel and Mercedes. Hi Finn said the girls. How is Blaine today and How is Kurt holding up Rachel asked as she entered the house. Blaine is no different today but he moved a thumb Kurt said. Kurt I don’t know how he is. I haven’t had a chance to really talk to him. He was getting into the shower when we spoke said Finn.

Several minutes passed as the four friends sat talking and catching up when a second knock came. This time it was The Shuesters and Artie with Mike and Tina. It was still a strange sight seeing Artie standing with his crutches instead of his chair. Artie had finally began walking right before his graduation which made it all the more special for everyone.

As the clock struck 10 am the living room was now alive and buzzing with chatter. It was a happy scene oh how Finn wished it was for a different reason that this group of people had gathered but it wasn’t and it broke his heart.

Finn looked around the room. Where is Kurt he asked to no one in particular. Mercedes responded and got up from Burt’s recliner and said she would go find him.

The door to Kurt’s room stood open thanks to Finn. Mercedes walked in and called Kurt’s name. He wouldnt hear her as the shower was running and he was humming some random weird song. Mercedes walked to the mostly closed bathroom door and knocked jarring Kurt from his mind and back to a painful reality.

Who is it he yelled. I will be out in a minute. Its Mercedes said Mercedes. Kurt are you okay. Yes I am fine Kurt snapped from beyond the door. I be down in a minute okay. After a few more questions Mercedes left the room and went back downstairs.

Back in the living room which was oddly quiet Mercedes slid back into a chair beside Santana. How is he she asked Mercedes quietly. Hard to tell he seemed okay. I guess. He was humming a strange tune and said he was fine said Mercedes. Well thats good Tina piped in.

Alright Finn Mr Shue suddenly spoke what is your plan today. We sing Mr Shue its what we always did when we had a problem or were hurting said Finn. What song asked Rachel. Quinn responded I know a few you guys sang for me when I was pregnant with Beth during my sophomore year. What songs Quinn Puck chimed in. Lean on me and Keep holding on said Quinn. Those are good. What else guys asked Mr Shuester. Rachel chimed in this time I heard a song the other day called Not Alone seemed fitting. By some new artist named Darren something. Brittany popped in. Great song and his name is Darren Criss. He played Harry Freaking Potter in a musical online. (in a singsong voice).

Kurt was now standing at the foot of the stairs unnoticed arms crossed against his fresh white button up shirt. How long should he stand and listen before he interrupted them. Didn’t take very long before Emma heard him shift behind her and squealed a little when she saw his face. She jumped up and over Will’s out stretched legs and went straight to him and hugged him. Oh Kurt how are you honey? What happened yesterday? We are all here for you said Emma. Kurt looked around the room and every one he had loved and maybe not loved was sitting there. Coach Bieste, Coach Sylvester, and even his old enemy David Karofsky who was now standing and moving towards Kurt was here. Kurt wasn’t sure what to think as Dave approached him and pulled him up off the floor in a bear hug.

I am soo sorry Kurt. I saw you boys walking and laughing in the mall. I should have followed you. I am big enough I could I don’t know done something said Dave. David there is nothing you or I or anyone one else could have done said Kurt. A short pause as Dave carefully placed Kurt’s feet back on the plush carpet.

Dave did you just say you were there yesterday asked Kurt? Yeah why Kurt replied Dave. Did you see anyone out of the ordinary near us asked Kurt. No Kurt I didn’t I am so sorry. I… (tears running down his face) I lost you guys in the crowd cried Dave. Kurt placed an arm around Dave’s back and said its ok. I don’t blame you. I blame myself. I should have gone to the bathroom with him and not went after our lunch. I am a fool. I thought about what I needed first instead of staying with Blaine while he handled his physical need said Kurt. Kurt was now sobbing on Dave’s side. I was so selfish. I wanted to eat so I let him go into a crowded bathroom alone. I caused this Kurt wailed into Davids shoulder.

Several minutes passed and Kurt’s sobbing slows. Carole and Mrs Anderson had also appeared. Carole spoke to the group. Hey guys can I borrow Kurt for a few minutes she said as tugged him lightly into the kitchen. Kurt followed and sat down at the bar top counter where a plate of scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast sat. Carole slide the plate and a glass of orange juice to Kurt and said eat. Kurt gratefully took the food and wolfed it all down. He hadn’t realized how hungry he had been either. With the food down him Carole allowed him to go back to his friends but only after a simple warning to him.

Carole reached and took Kurt’s hands after he placed the plate and empty glass in the dishwasher and closed it. She looked into his very tired looking blue eyes and said to him. Kurt you have to eat and take care of yourself. Right now its very important that you keep your strength and health up for Blaine. He needs you to not only be strong but to be healthy too. You will be no good to Blaine if you don’t eat and sleep properly. I love you and I love Blaine as much as I love my own son. Promise me you will eat and look after yourself said Carole. Kurt took his hands free and wrapped his long arms around Carole and thanked her and promised he would. She smiled up at him and said good now go see your friends. They want an update on Blaine.

Right as Carole said that. Kurt’s phone rang in his pocket. It was Blaine’s dad. A cold shiver ran down Kurt’s spine as he answered the phone.

Hello said a very shaky and alarmed Kurt.

Ken: Hi Kurt how are you feeling? You looked terrible this morning. Any better. Did you get a nap at least? Blaine has moaned your name twice. I thought you would like to know. They upped his medicine to put him farther to sleep.

Awkward silence falls on Kurt’s end. Blaine called for him and he wasn’t there.

Kurt: I.. I I am on my way Mr Anderson. Be there in half an hour or so bye.

Kurt hit the end call button and shoved the phone into his pocket and turned on his heel and tore up the stairs to retrieve his coat.

Meanwhile downstairs Carole was telling the group of people in her living room the latest and helping a frazzled Mrs Anderson find her shoes and coat.

Less than a full minute later Kurt came racing down the front steps to the living room and was asking for cars to be moved so he could retrieve his or Blaine’s car so he could leave.

Several people got up and hurried outside. The roar of three engines filled the air and cars were moving down the street and out of the way. Kurt thanked everyone and would see them later when he knew more and was sorry he was leaving so soon. He turned to Blaine’s mom and said kindly lets go see Blaine. I hear he has called my name twice.

With that the two left the house and headed to Blaine’s car and left for the hospital. As Kurt drove off down the street towards the hospital he watched the three cars pull back into the driveway and Mike, Rory, and Mr Shuester head back into the house. What ever they were planning they could do without Kurt getting in the way. Blaine was calling for him and he had to get back to his side as fast as legally possible.