Chapter 8

Kurt was slammed hard against the door as Blaine pressed his body flush against him. "God, you were so hot." He kissed down Kurts neck as he unbuttoned Kurts shirt. "You were so bitchy and when you leaned down to bitch slap him.." Blaine licked from his Adams apple to his ear whispering hot and breathy. "Fuck me. Please, fuck me." Blaine begged.

Kurt groaned as he grabbed Blaine by the shoulders spinning him around switching places. "Fuck. You look so beautiful when you beg like this." Kurts hand drifted to Blaines ass squeezing it firmly and lifting him up briefly. Blaine was on his tip toes, gasping for air as Kurt ground against him and kissed him hard. Kurt put him down as his hands roamed up Blaines chest before stroking across his shoulders and down his muscular arms. "Lets get to the bed."

"Yes." Blaines eyes turned dark with desire. Blaine liked giving in to Kurt when Kurt got this way. He pulled Kurt by his hand all the way down the hall. He didnt even wait for Kurt to undress him. He wanted it, so he stripped himself down to his boxers. Kurt stood aside watching as Blaine eagerly stripped his pants off and kicked them to the side. His beautiful tanned expanse of skin looked delectable. Blaine was on autopilot. He pushed Kurts already unbuttoned shirt off his shoulders throwing it across the room without care. He unbuttoned and unzipped Kurts skin tight pants and pushed them down. Kurt shimmied his hips to help remove the offensive clothes to reveal his rock hard cock standing at attention, long thick and already dripping. Blaine didnt even ask, he dropped to his knees licking the length of his cock before circling his head with the tip of his tongue taking care to swipe across the slit to gather the pre-come already dripping from him. Blaine took his cock in his mouth sucking hard and taking him deep in his throat. His eyes watered a little at the stretch of his jaw and slight gag when he felt Kurts cock hit the back of his throat.

Kurt moaned Blaines name loudly and tugged on his husbands curls urging him to take him as deep as he could. He knew Blaine could handle it. His hips jerked forward as he felt the tip of his cock hit the back of Blaines throat. The squeeze of Blaines throat around his head brought Kurt so close to the edge. He pulled out of Blaines mouth and tugged him up to his feet plastering his mouth to Blaines. Blaine moaned loudly as he felt Kurts hands push his boxers down allowing his cock to spring free. He kicked them off and walked Kurt back to the bed. "Get the lube, Kurt. I need to you fuck me. Please. I want you so badly right now."

Kurt chuckled. "I love you baby." With a breathy sigh Kurt pulled out the lube and placed it on the bedside table. When he turned to look at Blaine, he was already lying on his stomach ass propped up in the air with a pillow under his hips. "Eager are we?"

Blaine propped his head up on his hands and turned to look at Kurt. He nodded. "I cant wait to feel you." His eyes dark and trusting as he smiled resting his head down in submission to his husband.

Kurt witnessed the love and trust in Blaines position and it made his heart ache from the last few days. He hadnt trusted Blaine, yet Blaine was here in their bed wanting to give himself willingly. He gave all control and trust to Kurt while Kurt had failed to trust him back. He didnt even notice the tears spilling down his cheeks at how truly guilty he felt for making Blaine feel like hed lost the one person he trusted more than anyone else. One conversation with Justin made it so clear that he was an asshole that wanted to cause trouble. Kurt should have known better, trusted more, believed in Blaine.

When Blaines head turned to the side to find out what was taking so long, he was shocked at what he saw. Kurt was crying. Blaine scrambled to the edge of the bed and grabbed Kurts hands pulling him to his chest. Kurt fell to his knees laying his head on Blaines lap. It didnt matter that Blaines cock was there. Kurt felt nothing sexual right this moment. He sobbed loudly, his body shook as he wrapped his arms around Blaines seated body. Blaine could do nothing but caress his husbands hair and shush him. It was a good five minutes before Kurt fell silent and Blaine felt like he could ask. "Are you going to tell me what happened?" Kurt shook his head no. "I cant help you if you dont tell me."

"I just. Im such a bitch."

Blaine chuckled. "Yes you are. I think thats why were here naked right now, but I must say, I was hoping you would be making love to me instead of crying on my lap."

"I-I-Im so s-s-orry Blaine." Kurt kept his face hidden. He couldnt face Blaine right now.

"For what now?" Blaine lifted Kurts head to look at him. "I thought we were past all of that?"

"I feel like I betrayed you by not trusting you. I put you .. I put us through all of this the last few days. I should have known. I shouldve trusted you enough to know that you wouldnt cheat on me." Blaine wiped tears away as they fell. He tried to catch every one of them, but Kurt was crying so hard. His heart broke at the sight.

"Why are you so upset right now?"

"You laid there waiting for me. Your face in the bed. You didnt even look to see what I was doing. You just trusted that I would treat you well, that I would take care of you when I made love to you. I couldnt even give you the benefit of the doubt. I put you through feeling so alone and here you are, giving yourself to me without question, without fear."

"Baby. The situation is so different. You cant say that what happened Friday even compares to this. Were together and in our bed in our apartment. Were right here in front of each other. On Friday, we were in different places. People were working against us. People were getting in the middle of us. Its so different, baby." Blaine pulled Kurt to sit on his lap and wrapped his arms around him tightly. Kurt shivered. "Lets get under the covers." Kurt just nodded and let Blaine help him up for the few seconds it took to pull the covers down. They got under the covers and hugged each other close. They were skin to skin. No secrets. No barriers. In this moment they healed each other with soft touches and warm caresses. Sex wasnt the objective. Healing their hearts and minds were.

An afternoon in bed talking about what had happened, holding hands and understanding where they were, Kurt finally felt like they were completely better. They both forgave themselves and each other. The sun had set and dinner was a necessity when Blaines stomach made it very clear that he was hungry. "I should get up and make some dinner." Kurt whispered while making and attempt to push the covers off.

"Im really not that hungry."

"Hungry enough that your belly is talking to me." Kurt smiled gently.

"Well, I just dont want you to get out of bed." Blaine admitted.

"Were going to have to get out at some point. Weve been in bed all afternoon."

"Not until youve made love to me. I havent forgotten." Blaine kissed Kurts nose. Kurts smile grew wider. "I love you so much, my husband. I love you even more when you smile like this. You need to be happy. You deserve all the happiness in the world."

"I am happy." Kurt assured Blaine. "So happy that were here and together."

"Me too." It was silent for a few minutes. "Kurt?"

"Yeah?"

"Whatd you do all day on Saturday? Whered you go?" Blaine asked while hugging Kurt to him fingers tracing small little circles on his back.

"Oh. Yeah. I forgot to tell you. Our place is almost done. Its supposed to be done on Friday for us to sign off on everything." Kurt said with excitement.

"Youre kidding me. Its really done?" Blaine perked up at that information. It had been at least a week since hed been inside. Hed been so busy with his work group that hed not been able to spare a moment to see it.

"Its perfect Blaine. I cant wait for you to see it. They finished the kitchen counters and the cabinets. The appliances arrived two days ago. The bedroom looks so good and the closet.... Its exactly what I wanted." Kurt beamed.

"Ive got the perfect idea. Lets get changed and walk down to that deli down the street. We can pick up salads and sandwiches and bring them back to our new place to eat."

"I love that idea Blaine." Kurt brightened even more.

"Let me pack some stuff up and drop it off at the apartment. I wont look until we can both go in. I want you to give me the tour. Ill pack it all up in a bag while you get ready." Blaine had an idea of supplies. He grabbed a gym bag and put a blanket, candle, lighter and two cushions in it. He sneaked in the lube for possible fun after dinner.

"Okay. Im ready." Kurt announced looking well rested. The puffiness from crying was still there, but only just a little. Kurt held his hand out for Blaines as they exited.

When they stepped out of the building, the warm, humid August air hit them. They made their way to the deli and as they ordered they heard a familiar voice. "Hey guys!"

Kurt turned quickly to see a friendly face. "Hi Mike. How are you?"

"Good, how about you guys?" He shook Blaines hand, but Kurt pulled him into a hug.

Kurt looked at Blaine and then back at Mike. "Justin was a complete asshole, like you warned me. He caused some trouble with us, but we are past it now." Kurt squeezed Blaines hand tightly.

Blaine looked at Mike. "What did I miss? How did you warn Kurt about Justin?"

"I saw Kurt at Starbucks a few weeks ago and he said you were in a group with Justin. I just told Kurt that I didnt trust him. I think hes gay and hes not a trustworthy person."

"Not to mention a big fat liar." Kurt smirked as he said it. "He IS gay and he tried to get Blaine to go home with him, but not before making sure I heard all of it." Kurt squeezed Blaines hand again. "Im sorry Blaine."

"No. Im sorry. None of this shouldve happened. I didnt know Mike even knew the guy. You should have told me about all of this." Blaine shook his head. "I just feel so stupid for falling for his bullshit."

Mike patted Blaine on the shoulder. "You didnt know. Im just glad he didnt mess with you guys too bad. "

"Oh.... He did." Blaine was very calm. "Hes an idiot. I dont even know how he got picked for this seminar. Hes not that smart.... And I hate him."

Mike actually laughed at Blaines trauma. "Youre right about Justin. Hes not very smart. He must have friends in high places to get into that group." Mike looked at the boys and they looked okay. "You guys are all good right?" They nodded as they smiled at each other that cute giddy smile. "So are you guys both ready to start school?" Mike wanted to change the subject and he was glad he did.

Kurt bounced on his toes a bit. "I got an internship with a fashion house in the district and, yeah, Im so ready for school to start."

"Our place just got finished. Were going to be signing off next week, starting school and moving. Sure, were ready." Blaine couldnt help but laugh at Kurts excitement.

"Thats cool. Sounds like you guys have your hands full. Remember Blaine, if you need any help, Ill be around."

"Thanks Mike. I might when school actually starts." Blaine honestly didnt know.

"Well, you have my number."

"Yeah. Well definitely have you over when we move in." Blaine added. "Girlfriend?" Hinting that he would invite the date.

"Im seeing someone new." Mike had a sweet smile on his face. "I think shes really special. I dont know what it is, but shes just different."

Kurt perked up because he was the romantic. "Sounds like someone really special. Are you in love?" He elbowed Mike.

He shrugged it off. "Its too soon to be in love. Ive only been dating her for a week or so. I couldnt possibly know." The blush was evident even though he tried to hide it.

"Uh huh." Blaine nodded knowingly. "I think youre in love."

"Shut up. I gotta go guys." Mike was embarrassed as he walked away.

Kurt yelled after him. "Ill call you about dinner!" Mike waved over his back not even turning around.

Kurt laughed. When he turned around, Blaine was staring at him, eyes twinkling. Kurt immediately smiled at him. Blaine leaned in and kissed him. "Come on, love. I think there was something we planned on doing." Kurt said with a wink and turned his head toward the menu. Blaine followed him toward the counter choosing something quickly. He anticipated this evening. Hed been begging Kurt to take him and he hoped it would be in the new apartment. Kurt grabbed his hand as they headed to the counter to order and squeezed it tightly as they walked out with their order heading back toward home.

"I love the apartment, Kurt. Its perfect. Everything you picked out is gorgeous." Blaine said as they walked through the place. He crossed the room to the family room that had high ceilings and wall to ceiling windows. "You have perfect taste, baby."

"I hoped youd approve." Kurt wanted Blaine to like it just as much as he did. He stood at the window looking out at the city below him. The sun was setting and he enjoyed the lights starting to light the city up. A pair of arms wrapped around him and he melted into them instantly. "This, I like."

"Me too." Blaine whispered in Kurts ear as his chin rested gently on Kurts shoulder. "So when are you going to fuck me?" Blaine whispered before sighing as he pressed his semi hard cock into Kurts ass. Kurt threw his head back onto Blaines shoulder as Blaines lips moved to kiss him on the neck savoring the smell of Kurt.

"Should we eat first?" Kurt asked.

"Nope. We got salads and sandwiches which will be just fine until were done. I already put them in the fridge." Blaine smiled as he lifted his tee shirt over his head displaying his trim body and tan expanse of skin. "By the way, the fridge.. I like." He smiled as his toed his shoes off.

Blaine without a shirt might be Kurts favorite thing, besides Blaine completely naked. He liked being teased by the rough tan skin and splattering of hair on Blaines chest. The vee that formed and disappeared under Blaines waistband was something Kurt traced with his fingers and his tongue and he knew where it led. While Kurt wasnt exactly fond of feet, Blaine did have the cutest feet of any man. "Youre such a tease Blaine."

Blaine took a step toward Kurt. "I just like to tease you." Blaine saw the hunger in Kurts eyes. He knew Kurt was tracing his body with his eyes. If Kurt actually drooled, he would drool now and Blaine knew his body drove Kurt nuts. Blaine, personally, didnt understand it. He thought he was small and his skin wasnt smooth like Kurts. Kurts body was pale and smooth and smelled of vanilla or sometimes roses. Kurts skin was free of blemishes because he took such good care of his skin.

"You know how to drive me crazy." Kurts hands brushed down Blaines chest to his waistband. He didnt make a move to remove Blaines pants. Instead he trailed his hands around Blaines waist down over his pants to grab his ass. He pulled Blaine flush to him and felt how excited Blaine was for this. He whispered to Blaine. "Which room to we try first?"

"You pick, but we are not getting come on any carpet in this apartment before we sign the papers." Kurt dictated.

"Kitchen?" Blaine dragged him over to the counter.

Kurt laughed at how hard and fast Blaine dragged him over to the kitchen counter. Blaine grabbed the counter, standing at the edge, and put Kurts hands on his covered cock and rubbed both of them up and down. He wanted Kurt to know how hard he was for it. Kurt hissed as his hips involuntarily surged forward pressing his hard cock against Blaines ass. "God, you feel so good." Kurt undid Blaines pants and pushed them to the floor. Blaine moaned at finally being free of his pants. Kurt ran his hands around Blaines firm ass squeezing gently.

"Kurt, get your clothes off. I want to feel your skin." Blaine panted out of desperation. He was in the moment and stroked himself in anticipation of being full.

"Lube baby. Where is it?" Kurt looked around.

"In the bag on the counter." Blaine said with a whine.

"Youre so impatient. Ill be there soon enough sweetheart." Kurt was gentle with him. Beautiful Blaine, usually in charge, but ever so perfect when he was giving himself. Kurt started to feel guilty again, but immediately pushed it aside to think of Blaines needs. Blaine said it more than once today. Blaine needed him and Kurt needed to give Blaine something of himself. He lubed his fingers up and pushed Blaines brief down to pool around his ankles. Blaine was naked but Kurt still hadnt removed a piece of his clothing. His fingers rubbed down Blaines crack pressing lightly as he felt the tip of his finger pass over his puckered entrance. Blaine moaned at the feel, his head fell to the counter top and his eyes closed instinctively.

Kurt continued to rub over Blaines hole until his cries of desperation were clear. "Kurt, please. I need to feel you. All of you. Please."

Kurt pressed two fingers in, ignoring Blaines pleas for the moment. Blaine moaned as he slowly moved his fingers in and out. Blaine was tight. Really tight. Kurt wanted it to feel good so he continued to stretch his husband until Blaine was pushing back on his fingers. Kurt removed them gaining a protesting groan from Blaine. "I need to take my clothes of baby." Kurt did so as quickly as humanly possible with his skin tight pants on. All the while, Blaine remained turned toward the counter stroking his cock. Kurt was finally undressed and ready. He grabbed the lube again making sure to coat his cock very well. He needed this to be smooth and comfortable for Blaine. He loved Blaine so much. The last thing he wanted was to hurt him.

The head of Kurts cock was finally at the entrance. He rubbed it over Blaines hole a few times before pressing gently inside. Kurt could feel the pressure of Blaine clamping down on him. It was a tight fit as Kurt continued to press in. "You can go faster. Im okay." Blaine said in a breathy response. Instead of waiting for Kurt, Blaine pressed his ass back impaling himself the rest of the way. He could feel Kurts testicles against his own.

Kurt set up a rhythm as Blaine met him every thrust in. He was pushing off of the counter standing straighter. He reached back for Kurt who understood what Blaine was looking for. Kurt reached for Blaine and pulled him flush to his chest and with the movement, changing the angle of his cock. Blaine responded with a loud moan of pleasure and his head dropped back to Kurts shoulder. He turned his face toward Kurts neck and kissed his neck open mouth as he moaned with every stroke. Kurt knew what all this meant because Blaine was always so brilliant at finding his. He knew that the angle was perfect for Blaines pleasure, so he kept up the speed and angle with Blaines increasing loudness. Blaine continued to stroke himself and yelled loud as he came. As soon as Kurt felt Blaine clamp down on his cock he couldnt hold it any longer and came insider Blaine. His hips stuttered as he came hard, holding Blaine tightly to his own body.

Both of them stood on weak legs as Kurt lowered them slowly to the floor. It was cold, but Kurt didnt care because his skin was so overheated from fucking. His cock slipped out as he hugged Blaine to his chest. Blaine was spent from the intensity of his orgasm. He was still breathing heavily. Kurt stroked his hair and his chest as he came down. At some point, Kurt felt Blaine body jerk with a sob and he turned Blaine around to find him crying. "Whats wrong, baby." Kurt was worried. He brushed the tears off of his husbands cheek and kissed where they fell.

"N-N-nothing. I just love you." Blaine was always emotional, but this was beyond his normal emotional.

"I love you too, but why are you crying?"

"I just... Just I have you... I love you so much and only a few days ago I thought I lost you... I just cant live without you.." Blaine cried with his eyes shut as Kurt sat on the floor, Blaines head cradled in his arms like a baby.

He rocked Blaine gently in his arms. "I love you Blaine. Youll never lose me."