Forget Him

Blaine awoke first this morning and turned to stare at Kurt. He looked so beautiful with the sunlight on him. As Blaine attempted to sit up, he remembered the night’s events. “Oh.” His stomach was definitely in pain. Kurt’s eyes shot open wide at the sound of Blaine in pain.

“Blaine! Are you okay?”

“Shh. Go back to sleep. I’m fine, just a little sore. I’ll be okay.”

Kurt teared up because he had caused Blaine so much pain. “I’m so sorry Blaine. Let me take a look at it and see what we need to do.” Kurt pushed Blaine back on his back and gently lifted his shirt up. He expected to see the blood through the gauze remembering how much blood there was last night. To his surprise, it hadn’t seeped through the gauze. Kurt smiled and looked up at Blaine.

“I told you that it wasn’t bad.” Blaine smiled at Kurt. “I just bleed a lot.”

“Well, I haven’t looked at it yet. Wait until I actually see it.” Kurt carefully lifted the gauze to find that Blaine was a little red in the area that he punched him, but the stitches were intact and outside of a little swelling, he seemed to be healing better. Kurt grinned.

“So, what’s the verdict Dr. Hummel?” Blaine waited patiently to hear the answer he knew he was going to get.

“It doesn’t look bad. It looks sore and painful. I feel terrible Honey. I just can’t believe I did that to you.” A tear fell from Kurt’s eye only to be wiped away immediately by Blaine. Blaine took hold of Kurt’s face and held him steady staring into the beautiful sea of blue.

“No. You need to stop right now. That wasn’t your fault, Baby. We are not going to speak of his name ever again after today. Are you with me on that?” Blaine did not let go of Kurt’s face. He held it steady and wanted Kurt to understand every word that was going to come out of his mouth. Kurt nodded agreement. “Okay. So let’s just get it out now. Paul hurt you and he hurt me. None of what happened is your fault. I am going to do everything in my power to erase Paul from your memory and from our past. We, Blaine and Kurt, are in love. I love you. You love me. We are engaged. We are going to get married. End of story on that. I know that you would never intentionally hurt me.” Blaine stopped and let out a breath he didn’t even know he was holding.

“Okay. Is it my turn now?” Kurt looked very serious as Blaine nodded. “I hate him, Blaine. I hate Paul so much I sometime wish I could go back in time and kill him. I hate what he did to me. I hate that he hurt you and through me continues to hurt you.”

Blaine interrupted. “We are going to erase all of that. Do you hear me? It’ll take time, but together, we’ll erase every memory of him from our thoughts and from our bodies.” Blaine clutched Kurt to his chest. Kurt took his finger and traced around the gauze that was on Blaine’s cut.

“I know we will Blaine.” Kurt was crying now because there was so much confusion. “I love you so much. It hurts so much. I just can’t stand it sometimes. I feel like he stabbed me too. I want to fix you and make everything better. I want to do it right now.”

Blaine moved on his side to face Kurt. He placed his hand over Kurt’s heart as he had done before and so many other times. “You are my life. I know that we’re going to have a fantastic future, me and you. This has been a speed bump in our life. When we are both healed from this, we’ll never remember this part of our trip. We’ll remember getting our portrait at Montmartre, bobsledding down a mountain, dinner at the caf�, my proposal and definitely the Seine. We’ll remember the most important things.” Blaine was so strong and believed his words.

“I really don’t deserve someone as wonderful as you. How did I get so lucky?” Kurt leaned forward to kiss Blaine’s head. “You are so perfect and gorgeous and I am this skinny, pale, imperfect….”

“Kurt. Stop. See, we’re meant for each other in every way.” Blaine smiled knowingly. “You find me to be all those things and I think I am a hairy messy guy that really shouldn’t be gay because I sweat too much, my hair is unruly and I can’t dress well. I don’t know how you even look at me sometimes, but somehow you love me. I can’t stand it. You are so fucking irresistible to me. I can barely control myself when I look at you. I always want to reach out and touch you. I want to fuck you, lick your body and devour every bit of you. God Kurt, what you do to me just with your body. Then you talk and we talk and I am lost in you all the time. I could stay there forever if the real world didn’t interrupt so much.”

A wave of understanding washed over Kurt and Blaine could see it. He patiently waited to hear Kurt. “I think you’re right Blaine. I hate to admit when I am wrong, but instead, I will just say you’re right. I love your manliness. You reek of guy. Your scent, your looks, your feel and I love every bit of it. I love raking my hands through your unruly hair. It’s one of my favorite things to do when we are doing anything, or nothing. I just love you. Your abs especially, which is why I am so sad that they are damaged. I would never have touched them because they were so perfect. You are so perfect for me. I never thought I would want someone so different from me, but God, Blaine you are intoxicating to me. I could get drunk off of you.” Kurt buried his head in Blaine neck just breathing him in. There it was, the smell of Blaine. How Kurt loved it so.

Blaine couldn’t stand not kissing Kurt another second. Kurt felt the same thing at the same moment as their lips met damp and sweet. Slowly deepening with every breath and with every heartbeat. Tongues met lazily as they both understood that the urgency was not necessary. They both have a lifetime to kiss as they pleased. The familiar taste and feel was welcomed as they took time to re-explore the territory of their mouths. Blaine sucked on Kurt’s lower lip and Kurt groaned at the sensation whispering against Blaine’s lip. “I love you.” In return, he got Blaine’s hands on his ass caressing the swells of his butt cheeks gently.

“You have the most perfect ass, Baby.” Blaine plunged his tongue further into Kurt’s mouth, tongues continuing to lazily tangle with each other. “So Perfect…” Blaine knew he was limited this morning with all the pain, but it didn’t mean that he couldn’t enjoy Kurt and that Kurt couldn’t enjoy himself. Blaine’s hands slowly moved from Kurt’s ass down his thigh pulling his leg up over his thigh wrapping Kurt around him. Blaine knew he would get a protest from Kurt as he slid his hand over Kurt’s ass to between his legs gently caressing his balls though his pajama pants. Kurt moaned and tried to pull away but Blaine wouldn’t let him. Blaine held Kurt’s leg around him firmly as a message to Kurt that he should give in to the pleasure. He deepened the kiss and Kurt finally relaxed into him. He knew Kurt was giving in to the pleasure between his legs.

Blaine released Kurt from the kiss and moved to his ear. “Let me.” Kurt nodded too lost in Blaine to even resist. “I love making you feel good.”

Blaine gently pushed Kurt to lay down on the bed and pulled his pajama pants off. Blaine wasted no time swirling his tongue ever so gently around Kurt’s sensitive head. He couldn’t hold back his moan. “Oh Blaine. I love you. Feels so good.” That was all it took for Blaine. He slowly licked the underside of Kurt’s cock from base to tip, knowing that this was such a turn on. Kurt was watching him as he eagerly took Kurt’s head into his mouth. Slowly Blaine took Kurt further and further into his mouth making sure to swirl his tongue the entire length. He slowly moved up and down savoring Kurt’s taste. That perfect taste to Blaine. Kurt smelled like wildflowers even here. Blaine thought how was that even possible. Kurt used a lot of product on his body and I guess that meant everywhere including here. Blaine was in a world where pleasure was his main goal and he was going to provide it to Kurt. He, Blaine Anderson, was going to make his fianc�e forget everyone except him. There was determination with every movement of his head and every lick from his tongue. Blaine caressed Kurt’s pale and beautifully fit stomach with light touches that made Kurt shiver and writhe. He thrust his hips upward causing Blaine to choke a bit as it was unexpected. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry. You are fucking gorgeous.” Blaine loved the reaction he got from talking dirty to Kurt. It wouldn’t be long if he kept it up. “You cock is gorgeous and tastes incredible.” Kurt was panting and closed his eyes trying to hold on to the feeling a bit longer. Blaine circled his head again with his tongue. He ghosted his finger over Kurt’s hole and he gasped at the sensation of the caress. Blaine was torturing Kurt. He would swallow him whole only to release him and the words out of his mouth turned Kurt into a babbling ball of sludge. “I want to put my cock right there. Your hole is a little piece of heaven, so tight and so perfect and so mine. It was made for me.”

“I.. you.. oh fuck, Blaine.. Uhhngh.. Blaine” Kurt could get no coherent sentences out now and he was panting so loudly. Tears were forming in the corners of his eyes from need of release. “Please..”

“Please what baby?” Blaine teased with his tongue again. “Do you want to come for me? Do you want me to swallow your sweet tasting come?”

“Yes.. Blaine.. Please.”

That was it. Blaine covered his cock with his mouth and what didn’t fit, he palmed in rhythmic motions. Kurt was so close, he was whining. He came with such force and Blaine eagerly swallowed and pumped until Kurt was finished. He licked his lips and met Kurt with a tender kiss. “Let’s take a bath.”

“Are you serious? I can’t even move right now.” Kurt was really in no condition to move.

“I’ll be back Baby.” Blaine drew the bath for them and when Kurt was ready Blaine led him to the bath. Like the day before, Kurt spooned Blaine in the bathtub while they talked about the day. “What should we do today, Blaine?”

“Whatever you want to do.” Kurt was rubbing Blaine’s chest as he had the previous day

“You know Paris. Where do you think we should go?”

“I’ve got an idea and we can take everyone. I think it will be fun for this afternoon.”

“You’re not going to tell me are you?”

“Of Course not.” Blaine smiled and turned to kiss Kurt on his neck. “This.. I like this a lot and when we get married and have our own place, we are going to do this on the weekends.”

“I like this too. Just the feel of your body against me is so nice Blaine. I… I just never thought I would find someone like you. I sure never thought I would ever find someone that would want me forever.” Kurt was trying to convey how happy he was, but there really weren’t any words for how content and how happy he was now that Blaine was in his life.

“I know Kurt. I think I really came alive when I found you. I just didn’t know it immediately. I am always going to remind you how much you mean to me.”

Blaine carried out his plan which included enlisting the help of his dad and granddad. After agreement, a few calls were made and they were leaving the building headed down to the river. Carole was so excited. “Jack, I don’t know how to thank you for this trip. It has been amazing. I don’t know how we can ever repay you.”

“Carole, our repayment will be the day we see Blaine and Kurt get married. I know they are still young and still have a year of school left. I just never thought I would say this about Blaine. Kurt has made Blaine grow so much. Blaine has become the young man we always knew he could be. He has become a leader, someone that people look up to and he is very strong with Kurt at his side.”

Burt nodded in agreement. “Jack, you will never know how much Blaine did for Kurt either. Kurt was broken before Blaine. He was fighting a losing battle alone and suffering every day. Today, they are strong together and people enjoy seeing them together. Well..not all people, but a majority of them are supportive of them.” Burt glanced at the couple walking together and talking. They smiled at each other and Kurt bumped Blaine with his shoulder and blushed. Blaine must have complimented him as he often did.

Jack noticed too. “I think they make one very nice looking power couple.” Burt, Jack and Carole laughed. They neared a boat sitting at the river. It was large. It was like a boat you see in the movies when someone is throwing a big party. It wasn’t really a boat. It was a yacht. “Here we are.”

“Blaine was this your idea?” Kurt questioned his fianc�e.

Blaine smiled brightly. “Yes. A private Seine cruise. We will be having lunch here and someone on board will guide us along the river.”

They boarded the yacht and took seats inside the windowed main area first. Lunch would be the first order of business. JR started to talk as wine was put at each place. “Catherine and I, sadly must leave tomorrow morning and get back to work.” For the first time ever, Blaine looked sad. “But, before all of that. I would like to propose a toast. Actually 2 toasts. The first is to my son, Blaine and his fianc� Kurt. I’m sorry I was less than supportive, but I hope you know now how much you and Kurt mean to your mother and me. I know that you both will be happy together and will build an amazing life.” He held up his glass and Kurt’s eyes welled up. They toasted and drank. “For the second toast. Our new family, Carole and Burt. Burt, we are so lucky that you raised a fine young man like Kurt, or Blaine may have never become the person he is today. Both you and Carole have graced us with understanding and we have learned from both of you what it is to be compassionate and understanding.” Carole’s heart pounded and a tear rolled down her cheek. “Now, let’s enjoy the scenery and food.”

Blaine started conversation. “After last night, I’m not sure we are ready to join the group yet.” Kurt glanced at Blaine and realized that not everyone knew.

Burt was first to respond. “What happened?”

JR followed quickly. “Blaine?”

Kurt looked nervously at Blaine and his eyes pleaded for Blaine to respond. “Okay. Don’t overreact, but Kurt was having a nightmare last night and he punched me in the stomach. There was some bleeding, but overall I am okay.” Kurt took Blaine’s hand in his and squeezed it tight willing the parents not to overreact, but more so willing Burt not to overreact.

JR looked very sorry for the boys at that moment. “Do you think you need help Kurt? It’s not weak to need it. What you went through was horrible. Very few people could probably deal with it as well as you have.”

“No Jack.” Kurt spoke with strength and firmness. “Blaine and I talked about it last night and this morning. We are not going to let HIM ruin our life. In fact, we spent the early morning hours making sure we could throw every memory away and never let him come between us. We both decided that it was time to never mention his name again and never think about it. I would never hurt Blaine ever and it pains me to know what I did to him last night, but I will not ever let him take over my head again.” Kurt looked at Blaine lovingly as he stated the last part. “I love you Blaine. I will not hurt you again.”

Burt chimed in. “Sometimes, Kurt, it’s something you can’t control. Sometimes, you need help and it’s okay to get help. That’s all Jack is saying.”

“I know and I promise that ‘we’ will ask for help if we need it.” Burt knew that Kurt was settled and would have to let his son deal with it in his own way.

“Okay, but promise me and JR that you will call if this happens again.”

“Promise.” Kurt looked at his dad and Blaine’s dad hopeful. “Can we just enjoy the lunch now?”

Jack chimed in. “Yes. Let’s”

After Lunch Blaine and Kurt found themselves toward the aft of the boat just watching the city and sites pass by. It was amazing that they had already visited most the sites that they were now admiring from afar. It hadn’t been that long ago, yet it seems like another lifetime ago. Kurt was leaning on the rail just enjoying the breeze and the whirring sound of the boat motor. He felt Blaine press against him. “Please don’t hurt your belly.”

“Ah.. That is what pain killers are for.” Blaine kissed Kurt gently on the neck. Kurt wanted to taste his boyfriend and turned to meet his lips. Would there ever be a time to not want this?

“Okay. Let’s not scare the tourists.” Burt laughed at the startled look he got from the boys. Burt approached them as well. “You know Blaine. This has been amazing. I’m sorry it happened because both of you were hurt. I wouldn’t ever wish for it this way, but it’s how it happened. You family has been so hospitable to all of us. Thank you Blaine for everything, too!”

“Why would you thank me?”

“I am thanking you for loving Kurt. I can’t wait to see you and Kurt get married and I will be the happiest dad the day you two tie the knot because I love you like a son Blaine and both of you are winning in this deal. What’s even better is I win too because I get the pleasure of truly having both of you as my sons then.”

Blaine didn’t even say anything, he wrapped his arms tightly around Burt. “You know Burt, it’s because of you that I have Kurt. It’s because of you that I could feel strong today. You made Kurt strong. You supported both of us when my parents didn’t. I’ve won the lottery, because I got Kurt, I got you as a father and I got my real father back.”

“Well, boys. I think we are going to leave the day after tomorrow. I can’t leave the shop any longer. So, we need to make sure to do something together tomorrow before Carole and I pack to get home.”

“We will dad.”

“Well, then I’ll leave you to your romantic sightseeing.” Blaine and Kurt nodded and turned back toward the view. After a few minutes, Blaine was leading Kurt to an outdoor couch where Blaine had another idea.

“What now?” Kurt looked at Blaine hungrily. “I can’t wait to get back to the condo so I can check your dressing and then I might just return the favor if you look like you are healing well.

“Mr. Hummel, I believe you are flirting with me.”

“No flirting. Just promising.” Kurt inched his face toward Blaine and was within inches of Blaine lips. Blaine could smell the moisturizer that Kurt used. It was a scent he hoped he would die smelling when he was old and gray. Kurt was panting in need of Blaine’s lips on him and he closed his lips to Kurt’s saving him from the pain of waiting. Kissing Kurt was another piece of heaven that Blaine would happily live in after he died. “I love you Blaine. I don’t even want to go anywhere today. I just want you in bed with me today. We don’t even need to do anything. I just want to feel your body next to mine and be able to touch you without worrying about anyone judging us. I just want to hold you Blaine. Forever.” Kurt was whining from need. It was as if they hadn’t been close. Kurt finally admitted the last thing that would take away the memory of Him. “He said that he could make me forget you. I don’t think I ever want to feel like I could forget any part of you.” Kurt clenched Blaine’s hand to his heart. He was feeling pain as if it could actually happen.

“I’ll make sure you never forget what it feels like to be with me. To touch me, to love me, to hear me. I will make sure you never forget even for a minute.”

Just as promised. It was mid-afternoon when Blaine and Kurt excused themselves until dinner. They wanted to be alone the rest of the afternoon. Alone together in bed. It wasn’t about sex. It was about loving and feeling each other. Reconnecting and keeping the promise of forgetting Paul. The afternoon found Blaine touching Kurt all over again for the first time. Kurt responded with the wonderful sighs and breathless whispers of Blaine’s name over and over again and Kurt reached for the comfort of Blaine’s hands, lips and breathe over and over again until completely intoxicated. Blaine was sure that all memory of Paul was gone now. This was as much for Blaine as it was for Kurt. Blaine wanted to leave himself all over Kurt. It was important for him to be able to erase it all.

As the light began to dim in the room, conversation began to come back to life. “Kurt, honey, when do you think we should meet back up with the group.”

“I thought tomorrow was going to be it, but now I think we should just meet them in Amsterdam.” Kurt was sad about missing so many cities, though Blaine reassured him that he would bring Kurt back there. “That will give us all day tomorrow and we can see my dad and Carole off.”

“Okay. Let’s let them know tonight. I think everyone wants to know that we are ready to jump back into our life, though I really like this world of ours.”

“This will always be our world when we’re alone.” Kurt looked at Blaine with love-struck eyes. This would always be home for both of them. Not Paris or this bed. But any time they were alone behind closed doors. “I want to tell everyone about our engagement too.” Blaine laughed and Kurt returned it with a knowing smile. “You know I won’t be able to hold this in for very long.”

“I would also like to sing a song. Actually a duet.” Kurt looked at Blaine anticipating the song.

“What’s the song?”

“Oh. I don’t know. What do you think?”
“I think you already have a song and you are just being polite asking for my suggestions.” Kurt’s eyes were lit up and Blaine knew that Kurt wouldn’t care what song it was.

“Okay. So you know me too well.” Blaine caressed the side of Kurt’s face and placed a sweet gentle kiss to his lips. “All that you are by the Goo Goo Dolls.”

“Do I know this?” Kurt was wracking his brain because it sounded familiar, but he just couldn’t remember it.

“It’s the one from the movie Transformers.”

“Oh yeah. We should probably practice.” Blaine pulled out his guitar. Kurt laughed as he sat behind Blaine with the guitar in his hands. Kurt laid his head on Blaine’s shoulder watching his strong beautifully talented hands press chord after chord of the song as they both sang together working out the harmony.

Jack and Ellen returned home to hear the boys harmonizing in the bedroom and Blaine playing the guitar. They sounded incredible even in rough form. Ellen turned to Jack. “Their voices match so well together also Jack. They seem to get closer and closer with every passing minute.” Jack just nodded. “Do you think it’s too much too soon for them?”

“Ellen, don’t you remember what it was like for us? Young, in love and ready to face the world together.” She nodded understanding that Jack was not scared for them. He felt calm at the knowledge that they would have a long and happy life together just as he has with Ellen. “Now which one of us is going to break it up so we can get them for dinner?”

“Jack, since boys will be boys, I think it would be best for you to do it.” Jack knocked as Ellen disappeared into their room. “Blaine, Kurt. Time to get ready for dinner.”

“Hi Granddad. Yeah. We are just finishing up.”

“It sounds great boys!”

Both Blaine and Kurt together laughed. “Thank You!”

At dinner, Jack and Ellen advised that they too would be leaving tomorrow morning back to Ireland for business. Blaine and Kurt saddened again. Ellen recognized it. “Don’t be sad boys. We will all be working harder to make sure we never get as far apart as we were. Plus, we will have to plan a wedding soon.” Kurt smiled brightly at Ellen’s excitement.

“Well, we’re going to meet the group in Amsterdam the day after tomorrow.” Blaine announced.

“We need to start getting things back to normal and we miss everyone too.” Kurt added. “We’ll see how things go tonight, but that is the plan.”

“Granddad. We are going to drive to Amsterdam so we’ll be using a car again, okay?”

“Certainly Blaine. Just call Jacque and he’ll set you up. In fact, when you call Blaine. Make sure to order a car to take Burt and Carole to the airport. Tomorrow, our flight plan is to go from here to Ireland and then to the US for you mother and father. We will file flight plans tomorrow before we leave.

Burt spoke up. “Jack. Again, thank you so much. We don’t even know where to begin.”

“Don’t even think twice about it Burt. You’re family now.”

“Let’s enjoy this last night all of us.” You could see how happy Blaine was. It was like was the first time he felt like a family. Everyone accepted everyone at this table. It was perfect. Kurt met Blaine’s eyes. Blue met honey gold and both felt love that they never thought would be possible.