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Dec. 18, 2011, 3:05 p.m.
The Epic Love Affair
Ambassadors Abroad: Chapter 58 - Getting Back to Normal
E - Words: 4,215 - Last Updated: Dec 18, 2011 Story: Complete - Chapters: 73/73 - Created: Jul 28, 2011 - Updated: Dec 18, 2011 1,009 0 0 0 1
Author's Notes: romance and smut! perfect pair
Chapter 58
Getting Back to Normal
The veranda at the condo had become a gathering place for this blended family. Everyone was comfortable there. It didn’t hurt that the view was absolutely incredible. “Blaine, why don’t you get your guitar? Your grandmother and I won’t be able to see you perform during this trip and we’ve been so busy that we’ve missed so many of your concerts. Perhaps you and Kurt can sing for us.” Blaine looked at Kurt and shrugged.
“Sure, why not?” When would they ever turn down an opportunity to sing in front of an audience?
“You have no idea what you’ve been missing. I like most of the stuff they sing, but I just can’t get into the Broadway stuff that Kurt belts out at home.” Carole slapped Burt’s arm playfully. “Kurt knows Carole. Don’t you Kurt?”
“Dad, you just never embraced the culture of Broadway.”
Blaine returned with his guitar and sat on the couch next to Kurt. “So what do you want to sing?” Blaine looked at Kurt hoping for some ideas and hoping it was something he knew.
“You need to sing Teenage Dream.” Blaine knew that Kurt would never tire of hearing this song. It will forever be etched in their memory as the best day ever.
Blaine turned to his family. “This song is really special to us.” Blaine smiled at Kurt as he scooted as close as he could get to Blaine and still have him be able to play the guitar. “I was going down to the common room to sing in an impromptu performance with the Warblers and I was running late. I knew Wes would throw a fit if I was late and I had just checked my pocket watch when..” Burt had heard this story from Kurt about 1000 times but listened anyway. It would be nice to hear it from Blaine’s point of view.
“I bugged him. So, I was at Dalton to spy on the Warblers because they were our main competition at Regionals. It was chaos, but I was thankful because I was worried I might stick out.”
Blaine stroked Kurt’s hand as he took over the story again. “Which he did. So when he said ‘Excuse me’ and asked what was going on, I was shocked to see that it was the countertenor from McKinley High. Our only other competition. I figured he was here to spy, so I let him know about the performance. I knew exactly who he was.”
“You did? You never told me, but anyway, he took my hand and led me there by a shortcut. Why no one else used the shortcut is a mystery to me because it was totally empty.” Blaine and Kurt laughed at this.
“Anyway. There was this cute countertenor that I heard before on YouTube when we were spying on the New Directions and I wanted to make sure he knew what he was up against. This was what we sang that day.”
Blaine began his acoustic version of Teenage Dream. Midway through the song, he turned and sang the rest of the song to Kurt. Staring at Blaine’s face singing this song brought back so many memories. It was the moment Kurt’s life changed. He ended the song with a kiss. “You want to sing with me. I love when we sing together.”
“okay. What are we going to sing.”
“You’ll see.” Blaine began the intro and Kurt buried his head in Blaine back laughing so hard.
“No! I can’t sing this one. The memories are damaging. Not to mention every girl at Crawford Country Day gave you their phone number.”
Burt perked up. “Is that so?” Ever the protective father.
Blaine knew Burt looked worried. “Kurt. Tell them what I did with the numbers.”
“Fine. He told them he played for the other team and handed them back.” Kurt turned to the family and told the sexy story. “He asked me what was up with my performance. Then he proceeded to tell me that I didn’t look sexy, but instead looked like I had gas.”
“Just remember how much I love you and how sexy I think you are today.” Blaine winked and that was all it took to get Kurt’s agreement to sing. “Now we’re singing this right?”
“Fine.” Of all the songs, Blaine had to pick Animal. Kurt felt so stupid when they sang this song. He remembered being very vulnerable this day. Kurt took a deep breath, thankful that the song and its memories were over.
“This next one is all Kurt. Best song I have ever heard him sing. It made me realize that I was in love with him. “ Kurt knew it would be Blackbird.
“He fell in love with me when I was singing a song for my dead bird.” Kurt chuckled. Kurt began singing it while Blaine harmonized in the background. Kurt sang this directly to Blaine and at the end they shared a dazed look and kissed softly pausing to take in the scent of each other.
“Why don’t you sing the song that you were practicing yesterday?” Jack looked on as Blaine and Kurt looked at each other trying to gage if the other was ready to share the words. After all, this would be a perfect practice audience for it.
Ellen spoke up hoping to make them feel comfortable. “It sounded lovely boys. From what we could hear anyway.”
Kurt nodded. “We’re going to sing this for the Warblers and New Directions when we’re ready to let them know about our engagement. It’s not quite ready and we’re not quite ready to tell everyone. The words of this song seem so close to home for us both.” Blaine looked at Kurt and began playing the intro. He mouthed the words ‘I love you’ to which Blaine was rewarded with that smile and those eyes that melted his heart time and again.
Blaine:
And I feel,
All the faint morning light,
Filled with hope 'cause you're here in my life,
And we've gone,
From the edge of our souls,
Made it back to a place we call home.
You, see me through,
I was alone in the dark and the fear was my truth.
Blaine sang this part with such emotion. The words were true. He had no idea how alone he was until Kurt came into his life. Blaine couldn’t hold in everything he was feeling. His eyed watered despite his attempt to not cry.
Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight, we light up the stars,
All that you are.
Kurt:
I feel wrong,
I'm so human and flawed,
I break down even though I'm still strong,
And time, will make fools of us all,
Builds us up, and then laughs when we fall.
You, pull me through,
When I'm alone in the dark and the fear was my truth.
Kurt met Blaine’s passion for the words as a few tears spilled down his cheeks. There were no other people there. Kurt and Blaine were in their world where everything was them and it was perfect and they could just be.
Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight, we light up the stars,
All that you are.
Both:
You're the sound of redemption,
The faith that I've lost,
The answers I'm seeking no matter the cost,
You opened the window,
Now I can see,
And you taught me forgiveness by giving your love back to me.
Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight.
They both were facing each other and Kurt had his hand on Blaine’s knee just holding on while he sang to his fianc� with passion and conviction that he felt deep in his heart. Blaine countered with tears spilling down his face, feeling the same as Kurt felt in this moment. Their moment. They bared their soul and life to their family. Even though their family knew, it was still a confession. It was done in music as they often did for each other, but for others to see and hear.
Yeah, all the things that you are,
Beautifully broken, alive in my heart,
And know that you are everything,
Let your heart sing and tonight,
Let your heart sing and tonight, we light up the stars,
All that you are.
Oh I feel,
All the faint morning light,
Filled with hope 'cause you're here in my life
Both boys took a deep breath at the song’s end. Blaine quickly put his guitar down and took Kurt into his arms. He whispered into Kurt’s ear as he held him close. “I told you this song is perfect for us. All the things that you are, you are everything… to me.”
Kurt’s eyes were shut tight because the magnitude of truth in this song was chest crushing. If he let go of Blaine, he thought he might die. “I can’t let go of you right now. If I do, I feel like I might die.”
“Don’t ever let go Kurt. Don’t ever let go of our love no matter what life throws us.” Blaine whispered. Kurt looked into Blaine’s eyes and fell in love all over again. Kurt closed his lips to Blaine’s tenderly and passionately. He whined ever so softly, but loud enough for Blaine to hear it. Blaine opened his mouth slightly kissing Kurt open mouthed and lightly nipping at Kurt’s lower lip until reality hit them that they were surrounded by their family. Instead of being embarrassed about it, they just sat back on the couch. Kurt noticed that all the women had tears in their eyes and all the men were smiling and staring. “Sorry. We just really get caught up in that song.”
Catherine spoke. “It was beautiful Blaine. Absolutely beautiful. You both sing so well together. The words, that song does speak about you two.”
“Mom, do you think we’re crazy getting engaged at such young age? I just think that I know. I know it right now that Kurt is my other half and I should be proud to share it and tell everyone, yet we find ourselves thinking about how and when to tell people. We think about hiding it.”
“Blaine and Kurt. I have seen in both of you things that I would never expect to see in teenagers your age. You and Kurt have a maturity that most teens don’t have. I am very proud and wish I could’ve taken the credit for that, but I think you have each other to thank for that. To answer your question, yes, I think it’s crazy. Yes. But, if I am honest about my feelings and throw out all the logic in my head, I know you two will be together a lifetime.” Blaine smiled wrapping his arms around Kurt and pulling him to rest against him.
Burt looked lost in thought at the discussion. “Dad?” Kurt was a little worried. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah Kurt. I am so happy for you because I remember how lost you were before Blaine. And Blaine. You visited me in the shop and I sensed that Kurt gave you some purpose even if it was just being a friend. Yes, I worry that maybe it’s too early, but when I see you together I don’t think anything falls into any stereotype with you two.” Burt smiled at both boys. “Just remember all the love you feel right now. Don’t ever let it go. If things ever get bad, promise me you will remember how you feel right now and hold on to it. It is precious. I found it once with your mother Kurt. I am so lucky to have had another chance to have love again.” Carole hugged Burt.
“It’s getting late. We should probably walk back to the hotel. Will you join us for the walk back, Burt?” JR felt like it was the right time to end the evening. It had been a nice and quiet evening. In his opinion a very true and honest evening for everyone there.
“you’re right JR, yes, we’ll walk with you there.”
Blaine stood pulling Kurt to his feet too. It was time to say good-bye. His parents would leave early in the morning. “Dad. Thank you for everything. Most of all, thank you for understanding and loving me and Kurt.”
“Blaine. I’m sorry for the past, but we can start really getting to know Kurt.”
“Thanks dad. We’ll visit if you are home when we get back.” Blaine hugged his mom tightly. “I’ll miss you.”
“Me too. And we’ll miss you too Kurt.”
“Dad, Carole. We’ll see you tomorrow?”
“Yep. We can plan lunch for tomorrows meeting.”
Jack and Ellen went to their room and shut the door. Blaine went back out on the veranda to retrieve his guitar. Kurt waited inside. “You ready, Baby?” Kurt nodded. Tonight had been perfect.”
Behind the closed door of the bedroom. There they stood just at the side of the bed. Both Blaine and Kurt could feel what they needed. Opting for what would be easy, without words they carefully removed their own clothing piece by piece until they were bared for each other. They needed to be bared. This was the last step after all the confessions and history repeated on the veranda tonight. It was almost as if they were offering themselves to each other on some kind of altar except there were no other people to witness it. There was just them and the bed. Kurt stopped to touch the gauze over Blaine’s, now healing, wound.
This felt so right tonight. There was no way that this could be wrong. Their family had witnessed what Kurt and Blaine felt every day. They witnessed it and understood it, agreed with it and believed in it.
“Blaine, before we lay down, let me check to see if your gauze needs to be replaced.” Kurt’s hopeful eyes carefully peeled it away from his skin. A huge smile spread across face. “It’s dry baby! It looks so good. You’re healing. It is really looking good. I’ll go get you a painkiller because you are going to be busy tonight.”
“Oh Really? Doing what?”
Kurt winked. “Kissing me. Holding me.”
“Unless I’m going to be loving you tonight, I won’t need the pain killers.” Blaine grabbed Kurt by the waist and pulled him to the bed. Kurt was pouting. “Aww, Don’t pout baby. It’ll give you wrinkles. I was kidding. I need the pain meds, like 15 minutes ago.” Blaine was hungry to touch Kurt’s body tonight. Both boys were hungry for skin and as soon as Kurt came back with the pain killers, Blaine swallowed them and seconds later his lips were crashing down on Kurt. There were no minutes to spare tonight. “So, how many times do you think I can make you come?” Blaine was dead serious. “I am finally feeling a lot better and I plan on touching every inch of your body tonight. Kurt’s cock was already hard and ready, Blaine talk was just making him harder and he wanted Blaine. Every bit that Blaine wanted to give him.
Kurt inched down to Blaine’s hard cock and licked it teasing Blaine to no end. “You want this mouth on you?” They remained playful at the moment. Blaine’s eyes said what he wanted. Kurt saw his darkened hue and very slowly, he sunk his mouth over Blaine’s cock inching more and more of Blaine into his mouth until he felt his cock hit the back of his throat. Blaine moaned at the exact same time. Kurt was empowered by the response he received and continued to lick and swirl his tongue on every inch of Blaine’s cock. Hallowing out his cheeks each time he sucked, Blaine whimpered at the sensation warning Kurt that he was ready to come. Kurt abruptly stopped. “Oh, so you want to come?”
Blaine pleaded with Kurt. “Please, Pllllleeeeaaasssssssse.” Kurt would hate for Blaine to suffer so he made his way back onto Blaine cock and soon come was filling his greedy mouth. Kurt continued to suck until Blaine came back down from his high. Eyes still dark, he grabbed Kurt’s cock and began to pump. He grabbed the lube from the nightstand. Blaine spread Kurt’s legs apart and situated himself between them as he took his lubed fingers and caressed Kurt’s hole until he heard Kurt whine with need.
He inserted a finger and the tightness around him made him miss being able to make love to Kurt. He was definitely going to make love to Kurt tonight. If he could, he would do it all night. Kurt was panting and thrusting his hips toward Blaine’s hands over and over again. On one particular thrust, Blaine took the opportunity to slide a second finger in. Kurt groaned but continued to rock back and forth on his fingers. “Blaine, I need you now baby. I want you inside me.”
Blaine smiled as he removed his fingers from Kurt and readied his cock for what he knew would be a familiar tightness. “Kurt, I know I just came, but I’m so excited. I’m afraid this might be quick.”
“Don’t worry Blaine. We have all night.” Kurt looked at Blaine encouraging him to move closer.
“I just want it to be good for you.” Blaine even appeared nervous.
“Are you nervous, baby? It’s me. I love you. I don’t care if you come right now. I know it’s been a day or two. Just Please.” Kurt’s blue saucers completely blissed out were piercing him and Blaine could feel his need in that moment. It was matched with Blaine’s.
Blaine tried to put all the thoughts out of his mind. He wanted to focus on just the act of loving Kurt. “Love. Scoot toward the back of the bed.” Kurt obeyed. He would’ve done anything Blaine asked at this point. Blaine leaned into Kurt lifting his legs to his shoulders and slowly he penetrated the ring of muscle that had been stretched not 5 minutes ago. With a groan, Blaine pushed forward until he was fully sheathed inside Kurt. It was tight, hot and amazing. “Ungh. Blaine. Feels so full, so good. Move.”
Blaine chuckled just a little at the need that existed. He started to pump in and out of Kurt ever so slowly wanting to experience every inch of himself being taken and released by Kurt. “God, baby. You’re so tight and perfect. I missed this. Love seeing you like this.”
“Oh Blaine.” Kurt gasped at the angle Blaine had just taken.
“Baby. Did I hurt you.”
“No. Just deep, and good. Wasn’t ready for it.. want more Blaine.” Kurt was barely able to form full sentences, but Blaine gave Kurt what he wanted. He thrust into Kurt more forcefully with every move of his hips giving everything that Kurt wanted of him. Blaine was panting and pressed deep inside Kurt. Releasing Kurt’s legs, he bent down and kissed Kurt swiping his tongue along Kurt’s lips and finally reaching in to the familiar taste of his boyfriend.. no fianc�. Nothing seemed enough tonight. Both Blaine and Kurt were groaning with need. For a moment Blaine thought about his grandparents sleeping a mere room away, but decided to throw the thoughts away. Hopefully they would understand.
Blaine was experimenting because he wanted this to last and last. Instead of moving in and out, Blaine started to swivel his hips around. He could feel himself moving inside Kurt but he was more interested in Kurt’s reaction to the change. “Oh Blaine.” Kurt’s eyes shot wide open wide at the sensation. “Uhh. When you do that. Oh.. Blaine. You keep hitting.. unghh.”
“Shhh. Just enjoy.” Blaine leaned down to kiss him on the nose. “Love you like this. I love when I turn you into putty.” Kurt felt a little desperate not being able to speak straight. There was so much happening all at once it felt like his insides were tingling from the stimulation. Reaching his hands out to Blaine, he could see that Kurt needed his touch. Blaine grasped his hands and held them on either side of his head. He had Kurt pinned down and Kurt was loving it. Every moan that escaped Kurt beautiful lips made Blaine do a little more. With a swivel of his hips, he was now alternating swivel and thrust and Kurt was totally gone lost in the sex, sweat and motion. The noises he made were so intense sounding. Blaine wanted Kurt to keep making those sounds over and over again. “Oh Kurt, Baby. Are you okay?”
Blaine looked down to Kurt. His face was flush from the lovemaking, from the sensation and from Blaine. Kurt nodded with what little control he actually had. Those eyes, that body hovering over him, holding his hands down. There was no escaping, but Kurt never wanted to escape this moment. He would stay here and drink it in forever, if he was allowed to. Kurt eyes closed for a few seconds indicating how close he was. “Blaine close baby. Getting really close.”
Blaine stopped again to let Kurt regain some control again. Kurt’s cock was turning blue from needing to come and Blaine took pity on him. “Do you want to stop?”
“No, but I need to come baby. I need to.” Blaine took that as a message to get him there. Blaine took Kurt’s cock in hand and firmly and comfortable pumped Kurt until there were ribbons of thick come shooting all over Kurt. “Aaahhh, Ohhh.” Kurt could feel his muscles clench tight around Blaine who had remained inside him. Kurt was so overly sensitive now. He couldn’t stop or slow down his breathing. Blaine saw how overloaded Kurt had been. This was such an adrenaline high. Blaine let Kurt’s hands go and started to stroke and caress Kurt’s face and chest. Blaine leaned into Kurt to lick at his collarbone and neck savoring the salty sweat that had formed there. Kurt was covered in come at this point but Blaine had no intention of going anywhere. He was where he needed and wanted to be. Still buried deep within Kurt. As Kurt regained his consciousness, Blaine began rocking and swiveling again remembering how it touched Kurt’s prostate every so rightly.
“Is this okay, love?” Blaine hoped so, because he wanted to continue. He felt so much need for Kurt this evening and was sure that Kurt felt it too.
Kurt smiled at Blaine. “Unbelievable. You feel so good tonight Blaine.” If I could stay up all night, this right where I would want to me.
“I think you would be sore tomorrow.” Blaine brought Kurt’s legs back up and began to turn Kurt without coming out. “I want to lay next to you baby.”
“Well, Blaine, you are certainly mister creative tonight. Uhh.” Blaine’s position change inside him again. “Oh God Blaine. Kurt was hardening by the second because if felt like Blaine head was resting right on top of his prostate.” Blaine caressed Kurt’s arm and back as he began to move in and out of Kurt again. The angle was unbelievable, the position not so comfortable. “Can I turn on my back just a little if I lift my leg up. I hate not being able to see you.”
Blaine ended up holding Kurt’s leg at the knee and still be able to properly thrust. “I love making love to you Kurt. I love making you come.” Blaine sucked on Kurt’s neck leaving a slightly purple mark. Kurt was rock hard again. “Does this feel good Kurt?”
“Oh Blaine.. you know what you do to me.”
Blaine got back on his knees moving Kurt’s leg back over to the side as he plunged deep into Kurt again. Blaine could feel Kurt’s hard cock against his stomach as he kissed Kurt’s mouth, face, neck and licked at his chest and nipples. They were both so aroused. Blaine started to feel the pulling in his stomach muscles as a small ache persisted. “I think I need to come baby. My belly is starting to ache.” He wrapped his hand around Kurt’s enlarged cock and began to pump. Blaine needed to get Kurt going if they were going to come together. Blaine always knew the right words. “Kurt you are so fucking hot. Your ass is like a slice of heaven when it’s wrapped. I love how it feels. I love you because you know how to command your body. You get me so hard baby. I never want to fuck anyone but you. You are mine.”
Blaine was pumping Kurt to the rhythm of his thrusts and Kurt finally responded. “You own this baby. I could never belong to anyone else.” Kurt was coming again. Kurt was gasping and Blaine could feel him clenching ever so tightly on his cock. That was all the encouragement that Blaine needed and he was coming deep inside Kurt. Both boys were completely out of breath. Blaine collapsed entirely on Kurt feeling their breaths against each other and their hearts pounding in concert with each other.
“Kurt, I love you baby.” Blaine was falling asleep. He moved to his side with his legs still intermingled with Kurt’s. Kurt leaned his head into Blaine completed sated and ready to sleep. Kurt didn’t even care that he was covered in come and that there was come leaking out of his hole. All that mattered was Blaine Anderson. The most perfect man for Kurt. They fell asleep until early next morning.