July 22, 2013, 7:42 p.m.
The Epic Love Affair
Forever Love: Chapter 29 - Miserable & Wonderful
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Blaine spent his time in the shower just trying to figure out what the hell just happened. He knew he was busy yesterday, but what caused this out lash. What did we do together yesterday? Did I say something that hurt his feelings. He's never been this angry before. Blaine could still see the sadness behind the anger. Kurt was angry, but behind the anger was the deep sadness he'd seen in his eyes before. Many times before
He hated that he might be the cause of it. Closing his eyes, Blaine recounted the day. He remembered a flash of Kurt's frown when he walked by him with his English project group. Then he remembered telling Kurt that he wouldn't see him until lunch only to look up at one point to see Kurt talking to Rachel across the table from him. Blaine didn't even know when Kurt got there. He was distant in Glee, but did he look sad? Yes.. He did and he looked sad when we walked to class together. Blaine didn't even remember talking to him or seeing him the rest of the day except when Kurt was walking out of class quickly, when he actually realized something was wrong.
Blaine slammed his fist into the shower wall. 'I did completely ignore him. All these people want to talk to me and it's been nice having people really want to talk to me. But they're only there because of my family and my money.' Blaine thought out loud. "Shit! And now I just told Kurt that he's the one being ridiculous." Blaine sobbed in regret, the shower not taking away any of the sting that he caused Kurt this pain. He needed to make everything okay. He needed to do it right now.
Blaine changed quickly and skipped morning coffee. He needed to hold Kurt in his arms and to know that everything was okay. He hadn't even dried his hair or worried about his clothes today. One thing mattered and that was Kurt. He would be a miserable husband if he let this continue on for the whole day. Blaine had one goal and that was to get Kurt to love him again, because he loved Kurt and that's all that mattered. He entered the school in his sweatpants and hoodie, curls still dripping. Kurt was down the hall looking at himself in the mirror rubbing his eyes, not doubt, from crying.
Blaine was awful and Kurt couldn't get it out of his head. How could Blaine have been so oblivious to the way he treated him. Kurt knew how awful he looked. He wanted to skip school but that would mean not seeing Blaine at all and a day without seeing Blaine would be a day wasted in his opinion. Blaine was in the wrong now. Kurt had nursed him when he needed to, stood by him when he wanted support and even gave in to Blaine's needs when he shouldn't have. It was always about Blaine.
"Your eyes are so much prettier when you haven't been crying." Kurt's breath hitched just at the sound of Blaine's voice. That's what Blaine did to Kurt. Just his voice or smell caused Kurt to react. That's how Kurt knew from the very beginning that Blaine was someone special to him.
Kurt didn't turn around. He didn't want Blaine to see how wrecked he was. "I wouldn't be crying if I hadn't just had a fight with my fianc�." Kurt looked down still facing away from Blaine. "And I hate fighting with my fianc� because I love him so much."
"I heard he loves you too. In fact, I heard that he was such an idiot and didn't realize what he was doing that he came here with his hair dripping wet in sweatpants, a hoodie and no coffee to make sure you knew that he was sorry. Really sorry."
Kurt half laughed because he was visualizing how Blaine described himself. It was a look he loved He felt Blaine's hand on his hip. It was like a flame had been placed there. "Really?"
"Yes. He didn't realize all the things he didn't do yesterday. He didn't realize that he let a day go by not telling you how important you were to him and how much he loved you." Blaine took both Kurt's hips in his hands now and turned him facing him.
Kurt didn't make eye contact yet because the tears were still coming, but more because of Blaine being here and the apology than the fight they just had. Blaine didn't let go of Kurt's hips, but ducked his head to see how many tears were falling from his love's eyes. Kurt turned away embarrassed that he couldn't contain himself. "Don't look at me. I look ugly right now. My hair…"
"..is perfect." Blaine tipped Kurt's face to meet his gaze. A crowd was gathering around them because that seemed to happen around Blaine these days. It was filled with mostly their friends and football players. "You could never be ugly. You'll always be perfect in my eyes." Kurt finally looked into Blaine's eyes and fresh tears found their way to his face again. "I'm sorry." Blaine wiped the tears away. "Please don't cry Kurt. I'm really sorry I blamed you. It was me. I just didn't realize what I did yesterday until I was in the shower and had time to think about it."
"No.. No.. I'm too sensitive sometimes. I know you would never treat me badly on purpose. I know you didn't mean to ignore me."
"But unknowingly, I did. I ignored you and made you feel like you didn't matter. Then I turned around this morning and made you feel like you never do anything for me which is so far from the truth." Blaine paused to collect his thoughts. "I promised you something Kurt and that was love and respect and me. I promised that I would give you me. I'm sorry that I forgot." Blaine looked pained and truly sorry.
"I love you Blaine. I love you so much that things like this hurt. They hurt so much."
"I love you too. If I don't tell you every day, I'm and idiot and I don't deserve you."
Kurt's vision blurred again as he wiped fresh tears from his eyes. "I'm not sure I can go to class today. I look terrible and my nose and my face are red. I didn't sleep well last night."
"Come on. We're skipping. I'm taking you home with me." Blaine wrapped an arm around Kurt's waist. As they headed toward the door, Blaine saw Finn. "Hey Finn. Get my car home. Okay?"
"Dude.. awesome.. I mean, yeah." Finn turned to puck and they high fived. "I get to drive the Beamer home!"
Puck smiled. "You're driving me home today!" Blaine didn't even think enough to be concerned about what kind of trouble those two could get into.
"Kurt, keys, baby." Kurt handed him the keys.
"We don't have to go home Blaine. We're going to get in trouble for skipping school."
"I don't care. You're more important. Our colleges already have our transcripts and we're both straight 'A' students. I need us to be okay Kurt. I need that more than anything else." Blaine stopped Kurt before getting in the car. He took both of Kurt's hands. "I'm sorry. I just need to make things right. I need this to be done right. No sex, I promise. We're not about that. We're about so much more."
Kurt leaned his head against Blaine cheek. "What if I want that?"
"We'll play it by ear. We'll go with the flow and if the flow takes us there, then it was meant to be. I want you to know, from me, that you are so much more than that. Okay?"
Kurt nodded and got into the car. He spent the ride home watching Blaine and holding his hand. This hand that he held so many times. The hand that he would hold the rest of his life. Kurt knew that they may fight, but their relationship was solid. They were more than the pieces.
Once home. Blaine led Kurt upstairs and urged him to sit on the bed. Blaine slid his boots off and started to work on the rest of Kurt's clothes. He carefully took each piece and laid them gently on the dresser. Kurt raised his swelled red rimmed eyes to Blaine's. "Don't worry Kurt. I'm not doing this for sex. Call me corny, but I want to start the day over. I need to start this day over, the right way. Will you shower with me Kurt Hummel?"
Kurt nodded as he waited for Blaine to rid himself of his clothes. It was quick, since he didn't get dressed properly this morning. They walked together into their bathroom. Blaine reached in and turned on the shower so that they could wait for it to heat up. In the meantime, he kissed Kurt on the cheek whispering, "I'm sorry, Baby." Blaine made sure to keep his hands or lips somewhere on Kurt. He needed Kurt to know that he was the most important thing to him.
"Quit apologizing. I should have said something too. It's not entirely your fault. I should have told you how I felt instead of running away from you."
"Let's make this promise…. Again… We're getting better but we still have work to do on it. We will talk to each other about what is bothering us. Okay?"
Kurt nodded his agreement. "Soooo. Can I tell you?"
"About how you feel?"
"Yes."
"Yes. Absolutely."
"Okay. I know I was a little sensitive about all the attention you're getting. I'm trying to get everything back into perspective because I really never cared about all those people before. I was a little jealous of the attention, but most of all I was jealous of anyone but me that had your attention."
"Kurt, they are just people, and you know how I like to meet new people. It meant nothing to me."
"I know.. I know. I know that."
"Come on. Let's get in the shower." Blaine tugged Kurt into the shower.
"Wow. Are you trying to take my arm off?" Kurt smiled sheepishly.
"Sorry, I just wanted you in here with me." Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist pulling their bodies flush, their growing arousals touching between them.
Kurt laughed. "It's these moments that I love Blaine. Maybe I'm too dependent on you?" Kurt nuzzled into Blaine neck kissing gently as Blaine ran his fingers down Kurt's sides caressing as the warm water spread down their bodies.
"No more than I'm dependent on you. Isn't that how it's supposed to be?"
"I don't know. We've been through a lot together and you are one of only a few people I trust with my life. Is that needy?"
"Quit questioning Kurt. I need you too. What I don't need are fake friends that are only their because they found out that my family had money." Blaine paused to kiss Kurt gently on neck below his ear. He felt Kurt shiver at the touch of his lips, but Kurt continued to hide his face in Blaine's neck. "You know that one of the girls in my chemistry class asked me on a date."
Kurt pushed away from Blaine but kept his hands on Blaine. "Really? Are you serious?"
"Yeah. I asked her if she knew you and she said that she knew that we were together as a couple, but thought that I might turn for her."
"I thought we were pretty clear that our relationship if past the dating stage." Kurt wiggled his ring finger.
"I told her we were getting married and she said that she could look past that."
"What a whore."
Blaine laughed at Kurt's reaction. "Definitely. She didn't seem to understand the whole gay thing. Maybe she was just overlooking the fact that she didn't have the right body parts, but who knows."
Kurt looked down. "Do you think you might have any interest?" Kurt was worried without reason.
"I think we determined long ago that I like dicks." Blaine smiled. "One in particular, I might add."
"But you questioned yourself before."
"That got me kissing Rachel. Not sure I will ever be able to forget that. Rachel.. yuck." Blaine pulled Kurt by his neck and crashed his lips to Kurts. "Kurt.. yum. God.. I love your kisses. You are so tasty Kurt."
"I'm starting to feel like breakfast. You keep looking at me like you're going to devour me."
"Well, since you said it." Blaine thrust his hips into Kurt's but didn't press any further at the moment, then shook his head at what he just did. "Crap, Kurt, I said this wasn't about sex and then I went and made the moves."
Kurt covered Blaine's lips with his. "You know I like it. Just because it didn't start out as sex doesn't mean it can't flow there. I'm pretty sure things are flowing south for me too."
"You- You're perfect. You know that? How are you so perfect?" Kurt blushed so Blaine continued because there was nothing more powerful than being able to make your spouse or significant other blush. "Your skin too. It's so soft. I keep using the lotion you bought for me, but my skin will never compare to yours. Ever."
"Okay, quit it Blaine." Kurt's smile was so wide and Blaine felt a sense of pride that he put it there.
"Quit what?"
"Quit with the compliments. You're doing it on purpose."
"But I like to compliment you. You dick is gorgeous too."
"Okay…that's it. You went way to far now." Kurt was laughing because Blaine now made this into a game. "If you keep this up, you'll have none of it."
"None?"
"None." Blaine thrust his hips forward in response to Kurt and Kurt moaned.
"Are you sure Kurt?"
"Yes..sure. None." Blaine began thrusting into Kurt their erections resting between them rubbing against each other. "Blaine Anderson, you never play fair. We need to get out of the shower because I need you to fuck me. Right now.. Right this second."
"Well…." Blaine leaned against the shower wall to pretend to think about it.
Kurt turned off the shower and reached for their towels. "Now Anderson, or I'll replace you with a vibrator permanently.. I promise you will never see below my belt ever again."
"Ever?"
Kurt was defeated in that one word. "Okay fine. I'm lying, but I still want you now. Please?"
"When do I ever say no to you?"
"Never. I'm spoiled and I expect you to spoil me forever Mr. Anderson."
"You've got a deal Mr. Hummel." Blaine grabbed his towel and wrapped it around his waist as Kurt did the same tugging at Blaine to hurry. "I love you."
They both fell onto the bed as Blaine ripped Kurt's towel away immediately grabbing his thighs to the edge of the bed. "Oh my God. Aaahhhh…." Blaine took Kurt's cock in his hand licking up the underside and swirling his tongue around his head before taking him in his mouth sucking on Kurt's throbbing head. "Fuck Blaine." Kurt buried his hands in Blaine wet dripping curls. Blaine released him with a pop and crawled up Kurt's body kissing and licking water droplets away. Blaine made his way back to Kurt's mouth poking his tongue into Kurt's mouth that was gaping open in response to everything Blaine was doing to his body. Kurt's hands traveled to Blaine's waist where he found Blaine still covered with a the towel. Kurt grunted pulling at the towel throwing it to the floor. "God..finally." He felt Blaine's hardened cock against his stomach as they brushed against each other.
"I love you so much Kurt. So.. so .. much. No more fighting." Blaine reached in the bedside table drawer for the lube. He quickly coated his fingers and trailed his hand down to Kurt's puckered entrance slowly rubbing circles before pressing a finger in feeling the clench. Kurt answered with a moan. He removed his finger and inserted 2 fingers immediately. Blaine took Kurt into his mouth while he pumped his fingers in and out. He matched his motions together giving Kurt so much pleasure he was panting and his back arching. Blaine removed his fingers and grabbed the lube again to cover his cock. Blaine hoisted Kurt's legs up and stood at the side of the bed lining himself up and pressing slowly not stopping until he completely sheathed.
"Oh Blaine.. "
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah perfect."
Blaine started pumping in and out slowly hearing Kurt moan loudly. This was how he loved seeing Kurt. Totally out of control and wild. "You are beautiful."
They were both groaning with need Blaine pumping deeper and faster.
"KURT! BLAINE!" They heard Burt yelling from downstairs.
"Oh shit!" Blaine pulled out of Kurt quickly grabbing his sweatpants tripping over them as he tried to put them on.
Burt heard someone fall and he was pretty sure that they were doing something upstairs in bed. He tried not to think about it, because this was his little boy. Burt shook his head. He was almost a man and getting married. Of course they were intimate.
"We'll be right down Dad!" Kurt was looking for pajama pants whispering, "What the hell is my dad doing here?"
"I thought we wouldn't have to worry about people walking in at our own home." Blaine looked scared shitless.
"Don't be scared Blaine. He knows that we do stuff. We live together for God's sake."
"I know. But, it's still your dad. He's scary when he's mad." Blaine was starting to take deep breaths.
"Blaine, calm down."
"KURT! BLAINE! Down here now!"
"Coming! Okay, he does sound mad." Kurt kissed Blaine. "Maybe I should go down there my myself."
"Don't be silly. We are a team and we deal with this together." Blaine smiled and took one last breath as he took Kurt's hand and they opened door to the bedroom and exited it. At the top of the steps, they could see Burt standing in the middle of the living room with his arms folded. He looked up at them.
They walked down the stairs and Burt just nodded toward the couch. "Okay. We aren't going to talk about what I walked in on."
"Well, in our defense dad. This is our place and we weren't really expecting someone to just come in uninvited."
"That may be Kurt, but I wasn't exactly expecting to get a call from the school saying that you two were absent and did I know you were absent." Burt was upset, but not mad. "I was worried that you got into a car accident on the way home and when I got here, only one of your cars were here. That's why I came in. I would never have done it if I knew you were home."
"Okay Dad. We get it. I'm sorry you had to come all the way over here just to find us fine."
"You guys are not off the hook."
"What?"
"You skipped school and you better have a darn good reason for it."
Kurt started. "Actually dad…"
Blaine cut him off. "Burt, we had some things happen in the last day or so and we needed to fix them."
"You're fighting?"
"Well, the entire school knows about my family now and I have been somewhat preoccupied with all the.. Say.. New attention." Blaine took Kurt's hand. "I was being less than attentive to Kurt and he was hurt by it."
"I slept in the guest room last night Dad." Kurt looked at his Dad clearly embarrassed by what he did.
Burt lowered his head. "Kurt, you know that Blaine loves you. Right?"
"Of course dad."
"Then why? You need to be more trusting Kurt. This guy right next to you. He loves you Kurt."
"Dad, I know." Kurt turned to look at Blaine as he leaned into a kiss. It was quick and sweet, but it meant everything. Every kiss means something.
"Okay." Burt turned away trying to give them a little privacy for that moment considering he interrupted something definitely going on upstairs. Burt scratched his head as Kurt leaned in to another kiss, this one longer. "Okay, boys. We need to talk."
"What's up."
"Okay, I know It's senior year and you are already applied to colleges, but you have to go to school."
"Dad, we were at school."
"Yeah Burt. We were at school, but Kurt was in such bad shape. So was I. We really needed this time."
Burt sighed because both of them were good students and they would probably get into their schools of choice, but he needed to make sure they understood that there are rules to follow. "Well, if you are skipping school, you need to at least let me know. Can you understand how I felt when they called and asked me if I knew you both weren't at school?"
"Sorry Dad."
"Sorry Burt." Blaine realized that they didn't say anything to anyone. "We forgot that we would have needed someone to call."
Burt held his hand up. "And do you know what I felt when only one of your cars was here. I thought you got into some type of accident. That's why I came in."
"Dad. We're really, really sorry. We'll never do it again." Blaine nodded in agreement with Kurt. "You need to not get so worried. It's not good for your health."
"Okay. Boys, I'm going to the shop to check things out. Don't do it again and come for dinner tonight. Carole is making spaghetti."
"Sure thing Dad." He turned to leave, but stopped at the door. "You guys need to talk more. Talk through things. Kurt you need to not run away whenever you get scared. Blaine, you need to pay attention to what's happening more."
"Okay, BYE Dad!"
"See you guys later. 6:30. Okay?"
"Okay. Bye Burt." They could hear Burt laughing on the way out the door.
"So now what?" Kurt shrugged, then winked. "I could be coerced into something fun."
"Fuck Blaine." Blaine sunk his cock into Kurt's hole.
"You're so perfect Kurt. Tight and perfect."
"Ungghh. More Blaine more." Kurt's legs were propped on Blaine's shoulders as Blaine continued to pound into him. "Fuck, yes Blaine, yes."
Blaine slowed down and eventually stopped to lean in and kiss Kurt. It was a sloppy messy kiss, but the desire was hanging in the air. He flipped Kurt over onto his stomach and after pushing back in, he laid on top of Kurt. The angle so much different. Kurt's skin was on fire from Blaine's touch. He couldn't get enough. "Is this okay?" Blaine continued to pump into Kurt in earnest earning a moan with each movement. "I love you Kurt. I love you so much."
Kurt was ground into the bed. The friction was unbelievable. The bedsheets would need to be washed tomorrow, but Kurt's could care less. When Blaine was hitting that spot over and over. Kurt could barely catch his breath. He was dizzy with pure pleasure. "Oh.. Blaine.. Baby.. Keep going… Keep going.."
Blaine could hear the desperation in Kurt's voice as he continued to pound him. He felt the the heat rising in his balls as his toes started to curl in. Blaine's thrusts were erratic as he clenched Kurt's hands above his head. Kurt whimpered into the bed as Blaine cried out his orgasm. As soon as Kurt felt the heat of Blaine's come, he was thrusting his hips into the mattress looking for the right amount of friction. Kurt came screaming. "Oh God.. Oh God.. OH God.." Kurt's body went limp and Blaine collapsed on him breathing heavy.
As the minutes passed and their breathing returned to normal, Blaine shifted to the side. Kurt still had his face buried in the mattress. "Love? You okay?" No response. "Kurt, Baby.. are you okay?"
Kurt finally turned toward Blaine with a huge grin on his face. "I wonder if that was extra fantastic because of my dad waking in."
"I'm sure it was extra fantastic because I love you more and more each day."
"You are so ridiculous Blaine. I love you more and more each day too." Kurt lifted up his body to find the sheets sticking to him. "Looks like we'll need to do some laundry."
"I'll get that. You go get cleaned off. I have plans for the rest of the afternoon."
Blaine took Kurt to a local caf� where they ate salads and then to Dairy Queen for ice cream. That was followed by roller skating, "Today has been so awesome Blaine. I know we can't do this all the time, but it was so worth getting in trouble with dad to spend a lazy fall day with you."
Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt. "I will love you forever Kurt. I promise to always listen to you and to treat you to days like today where we don't have to think of anything but each other."
"I would really like that Blaine. I wish we could start forever right now."
"Soon Kurt.. very soon love."
Comments
I read this chapter this morning, and I absolutely loved it. I love that every few chapters, they have their problems, but they work it out.
Yep.. They take each hurdle and learn something new.. I think by the time they get married they might be close to ready to handle the challenge of school and living in the City? At least I kind of look at it as this year is a growing year for them. They are trying to be seniors and have fun while still learning how to cope with the relationship and moving away.. Thank you for continuing and for reviewing. it makes each chapter worth writing.