Roomies

“Tonight has been better than perfect Blaine. I was sure there was no way you could be more perfect and there you go making a liar out of me.” Kurt walked up behind Blaine and wrapped his arms around his insanely perfect man. Blaine was already starting to take his clothes off. Kurt grabbed both his hands and placed them at his sides. “Close your eyes.” Blaine followed orders. Kurt unbuttoned Blaine’s shirt and slipped it off over his shoulders. “Blaine, keep your eyes closed or I will have to cover them up.” Kurt quickly removed Blaine’s pants and socks.

“Kurt.” Blaine sounded a little anxious for what was to happen.

“You trust me Blaine, don’t you?”

“With my life.”

“Then enjoy.” Kurt led Blaine to the bed and pushed him gently onto it. “Screw this, Just to be safe.” Blaine felt a scarf being tied over his eyes. “I don’t want you peeking.”

Kurt stood up and stared at Blaine. It was the most beautiful sight. Blaine was laying on the bed and except his boxer shorts, entirely naked. “Kurt, babe. Please tell me you didn’t leave me alone in here.”

“Never.Just getting myself undressed for you.” Kurt proceeded to remove all of his clothes. He stood totally naked over Blaine just taking in the sight of his lover waiting and anticipating him. Kurt never thought he would have someone like Blaine, ever. Let alone have someone like Blaine love him unconditionally and promise him forever. “I would never leave you Blaine. You are my world.” Kurt sat down straddling Blaine’s thighs.

“Can I touch you, even if I’m not allowed to look?” Blaine was begging. Kurt could see his erection already aching to come out. Kurt had begun to kiss Blaine’s chest and lick his perfect pink nipples to attention nipping them lightly with his teeth. “Aahh. Kurt. Please?”

“Whatever you can get a hold of, you may touch.” Blaine breathed a sigh of relief and started feeling his way down Kurt’s body to what he wanted. He placed his hands firmly on Kurt’s ass and squeezed. “Oh Blaine.” Kurt ground his erection into Blaine’s whose was still tucked safely into his boxers. Kurt dragged his nails down Blaine’s abs causing red marks along his lightly defined six pack.

“Uuhh..baby. You feel so good.” Blaine loved the feel of being marked by Kurt. He didn’t care if the marks were still there for days. Kurt did this to him and he felt owned. Kurt licked each line and tucked his fingers under the waistband of Blaine’s boxers. Nudging Blaine’s hip, he slipped his boxers off as Blaine lifted his hips up to assist.

Kurt admired Blaine for a second and then slowly licked the tip of Blaine’s swelling erection. “MMmm. Blaine, you taste so good.” He continued to lick the entire underside of Blaine’s cock stopping to swirl his tongue around the head. Blaine loved this and his response proved it. “Tell me what you want me to do.”

“S-suck me.” Kurt smiled and took Blaine’s entirety into his mouth. Kurt had been close to taking all of Blaine in his mouth, but was always just so close. Kurt had spent some time reading on the internet and found that if he relaxed his throat and tongue in addition to sticking his tongue out to lay it flat that he could probably take more. He finally did it. He could feel Blaine’s cock hit the back of his throat and he moaned with self approval at his accomplishment.

“Oh my God Kurt. Can I please see? Please let me watch” Blaine could feel Kurt’s accomplishment of being able to accept his full length. Kurt removed the blindfold and returned to swallowing Blaine completely. Blaine’s eyes were in awe as Kurt continued to swallow him fully and release Blaine’s cock. “Kurt.. Oh God. I love you so much baby. Shit. That feels incredible. That might be the single best thing I have ever seen.” Blaine’s head fell back as he felt his cock meet the back of Kurt’s throat.

Kurt grabbed the lube from the side table. Blaine was confused, but stayed quiet to see what Kurt had planned. He was willing to bottom tonight if that’s what Kurt wanted, but what Kurt did next stunned Blaine somewhat. Kurt had never done this before. Kurt inserted a finger into himself and then another. “I’m preparing myself for you Baby. Unng, ahh. I want you inside me Blaine. I want to ride you until you can’t talk, until your head is spinning.” Kurt arched his back at the feel of entering himself. Dirty talk too.. Blaine liked this a lot right now. “I want to fucking ride you until I can’t stand or walk. You’ll help right? You’ll fuck me hard and deep while I ride you. I want to feel you fill me so full I scream in ecstasy. I want you to help pull me down and bury you deep inside me.” Blaine was breathing heavy with visions of Kurt riding him hard and Blaine lifting his hips to meet them. Blaine’s grip was tightening on Kurt’s hips as he spoke. He was sure there would be bruises tomorrow. Kurt had gotten to 3 fingers now and Blaine was rock hard and was ready for Kurt.

“Come on Kurt.. I need to be inside you. I want to fuck you. I need see your beautiful ass riding me like there’s no tomorrow. Fuck. You are so beautiful and hot.” This was a side that Blaine and Kurt had not explored before, but Blaine loved it. Kurt seemed to be into it too as obscenities rolled off his tongue. Kurt took the lube and prepared Blaine’s cock as he lifted his hips up bringing himself down slowly until he had almost completely covered Blaine. Blaine pulled Kurt down swiftly the last few inches. “OOooohhh, Blaine! Fuck!”

Blaine was a little nervous. “Sorry baby. Did I hurt you too much? I think I got caught up in your talk.”

“No way. You feel fucking awesome.” Blaine had a tight hold of Kurt’s hips and Kurt began to rock his hips. Blaine was so deep inside and as Kurt rocked he could feel Blaine hitting his prostate. Kurt was moaning and started to raise and lower himself on Blaine. “God, your ass is beautiful and tight and loves my cock.”

“Ohh, Blaine. I love your cock buried deep in my ass. Fucking hot baby.” Blaine held Kurt tight and stilled him as he began to raise and lower his hips into Kurt. “Uuhnng, Blaine. Fuck me hard.” Kurt began to move again meeting Blaine’s hips pump for pump. Blaine clutched Kurt’s hips so tightly he knew he would leave finger marked bruises on his lovers pale skin. Kurt could hear their skin slapping as they met each other thrust for thrust. Kurt moaned loudly from being penetrated so deeply. Kurt was getting tired and leaned forward on Blaine placing kisses to Blaine’s jawline. Blaine continued to thrust into Kurt long and hard. His hands were reaching to Kurt’s ass spreading his cheeks to accept more. Kurt was breathing heavily and was a bit spent at this point so Blaine picked Kurt up and put him on his back. Blaine took a firm hold of Kurt’s cock and began pumping while re-entering Kurt and began to pump long and hard thrusts. “Oh baby..Soo good. I want to come.. So close.”

“I love being inside of you baby. You are so tight and you feel perfect around me.” Kurt was panting in short breaths and his stomach was coiling. Blaine knew Kurt was close and increased his effort. He felt Kurt clench around him and he came with a load groan.
Blaine collapsed on top of Kurt. “Are you okay Kurt.” Blaine caressed Kurt’s face and arms. That was probably the single longest lovemaking session they had ever had. It was definitely the wildest one.

“That was crazy good Blaine. I was so hot for you with all the dirty talk. It was so good. Sorry I got a little tired out.” Kurt’s eyes were drifting closed and open. It had been a long day. Kurt was sated and blissed out. Blaine kissed his nose and got a washcloth to wipe him up.

“Shh. Go to sleep.” Blaine curled up into Kurt and fell asleep that way.

A few hours later
“Get off me!” Kurt Shrieked and jumped out of bed. Blaine was startled and jumped up out of bed too realizing what just happened.

“Kurt. It’s me baby.” Blaine took one step forward. Kurt crumpled to the ground sobbing as loudly as he dared. Blaine closed the distance to the other side of the bed and wrapped his arms around Kurt. “It’s okay. It’s okay sweetie. I’m here. I promise to protect you, baby.” Blaine picked Kurt up and put him back in bed and wrapped himself around Kurt. He covered as much of Kurt with himself as he could.

“Blaine. I’m so sorry that I scared you. So sorry.”

“Shh. It’s okay. That’s what I’m here for. I’m here for you. I just wish I could take away all the pain or go back in time and get there earlier so that he couldn’t hurt you.” Tears rolled down Blaine’s face. He thought in his head ‘I hate Paul with every bone in my body’. “Same nightmare?” Blaine knew it was always the same, but Kurt looked more terrified this time.

“When are you going to realize I’m not worth it? That I am just too much for people to accept.That you will always have to be fighting as long as you stay with me.” Kurt was crying. “Look at me. I am so weak. I’m still having nightmares about him and he never even really touched me.” Kurt was still hurting internally. “Blaine, you need to find someone more like you. It would be so much easier for you. I want you to be happy and I think you will be so much happier with someone more..normal.”

“Oh Kurt. You are so much more than that. Look at me.” Kurt looked at Blaine with fear in his eyes. “You are unique and interesting. Why would I want plain and normal when there is so much more to life than plain and normal. You make my life exciting and you are so special.” Blaine held Kurt’s face and placed his forehead to Kurt’s. “You give me the power to be who I want to be and you fill me with life. You are stronger than you realize. This will go away in time, but we will always be.”

Kurt fell into Blaine sobbing. “How..how.. Will I ever live up to what you see in me?”

“You already do.” He held Kurt to him. “I love you. Would you deny me your love? Because the way I see it, we are meant to be together. There is no me without you Kurt. You know it, right?” Kurt looked at Blaine. Completely lost in Blaine. Kurt was always completely lost in Blaine. Why did it always happen? The world never seemed to exist without Blaine. Maybe he was right. Maybe Blaine knew much more than Kurt did. Maybe there was truth in what Blaine just said. Kurt never felt whole until Blaine came into his life. Even when Blaine was just a friend and mentor to Kurt, it was enough for Kurt to feel alive. Now as lovers and boyfriends, Kurt was more than alive. He was alive and living. Actually living. Kurt nodded that he understood Blaine and maybe he did now. “Kurt, you’ve got to stop having these breakdowns about us. We are the one thing I know will make it. Everything else.. Who knows? But us, we are the real thing and we are going to make it together.”

“What about the nightmares. I want them to stop. I don’t even think about what happened anymore and they still haunt me in my sleep.”

“I will call my Grandfather tomorrow and see if he knows anything. Maybe with information we can put it all to rest.” Blaine was rubbing his hand on Kurt’s arm. “Let’s go to sleep, we have a busy day ahead. We also need to return the car, but I thought we could take it for one last ride before we give it up.”

Kurt smiled at the memory of the car. “That would be really nice.”

The morning came far too quickly for the couple. They met the group in the lobby and they were headed to Mount Pilatus for the next 5 hours. That brought them back to Lucerne for free time at 2:00 with a show at 6:30 tonight. Wes approached the couple and noticed that Kurt had bags under his eyes. “Kurt, did you not get your beauty sleep last night.” Kurt turned away.

Blaine grabbed Wes and pulled him aside. “Wes, we are still dealing with nightmares. They won’t go away.”

“Maybe Miss Pillsbury could help. She’s been here the whole time, but only as a companion for Mr. Shue. Maybe she could help?” Blaine nodded. “It was worth a try. Maybe he could talk with her on the bus to the mountain.”

“Miss Pillsbury? Can I speak with you?”

“Sure Blaine. I keep meaning to tell you thanks for the trip. I appreciate being able to come on this trip.”

“Well we needed the chaperone and you were Mr. Schuester’s choice.” She smiled that Will had asked her to come. He knew how much she loved him yet they could never get their act together to actually be together. “I think Kurt needs to talk to someone about the incident from a few days ago. He is still having nightmares. We have been getting through it every night and they aren’t getting worse, but they are continuing.”

Miss Pillsbury nodded. “I see. Perhaps during the bus ride, he and Mr. Schuester can trade places and we can talk. I will see how I can help.” Blaine looked relieved. “You do know Blaine that I am not a counselor, but people seem to like to talk to me about their problems.”

“Thank you. Can you just have Mr. Schuester come get him? I don’t think Kurt would agree to just talk to someone about it.”

“Sure thing.”

Everyone was on the bus and it pulled away. Once the bus was away from the city, Mr. Schuester made his way to the back of the bus where Blaine and Kurt usually sat. “Kurt, I need to talk to Wes and David about the show tonight. Can you trade places with me, because we may need Blaine’s input too.”

“Uh, sure Mr. Shue.” Kurt made his way to the very front of the bus. “Hi Miss Pillsbury. Mr. Shue said he needed to talk about the show tonight so he has now monopolized my boyfriend.”

“It’s good to see you doing well Kurt. How are you feeling these days?”

“Um… okay I guess.” Kurt looked guilty like he was hiding something.

“We haven’t really talked since the incident with that boy in Paris. Have you been okay since then? It is such a tough thing to deal with. On top of all of the things that have happened to you in your life, this happened.” Miss Pillsbury’s eyes seemed to sear into Kurt knowing that he wasn’t okay. She paused hoping that Kurt would just spill. “Kurt?”

“I have been having nightmares. Every night. Blaine has been helping me through them every night, but I just want them to go away!” His eyes were welling up, but Kurt blinked back the tears.

“What are you thinking about when you wake up from the nightmares? Could it possibly help you to talk about it?” Miss Pillsbury was always sweet and such a good listener. Her help was sometimes suspect, but maybe it would help to just get it out. Kurt hesitated, because he had been holding back from Blaine. He didn’t want to be weak or worry Blaine. But that’s what makes it a nightmare. “Take your time Kurt. Take as much time as you need. I will be here listening when you are ready.”

Kurt looked up at her. She looked genuinely concerned. “Miss Pillsbury. I usually wake up screaming because in my nightmares, Paul is always there touching me. I don’t want him to, but he is there touching me. In last night’s nightmare, he actually got farther. He got into my pants. Each time, he gets farther and I am so scared and I feel violated. Blaine and Finn get there later and later each time. I keep thinking that eventually, he will take me entirely and Blaine will never get there to save me.” Kurt was sobbing. Miss Pillsbury reached out to hold his hand.

“Why do you think Blaine will not get there? Are you two having trouble?”

“Miss Pillsbury. I was as shocked as you probably were to find out about Blaine’s family money. I think in the back of my mind that he didn’t tell me about it for a reason. I feel like he’ll eventually get tired of dealing with my problems because of how I act and dress and find someone else easier to deal with. I can’t think of one reason he should be with me.” Kurt was being honest with Miss Pillsbury. “Miss Pillsbury, Blaine should be with someone else. He should be with someone that likes sports, someone that guys liked to hang out with, someone not into fashion, someone… more like him.”

“Kurt has he given you any indication that he doesn’t want you. I see the way he looks at you. He looks at you like he loves you.”

“No. He always says the right things. He says he loves me and that I am pretty much everything to him.” Kurt shook his head in disbelief because there was no way this could be true. Blaine was gorgeous. People were drawn to him, boys and girls alike. He could have anyone he wanted. He was loveable.

“Then why don’t you believe him?”

“Because it’s too good to be true. Why does he hide me away from his family?”

“Did you ever think that he is telling you the truth? His family has all these businesses and they are rich and busy.” Miss Pillsbury believed that Kurt was adding to the stress of dealing with the attempted rape. If he could let go of the inadequate feelings, he could stop the nightmares. “Kurt, you have to have faith in Blaine. Everything I see in him tells me he loves you. He seems to really care. Don’t you owe it to yourself and to him to believe him and see what your relationship can really become?”

“I guess. No one has ever felt this way about me.” Kurt was protecting himself. “I love him so much that I can’t breathe sometimes. When I look at him, my chest sometimes just aches until he looks at me or touches me.” A few tears fell from his eyes.

“You know what I think? I think you are putting up your own barriers to keep from being hurt. What does your heart tell you about Blaine?”

Kurt was embarrassed. “It tells me he loves me.”

“I think you should stop overthinking all of this and accept that he does love you and that it is a good thing. Kurt you are so used to being rejected by people. I don’t believe Blaine will ever reject you. He gave you that ring. He sings to you. He openly tells everyone he loves you through his actions and through his words and songs”

“But..”

“But nothing Kurt. Blaine will never be happy with someone just like him. Don’t you think that maybe you complement each other. Maybe he likes the differences. Maybe that’s what makes you grow as a couple. I really believe that you have a very mature relationship.”

“He says he does. He thinks I am unique and interesting and that I make his life exciting and special. He is so gentle. We have the best talks. We could talk for hours about different things. We’ve always been able to do that. He understands me like no one else. He knows when I need to be comforted or when I need to be put in my place. We have that level of understanding of each other.”

“Well, Kurt. I think you have your answer.” Miss Pillsbury smiled at Kurt. “You need to find it in yourself to let go of all these feelings you make up in your head. Take what Blaine is willing to offer.”

“But someday….”

“Someday you may not be Blaine and Kurt, but you are right now. Don’t you owe it to both of you to take a chance? Someday, Kurt, you will have to take a risk with your heart. You can’t guard it your whole life because then your life will be over and you will have not lived it.”

Kurt shared a new set of tears. She was right. She was right about all of it. Blaine was everything to him and Blaine always told him how much he loved him and that he was nothing without him. Kurt needed to hold on to what Blaine offered him and believe in them. “You are right Miss Pillsbury.” He fell into her arms and she rubbed his back and patted his head holding him while he cried. After a few minutes, Kurt pulled away. “Can I ask you one more thing?”

“Sure Kurt.”

“Did Blaine ask you to talk to me?”

“What if he did?”

“I guess it would mean that he is worried about me and that he cares.”

“I think you would be right.” Miss Pillsbury smiled at Kurt.

“You know Miss Pillsbury. I think the advice you gave me could apply to other people too.” Kurt smiled at her implying that she also needed to take some chances. “Thank you for the talk.”

“Kurt?”

“Yes.”

“Will you let me know tomorrow how your night goes as far as nightmares?”

“I will. Thanks.” Kurt made his way back to his seat. Mr. Shue looked up and saw him coming back. He pretended to be talking. So Wes, that sounds like a good plan for tonight.

“Kurt. We were just finishing up. You can have your seat back.” Mr. Shue stood up and was going to walk around Kurt when Kurt stopped and gave him a hug.

“You don’t need to pretend Mr. Shue. I figured it out.” Kurt looked right at Blaine. Wes and David cowered back into their seats wanting to give Blaine and Kurt their space for what they thought would be a talk.

Blaine looked worried. “Hey Baby.” Blaine cupped Kurt’s face in his hand and Kurt nuzzled into it and sat down next to Blaine. Kurt leaned into Blaine and kissed him.

“I love you Blaine.”

“I love you too.”

“Thank you.”

“What? Thank you for what Kurt?” Blaine was trying to play dumb.

“For caring about me.For loving me. I guess..for everything.”

“Kurt, you never have to thank me for anything. I love you and it’s not my choosing to love you. The heart wants what the heart wants and mine wants you.” Blaine was always to matter of fact.

“How are you so comfortable saying that all the time.”

“Because I know that I didn’t have a choice. I fell head over heels for you Kurt.”

“I think I have a better understanding of why I might be having the nightmares still.” Kurt still nervous about telling Blaine.

“I asked her to talk to you because I am so worried about you. You need to get sleep baby. I’m scared that you won’t let it go away.”

Kurt took Blaine’s hands in his. “No sweetie. I’m glad you went to her. It turned out to be a good thing. You see. We talked about my issues and why I might still have nightmares and I am really going to try to work on those things to make it go away.” Kurt looked hopeful. “Will you help me Blaine?”

“Of course I will.”

Kurt took a deep breath before speaking. “I have not been honest with you about my nightmares. I didn’t want to tell you, but the nightmares are getting worse. Every time I have a nightmare, instead of you showing up when you did, you show up later and later. Last night, he was inside my pants and you didn’t show up until he had his hands on me.”

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s my subconscious preparing me for when you leave. Eventually, you won’t show up to save me at all. I think it might equate to my feelings that you deserve someone better than me. Someone that is more like you, likes sports, dresses normal and likes guy stuff like you. Someday, you will get bored of our differences and leave me.”

“Kurt. I love our differences. It’s part of what makes us a great couple. We aren’t the same, which means we can learn from each other and grow with each other.” Blaine was sincere. Kurt could feel it in his bones. “You know Kurt, you couldn’t get rid of me if you tried.”

“I know. I am ready now.”

“Ready for what?” Blaine didn’t understand.

“I am ready to give you all the love that you deserve from me. I am ready to accept that you love me just as much as I love you.”

“Kurt, if you’ve been holding back, I’m not sure I will be able to handle all the love you have.” Blaine laughed winking at Kurt.

“Blaine Anderson. I promise that I will love you back for as long as you will have me.”

“Kurt Hummel. I hope you are ready to stare at this face forever, because that’s how long I want to be with you. Forever is not even enough time for me to explore every facet of you, my love.” Kurt blushed every time Blaine called him that.

“I am ready Blaine. I’m ready for everything we are going to give each other.”

Kurt needed to do something for Blaine, but he didn’t know what. Blaine was such a romantic. Everyone swooned when Blaine did things. Kurt wanted to do something romantic just for Blaine and he was going to figure it out if it killed him. He would talk to Wes, David, Finn and Rachel for ideas tonight. For now, Kurt focused on him and Blaine. Well, mostly Blaine whose eyes seemed to light up.

They got to Mount Pilatus and waited for instructions from Stephan on how they would get to the top. They would be riding in the aerial cableway on the way up and were instructed to split up into two groups to ride the cableway. Kurt, Blaine, Wes, David, Finn and Rachel were ready to head up. They were one of the first ones. Blaine and Kurt were standing near the window so they could get a view of the town below the mountain. Blaine stood behind Kurt with his head resting on his hands on Kurt’s shoulders. Kurt reached up to hold both of Blaine’s hands on his shoulders and leaned his head back turning his head slightly to smell Blaine’s cologne and nuzzle into Blaine’s neck. Rachel had such a knack for pictures and she saw them and snapped it.

They reached the summit and waited for the group to gather. Stephan told them about the mountain and advised of different activities that they could do. They had lunch reservations outdoors at the summit at 12:00 so they had 2 hours to explore the mountain.

“So, what do you want to do?” Blaine hoped that Kurt intended to go tubing or on the toboggan run.

“How about we both pick one thing we want to do?” Kurt gripped Blaine around his shoulders and Blaine had Kurt around his waist.

“I really..really.. want to go on the toboggan run.”

“Okay. I’m really..really.. terrified of the toboggan.” Kurt was being honest.

Blaine took Kurt in his arms. “How about we ride in the same sled together? It looks like 2 can ride together.” Blaine’s eyes pleaded. “Then if you want to go again, we can ride separately if you are comfortable with that.”

Reluctantly Kurt agreed and they were standing in line ready to go. “My hair is going to be messed up.”

“It doesn’t matter. It looks great all the time. Trying to impress someone?” Blaine cocked his head to the side.

“No one in particular, but there is the dark curly headed guy that I kind of have the hots for. He’s a child though and doesn’t notice things right in front of his face.” Blaine gave a sad smile. “No.. I was teasing. I thought we were playing.”

“We were, but I know how much that memory hurts you.”

“I won’t bring it up again.” He turned and did a runway walk toward the toboggans.

Blaine loved playful Kurt. His eyes were glowing bright blue today. Blaine had not seen this Kurt in a while. Had Kurt really been holding back all this time? How could Kurt really think he wasn’t good enough for Blaine? “Wait up you!” Blaine shouted running after Kurt.

“Okay. If we die in this thing, I’m going to kill you!” Kurt was nervous and they were just sitting in the sled.

“Kurt, that doesn’t even make any sense because we would be dead.” Blaine chuckled at Kurt’s nervousness. He wrapped his arms around Kurt for protection and they started down the toboggan run. It was a sunny day and the air was pretty warm even for up here. “Close you eyes if you’re scared and I will hold you tight.”

“Oh my God.. Blaine.” Kurt was laughing. “This is awesome! I had no idea that this would be fun.” Kurt leaned back into Blaine just enjoying the wind and the sun. “The air feels so clean here.” They got to the bottom of the run and jumped out of the sled.

“Well?” Blaine was grinning so wide.

“Okay. So I loved it!” Kurt gave Blaine a kiss on the cheek. “Thanks for making me go with you. We may as well go tubing now.”

They made their way to the tubes and rode separately this time. It seemed that everyone else was there too. “Hey Finn.”

“Hey Kurt. Where did you guys go?”

“We were at the toboggans. That was really cool.”

“You went on the toboggans?” Finn was shocked that Kurt would even consider doing that. “We have been tubing all this time. It’s really fun too.”

Blaine went over the Wes and David to talk. This was Kurt’s opportunity to talk to Finn and Rachel. “Hey Finn. I need some help.”

“What is it?”

“I want to do something for Blaine, but I don’t have an idea of what I could do. Can you help me think of something?”

“Kurt, you know it’s not my thing, but Rachel might have an idea. Rachel!” Finn motioned to Rachel and she joined them. “Kurt wants to do something for Blaine but needs help with some ideas.”

“Kurt, you know how he loves it when you sing to him. Let’s find the right song and see if you can get Wes and David to add it to the show tonight.” Rachel started throwing out songs and Kurt just didn’t find any of them to fit what he wanted to say.

“I’ve got it. It’s a little dramatic, but I hope they will let me.”

“What is it Kurt?” Rachel hated that he was keeping it from her. “Please tell me.” Kurt whispered in her ear and a huge grin swept across her face. “How could they not let you sing that? It would be an unbelievable ending to the show.”

“Rachel, will you go with me to talk to them? But I think we need to talk to Puck, Sam and Finn. I need help. We need instruments.” Kurt was getting really down. “Where are we going to get instruments? I can ask Stephan to locate some for us.”

“First let’s talk to the guys and make sure they think they can learn it. It’s pretty easy. Do you have your iPod?”

“Naturally. Ok. Let’s go.” Rachel was so excited to get this going. She adored the romance that Kurt was trying to create. It wasn’t long ago that they had a sleepover and talked about how he misread Blaine’s actions as interest in him. Valentine’s Day was ages ago and seemed a lifetime ago.

“Kurt. Time for lunch.” Blaine called from over by Wes.

“Rachel, can you take care of the guys learning the music?”

“Sure. I’ll let you know for sure.” Rachel took off with Kurt’s iPod.

Blaine made his way back to Kurt. “What’s with Rachel? She looks so excited.”

“You know Rachel. She probably found a new song for her to try out for a solo.” Kurt tried hard not to show that he was up to something. Blaine raised an eyebrow sensing Kurt was lying, but let it go.

“Let’s go eat.” Blaine reached for the familiar hand and they made their way to the restaurant.

“The view is incredible.” Kurt gushed over the beauty of the location. His eyes were sparkling. He has extra color in his face. Blaine couldn’t help but stare at Kurt in a new light today. “Blaine, you’re staring.” He blushed.

Blaine whispered in Kurt’s ear. “You are simply breathtaking today Kurt. You look so happy.” He placed his hand on Kurt’s thigh and Kurt met his hand and covered it with his.

“I am extremely happy today. I feel like today is the first day of the rest of my life.” Kurt could barely contain his excitement. Now he needed Blaine to leave the table because they happened to be sitting with Wes, David, Rachel and Finn. This was a good opportunity to ask about his plan. “Blaine can you find out about this place in town that I want to go see?”

“Sure, Babe. What’s it called?”

“It’s a museum. It’s called The SammlungRozengart Museum. They are supposed to have Picasso, Monet, Renoir, Cezanne and Degas.. Oh and so many more original pieces. I would love to go after we get back to town.” Kurt was convincing. “Stephan should know, right?”

“I’ll check.” Blaine stood. “I’ll be right back.”

“Kurt. What is up with the museum?” David looked at Kurt with suspicion.

“I hope it wasn’t that obvious.” Kurt hoped.

Rachel chimed in. “I don’t think so. You like art. It makes sense that you would want to see it.”

“Right.Wes and David. Blaine is constantly doing things for me. I really want to do something for him. You know….”

Rachel cut him off. “Blaine loves to hear Kurt sing. Kurt would like to sing the last song at the concert tonight if you would agree.”

Wes showed concern as always. He can be so uptight. “It depends on what song and backgrounds. Kurt. You would need to sing it for us before the show.”

Finn spoke regarding the background music. “I can play the drums and Puck and Sam agreed to play guitar. We need those instruments, though.”

Kurt finally cut back in. “We will sing it for you before we leave for the show. You can make the final decision then. Okay?”

“Sure. That would be nice. Blaine loves to be serenaded. I believe the school has drums and 1 guitar. You will have to find another one.” He left it to Kurt to figure out.

“Thanks Wes.” Kurt looked at Finn who shrugged.

Blaine returned as the conversation finished. “Thank you?”

“Oh yeah. Wes was complimenting my hair.” Kurt couldn’t think of anything else to say.

Blaine began to share the information on the museum and Kurt was trying to pay attention, very unsuccessfully. “Hey. What’s up with you?” Kurt leaned in and kissed Blaine threading his fingers into his hair and sticking his tongue out to taste his lips.

“Whoa. Whoa. Whoa. Dude my brother. Kurt. Quit making out at mealtime.” Kurt didn’t stop, but he also didn’t deepen the kiss anymore. Blaine did meet his tongue very lightly and quickly wanting to feel is tongue against his. They parted lips and Blaine pressed his forehead to Kurt’s.
Blaine whispered. “God, Kurt. I can’t stand this. How could I love you even more? I was right earlier.”

“Huh?”

“You know how you said that you were going to give me all the love I deserved. I am absolutely certain that I can’t handle any more. If you were holding back before, I am so in trouble. I don’t know if I will be able to keep my hands or lips off of you.” Blaine closed his eyes, breathing in his boyfriend’s scent of wild flowers, he thought. “I love you.” He opened his eyes to see his love bright blue eyes staring back at him.

“I love you too.”