Back Again

There it was. The car, again. Blaine still drooled at the sight of such a piece of work. “This car is incredible and perfect.”

“Blaine. I really don’t get it. It’s a car. I swear you don’t look at me like that.” Blaine wasn’t listening. The vision of him in the car was still swirling around in his head. What other teenager got to drive such an expensive, beautiful piece of Italian craftsmanship. “Blaine! Oh my God. It is a car!”

Blaine snapped out of his trance to the annoyed face of his Kurt. “What?”

“Nothing sweetheart.” Kurt huffed in the direction of the elevator. “Boys and their cars. I must be lacking the gene that gives a guy a hard on for cars.” Kurt stated really to himself in disgust that one car could hold a man’s attention so strongly.

“Kurt.” Blaine turned to his right but Kurt wasn’t there. Where’d he go? Blaine turned around and saw the door to the building closing. He must have gone ahead. Blaine made an attempt to catch up to Kurt. “Kurt. Wait for me.”

“Seriously?” Kurt crossed his arms as he stood outside of the elevators.

“What’s wrong? Did I do something?” Blaine looked at Kurt in total confusion.

“Nothing.” Kurt was very short. He was mad, but not really mad. Kurt felt very bothered, but wasn’t sure what it was that was really bothering him. This just seemed to set him off.

Blaine grabbed Kurt by his hands and held them tightly. “It’s not nothing. I’m sure of that.” Blaine remained confused at how to fix things. “Tell me. We tell each other everything.”

Kurt knew Blaine was right, but he just didn’t even know what to say. “I don’t know. I was talking to you and you were mesmerized by the car. It’s like you were into the car more than me.” Blaine laughed at Kurt’s comment. “Blaine. It’s not funny.” There were tears in Kurt’s eyes. Blaine stopped laughing because he didn’t realize that Kurt was being serious.

“You couldn’t possibly believe that.”

“No. But I don’t know what’s really bothering me. I just know that you not responding because you were attached to a car really bothered me.” A tear managed to escape. “Maybe I’m just going crazy.” Kurt was rubbing his arms while crossed.

“Hey. Hey. Stop it. You are fine. You are better than fine. I love you and we are going to get married and everything will be perfect, okay?” Blaine was very concerned. He put his hands over Kurt’s and then rubbed his arms in comfort. He drew Kurt into his arms and rubbed the small of his back. “You are perfect.”

Kurt melted into Blaine’s shoulder at the words that came out of his mouth. That was it. Kurt was feeling less than perfect. “I’m not perfect. Not anymore.” Kurt felt his heart crushing in his chest and tugged tight to Blaine refusing to make eye contact.

“Come on.” Blaine tugged Kurt into the elevator and put his key in to get them to the penthouse quickly. The doors opened and Blaine continued to tug Kurt into the Master Bedroom dropping the keys on the bed. He continued to pull Kurt into the bathroom and stood him right in front of the mirror. Blaine stood directly behind Kurt encouraging him to look. Kurt wouldn’t look directly into the mirror. “Kurt look in the mirror.”

“No. What if I don’t like what I see?”

“I like it. I like it a lot. Actually, that is an understatement. I love it. All of it.” Blaine turned Kurt’s face to the mirror.

“See this piece of hair right here? It never wants to stay in place, but it’s perfect because it gives me the opportunity to touch it and put it back in place every time it falls out. I think it’s doing it on purpose willing me to touch you so that you feel how much I love you.” Kurt smiled because he did like it. “These eyes. They are perfect because you don’t even need to talk to me and I know what you’re thinking just by looking at them.” A tear fell because the words were heartfelt and Kurt couldn’t help but believe them. “These ears, this neck and this shoulder. When I kiss them or suck there, I can melt you into a puddle of goo and it’s so perfect that I can do that to you because I love you.” Blaine unbuttoned Kurt’s shirt to expose his shoulder. “I love the taste of you.” Blaine continued to remove Kurt shirt caressing his body. “These arms and hands. When you hold me or touch me, I know that there’s no one else that could send electric shocks through my body. I’m not scared of them. There’s no one else that can hold my like you do. Your arms feel like coming home.” Blaine began to unbuckle Kurt’s belt.

“Wait. I feel like….”

“Shh. Don’t talk. It’s not your turn yet. I am not done making sure you understand how perfect you are to me.” Blaine continued to undo Kurt’s pants and drop them to the floor so he stood with only his boxers on. “This perfect waist. It’s the perfect size for me to hold and grab on to when I need to.” Blaine smiled mischievously at the comment. It could be taken so many ways. “Your long lean legs are perfect. They carry you everywhere you need to go especially to me.” Blaine whispered. “I love when they are wrapped around my waist.” Blaine kissed Kurt on the neck. “Let’s not forget this.” Blaine reached down to gently cup Kurt’s half hard cock in his hand. “This..this is perfect. I love touching it and I love sucking it. It is perfect and your taste… perfect.” Blaine’s voice was low and gravely and he whispered into Kurt’s ear.

Kurt’s eyes closed. The sensation and the words out of Blaine’s mouth were enough to put him in a love coma if such a thing existed. “Blaine. I love you.” Kurt whispered through the panting. Blaine was no longer toying with him. He removed Kurt’s boxers and was firmly stroking Kurt with purpose.

“I love you and don’t forget it. There is no car that could ever take the place of you. No car, no person, no anything could be more perfect for me.” Blaine moved in front of Kurt and sunk to his knees and took Kurt into his mouth. He continued to suck and stroke until Kurt released his warm seed into Blaine’s mouth who took it eagerly. “Perfect as always.”

Kurt fell to his knees with Blaine catching him. Blaine carried Kurt to the bed. “So tired Blaine.”

“Go to sleep Baby. It was a long day and then you went and stressed yourself out for nothing.” Kurt was fast asleep and Blaine covered him up.

Blaine was tired, but didn’t want to lose himself in sleep just yet. Stripped of his clothes, Blaine grabbed a blanket and draped it around himself and headed out to the veranda for a last look. They would definitely come back here. Blaine would bring Kurt here as often as he wanted to come. This would always be a special place for them.

Sleep came soon as Blaine wrapped himself around Kurt and dozed off. Morning made itself known with the sun announcing itself as it had every other morning. Blaine and Kurt packed up and Blaine took his guitar and they made their way to the car. It was still early when they left the condo at 9:00. Kurt took one last look at the building and got into the car. Blaine set the GPS and they were driving. Soon the city would become a speck in the background and give way to the French countryside. “You should call Finn and Mr. Shue.”

“I will.” Kurt smiled at Blaine. “Thank you for last night.”

“I love to make you feel good. Isn’t that what a good spouse does? Makes the other spouse feel good.” Blaine was so simple and matter of fact in that statement.

“No, really Blaine. Thank you for knowing how to deal with my brand of crazy. You may be the only person on earth that can deal with me.”

“Nope. I know at least maybe 3 or 4 more that can deal with you.” Blaine couldn’t help but smile about putting his dad and grandfather in a boat with Finn and Burt. “We have 6 hours to go Baby. If you’re tired, just sleep.”

“I think I’m excited. I miss Finn and Rachel and all of our friends. Even though the circumstances were terrible, it was a positive experience with the parents.” Kurt smiled at the memory of the engagement and the support of all those present. “Do you want me to drive part of the way?”

“Nope. I’m good. We’ll stop to get something to eat about halfway through the trip. Sound good?”

“Yes. So, can we talk about when we are going to actually get married? I just feel like we are going to get a lot of questions when we tell everyone and it would seem more real to our friends if we were on the same page.”

“Kurt. This is real. When I asked you, it wasn’t for show or play.” Blaine looked hurt. “Do you not want to?”

“Blaine. I guess it was a bad choice of words. I just want them to be able to understand how we feel.” Kurt took Blaine’s hand and squeezed it tight. “I love you and want to be with you forever. I’m sorry that came out wrong.”

“It doesn’t have to be set in stone, but I want to share with you how I picture us. I want us to be engaged our entire senior year because it would be weird if we did this before we graduated. We should at least get our diplomas with our non-married names on them.”

Kurt nodded. “I never thought of that. I agree with you. It would be weird to be married and a senior.”

“We need to talk about college. You know I want to go to New York.” Blaine looked hopeful at Kurt.

“Blaine, don’t be nervous silly. You know I want to go to New York too.” Kurt chimed. “We just have to both get into the same or close by universities.”

“And we already talked about my parents or grandparents having some places that we can hopefully rent, right?”

“Blaine. I love that idea.” Kurt cooed.

“Kurt. One very important thing. We need to see what states we can get married in. You know, for it to count and what we have to do in that state to be able to get married.” Kurt looked saddened. “It would be better if we could do it close to home so our friends didn’t have to travel.”

“I totally forgot that we couldn’t just do what we wanted. I hate that Blaine. I want my friends to be there for that day. It will be the most important of our lives.”

“We’ll figure it out because I want to be married. Not just your civil partner. I think we may have to do that in New York, but we can check out other states.” Blaine looked hopeful.

“Who is going to be your best man?” Kurt wondered how Blaine would choose between his best friends, but had a guess that held the higher card.

“Wes will definitely be my best man. Finn? Or Rachel?”

“I don’t know. I think I need to think about it a little more. I know I’m not a girl, but I always imagined walking down the aisle. Is that crazy?”

“I want this Kurt. More than anything I have every wanted. I want you and I want you forever and I want you to get married the exact way you see it happening. I don’t care what everyone thinks.”

Kurt smiled so brightly. I never hurt to hear it often. “I still feel so lucky to have you Blaine. So lucky.”

“I’m the lucky one.”

“Mr. Shue. We are about halfway there. Are you already there?” Kurt was nodding. “Okay. What hotel again?”

“The d’lEurope Amsterdam. We are about 1 to 1.5 hours out. We should be there before you.”

“Okay, we’ll see you there. Will you let Finn know we will be back. Oh and the Warblers.” Kurt paused. “Mr. Shue, sorry if we messed up some of the concerts.”

“Kurt. You don’t ever need to apologize. What happened to you was far more important to take care of.” Mr. Shue sounded hopeful that Kurt was okay. “You and Blaine are okay right?”

“We’re okay. It wasn’t easy dealing with all of that, but I think we are better and stronger than we ever were. We are really excited to see everyone again.” Kurt excited hung up the phone. Blaine could see it in Kurt eyes. Slowly, they were erasing memories of Paul and this was the last step to get things back to normal. Blaine gripped Kurt’s hand tightly.

“I can’t wait to see everyone again. Paris was incredible with you, but it will be nice to see our friends again. I want to make sure they aren’t worried about us too much.”

Blaine and Kurt finally reached the hotel and that’s when they realized how excited they were to see their friends. Nerves suddenly hit Kurt as he clutched to Blaine’s hand in a silent message that said he was nervous about what they might ask. “Don’t worry. They care about you and us too much to ask. They are our friends Kurt, don’t back away.”

Finn almost ran up to them. “Dude. We missed you.” Finn enveloped his brother in a tight hug. After parting, Finn hugged Blaine too. “Blaine. Why do you need to keep showing us the car? You know how to make a guy feel inadequate.”

“We missed you too. Your mom and my dad said hi and they can’t wait until you get home because they miss you.”

“I didn’t know they came out. Err.. I guess I should’ve figured they would be worried. Did they have fun?” Finn looked embarrassed that he used the term fun to describe why his mom and stepdad flew all the way to Europe.

“They did have fun. We went to Disney yesterday with them and had so much fun.”

Rachel finally approached. “Kurt. I missed you so much.” She kissed Kurt on the cheek and hugged him tightly whispering in his ear. “You know you can talk to me about anything.” Rachel noticed the ring on Kurt’s left hand now. She took a second glance and saw the previous ring on his right hand. “What is that?”

“Shhh Rachel. Please don’t tell anyone yet.”

“Is that what I think it is?” A look of shock crossed her face.

Kurt just smiled. “You’ll hear about it in due time.” Kurt reached without looking just knowing where Blaine’s hand would be, but managed to grab right where his hand was. They were far more in tuned to each other’s body and movements. “So what’s first?”

“First, we need to take our suitcases to our room.” Blaine flashed some room passkeys in Kurt’s face. “Wes, do we have time to change and shower?”

“Shower and change, yes. Anything more will have to wait.” Wes laughed as his humor.

“Come on Baby.” Kurt grabbed his suitcase and followed Blaine up to their room. Blaine threw his suitcase on the bench and hurriedly grabbed Kurt.s and put his on the suitcase stand.

“What are we supposed to wear for a canal dinner and cruise?” Kurt sat on the edge of the bed starting to pull his shoes off. His hands were met with Blaine’s as Blaine kneeled at his feet and gently removed them.

“Did you know you have perfect feet too?”

Kurt shook his head in pretend disgust. “Did you know that you are the sappiest person that ever lived?”

“You love me though.”

“With all my heart.” Kurt melted as Blaine’s eyes bore into his. “Can you not look at me that way or I might lose my resolve.” Kurt said this with a smile as he pulled Blaine on top of him on the bed. Blaine was already unbuttoning Kurt’s top and slipping his hand under his shirt pinching at Kurt’s nipples. “Blaine. Focus. Everyone is waiting downstairs for us. You know what they’ll think.”

“I don’t give a fuck what they think. You are my future husband and I will fuck you whenever I want to fuck you.” Kurt didn’t realize it, but aggressive dirty talking Blaine was a huge turn on. Kurt was untucking Blaine’s shirt quickly. Hands were all over and kisses were getting heated. Kurt was moaning with need. A knock at the door stopped all the progression.

“Kurt, Blaine. You need to hurry. The bus is here to take us to the canal tour.”

“Okay Mr. Shue. We’ll be down in a minute.” Their eyes locked but soon turned to hysterics when Kurt called it. “Cockblocked”. Blaine placed a chaste kiss on Kurt’s lips and lifted his fianc� off the bed into his arms.

“You are totally in for it later.”

“You think so?” Kurt flashing a flirty smile to Blaine as he turned his back to grab a new shirt out of his suitcase.

“I promise so.” Blaine crossed behind Kurt to his suitcase to grab a change of clothes and as he walked by he grabbed his ass and whispered. “You won’t be walking very comfortably tomorrow Baby and you will love it. I promise to give it to you as long as you can take it.”

Kurt’s mind was gone. It was somewhere. He could barely think now. He didn’t even know what he chose to change into. Blaine was magically changed and was stripping Kurt’s clothes off of him and throwing a new outfit on him. A huge smile was plastered on his face because he did it again. He, Blaine Anderson, turned Kurt into mindless putty. This was a very important tool that might be used for their entire lifetime together. Blaine smirked as he dressed Kurt the best he could. “I think that’ll do it.” Blaine stepped back to admire his handiwork. Kurt could have been a mannequin at a store how still he was standing. Blaine kissed him and took his hand.

Kurt looked completely smitten when he emerged from the hotel in Blaine’s hand. Not only was he still starry eyed over Blaine’s promises, but he was also not dressed as polished as he normally dressed. Everyone waited on the bus for the two of them. When they got on the bus everyone was so excited to see them. So many of them were hugging and shaking hands. There were kisses exchanged as Kurt and Blaine took their seat toward the back of the bus.

“I’m glad we came back now. How is your belly?” Kurt ever the protector.

“It’s okay. A little sore from sitting for so long. I think the muscles got kind of contracted.”

“Can I take a look since we didn’t have time in the room?” Blaine nodded and Kurt started to unbutton Blaine’s shirt.

Wes popped his head over the seat. “Did you guys not have enough alone time for the last few days?” His eyebrows were raised until he saw what Kurt was trying to get at. Blaine’s midsection had a large taped gauze to it. Kurt lifted the gauze to expose the large mostly healed cut across Blaine Belly. “Shit Blaine. We had no idea how bad you were hurt. Sorry man.”

“It looks so good now. Almost healed and the stitches have dissolved.” Kurt brushed his fingers along Blaine’s jawline lovingly and Blaine smiled. “You should have seen him the day it happened. “Show Wes your arm.”

“Blaine, he really got you didn’t he?” Kurt nodded and tears started to show in the corners of his eyes. “Kurt. Sorry. I didn’t mean to bring it up.”

“It’s not your fault Wes. I’m just feeling bad because I punched 2 days ago and thought I really hurt him.”

“Why did you punch him?” Most of their friends sitting around them were now listening to the story.

“Nightmare. I punched him in my sleep.” Kurt let a tear fall out of guilt. “It was scary. He was bleeding pretty bad. I really thought I hurt him worse.”

“Kurt, how are you doing?” Wes truly cared and wanted to know.

“I am much better the last few days.” Kurt looked appreciative that Wes cared enough to ask. “Thanks for asking Wes. We really had a few days that were rough, but I think we are through the worst of it now. I feel like I’ve had time to heal.”

Kurt felt a hand on his back and turned to find that it was Finn. He looked really worried. Kurt nodded to let him know that he was okay with the questions. Blaine took his hands in his and gently rubbed them with his thumbs. “Wes, we’re actually doing really great now.”

Finally on the boat that would take them through the canals and sightseeing, Kurt hadn’t noticed that Blaine had left his guitar at the car and Wes and David had loaded it into the bus for him. While the salads for dinner were being served, Blaine had taken a seat in an open area that had a microphone. “Just so everyone knows. Kurt and I truly appreciate everyones concern for our health and safety. We really went through a lot the last several days. We’ve been hurt, been in pain, dealt with some very difficult issues and faced some real demons. Kurt and I keep coming out ahead and truly feel lucky to have each other and all of you. Just so you know that we haven’t been laying around doing nothing, I wanted to share a song with you that we learned. Kurt will you come up here?”

Kurt made his way to the stool next to his fianc� and smiled at him. “Kurt and I worked on this song together as part of our healing and trust in each other. This song really means a lot to us right now and the words got us through a lot together. We were able to perform this for our families a few nights ago and we want to share it with you guys. You are our closest friends and we consider all of you family. This is song from the movie The Transformers called All That You Are by the Goo Goo Dolls.” Blaine began as he had 2 nights ago. Their hearts were definitely tied together in this one.

Rachel leaned over the Finn and Wes at the table. “They are incredible doing this song together. Look at them. They are so much more in love today than they were before all of this happened.” Rachel had tears in her eyes seeing her best friend hopelessly in love and singing a beautiful love song professing that love. She snapped a picture of them together.

As they sang, they both professed their love through their eyes. As the song finished, Blaine put his guitar down and met Kurt’s lips. There were no worries in the company. The crowd erupted in clapping. The girls were all crying at the beauty before them. Blaine came back to his mic. “Thank you everyone. Kurt and I also have something we want to share with everyone. We love you all and this is very important to us, so we thought we should share it with the people most important to us.” Blaine looked to Kurt for agreement and Kurt nodded his head. “Kurt and I got engaged 2 days ago and we wanted to share that with you and ask for your love and support with this.”