Engaged

The most perfect night found Blaine at the spot by the Seine where his father had proposed to his mother. “You know, I was going to propose here.” He clutched Kurt’s hand close to his heart as they walked along. They paused at “the spot”. Kurt looked at Blaine with questioning eyes. “I wanted to be different than my parents. All this time I thought I wanted what they had, but truth is, I want more. We are going to be more and I don’t mean richer or more successful, but our relationship will be so much more. In some ways, it already is.” Blaine gathered his thoughts and you could see his brain was turning. “I wanted everyone in our families to know what you mean to me. I wanted you to know how much you mean to me. If I could’ve proposed to you with a million people watching, I would have. I also wish Finn could’ve been there.”

Kurt leaned into Blaine’s shoulder just breathing in the scent of his fianc�e’. It was intoxicating but it was also perfect. He felt at home right there in Blaine’s arms. “Today was amazing Blaine. It was perfect. Anything more, I would’ve thought that you were trying to show me off.” Both laughing lightly at Kurt’s sarcasm. Blaine cringed a little. “Be careful honey. The sooner you get better, the sooner we can fool around.”

“I just need to take a pain killer. I’m due.”

“Let’s call it a night. Besides, I want to spend the whole night in your arms and then tomorrow we are going to do something just the 2 of us.”

“Mr. Hummel, my one true love, I will do anything you want to do.” Blaine raised his eyebrows.

“Blaine, you know I want you to get better.” Kurt’s eyes were dark and lustful. “And you know I want you. And the answer will be no.”

“Sometimes no means yes.”

“No Blaine. No means no.” Kurt smiled the entire time. This was dangerous flirting because Kurt knew he would do his best to not give in to any of Blaine’s advances that he was sure would come. Kurt also knew that he wanted Blaine tonight. He proposed in a very romantic way with a Tiffany ring. Kurt had been half hard all evening with all the thoughts swirling in his head.

“If you look at me like that when you say no, I will know that it means yes.” Blaine was smug and confident. “I know you, my love.”

“Let’s just get home so I can kiss you all night.” Kurt grabbed Blaine’s hand leading him in the direction of home.

The condo was empty when they got home. After leaving the caf�, everyone decided to go their own way to enjoy Paris at night. The city was always beautiful at night. Kurt stood out on the veranda gazing out at the city yet again. Blaine crept up behind him and wrapped his arms around him. “Blaine, will I ever get tired of looking at the city from this spot?”

“Nope. I never do.” Blaine ran his hands down Kurt’s sides and round his waist and started to pull his tucked in shirt out. Kurt sighed and leaned back into him.

“I see the pain medication has kicked in.”

“Lucky for you. It has.” Blaine assaulted Kurt’s neck and ear with kisses and licks. “You taste delicious tonight. I want you, Kurt.” Blaine reached around Kurt’s pants to feel his erection tugging at his trousers already

“Ungh. I want you too.” Kurt couldn’t hide it. He wanted his boyfriend so badly. He wanted to be touched by those loving hands. He wanted those hands to continue to erase all the bad memories that touched his skin. “I want you to make love to me.”

“I’m going to make love to you.” Blaine whispered low and ragged into Kurt’s ear.

“But…”

“No, buts. I have an idea. I found a position that I think will satisfy your need to not put pressure on my belly, but will let us make love.”

“What are we waiting for then.” Kurt could barely hold in his need. “Oh God, I might die from waiting.” Blaine moved to Kurt’s front and unbuttoned his shirt and licked at Kurt’s nipples calling them to attention. He pinched them lightly with his fingers earning him a moan.

“Come with me, love.” Blaine led him to the bedroom and finally shed his shirt, pushing it down off his shoulders. Kurt unbuttoned Blaine’s shirt and turned him around kissing his neck and licking at his ear. Blaine laughed a little until taken over with desire and excitement and moaned at the sensation. Blaine turned his head enough to be able to get his lips onto Kurt’s as Kurt removed his shirt tossing it away. Kurt held Blaine’s hips firmly keeping Blaine’s belly facing away from him and reached around to undo his pants tugging them over his hips and letting them fall gently to the floor.

Blaine turned into Kurt making sure he didn’t injure himself, but he really didn’t care much at this point. He wanted Kurt. He needed Kurt. All of the pain was worth it to worship Kurt in this moment. Blaine looked Kurt in the eyes while he removed Kurt’s pants and boxers. Kurt’s breathing was shallow and anticipating. Anticipating what he knew would be coming. Something he knew he needed more than even breathing. Blaine’s touch. Blaine reached between them and began stroking Kurt gently with the love only he could show. Tenderly, he kissed up Kurt’s jawline feeling Kurt’s hastening breath on his cheek and ear. He knew what his touch did to Kurt as he continued to stroke careful not to let Kurt get too far ahead.

“Blaine” Kurt whispered breathlessly. His eyes fell closed as he completely gave in to Blaine. Blaine led Kurt to the bed and coaxed him gently on the bed. He removed his own boxers freeing his matching hardened cock. Kurt turned to his side gesturing Blaine to follow. He knew Blaine would not be able to lie down, but Kurt wanted to touch Blaine in return. They laid there kissing and caressing each other. It was gentle, it was loving, and it was perfect.

Blaine propped himself up and urged Kurt to sit up. He reached into the bedside table where he stored the lube and pulled it out so that when it was time, it would be easily reached. Blaine sat up at the headboard. “This position, Kurt, is a little different, but there are two ways we can do this. I can sit and you can be in front on me, but you would have to do more work, or we can do this doggie style which puts me in control, but I know you hate.”

“I don’t care Blaine. I just want you. I want you now.” Kurt pushed Blaine into a sitting position and Blaine grabbed the lube and covered himself with it. Kurt got on his knees and backed up until he was close and Blaine was able to line himself up. “Okay..here goes.” Kurt slowly lowered himself onto Blaine. Blaine held Kurt’s hips steady as he descended on him. It was incredible to see himself completely disappear and feel himself completely sheathed inside Kurt. “Ohh.” Kurt closed his eyes and Blaine was caressing his back and sides with one arm and hold his hip with the other hand.

“We don’t have to do it this way, baby. We can find other positions.” Blaine was loving as always, he was just happy that Kurt wanted to try.

“No. The angle is just different. You’re just hitting me….. Unngggggggh..” Kurt started to move slowly up and down on Blaine. “You just hit me in such a good, good spot Baby.” Blaine felt like he was completely useless. He started to meet Kurt’s motions and this was better. Kurt moaned loudly as Blaine must have hit his prostate with much more force. Blaine had both hands on Kurt’s hips and devoured him with his eyes. How was it possible that this man, so beautiful, so gorgeous, agreed to marry him. Kurt was riding him. Kurt, baby penguin Kurt, not sexy Kurt. How completely wrong Blaine was about that. Kurt was so sexy. Blaine had the urge to take control. He coaxed Kurt off of him. “Turn around and face me. Stay up on your knees like you were and just let me do the work baby.”

“No. That requires you using your stomach muscles and I don’t want you to.” Kurt was adamant that they would not do that as he got on his hands and knees. “I’m all yours Blaine. I want you to take me.” Blaine backed off.

“No, I won’t do that. You have had too many things taken from you. Lay down.” Kurt would do anything for Blaine right now.

“Please Blaine. Please don’t stop.” Kurt had tears forming in the corner of his eyes. “I need you. I need you now.”

Blaine pulled Kurt by his hips to the edge of the bed and holding Kurt’s legs up by his arms he was able to get into a position standing on the side of the bed. “Better baby.” Blaine went back to the business of pleasuring Kurt. “Hold your left leg baby.” This freed Blaine’s right hand to firmly grasp Kurt and pump him to the rhythm of their lovemaking.

“Oh..this is good. I like this Blaine.” Kurt hissed as Blaine pushed in as deep as he could and stroked in concert with it. Kurt grasped his leg with a tight grip while his right hand reached into the down comforter gripping it. He looked up at Blaine’s beautiful hazel eyes. Blaine was controlled, he wanted this to last. He wanted to hit that special spot deep within Kurt and make him scream when he came. Blaine wanted to do all of this.

Kurt’s body was covered in a layer of sweat, his eyes were beautiful lost in the moment of pure sexual bliss. Blaine felt like he would never get tired of this, of Kurt. Even just the kisses still brought him to attention, but this, this was so much more. Every nerve ending sparked to attention, he could feel, smell, taste and see the love in Kurt. “Kurt. I love you. ‘m close.”

“I want to feel you come in me Blaine. I want it to fill me up. I will always be yours.” Blaine sped up.

Kurt was moaning and Blaine thought he heard Kurt say “fuckin’ incredible. Yes. Baby. Yes.” Kurt lost it. Blaine continued to pump in and out. He felt Kurt come, but he was so close there was no stopping at this moment. He was feeling the tightening walls around his cock and closed his eyes and that was it. He unloaded with a force he had never felt before. Blaine wasn’t sure if it was just because it had been a day or two since they even kissed intimately, the events that happened the day before, the proposal, who knew. What Blaine did know was that this was real and this was the most unbelievable person he was connected to. He belonged to Kurt just as much as Kurt belonged to him.

“You are incredible baby.” Blaine was completely out of breath and his legs were giving out. He let go of Kurt’s leg. Kurt pulled Blaine to lie next to him and caressed the stubble at the Blaine jawline. “I can’t wait to marry you Kurt Hummel. I know we need to plan a lot of things, but one thing I know for sure is that I am going to marry you.”

Kurt smiled. “I’ll always be yours, Blaine Anderson.”

The night was still young and they didn’t want to lose it in sleep just yet. They wanted to continue to celebrate until they just couldn’t any longer. Clad in pajama pants and tees, Blaine made coffee and brought it to the familiar place on the veranda where they could lay down and just talk. In a repeat of the previous night. Kurt laid down with Blaine’s back to him wrapping his arms around Blaine. It was a little chillier tonight so Blaine grabbed an afghan on the way out. “We can snuggle under this.”

“I think I want to honeymoon here. Could we?”

“Absolutely. Anything you want.”

“But, I want to spend a lot of our honeymoon right here.” Kurt was making a point.

“Do you mean right here in this sofa?” Blaine laughed because this was an odd request of his fianc� “Why here?”

“I don’t know. I guess I want to remember this feeling right now.” How thoughtful Kurt was. “I want to remember how satisfied, loved and happy I feel right now.”

Blaine clutched Kurt’s hand that was wrapped around his chest. “Me too. You know we have to meet up with the group for the rest of the trip. When do you think we should?”

“Where are they in 2 days? Let’s plan on meeting back up in 2 days.” Blaine nodded. It still gave them tomorrow and the next day to get ready to be back.

“Since we are talking about planning. When do you want to get married?” Blaine wondered not to pressure Kurt, but more to get an idea of how they should tell people, or whether they should talk about it at all. “Should we tell everyone about getting engaged?”

“Well, I think we still need to go to college Blaine. We both want New York, so let’s set our sights on living in New York, off campus in an apartment. I hope we can afford one. I hope we can both get into to college. I guess we will need to get jobs too.” Kurt was concerned a little, but as a whole anywhere with Blaine would be perfect.

“We could talk to my parents and grandparents. I know we have a few places around New York that they stay in and they house clients. Maybe we can rent reduced rate from them.” Blaine knew this would work.

“I want to get married after graduation.” Kurt seemed firm in his statement.

“Any reason?”

“You don’t want to?” Kurt read into things far too much. Blaine turned to see what the expression was on Kurt’s face but he turned away too soon. Blaine knew it was to hide the sadness that he knew Blaine would see immediately.

“Are you kidding? If we could do it tomorrow Kurt, I would marry you. I want to make sure we do this in the right timing for both of us. Okay?”

“You’re right. So, then is after graduation too soon for you?” Kurt looked sad but hopeful that Blaine would be okay with it. It’s what Kurt wanted. Early June wedding. Early June in Ohio was warm during the days but a little brisk at night. Things were still coming to life at that time of year and the humidity has not kicked in yet.

“Not at all. I would never say no to you. You know that right?”

“I know, but I want to make sure you are okay with it too.”

“So a little less than a year from now, right?”

“Right. But we both have to keep our grades up because we need to get into college.” Blaine frowned. “Now what?”

“It’s going to be miserable when we go back to school and I can’t see you every day.”

“Yeah.. I know. I try not to think about it. We can worry about that after this trip, okay?” Kurt gave Blaine a reassuring hug. It would need to be addressed, but not tonight.

“Yea. Are you okay Kurt?”

“Starting to get tired. Do you want to go to sleep and then we can wake up early tomorrow.”

“Sure. I can’t believe my grandparents are home yet. It’s starting to get late now.” Blaine led Kurt to the bedroom yet again but this time it was lay in each other’s arms kissing and whispering I love you’s under the blankets. It was getting lost in each other’s eyes and touch like they were the only ones in the world.

Blaine felt like he was being crushed with the force of brick wall. It woke him from a deep sleep. It was Kurt’s arms squeezing too tight around him. The pain was excruciating. Blaine tried not to scream out in fear of awakening his grandparents, but it felt like his stitches were being ripped out. “Aaaahh” Kurt softened his hold. “Kurt, wake up.”

Kurt was crying, whimpering more than crying. All Blaine could here was, “Please don’t, I’ll do anything. Don’t hurt him.” The tears were streaming from his sleeping eyes. “Take me. Don’t hurt him. I’ll to anything.” Kurt began sobbing. Broken words escaped. “Good Bye Blaine. I love you.” Blaine was crying. It was like he was there. Kurt started squeezing tight this time not letting go.

“Kurt! Wake up. It’s Blaine.” Blaine was able to get Kurt to release him. He shook Kurt’s shoulder strongly. “Kurt, wake up!” Then out of nowhere, Kurt punched him in the stomach.

Blaine bent over in excruciating pain and let out a loud shriek. Kurt sat straight up realizing what just happened. “Blaine. Oh God, what have I done.”

There was pounding on the door. “Blaine, Kurt. Are you okay? Can we come in?”
Kurt was screaming and crying. “Jack, Ellen, please help.” They came in to Blaine holding his stomach and blood seeping into the shirt that Blaine had worn to sleep. “I did this. Oh my God. I thought I was dreaming when I heard Blaine scream.” Kurt covered his face as Jack picked up Blaine and laid him down on the bed.

Ellen calmly said, through the cries of both boys, “We’ll need to take a look at it Blaine.” She lifted up his shirt. “Kurt, you need to pull it together honey. Get the gauze and cr�me for the incision. We are going to need to clean it up to see how bad it is.” Kurt was dejected but did as he was told. How could he have hurt the one he loved. It didn’t seem possible, but he knew he did it.

Kurt came back with it and saw his love writhe in pain as Ellen cleaned the incision. “Well, that’s not so bad. We just need to get the cream on it and I think it will be okay.” Kurt was breaking down at the fact that he did this to Blaine. He walked out of the room unable to face him.

“Kurt, son, you need to pull yourself together. Blaine needs you. He doesn’t need me or his grandmother. He needs you.” Kurt looked at Jack incredulously.

“Jack, I did this to him. I hurt him. How could I do that to him?” Kurt wrapped his arms around himself and was shaking.

“You didn’t do it. This is still that Paul doing it to him and to you. It will get better and if it doesn’t, I will get you the help you need and deserve.” Jack put his hands on Kurt’s shoulders. “My son said you were a strong person. Stronger than even Blaine in some ways. For my son to say that, you must be. Now is the time to prove that you are stronger than Paul. Now is the time to do it for you and for Blaine.” Kurt was starting to pull it together. Jack and JR were right. How could he ever be an equal partner in the relationship if he couldn’t do the things that he needed to as a partner?

Kurt took a deep breath and reentered the room. “Ellen, I will take care of this.” He stilled her hands against Blaine and she handed the gauze and cream to him. Kurt turned to Blaine’s tear stained face. “I’m so sorry I did this to you. I didn’t mean it. I was having a nightmare.”

Blaine reached up to Kurt’s face. “I know baby, I know.” Blaine needed Kurt to know that he didn’t blame him. “I’ll be okay. Let’s just get this covered up so that we can get back to sleep. It was really nice until you punched me.” Blaine knew it wasn’t funny, but he tried to lighten up the atmosphere. Ellen and Jack stood aside to make sure Kurt didn’t need help.

Kurt made quick with the cleaning of the incision and he saw exactly what Ellen was talking about. It really wasn’t terrible, but boy he was a bleeder. He looked at Blaine with tears in his eyes. He finished putting the antibiotic cream on the incision and then the gauze was taped down. “Let me get your pain medication.” Kurt made it to the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. He was ashamed of himself. He emerged from the bathroom with a glass of water and pain med. Blaine took them with one gulp and laid back down. “I’m sorry I hurt you. I keep hurting you.” Kurt ran to the bathroom and vomited in the toilet. Blaine followed.

“You didn’t. He did. You would never put less than a loving touch to my body. I will not let Paul break us Kurt. He can’t. If we let it, he wins. The last time I checked you hated to lose.” Blaine leaned in to kiss Kurt, but Kurt protested until he brushed his teeth. “I don’t care.” Blaine gave Kurt a gentle kiss on the lips. Kurt hugged Blaine as tightly as he could and stood to brush his teeth.

“I’ll be in bed in a second.” Kurt stood over the sink with toothbrush in hand. “Kurt Hummel. You will not let Paul have anymore of you or Blaine. It’s stops now.” Kurt felt a newfound strength that he got not only from Blaine, but from Jack and JR. Hearing that from Jack was powerful.

By the time he returned to the bedroom, Blaine was in bed laying on his back waiting for him. “I didn’t want to go back to sleep without you. I wanted my big spoon.” Kurt smiled as Blaine turned to his side. Kurt nestled himself flush to Blaine and wrapped his arms tightly around Blaine’s chest.

“I won’t hurt you again. I love you.” They drifted off to a peaceful sleep that kept the in that position until the morning sun shined.