July 22, 2013, 7:42 p.m.
The Epic Love Affair
Forever Love: Chapter 3 - Fingers Crossed
E - Words: 4,765 - Last Updated: Jul 22, 2013 Story: Complete - Chapters: 92/92 - Created: Dec 30, 2011 - Updated: Jul 22, 2013 1,102 0 3 0 0
“N-no.. Not yet. Tired.” Kurt refused to open his eyes.
“Like the rain.. Like the rain and sleep. Sleep Blaine.”
“You’ll need to pack an overnight bag. We’re going to see my parents. We’re staying tonight and tomorrow night. They are only in town for a few days and then they’ll be in Texas.”
Kurt unwillingly opened up his eyes. “Oh. Okay. Can we just hang out right here until it’s time to go?” Kurt gave him his best weepy eyes and stuck out his bottom lip hoping that he could convince Blaine that sleeping in and laying around would be a good plan.
Blaine leaned in to kiss Kurt on his cheek. “If that’s what you really want to do.”
“Blaine. Why do you give in to me all the time?” Kurt looked him right in the eyes. “I didn’t realize it until my dad said it yesterday.”
Blaine shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I want you to know that I will always hold you in the highest regard. I respect you so much and I never want you to think that I take you for granted and that we can balance what we both want and need.”
Kurt smiled. “I was hoping that it wasn’t because I’m..you know.. the more feminine and bitchy one in the relationship.”
“Kurt never. This relationship is equal. You were just spooning me so who’s feminine?” Blaine took a second to find the right words while he caressed Kurt’s arm. “Think about it. When I need you to be strong and take care of me, you do. When you need me, I take care of you.”
“But, I don’t really need taking care of now and you still take care of me.”
“Oh Kurt.” Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt. “It’s not that I am taking care of you. I just like…” Blaine stopped and smiled.
“What?”
“I like to see you smile. It’s what I live for. Your smile just warms my heart and makes me feel like I am the most important thing in the world.” Blaine failed to make eye contact with Kurt at this point, though they remained in a tight embrace.. “So, when I offer you things first or do things for you, it’s because I know I get to see it...the smile. You appreciate it.” Blaine felt like a kid in that moment. It seemed to make sense when he did those things, but now saying it out loud sounded stupid.
“You silly. All you have to do is smile at me and I always flash that smile. You know why?”
“Because then I get that smile and those eyes. My two favorite things about you.”
Blaine laughed. “So, I think I’m supposed to say I love you, about right now.”
“I love you too.” Both Blaine and Kurt nestled into the comforter even more, hugging just a little tighter.
Blaine questioned. “Why do you like my smile so much and my eyes are not that special. They’re kind of a cross between plain old brown and a creepy hazel yellow color.”
“The first time I met you, your smile and those eyes are what hooked me and to this day, they are the most expressive parts of your body.”
“Really? The most expressive parts.”
“Blaine Anderson, are you going to make me say that something else is more expressive?”
“Not if you don’t think so, but I may have to refresh your memory on how expressive it can be.”
“Hmmmm. I think I do need convincing, but not right now. Right now I want to cuddle and listen to the rain outside and get lost in those beautiful perfect eyes of yours.”
“Cuddling is good. In fact, I could be classified as a cuddle whore.”
“Well, at least you are my cuddle whore.” Kurt was looking out the window and daydreaming. “I wish we could do this all the time Blaine. Someday, I know we’ll be able to. I guess, we have to get through senior year and when we get to college, assuming we’ll both be in New York City, we can do this every morning. I wish we didn’t have to wait so long.”
“Wherever we are, we’ll be together. Remember, we are a team. Equal parts.” They settled into the bed just staring into each other’s eyes. At some point, Blaine’s stomach announced it was awake.
“Way to kill the moment, Babe.” Kurt laughed. “I guess my bottomless pit needs food. Do you want to go out or grab something from the fridge. I’m sure there’s stuff for a sandwich downstairs.”
“Let’s go down and get some coffee and eat. Then I need to talk to your dad and let him know I am kidnapping you for the next 2 nights to go see my parents.”
Blaine stared at the overnight bag that was bursting at the seams. “Kurt, this bag is begging for forgiveness. We are only going to my parents for 2 nights.” All this, while Blaine reached down and slung the bag over his shoulder.
“You know I need my facial moisturizers and hair stuff. How do you expect me to look good for you?”
“You look perfect all the time. You never need to do anything to look perfect to me.” Blaine looked at his watch. “We’ve got to go Kurt. I promise my parents we would meet them at Giovanni’s at 6:00. We’re just going to make it. Text your dad that we’re leaving right now.”
In the car Kurt was creating the new Blaine and Kurt Playlist. “Okay. What is on your wishlist of songs to keep?”
“We must always have Teenage Dream, because that will always be our song. I would like to keep Perfect, well, because you are.” Kurt snorted.
“You are so patronizing.”
“Can we put all the songs we sang together in Europe on there?”
“Absolutely.” Kurt messed with the playlist for the next 30 minutes. “There. I think I have it.”
“Great, we can listen to it tonight in my room.” Kurt smiled the smile that consistently melts Blaine’s heart. “
So there you go again, making my heart jump out of my chest. You’re gorgeous Kurt.” Blaine entwined their hands for the rest of the trip. “We’re almost there with time to spare.”
They pulled into the lot and went into the restaurant. Blaine’s parents had not yet arrived, but they went in and sat to wait for them. “I can’t wait to see them.” This made Blaine’s heart swell even more. Kurt seemed to like his parents a lot.
“You seem to like them just a bit.”
“I love them.” Blaine had tears in his eyes when he heard Kurt say this. He never thought he would feel this way. Someone he was in love with, loved his parents. Then Kurt went even further. “They gave me you.” And that did it. The tears dropped from Blaine eyes just running down his cheeks. He thought he couldn’t love this boy any more than he already did, but Kurt proved him wrong yet again. Kurt immediately brushed the tears away. “Are you okay?” Kurt brushed Blaine’s hair back with his thumb and caressed his cheek with a worried look.
“Yeah. I’m perfect. You’re perfect. I never thought I could fall even more in love with you.” Blaine closed his eyes for a second. “I was wrong. I can barely stand how much more I fall in love with you every day.” Blaine took Kurt’s hand and held it to his heart. His heart was racing. “Do you feel that?”
“Yeah. Are you okay?” Kurt looked really concerned now. His hands were brushing at the side of Blaine’s head.
Blaine laughed taking Kurt’s hands into his and holding them tightly. “Stop worrying. My heart is racing because of you. You do this to me.”
Just then JR and Catherine walked up. “Did someone die?” JR knew it was probably nothing, but since Blaine looked like he had just been crying, this would be a nice way to break the ice and keep the conversation light. “You okay Blaine?”
“Fine Dad. You know Kurt. He’s killing me with his sense of humor.”
Both Kurt and Blaine stood up as Catherine made it around JR to a seat next to Kurt. She immediately reached out to Kurt and enveloped him in a tight hug. “Hello Sweetie. You look fabulous as always. I’m so glad you have some fashion sense and fantastic taste. Marc Jacobs is it?” Kurt was wearing Marc Jacobs head to toe today.
“Thank you Catherine. Yes, it’s Marc Jacobs head to toe today.” Kurt smiled brightly because Catherine knew her designers even if she didn’t wear them. Sometimes Kurt thought she kept up so that she could talk to Kurt about his clothes.
“You must have dressed Blaine today because he is looking especially fashionable for Blaine.”
“Mom!” Blaine pretended to be bothered, but she knew that Blaine wasn’t particularly good at putting anything on except a tee shirt and jeans. Secretly, he liked Kurt picking his outfits out.
“Now dear. Come here and give your mother a hug. You look fabulous.” Blaine crossed to his mom and gave her a hug. Kurt shook hands with JR.
They were all seated and the waiter brought out a drink menu for JR and Catherine. Drinks were ordered. Water for the boys and glasses of wine for the parents.
“So, what is on the menu for the Anderson’s and Mr. Hummel?” JR tried to keep everything fun because he sensed that Blaine was about to spring something on him tonight.
Kurt was the first to speak up. “I love the house salad dressing here and I was going to order the salad, but they have such a wonderful eggplant lasagna that I decided to get that and get the side salad with it.” Kurt was proud to be articulate tonight. He always felt like he still needed to be likable to Blaine’s parents. “And Mr. Anderson, thank you for inviting me to dinner.”
“Kurt, when are you going to understand that you are part of this family now. You need to start calling me JR and stop thanking me.” JR laughed because he knew that Kurt would continue to do this until they were married. He understood Kurt. Kurt wanted to make sure that JR and
Catherine thought he was good enough for them.
“Yes JR.” Blaine reached over and squeezed Kurt’s knee.
The dinner consisted of Paris talk. They shared Blaine’s parents all the things they did and what their favorite things were. Kurt gushed about the veranda and looking over the Seine at the spot where they were engaged. Catherine was so appreciative that both of them held sacred that place that was so meaningful to she and JR. Dinner was perfect as Giovanni’s was known for. JR paid the tab and they both headed to the cars to drive to the Anderson’s house.
JR yelled out. “We’ll see you guys at the house. Okay?”
They both waved.
“Did you enjoy your dinner?” Blaine questioned as they buckled up for the ride.
“Fantastic as always. That place is a favorite of your families right?”
“Yeah. It was where we always had our family dinners… When we had them. Which was not often.” Kurt always forgot that Blaine and his dad were not very close until recently. Blaine was lonely before Kurt. Inside, Kurt promised that one of his hefty goals in life was to make sure that Blaine never felt lonely again.
“I hope that place stays open forever. I want to be able to take our kids there and visit Grandma and Grandpa.” Kurt spoke dreamily about their future. Blaine liked that idea.
The drive to the Anderson’s didn’t take long at all. In about 15 minutes both cars were pulling into the drive. Kurt and Blaine got out at the same time and met at the trunk. “Kurt I got this. Just go inside.”
“Blaine, I can carry my own bag. I promise I won’t hurt myself or you.” Kurt laughed. “I’m strong enough you know.”
“Of course you are. Trust me, I know how strong you are.” Blaine kissed Kurt as a distraction and turned immediately to the trunk and grabbed Kurt’s bags and proceeded to carry them in with Kurt protesting the entire way.
Once inside, they were all sitting in the family room while JR started to channel surf on the TV. Catherine was complaining about the channel surfing and Kurt was laughing at the fighting. “Kurt, come with me. Let’s see if we can’t find something to have for dessert. We should have something we can either whip up fast or maybe there’s something already done that we can thaw.”
Kurt looked to Blaine. Blaine tilted his head as a type of encouragement that it was okay for Kurt to go. As soon as they were out of the room, JR Spoke up. “So son, what is it that was so important, but not serious, to talk to me about.”
“Dad. I want to be with Kurt.”
“This I know already and we love Kurt, so what else?”
“Well, the distance with me going to Dalton and Kurt at McKinley will be so hard on us. We have really developed a strong relationship over the summer and I’ll be totally honest, I don’t think I want to spend the school year away from him.” Blaine looked down as he said these words waiting for his dad to come back with the whole, don’t ruin your life speech.
“Okay. I understand. What are you suggesting Blaine. I think it would be easier for me to understand so that I can form an opinion if you just spit it out.”
“Okay. Dad, I would like to buy a condo in the neighborhood around the corner from Kurt’s house and go to McKinley for my senior year.” Blaine looked him right in the eyes. He knew that he needed to be strong and look confident if JR was going to believe and accept this plan.
He needed his dad to realize that he was making an important decision and that he was being a man about it.
“Do you really think that’s a good idea?” So far, so good. JR was not totally against it or he would have just screamed it. “Wasn’t Kurt bullied there?”
“Kurt was bullied by the football players, but the main person that was an issue, isn’t there anymore.” Blaine tried to be strong and convincing. “I want to be there to support Kurt. There are still some bullies, I’m sure, but what kind of husband would I be if I left him there to endure it himself. I want to do the right thing. If we are going to get married and build a life together, I need to show him that I am and will be a good partner. Isn’t marriage about trust and partnership?”
“Yes it is, but maybe we can send Kurt to Dalton with you instead.”
“Dad. They will never take the money. Burt and Kurt would be too proud to take it. Besides, isn’t it time that I leave those safe walls and enter the real world again? I am a much stronger person than before. Kurt and I would be together and we could face the real world together. This could serve as the start of our life together. We are going to have to learn on our own soon, why not the present.”
“What does Kurt think?”
“He doesn’t know. He’s already started to make a schedule for us to skype or meet at the Lima Bean and our weekend schedules. This is hard on both of us.” Blaine almost laughed a little because the schedule Kurt put together on the huge board that Kurt created for it was so detailed.
“And Burt?”
“Burt was reluctant but said he understood why I want to do this. He is worried about college, of course. He doesn’t want me to ruin my life for spur of the moment. He is such a good man and father.”
“Yes, he is wise. So, what about college Blaine?” JR was asking all the questions that Blaine anticipated and practiced answers in his head.
“Well, my grades are good enough right now to get into most schools. Kurt and I are planning a trip to New York City to visit our top choice schools. We are starting to fill out applications now.” Blaine was strong and firm.
“We are going to go to school together either on the east or west coast, but whatever we decide will be together. His grades are excellent as well.”
“Is there more, before I start to really think about this?”
In his head, he thought, here goes nothing. “I asked Burt if Kurt could live with me.”
“Blaine, you sure know how to throw the punches out there. So Burt said…..” JR lead Blaine to answer.
“Burt said if we were both serious and grades continued to show it, and we applied for colleges, that he could be agreeable.” Blaine paused, because this would be the one kicker. “He said as long as you and mom were agreeable, that he would give his blessing too.”
JR laughed. “Thanks Burt.” Pausing to think a second.
“Are you sure that Kurt wants this? Maybe he is okay with the distance.”
“He’s not. Trust Me. I think he will be thrilled with the prospect of living with me..” Blaine smirked. “I mean, look at me. Who wouldn’t be excited to live with me?”
JR laughed again. When did his son become a comedian? Blaine was growing up. “Let me discuss this with your mother and I will let you know in the morning.”
“Thank you dad. If you’re wondering, I have already picked out a place. I just need to buy it.”
“When were you planning on telling Kurt?”
“When we get home from the New York City trip to look at schools, I was going to take him home to our new place.”
“Okay, son. Give me a little time to think this through. I’ll need to discuss it with your mother too. Now, I think they should be here with some dessert. I’ll keep this quiet and I promise you that your mother and I will discuss it.”
“I hate to ask dad, but could you possibly think quickly. This place that I have looked at, well, it’s pretty nice and I don’t want it to get away if there is even a chance.”
“We’ll render our decision in the morning.” Blaine crossed his fingers. Yeah it was superstitious, but Blaine could use all the luck he could get. He knew there was a good chance of a yes, since his dad didn’t say no immediately.
Thank heaven for the Master Suite on the first floor and the bonus was that it was on the opposite side of Blaine’s second floor bedroom. Blaine and Kurt never worried about the noise if they did anything at the Anderson residence. Add the fact that the house was huge so the increased space between them and the Master Suite was even more.
They were lying in Blaine’s bed staring out the window at the moon. Their new playlist was in the background. Skin against skin was probably their favorite thing ever. For the two of them, that never thought they would find someone, they relished every time they could be so close.
They could be closer to each other than they ever were allowed to be in public. Home in bed together was always a place of salvation for them. They didn’t have to hide here, they could open up to each other and share the looks and kisses without fear. It was a position of trust and truth and tonight Kurt tried to use it to his advantage. “So are you going to tell me what you and your dad had to talk about that was so important that your mom was making excuses for us to be in the kitchen?”
“Nothing important Kurt.”
Kurt looked really worried. “Does your dad not like me?”
“Of course! My parents love you Kurt.”
“Okay, so they may love me, but do they love me enough to be with you? Do they love me enough to be your partner forever?”
“Kurt. Really. We didn’t talk about anything important.” Blaine considered telling him because he knew Kurt would worry. But more than anything, Blaine wanted to surprise
Kurt with this, if his parents agreed. “Right now, the only thing I want to do is make sure you know how much I love you and this body.”
Blaine turned Kurt on his back as Blaine covered his body with his own. This position brought their cocks together and they were both half hard from just being here together naked. Blaine thrust his hips down to Kurt’s gently causing Kurt to gasp. This was what every night should be, Kurt decided.
“Blaine. This is how we should end every night when we finally get to live together. We end every night naked in bed sharing and trusting each other. No secrets. Never any secrets.” Kurt turned his face into Blaine’s neck just smelling everything that was Blaine, which tonight appeared to be Polo Black. It never ceased to amaze Kurt how turned on he got by smelling Blaine. “Is it normal for me to get exponentially turned on by the way you smell, because it happens every time. God.. Blaine. I love the way you smell.”
“Should I be worried. Should I be taking more showers, Babe? I’m sort of feeling like a deodorant commercial.”
Kurt laughed. “No I really, really like the way you smell. You smell divine.”
“You’re talking about sweaty Blaine Anderson. Blaine Anderson that has a tendency to sweat too much.”
“Shut up! You don’t sweat too much, but I’d like to see how much I can get you to sweat.” Kurt thrust his hips up. Blaine immediately lowered himself to settle between Kurt’s legs. His feet were dangling off the edge of the bed so he grabbed Kurt’s ass and pulled them both down to the bottom of the bed so he could kneel on the floor.
Blaine began to lick and suck at the tender skin covering Kurt’s balls and the sounds he heard escape Kurt’s mouth were delicious. Borderline obscene. Blaine was in the mood for obscene and started to pump Kurt with his hand as he licked across Kurt’s entrance.
“Baby. You are just as delicious as I remember.” Blaine continued to lick and soften the muscle guarding Kurt’s hot tight cavern. “God.. You taste so good.” Blaine began to push his tongue against the tight muscle ring gaining entrance ever so slowly. Kurt was whining. He almost sounded like he was crying at this point.
“B-b-blaine..”
“What, Babe?”
“P-P-please…”
“Did you ask me something?” Blaine didn’t even need to look to see that Kurt was desperate to be fucked senseless. He knew what Kurt needed.
Kurt had tears forming in the corners of his eyes from the sensation of Blaine’s tongue on him. He remained there tonguing at him. Kurt was gasping for air and stuttering. He couldn’t seem to form words. Kurt was holding his own legs up for ease and could easily have let go of them forcing Blaine to stop, but why would he want Blaine to stop doing that delicious thing with his tongue. “God, God Blaine.”
“Kurt. You know I’m not a God. But you can call me that if you’d like. I’ll answer to it.” Blaine knew he would probably get an earful for teasing Kurt like this. Kurt was too far gone to even register any type of response. Pre-cum was dripping for his cock. Blaine stopped long enough to catch a glimpse of Kurt holding his legs spread apart just right. He saw the tears in the corner of Kurt’s eyes. Kurt was at his mercy and he knew it. He liked it.
Finally Kurt gained some sense enough to scream at Blaine. “Blaine! I need your cock! I need it inside this fucking second!” Kurt whined between each shout. “Right fucking now! Please now!”
Blaine took pity on Kurt kissing his balls and licking them as he slowly kissed and licked up Kurt’s cock again. “Kurt. You’re gorgeous. I know I say it a lot, but you are the most gorgeous guy I have ever laid eyes on.”
“Fuck you Blaine! I want you now and you’re stalling on purpose!”
Blaine let out a giggle and reached for the lube generously coating his cock and swiping at Kurt’s hole. Kurt twitched at the contact before he found Blaine’s finger massaging at the entrance and quickly pressing a finger in. Kurt let out a huge sigh at finally feeling something. “You want me. I can tell you want me so bad.” Blaine continued the torture of toying with Kurt while he was in such a sad state of need at this moment. Kurt was rocking into Blaine’s hand. Blaine quickly pulled out and inserted 2 fingers. Kurt was moaning and rocking hard into Blaine’s hand. He went to reach for his cock and Blaine pushed his hand gently away. “Not yet Sweetie.”
Blaine felt bad and replaced his hand with his cock pushing in ever so gently. Blaine didn’t want to tease anymore. He knew Kurt’s need at this moment and wanted to fulfill it. “I love you Kurt.” Blaine muttered as he pushed in until he was fully sheathed insider Kurt.
Kurt was panting and moaning. “More Blaine. More!”
Blaine was getting yelled at and was really giving as much as he could right at this moment. He pulled out and flipped Kurt over not hesitating to plunge inside the tight hot heat and Kurt whined for the moment that he was not filled. Blaine held Kurt’s hips firmly kissing Kurt’s spine and plunging deep inside while pulling Kurt too him.
It was all too much for both of them as Kurt groaned loudly screaming Blaine’s name and other curse words. Blaine continued to pound into Kurt with long and hard thrusts for a minute more before he too came with such force screaming Kurt’s name into the darkness.
Kurt straightened out so that they were both kneeling with Kurt’s back pressed firmly to Blaine chest. Turning his head quietly he kissed Blaine tenderly and gently pushing his tongue into Blaine’s mouth just licking and tasting everything that was Blaine. It was a fantastic moment. Kurt was still filled with excitement from making love, his soft pale sweaty skin pressed to Blaine and Blaine still inside him. “You were incredible.” Kurt announced breathy. His head was still cloudy having come so strongly just minutes before. “You taste incredible…. And you’re all mine.”
“You’re all mine, Love.” Blaine held Kurt firmly to his body and tenderly kissed Kurt’s neck and licked at the sweaty sheen covering him. “Good God Kurt. You were yelling at me and I didn’t know what else to do. I’m sorry if I was too rough.” Blaine whispered and gently and slowly pulled out of Kurt moving them to lay down still spooned together. “I didn’t know what else to do so
I just did what I could to give you what you wanted.”
Kurt laughed. “I’m fine. I think, I’ll be a little sore. You kind of pounded me a little hard, but I did ask for it. Trust me, I wanted it. I wanted all of it. I wanted more, Babe.” Kurt turned in Blaine’s arms to face him.
His eyes were twinkling in the bit of light from outside.
“You are beautiful, you know that?”
“You should see yourself. I must pale in comparison to you right now.” Blaine tightened his grip on his fianc�e.
“You know what I’ll miss the most when school starts?”
“What’s that?”
“This. Just this. Being able to sleep with you. The sex and stuff doesn’t matter.” He paused. “I love that stuff, but even more than that, I like this. Being able to wrap my arms around you and look into your eyes and the feel of your body against mine. Just knowing that I have someone to love me and being able to feel that all the time. I’ll miss that so much.”
“I love you so much. You know that right?”
“I do.” Kurt had tears in his eyes. “I hate to be this emotional, but it really means a lot to me. All this means a lot to me and I feel so lucky everyday I get to hold you.”
“We both got lucky, Kurt. We’re both really, really lucky.”
Comments
SO MUCH SUSPENSE... okay not really I'm just anxious to see what happens next. (Although I feel like I know what will happen I just... I have a lot of feelings) Still bouncy in my chair. I just wanna know... but I'm willing to sit here patiently. I can't wait for the next update... although if it's next week I'll probably have to wait until the following week to read it. Boo trips with no internet.
LOL .. My authors note created suspense! Not sure if it will be the very next chapter but it is coming in the next 2 for sure!
That ending was absolutely adorable!!!